He doesn't know today

In the junior year, there is a course called career planning, which aims to help those of us who are confused college students find employment directions.

After a class, there are often three kinds of people. One is to go through the motions with a long-term plan, the other is to find a direction and move forward bravely, and the other is to be confused before listening, and even more confused after listening.

Unfortunately, I belong to the last category.

When I was a freshman and a sophomore, I never thought about my future direction. In the blink of an eye, I was a junior. After listening to this class, coupled with the influence of Lu Guican, I actually felt a little bit confused and panicked.

Neither Lu Guican nor I had evening classes that day, so he came to wait for me to finish class, and the two of us took a walk after eating.

He sent me back to the dormitory, and mentioned the vocational class while chatting at the back door of the dormitory.

Lu Guican is different from me. He has decided to become a lawyer since he was a freshman, and he will also go to the University of Political Science and Law to take the postgraduate entrance examination after graduation.He told me that the teacher asked him to try applying for postgraduate insurance. After all, he has won many awards in addition to his excellent grades since his freshman year.

It is very difficult for me to take the postgraduate entrance examination, and the other party actually wants to apply for postgraduate insurance.

It's amazing, as expected of Lu Guican.

I was more excited than him, "Really? Then you will definitely succeed!"

He laughed: "Are you excited?"

"It's pride!" I said seriously, "I'm very proud, you work hard!"

He paused, "Yeah."

The next second he said to me again: "You have to work hard too, let's work hard together."

I blinked, "I don't study well."

"You can learn well," he said softly, "I believe in you."

I looked at him, and the emotions hidden deep in my heart suddenly disappeared.

"Lu Guican! Wait a minute!"

I called the boy who left, "Come back, I have a surprise for you."

He did as he was told, and walked back to me with a puzzled expression on his face, as if he wanted to ask a question.

I leaned forward and kissed him quickly on the mouth.

"Surprise?" I looked at him with a smile.

Lu Guican was taken aback for a moment, and then I saw his ears turn red.

"Go back quickly," he rubbed his nose and smiled, "Good night, Yu Yuan."

......

Wei Siyuan had dinner with me a few times, and his treats were always in the teacher's cafeteria.

I seldom have the opportunity to go to the teacher's canteen, and I am both excited and speechless.

How can someone treat you to a meal in the staff restaurant?

Facing Wei Siyuan, I didn't call him brother, and I didn't treat him differently because of this.If he invites me to dinner, he treats me as an ordinary teacher and student.

But Wei Siyuan opened his mouth and became more like a mother-in-law than before, taking care of her a lot and training her a lot.

For example, if I saw that the vegetables I ordered were all meat, he would order me to go back and order vegetables; another example would be to ask me to put away my mobile phone while eating and not to play...

I seriously doubt whether he really considers himself my brother.

After the midterm, he came to me for dinner again. During the meal, he first asked about my midterm grades.

Just as I was about to answer, I remembered something, "Don't you have any information?"

He said yes, "If you pass the exam like that, I want to see if you are embarrassed to say it."

I:"......"

After talking about my grades, he became concerned about my future work, "Have you thought about what to do in the future? Postgraduate entrance examination? Or?"

PubMed...

I asked him, "Teacher, is it difficult to maintain graduate school?"

"Difficult." He showed an unbelievable expression, "Do you want to be a graduate student?"

I didn't answer, "What if the grades are excellent every year, and then there are awards, big and small?"

"The success rate will be higher, wait, you are not saying..."

"Lu Guican." I smiled brightly at him, "As long as the success rate is high! Thank you teacher."

Wei Siyuan: "..."

......

On the weekend we were just together, Lu Guican asked me if there was any place I wanted to go. I wanted to talk about watching a movie, but I thought it was too boring, so I had an idea and suggested going swimming.

How good it is to swim, keep fit, and observe the human body.

cough cough cough.

Lu Guican was noncommittal, pointing to my leg, "Your leg can't go into the water."

This matter was left alone, and I gradually forgot.

One Saturday, he called me out. The original plan was to watch a movie, but the boy pulled me onto another bus.

I was startled, "You got on the wrong car!"

He smiled, "You'll know in a while."

After getting off the car, I first smelled a faint salty smell, and then a large piece of blue came into view, including sky blue and sea blue.

The sea is rolling with waves, and the sun is glowing with golden light, which looks dreamy and unreal.

Lu Guican smiled behind me, "I heard that someone wants to swim?"

I turned to look at him, still a little dazed, he walked up to me and asked, "I think watching the sea is more like a date than swimming, what do you think?"

......

There are a lot of people on the beach on weekends, some set up tents on the beach, some play poker together, and some soak their feet in the water...

It was the first time I came to the beach here, and I found everything new, so I bought a kite on a whim.

The weather seemed to be against us. We tried several times, and the kites fell back to the ground as soon as they took off.

In the end, I could only take off my shoes, sit under the umbrella and watch the sea in a daze.

Lu Guican took out a book from his bag, I was shocked, "You still brought a book?"

He smiled, "It's for you, do you want to read a book?"

I shook my head and put the book in my bag, "Let's read it when we go back."

I took out my phone and found a girl in the class asking for my help. After reading the content, I couldn't help but click my tongue.

Lu Guican asked me what was the matter.

Me: "Do you still remember the girl who was in charge of the ring booth during the last school celebration?"

He said he remembered.

"They want me to help record the recruiting video of the club." I sighed.

"You still joined the club?"

"No, where do I have so much time. They say I'm good-looking, like a schoolboy, cut."

Lu Guican hummed, "Show me."

I hand him the phone.

He leaned over, but instead of looking at the phone, he pinched my chin and stared into my eyes without blinking.

I was so startled that I almost lost my grip on the phone.

"Who wants to look at your phone?" he said.

"what?"

"Didn't you say you are good-looking?" He chuckled lightly, "I'll take a look for them first."

my day.

I couldn't help but burst into a thick sentence.

Sooner or later I'm going to be fascinated by this guy.

Lu Guican, did you secretly enroll in some language art class? !

I felt my face was hot like a fever, and I stepped back, "I can't tell you!"

He smiled, let go of me, and said nothing.

"Lu Guican, let me ask you a question."

"what?"

"What do you like about me?" I threw out this question that had been hidden for a long time.

Lu Guican didn't struggle much, but answered inexplicably, "I don't know, I just fell in love with it."

I muttered, "You are too perfunctory."

He laughed and said, "Can you answer it?"

"Of course!" I nodded earnestly, "First of all, you are good-looking, good at studying, and a good person, especially your character, which is so gentle that it is unreasonable."

"Unbelievably gentle?"

Without thinking about it, I said, "Yeah, this is the first time I've seen someone with such a good temper like you."

"Do you like me because of my personality?" His voice suddenly dropped.

I found it strange, but I still nodded, "Yes."

......

On the way back, Lu Guican suddenly asked me: "Yu Yuan, if someone has been lying to you, what will you do if you find out?"

I thought for a while, "It depends on who."

"What if it's someone who cares a lot?"

I thought of my parents and said truthfully: "Then I will feel very uncomfortable."

He paused, "Got it."

This memory belongs to the summer of junior year, mixed with the sound of waves and the smiles of boys.

Like the sea, like sand, the waves take away all of them.

I listened, I watched, but I couldn't find anything wrong with him.

......

I didn't meet Lu Guican again after that, and he didn't come to see me, saying he had something to do.He also refused to let me go to law school, saying that he was not often in the classroom.

At first I didn't notice anything wrong, until a week later, when I got out of bed one morning, I saw Chen Yu sitting on the seat with a solemn face, staring at the computer in front of him intently.

When he turned his head and saw me, his expression became complicated, and he hesitated to speak.

Before I could ask him what's the matter, he said first, "Xiao Yuanzi, have you read the post?"

I wondered: "What happened to the post bar?"

"It's about Lu Guican." Chen Yu frowned, remembering something.

My right eyelid suddenly jumped up, "Good thing or bad thing?"

Chen Yu didn't answer directly, but asked, "Liu Yuyuan, did Lu Guican tell you that he beat someone before?"

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, guessing it was some kind of weird gossip, I was puzzled and said, "What's wrong with beating people? I even kicked dogs when I was young."

"I didn't joke with you," Chen Yu became serious, "He beat people to the point where they were almost disabled, you know?"

I was stunned, "What disability?"