He doesn't know today

The corner of Wei Siyuan's mouth twitched visibly, he opened his mouth as if to say something, but there was no sound.

I actually felt that the other party was swearing.

After a while, he seemed to calm down, and said calmly, "Your mother and I are not related by blood."

Afraid I didn't understand, he explained again: "She and my dad remarried!"

I understood and nodded, but still felt a little dazed.

According to Old Wei, I have an extra brother somehow?

Old Wei cleared his throat and continued: "After I joined the company, I found out that you and I were in the same school, and then I told her that she asked me to pay more attention to you."

I thought of the new mobile phone that sent charcoal in the rain, and seemed to understand something.

"So you'll tell her everything?"

So what happened to me at the bar last night...

Old Wei nodded slightly, with a helpless tone, "Your mother is very sad."

Why does he say everything!

I said anxiously: "Why do you even say this? This is my privacy."

Old Wei glanced at me, "I'm talking about your grades."

Oh, I thought it was a sexuality thing.

I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time reminded him, "Teacher, don't tell her what happened last night."

"I won't say it." He leaned back, showing a relatively relaxed posture, "but at least tell me what's going on?"

"That's all."

"Is there an object?"

I choked up and didn't answer.

Is this question jumping a little too fast?

Old Wei's posture seems to really regard himself as my brother?Even if my mother asked him to do it, he must have done his best.

"Teacher, I think you are paying too much attention to me..." I wanted to say that you paid too much attention to me, but in the end I changed my words, "You are taking too much care of me."

In fact, it’s not bad, I hope Lao Wei understands what I mean.

He understood, and frowned slightly, "Do you think I'm not qualified to take care of your affairs?"

His tone is very similar to when he usually questioned us when we stayed up late.Since I was a child, I have been very skinny. No one in the family cares about me. The thing I fear most is the teacher.

"Enough is enough, I'm afraid you are too tired."

I couldn't help but use honorifics.

His expression softened a little, "I'm too tired, so I've done something for your mother."

I felt that the amount of information in this sentence was a bit too much, so I was stunned.

"You haven't answered me yet, have you talked about love?" He changed the subject and regained his serious expression.

I shook my head.

"What about the person you like?"

"teacher......"

"I won't tell your mother, will I?"

I am speechless, you are not concerned about me, you just want to hear gossip.

"That's it?" He touched his chin, "Could it be Lu Guican?"

I stood up from my chair in shock.

Seeing my reaction, Old Wei sneered, "Do you know what kind of eyes you look at each other every time?"

"...What look?"

He didn't answer, but smiled meaningfully.

"Is it that obvious?" I was completely startled, Old Wei had only met us a few times, so didn't Lu Guican already knew about it?

"You really like Lu Guican?" Old Wei said, "He seems to have a girlfriend?"

Even his girlfriend knows it, and it seems that he is addicted to gossip and cannot extricate himself.

"separated!"

"Oh."

I thought of Lu Guican, since he already knew, should I thank him for not exposing me.

He never gave me a hard time, and in the end it was I who forcibly broke the friendship he maintained.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh.

In order to keep old Wei from thinking about it, I took the lead and said: "And I like him in the past tense..."

"Don't like it now?"

"It's not that I don't like it," I muttered, "It's that I can't like it."

……

I still have classes later, and Lao Wei didn't let me stay for too long.He put me back, and stood by the door before leaving, hesitating to speak, "Liu Yuyuan, your mother..."

I waited for him to finish, but he didn't go on, and finally added a sentence very bluntly to let me study hard.

There are not many things going through these days, but they are big things for me.Lao Wei opened his mouth and lost his scruples. He would send messages almost every day to ask me about my studies. Sometimes I was too sleepy to open my eyes in class. When I saw the counselor standing behind me from the corner of my eye, I suddenly woke up.

After that night, I have been afraid to go to bars until now.Not to mention bars, I dare not even go to Internet cafes.

I gradually got used to this kind of life, as for Lu Guican, I can only try not to think about it.

Before, I always disliked the distance between the law school and the liberal arts school, but now I am very grateful for this distance.If the distance is far, we will not run into each other.Over time, everything will pass.

"Maybe with luck, after this embarrassment passes, we can continue to be friends." I said this to Chen Yu jokingly.

Chen Yu gave me a hard look, "Are you a dog licker? And you are the only one who will be embarrassed."

I thought, yes.

I thought that the reconnection with Lu Guican would be a festival in a long time, because at that time I could send him blessings pretending to be a group message.

At least this semester, we will not have any intersection.

But one day after evening class, I ran into Lu Guican downstairs in the dormitory.

Now that summer has begun, boys are wearing white T jeans, which is too simple to dress up, but it is hard to ignore because of their temperament.I noticed him from a long distance away, and after being puzzled, I asked my roommates to go back first.

Chen Yu obviously saw it too, but he just clicked his tongue and didn't say anything else.

I walked towards Lu Guican, and found that my heartbeat couldn't calm down, so I had no choice but to put on a relaxed and natural posture, "Senior?"

He looked at me, "Yu Yuan."

I almost lost my mind because of this title, "Why are you here?"

I don't know why, but I expected him to say that he was waiting for Guan Jia's answer.In short, it will not have anything to do with me, and it will not let me have a glimmer of hope.

Lu Guican shouldn't be so ruthless, right?

But he was so ruthless, "I'm waiting for you."

"wait for me?"

"I sent you a message this afternoon, but you didn't reply." He lowered his eyes and stopped looking at me.

I was stunned for a moment, the class was full today, and I forgot to bring my power bank, and my phone was turned off in the afternoon.

Before I could figure out how to explain it, he took out another book from his bag, "I want to return this to you."

I took the book, and remembered that this was a movie I watched. I saw that Lu Guican was quite interested in that movie, so I couldn't wait to say that I had the novel.

He said at the time that he would also like to read the original work if he had the opportunity.As soon as I heard it, I personally sent the book to the law school the next day.

Looking back on the past six months, everything I have done seems to be such stupid things.

Chen Yu is right, I might really be a licking dog.

"Is it nice?" I asked him.

"Well," he smiled, "it's quite interesting, thank you for lending me."

"Just look good." I whispered, holding the book with complicated emotions.

Lu Guican returned the book to me at this time, what was he trying to explain?Want to break up with me?Or... Or is he trying to say something to me by returning the book?

People are complicated. I was hoping that the other party would not come because of me a second ago, but now I start to expect what the other party will say to me.

We were standing at the place where he sent me back last time. Probably because of the hot weather, there were no couples here tonight.

I was face to face with him in silence for a while, and he broke the silence first.

He spoke slowly, as if he wanted to confirm something, "Can I borrow books from you in the future? I remember you still have a few original books."

Is there a book that I can't buy myself?Be sure to borrow.

I understand, this is telling me in disguise that he still wants to continue to be friends with me.

I don't even know whether I should be sad or happy. If I feel it carefully, I will find that I am both happy and sad.I'm happy because the other party doesn't want to break up with me, but I'm sad because it's really impossible for me and him.

Lu Guican left me with affection until the end, maybe I should be more gentle.

"Lu Guican," thinking so, I stopped him and changed my address again, "Senior, I want to confess something to you."

Lu Guican's body visibly stiffened.

I sighed in my heart, and felt more and more that what I was going to do next was the right thing to do.

But I really don't like to lie, I really don't want to lie if I have the choice.It's amazing, for Lu Guican, I do things that I would never do before again and again.

"I have someone I like." I smiled at him, "Since we have such a good relationship, I should tell you."

Lu Guican was silent for a while, "Oh? Did I know you?"

"Well," I smiled, "It's my roommate, you've met him before, his name is Chen Yu."

"Does he... know?"

"I don't know yet, but he is like me." I said easily.

After a long time, Lu Guican smiled, "Really? That's great."

This is the best way, I thought to myself, just pretend that I really lost the game that day.

It's just that what loses is not the big risk, but the truth.

......

When I returned to the dormitory, Chen Yu, who was standing at the door, said abruptly, "Why didn't I know you liked me?"

I looked at him.

He said: "Don't get me wrong, I just dropped the trash and passed by."

I sighed and said nothing more.

On Friday, Fang Lang invited me to listen to the last lecture of the book club in the name of relaxing me.

I remembered the lecturer and immediately refused.

What a way to relax.

But Fang Lang, who didn't know the inside story, was very puzzled, "Aren't you very interested in this lecture before? You pester me every day to ask when the next issue will be. Every time you go out, it's like Chinese New Year."

The more I listened, the more I felt ashamed, and I couldn't tell, "That was before..."

At this moment, Chen Yu suddenly said: "I will go too."

Fang Lang and I: "???"

Chen Yu asked: "Is it okay to listen in?"

I said: "It's not necessary, besides, I really..."

Fang Lang said: "Yes, yes, just add a few more stools."

Chen Yu nodded, "That's fine."

I said, "I really don't want to go..."

Fang Lang said: "Since you are all going, then I will go too!"

I:"......"

So is anyone listening to me!