He doesn't know today

Chen Yu has a cousin who is five years younger than him in his hometown, and he has been clingy since childhood.Later, as the cousin grew up, the cousin stopped pestering his cousin and shouting at his cousin, and even avoided Chen Yu after knowing Chen Yu's secret.

When others see Chen Yu for the first time, they will think that he has a tough personality.It's hard to imagine him having a tender side.In fact, he himself doesn't feel that he is a gentle person. He protects his cousin when he pesters him, and he doesn't care when he leaves.

But he seems to be accustomed to the old mother's model, and when he encounters someone who can't take care of himself, he subconsciously wants to help him.Just like Liu Yuyuan.

Liu Yuyuan is his college roommate, a very handsome boy.It's not appropriate to say that the boy is beautiful, but when Chen Yu saw him for the first time, that was the only word that popped into his mind.

He is curvy himself, so he will naturally pay more attention to those who close his eyes.Liu Yuyuan didn't speak much at first, at first glance he thought he was a quiet and gentle boy, but in less than two days, this guy showed his true colors.

The first group activity in the freshman dormitory was to watch a movie. Due to the problem of the number of sessions, several college boys watched a romantic movie aggrievedly.On the way back, the roommates chatted and discussed, and asked Liu Yuyuan what he thought of the movie.

Liu Yuyuan was stunned, as if he hadn't come out of the movie, and it took him a while to say, "Uh, the hero is quite handsome."

Chen Yu, who had been silent all this time, glanced at him and had some guesses in his heart.

Sure enough, Chen Yu guessed right, Liu Yuyuan was the same kind of person as him.But what is different from him is that this person doesn't know how to protect himself.Many times, Chen Yu felt that Liu Yuyuan was like his younger brother, and he needed to keep an eye on him all the time, so as not to make another fool of him.

In fact, Liu Yuyuan was not as restless as Chen Yu saw, but once in a while, the two of them went to visit the library where they were studying.It was the first time they went there, and it was only after they went that they discovered the strange structure here.Chen Yu was almost lost, and Liu Yuyuan didn't know where to go.

Chen Yu was about to go out to make a phone call when he spotted the boy behind the bookshelf at a corner.When Liu Yuyuan saw Chen Yu at that time, his disappointed expression suddenly turned into surprise, as if a bird cub lost in the rainforest had finally returned to its nest,

Chen Yu was stunned by the great sense of dependence on the other party.

His nanny identity went online again, but one of them was missed, and Liu Yuyuan ran away with someone else, who was still from the school next door.

Liu Yuyuan is usually like a fool, and Chen Yu doesn't want to think about how much the other party's IQ will drop when they fall in love.

Chen Yu regarded him as very important, but he was also very sober, knowing that he had no position to say something that crossed the line, so he just said nonchalantly, "If you regret it then, don't look for me."

The word became a prophecy, and within half a year, Liu Yuyuan broke up.Chen Yu was still at home at the time. After learning about the incident, he rushed back to school the next day.

Chen Yu has been drinking since high school, and he did not get rid of this habit when he went to college.He has a bar that he often goes to, not only because it is close to the school, but also because it is a gay bar.

Within a few days of meeting Liu Yuyuan, he lured the boy to the bar street, only to find out that the boy didn't like drinking.

Liu Yuyuan is also a weird person, he doesn't drink, but he is willing to sit there with Chen Yu.

Chen Yu went back to school to look for him, and Liu Yuyuan offered to go to the bar.Liu Yuyuan didn't say anything, and didn't even show any sadness, but Chen Yu was drunk first.

He remembered grabbing the other person's hand and apologizing, "I didn't like you."

Liu Yuyuan didn't know whether he didn't hear clearly or was simply frightened, so he kept silent.

After that, the two returned to their usual way of getting along.

Chen Yu felt that his feelings for Liu Yuyuan were very complicated, and he couldn't tell what it was.When it comes to friendship, it seems a bit advanced; when it is love, it seems too heavy.

He felt that the best solution was to find something else to divert his attention.

One weekend, he went to play with his roommates.When they went there, it was just in time for the golden hour in the afternoon. When there was no empty stadium, they chose to join others.

When playing, there are a few people who are always playing tricks, and their defensive coordination is also a mess.Chen Yu felt bored after playing for a few rounds, so he found an excuse to sit aside and rest.

He sat cross-legged on the edge of the court drinking water, then turned to look at the next court.

He noticed a boy with long hands and long legs, who seemed to be playing the center forward position.

The ball was brought to Chen Yu, and the boy jumped very high. At that moment, his body blocked the light in front of him, and Chen Yu squinted his eyes.

Immediately after the ball was slapped by someone else, Chen Yu reached out subconsciously and caught it.

"Excuse me, are you okay?" The boy squatted on the bed and looked at Chen Yu seriously.

He has very short hair, and his face is not outstanding, but it belongs to that kind of good-looking appearance.Chen Yu stared at the beads of sweat hanging from his nose, but said nothing.

Chen Yu is interested in a person and rarely hides it.

He returned the ball to the boy and asked, "What's your name?"

The boy paused, "Wang Ze."

Chen Yu nodded and didn't say anything, but he didn't look away.

Wang Ze was stared at by the other party, and he frowned almost imperceptibly.

At this time, someone asked Chen Yu, "We happen to be short of a striker, do we want to go together?"

Only then did Chen Yu look back, and said lightly, "Okay."

It was dusk at the end of the meeting, and Chen Yu didn't invite the other party to eat together, but walked up to Wang Ze when he was packing his things.

"You played pretty well." Chen Yu stretched out a hand to him, "Have a chance to ask for a ball?"

Wang Ze glanced at him, but didn't shake hands with Chen Yu. He just stuffed an unopened bottle of mineral water into Chen Yu's hand, left without saying a word, and left with his backpack.

Chen Yu was holding the bottle of water, which had been exposed to the sun for too long, and the bottle was warm.

Chen Yu felt that Wang Ze was either homophobic or a closet.He thought so, but he never met each other on the court.

Until one time, when he was drinking alone in a bar, he found a new face.The store is small in size, and there are only a few people coming and going, regular customers can always find new faces easily.

That person always sat in the booth opposite Chen Yu, always with his back to him.Chen Yu felt that the other party looked like a person.At first he couldn't remember who he looked like, but after seeing him more times, the word Wang Ze came to his mind.

He was interested in Wang Ze, but it wasn't to the point where he would mistake any boy with short hair for Wang Ze.

Thinking of this, Chen Yu got up from his seat, went straight to the opposite table and sat down.

The boy was wearing a black mask, making it even more difficult to identify his face under the dim light.But Chen Yu just believed in his intuition, and asked bluntly, "Are you Wang Ze?"

Chen Yu vaguely saw the other party frowning.

Before the other party answered, he asked again: "Are you gay?"

After a long silence, the boy took off his mask.Wang Ze looked at him coldly without making a sound.

He looked down and saw the opponent's hands on his knees, fists clenched.Wang Ze was nervous.

Seeing this, Chen Yu knew in his heart that this person should be the type who is very afraid of his own sexuality.Thinking of this, he made a gesture of surrender, "I won't say anything."

But Wang Ze didn't relax because of this sentence, instead he asked in a cold voice, "What do you mean?"

"No other meaning." Chen Yu said, "I just think we should be friends with you."

Wang Ze frowned, "Friend?"

Chen Yu said, "It's just that we are very similar."

"My name is Chen Yu, from the Faculty of Arts." Chen Yu stretched out his hand like last time, "Do you know me?"

The other party hesitated for a moment and took his hand.

This time, the palm of my hand also brought a warm temperature.