Lord Mojun is almost pissed off every day

Only now did Shen Yu understand why Shen Huai's state was obviously wrong in those years, but they only thought that Shen Huai had grown up and had their own thoughts, and they didn't pay attention to it.

It turned out that he was controlled, under the noses of so many people in the Shen family, but they didn't realize it.

Shen Yu suddenly hugged his younger brother: "I'm sorry." I'm sorry for letting you bear all this alone.

Shen Huai has no memory of the past, and he still remembers something interesting: "Is that so? Then I disappeared because of this?"

"Anyway...the people behind it had better hope that he is dead." Otherwise, she would tell him what life is better than death.

Xie Zhi shuddered silently.

The illusion is still going on, Shen Huai has been controlled, but he didn't do anything. Being controlled, he just stayed in the study obediently, gritting his teeth and scolding the beads that controlled him: "It's so gray that it doesn't look like autumn. It’s not pretty, and you’re still here pretending to be deep? You’d better not let me go, or I’ll have to feed your little bead to the dogs.”

Then he cursed loudly: "Go to hell! I don't know how to do these things, kill me if you have the ability! If you don't, get out!" He knelt on the ground with his hands on his stomach, but he continued to curse.

Shen Yu couldn't help but hit him as he looked at it: "Where are there so many curse words?"

Shen Huai bowed his head silently: "I guess I learned it from you."

Shen Yu: "..."

But soon Shen Huai stopped scolding, he raised his eyes, his eyes were full of helplessness, he almost rushed out to find Shen's father and Shen's mother.

When Shen's mother saw him, she smiled and asked him if he wanted something to eat.

Shen's mother likes to cook, and she likes the way her husband and children eat obediently. What she eats is what she cooks, which makes him feel satisfied.

Shen Huai smiled, shook his head, turned his head to hold back his tears and walked to the side, he looked at Mingyue, at the people coming and going, and asked softly: "Then as long as after that...everything Will everything get back on track?"

"Are you lying to me?"

Shen Huai sat silently all night, and the next day news came that Shen's mother was ill. Shen Huai gritted his teeth and walked into the door. Seeing Shen's mother, he asked him with a smile, "Do you want something to eat?"

Shen Huai was taken aback, and rushed out of the door, threw himself into his study, and cried bitterly against the door, he asked the non-existent person over and over again: "Why? Am I not enough? Is it just me? You kill me. …”

His eyes were full of desperation, begging for this bead who would not sympathize with him: "Is there no room?"

But Zhuzhu's answer was the news that a new group of people died of fog disease came the next day.

Shen Huai sat next to Xie Yao in a trance, and asked him: "If...only by sacrificing one person can I save others, should I do it?"

Xie Yao was stunned for a moment, with a serious expression on his face: "Shen Huai, this is not a transaction, it's a lie. If you really want to trade your life for your life, you shouldn't let one person be the victim, it's wrong."

Shen Huai was silent for a while, then smiled slightly: "But... not everything, if you know it's wrong, don't do it."

He has no choice.

On the day of Shen Huai's coronation ceremony, Xie Yao carefully dressed him, and Shen Huai was smiling, not a trace of haze could be seen, as if nothing happened before.

Xie Yao looked at him seriously: "You know, is there anything you can tell me?"

With a smile on his face, Shen Huai looked back at him bouncing around: "Of course."

Xie Yao took a deep look at him, turned and left.

Shen Huai slowly withdrew his smile, went to the study and looked at his things seriously.

The painting was given by Shen Lian, who can't draw at all, and the pen was given by Shen Yu, who insisted on him writing. All the decorations in this room were chosen by Shen's mother, and those books were all made by Shen's father. The one eye was left to him, and the dagger was owned by him and Xie Yao.

Shen Huai took off the dagger slowly, and whispered: "I hope you are really useful."

He looked at the room carefully with nostalgia, and smiled softly rarely, tears filled his eyes again, wobbly and about to fall.

Shen Huai gave a slap, and hid behind the rockery for a while to see the busy mother of Shen, father of Shen receiving guests, and Shen Lian and Chen Yu who were laughing and playing around.

Immediately, his face turned cold: "I see, I will not say goodbye, and I promise to make them... not see the clue."

He gently jumped off the rockery and looked back. The lights not far away were prepared for his crowning ceremony. In this crowning ceremony, there were his cherished family members, his frolicking friends, and his eternal confidant.

Only without him.

Shen Huai lowered his eyes: "I'm sorry." He broke his promise, but he was about to die, so it doesn't matter if he broke his promise...

Without looking back, he went straight to the back mountain, leaving the lively lights behind him in the mortal world, and his loved ones aside, he would lose them forever.

When Shen Huai arrived at the back mountain, he smiled coldly: "I know, just wait a while, you're not too late, right? It's not so easy to get another person's soul in, you have to wait for me to get used to it for a while."

The bead seemed to agree, so Shen Huai smiled coldly: "Stupid."

He bit his fingertips, the blood dripped on the ground, and the array he had set up gave off a glistening white light. He knelt on the ground in pain, pulled out his dagger, and said intermittently: "I, Shen Huai, am not so easy to mess with."

He clenched the dagger tightly and stabbed it hard into his wrist, blood dripped down the handle of the knife to the ground, exerting the effectiveness of the formation to the maximum, Shen Huai smiled and laughed, couldn't help cursing: "It really hurts. "

But his hands kept moving, the dagger turned slightly, and the blood flowed even more, Shen Huai was so painful that he could hardly kneel, he moved himself to lean against the tree trunk, took a slight breath, and pushed the dagger further a little bit.

White light gradually appeared on his wrist, Shen Huai let out a breath, gathered spiritual power with the other hand, and pulled out this crystal clear bone with strong spiritual power bit by bit.

This is his star bone.

Shen Huai laughed a few times: "You want to control me...too stupid."

"I, Shen Huai, swear by the star bone, and at the price of reincarnation, I will imprison and destroy this evil thing that captures the soul and controls others forever..."

The gray and white beads finally appeared, trembled a few times in front of him, and finally broke into white dust.

Shen Huai knew that he had succeeded, but it was also over.

He knew that he had no strength left to go back, and he watched his blood stain the rare blue robe, and the star bones slowly dissipated, just like his blood-stained hands were slowly becoming transparent.

Shen Huai wanted to lift it up, but he couldn't. He could only lean on the tree blankly, feeling his life disappearing bit by bit.

He was very sleepy and wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while. He looked in the direction of the Shen family. For a moment, he hoped that the Shen family would never know about this matter and forget him forever, so that they could have a new life.

As for Xie Yao...

Shen Huai was selfish, he couldn't help thinking, Xie Yao was already in such a miserable situation, he shouldn't have caused him any more trouble, he shouldn't have continued to suffer, but he was still not reconciled.

If only there was one person who could always remember him.

His family needs a new life, but selfishly, he hopes that someone will never forget him.

He remembered that he promised Xie Yao that when he became an adult, he would have a good drink, watch the Lantern Festival with him again, and never be separated again.

Sorry, he broke his promise.

I'm sorry, Xie Yao.

Shen Yu collapsed from the moment Shen Huai stabbed the dagger into her wrist, she tried to stop this Shen Huai, tried to change these things, but she also knew that she couldn't do it.

Shen Huai held her back, and couldn't feel anything else about everything in front of him. He just looked at Shen Yu and said with a smile: "So I can still be considered a hero who sacrifices himself for others."

Shen Yu hugged him fiercely: "Who made you a hero, did you do it?! Do you know how long we have been looking for you?!"

"I'm sorry..." Shen Huai touched her hair, "I'm sorry, sister. I don't know... I'm sorry."

Shen Yu beat him hard a few times: "Don't do this, what if you can't come back? What if you fail?"

"So this is the truth..." Xie He sighed.

After Shen Huai disappeared that year, the fog disease disappeared, and Shen's mother, who had been ill for a long time, quickly recovered.

At that time, he thought it was just a coincidence. It turned out that there was a result in the dark.

This is... the truth of the year, this is the truth of Shen Huai's death.

The controlled Shen Huai chose to die together, swear by the stars, and at the cost of himself, in exchange for the disappearance of the mist disease.

Xie He didn't know whether it was worth it or not, it was too difficult to judge, and it was too difficult to make a choice.

"But..." Xie Zhi wiped away his tears silently, "This illusion is not over...how did Brother Xing..." Come back to life?

Only then did Shen Huai think of this question, he couldn't help but glanced at the wound on the dead Shen Huai's wrist, and jokingly said: "Maybe Heaven sees me and puts me back?"

Just as Shen Yu was about to hit him, the illusion suddenly twisted, from the scene of Shen Huai leaving to the scene of Shen's family getting together.

Father Shen rubbed his forehead: "There is still no whereabouts..."

Shen's mother's eyes were red, and she still tried to comfort them with the pain: "It's okay, let's find it one by one...it's okay..." But then she couldn't cry.

No one spoke anymore. After going out, Shen Lian laughed a few times, clenched his fists and pinched his palms hard, and then punched hard on the rockery.

His eyes glowed slightly red.

The demons enter the body, and the practice is useless.

He couldn't move on anymore, the inner demon blocked his way, Shen Lian gritted his teeth and held his breath, looking for Shen Huai who disappeared again and again.

Occasionally he would come back and stare at Shen Huai's extinguished soul lamp in a daze, and touch it carefully: "Are you okay?"

Someone wanted to remind him that this was too difficult, and Shen Lian punched him: "Get out! My brother is still here! Get out—"

Then he sat dejectedly in the empty room, closed his eyes, sighed, and went back to the sect to bid farewell to Master.

He couldn't be a handsome and respected senior brother anymore, he abandoned his identity and sect, Shen Lian kowtowed to his master a few times, and then embarked on the road to find Shen Huai.

It doesn't matter if others say there is no hope, but he thinks it is all right.

He is willing to look for it all his life, as long as he believes that there is hope.

Shen's mother wiped her eyes and said to her husband with a rare smile: "Let's leave, move out of here."

Shen's father had been running outside begging for help all day, and when he came back, he heard her words. He was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded: "That's fine."

Going to the hinterland of the Central Plains, to a place far away from Chang'an, they don't want to stay here anymore, seeing things and thinking about others is the most painful.

Father Shen paused: "Wenqing's place..."

Mother Shen sighed: "He said we don't need to go."

The illusion turned around and arrived at Xie Yao's room.

Xie Yao's room was not decorated much, and it was deserted. He tidied up his clothes by himself, and the nanny patted his head: "Grow up."

Xie Yao didn't smile on his face, but just nodded lightly.

The nurse sighed and said, "The nurse believes in you, you can find it."

Only then did Xie Yao forcefully smile, and stepped forward to hug the nanny: "Thank you."

He left the room, looked back at the nanny, the nanny smiled at him, she was not qualified enough, she couldn't go to the crown ceremony.

Xie Yao had no choice but to go alone.

Xie Yao's coronation ceremony was much quieter, Shen Huai watched him almost quarrel with Father Xie, watched Xie Yao leave in a hurry before he had time to accept his parents' blessing, and watched his coronation ceremony end hastily.

Watch him take that dagger.

Shen Huai panicked, and looked at Shen Yu blankly: "Why isn't this illusion over yet? Isn't it to find out why I died? Isn't it already..."

Shen Yu probably guessed something, and could only shake his head: "But you're alive."

That's right... why is he standing here now?

Xie Yao climbed over the wall and went to Shen Huai's study, which was still regarded as an abandoned ancestral hall by others. He didn't understand the reason, so he could only regard this as his only memory.

Xie Yao found a random place to sit down, stared at the paintings in the study and said, "I met a Taoist priest two days ago... He said, I can save my old friend back, do you think I should believe it?"

Shen Huai looked at Xie He.

Xie He was silent for a while: "Xie Yao also has star bones."

"But, but he obviously didn't—" Shen Huai suddenly became speechless, "Is it because of his other identity? Wild Lord?"

Xie He couldn't answer.

Shen Huai couldn't help but said to Xie Yao who obviously couldn't hear him: "He lied to you, he lied to you Xie Yao...don't be impulsive..."

And Xie Yao suddenly lowered his head and smiled: "I thought... Since you won't die, let's give it a try? Don't you always say that I have to try bravely?"

"It's not like this... Xie Yao..." Shen Huai, who was a little indifferent to his own death, saw everything in the Shen family, and Xie Yao standing in front of him became the last straw. He felt helpless for the first time. Feeling so emotional, he couldn't help but look at Shen Yu.

And Shen Yu could only hug him silently.

Xie Yao sighed, looked at the dagger again and again, then got up to tidy up Shen Huai's favorite painting, so as not to get dirty.

Shen Huai would be unhappy.

Xie Yao smiled, grabbed the dagger, pointed it at his left wrist, and drew the formation he had prepared in advance on the ground: "I, Xie Yao, swear by the stars, abandoning my reputation, abandoning my own cultivation...in exchange for Shen Huai is back."

Then he plunged the dagger into his wrist inch by inch.

Just like Shen Huai at that time.

But he quickly knelt on the ground, endured the pain and forcibly took out his star bone, the blood mixed with the formation shone brightly in the dark night, hurting Shen Huai's eyes.

Shen Huai threw himself beside him, pulled his sleeves, and covered his wound: "Xie Yao——Xie Yao——!"

"You can't do this... Please, Xie Yao—"

He almost broke down and pulled Xie Yao's hand, but he could only watch the blood penetrate his palm and slide to the ground.

Xie Yao spat out a mouthful of blood, gritted his teeth and pulled out his own star bone, and smiled leisurely: "It's useless anyway, it's worth it to exchange it."

Shen Huai gritted his teeth and felt pain, watching Xie Yao staggeringly trying to get up, but then knelt down again, unable to see his face clearly in the dark, he could only look at the blood flowing along him with the help of the faint light of the formation Xie Yao wanted to cover it, but he couldn't. Instead, he accidentally let the blood splash on the painting beside him.

He heard Xie Yao say sorry softly.

Shen Huai collapsed and knelt on the ground and shouted: "Xie Yao——Xie Yao!"

Xie Yao's star bone was also like his, shaking slightly in the air, and then disappeared.

Shen Huai reached out to touch it, but it was useless.

He looked at the blood on the formation and murmured: "I regret it... I regret it..."

His self-righteous sacrifice, in return for the pain of his family for hundreds of years, in exchange for Xie Yao's star bone and Xie Yao's pain for the rest of his life.

He didn't just ruin one person.

He is still complacent?He actually still has a face full of complacency!

What qualifications does he have?What kind of thing is he, does he think he is the savior?Why does his own decision make so many people responsible for him?

What did the Shen family do wrong?What did Xie Yao do wrong again?

He looked at Shen Yu blankly: "Sister...help him...sister——"

Shen Yu hugged him silently, letting him lean on his shoulder: "This has already happened."

Nobody can change.

Shen Huai lost his voice in pain, choked up and wanted to scold Xie Yao: "Didn't you say that exchanging lives for lives is nonsense? What are you doing! Why, why..."

Then he said softly: "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

He is sorry for everyone.

I'm sorry for Shen Lian because he has demons, I'm sorry for Shen Yu because of his martial arts, and I'm sorry for his parents who have been looking for him for hundreds of years...

I'm even more sorry for Xie Yao who was implicated by him and lost his star bone.

He regretted it.