petition to god

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Sending off the captain and senior sister who came to visit Nanxi, Ran Yao turned around, opened the door, walked into the ward, took out the lunch box from the cabinet as usual, took it to the bathroom and washed it briefly, and was ready to cook for Nanxi.

From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the person on the bed sitting up, so he turned his head, and suddenly met Nan Xi's staring eyes, which startled Ran Yao.He put down his lunch box and ran over, lifted the quilt and touched left and right, and asked anxiously, "Is it uncomfortable or..."

The next second, he crashed into an overly ferocious embrace, and Nan Xi hugged Ran Yao firmly, using the maximum strength his body could exert.

His bony right hand was wrapped around the back of his head, his five fingers inserted/into the soft hair, it was the temperature and breath he had been thinking about day and night, Nan Xi's nose was sore, he didn't let Ran Yao see that he was jealous, the sun was drying the room It was bright and warm, and the two people who "reunited" hugged each other tightly.

Ran Yao raised his arms in surprise, his body was tightly held by Nan Xika, he pushed away in a panic, touched his forehead with the back of his hand, he didn't have a fever, and opened his eyelids with his fingers, probably nothing happened Hallucination, look again, Nan Xi actually smiled, Ran Yao supported the bed cabinet, covered his heart, it was the first time he saw Nan Xi's smile after being ill for such a long time, it was a bit silly.

Ran Yao narrowed his eyes: "Are you hungry?"

"Not hungry." Nan Xi quickly got out of bed, his toes touched the ground, and the severe pain in his right rib made him frown instinctively, "Go and help me with the discharge procedures."

As soon as he picked up the lunch box, Ran Yao was even more surprised when he heard this: "The head nurse just added the medicine for today, so I have to finish the infusion before making any plans."

Nan Xi tore off the infusion needle on the back of his hand without any pain, and Ran Yao stared at him in shock with his mouth open, he gave a low laugh, and pushed the back of his hand outward: "Go, wait for you to come back, let's go home .”

Ran Yao stomped his feet fiercely, and shouted at Nan Xi: "Are you crazy!"

Nan Xi sat leisurely by the bed, with one leg bent on the bed, and tilted his head lazily at him: "Hurry up and finish, I'll take you to watch the fireworks show."

Every year I promise to accompany Ran Yao to visit, but I always break my promise, the room is quiet, Nan Xi looks at Ran Yao who is drifting away from the door, he doesn't know how much time he has, he wants to fight for the last Make up for this years of regret before your wish comes true.

After completing the discharge procedures, Ran Yao finished packing his luggage, put his backpack on his arm, and asked worriedly, "Is your body... all right?"

Nan Xi took the initiative to hold his hand, clenched it tightly, rubbed her thumb repeatedly on the back of Ran Yao's hand, raised her index finger to scratch his palm, watched his face turn red little by little, and said with a smile: "No problem, hold you, Hugging you, kissing you, touching you, I can bear it."

God!Ran Yao immediately supported the wall, this time he didn't touch Nan Xi's forehead, but pinched his thigh, thinking: I am not dreaming, why does Nan Xi seem to be a different person? !

When she regained her senses, Ran Yao found that she had followed Nan Xi out of the county hospital and stood at the bus stop.The surrounding scenes have changed from white buildings and brick walls to county and city blocks. What remains unchanged is that they are still hugging each other, holding hands and clasping fingers.

Out of the corner of his eyes, he saw the surprised expressions of others, and there were more noisy and earnest discussions in his ears. Ran Yao reluctantly wanted to separate from Nan Xi, but was pushed closer by the other party.

"Don't move around." Nan Xi staggered slightly from Ran Yao, stood behind him, rested his chin on his hair, narrowed his eyes lazily and said, "I'm a little sleepy, take a nap on your head Son."

Not long after, the bus came into the stop, Nan Xi didn't open his eyes, and asked Ran Yao to take him into the bus, took a seat, and continued to rest against him.From time to time, Ran Yao peeked at Nan Xi's sleeping face, looked at his bloodless lips and slightly sunken cheeks, and sighed distressedly.

After getting off the bus and changing to the tram, the air conditioner was too strong, Ran Yao wanted to put some clothes on for Nan Xi, but Nan Xi refused to pick him up, so he insisted on hugging Ran Yao to keep warm, touching his face to enjoy the scenery outside the window together.

Nan Xi drooped her eyelids lazily: "Ran Yao, you will be due tomorrow."

Her voice was gentle, and her ears were a little itchy from the hot air she exhaled. Ran Yao shrank her neck and rubbed her face with a smile: "Well, time flies so fast."

The train ran smoothly on the track and drove out of the noisy city. The scenery on both sides was replaced by endless mountains, rivers and wheat waves.At the next turn, Nan Xi looked at the tunnel in front of him, and said abruptly, "I'm sorry, I haven't been able to seriously respond to your feelings."

Ran Yao was stunned, and sat up straight in embarrassment, looking at Nan Xi, raised his hand and gesticulated in the air: "Why did I mention this so suddenly, I'm not ready yet."

"Then I'll give you a few more seconds to get ready."

"Sure, what are you going to...?!"

The momentary darkness swallowed up all the surrounding light in an instant, and there was a frightening darkness in the field of vision. It was because he couldn't see anything that the soft touch on his lips became more sensitive and intense.Ran Yao held his breath, and instinctively wanted to hide back, but Nan Xi refused to let him go, leaned forward, and pushed him back into his arms again.

Nan Xi said warmly, "Ran Yao, call me."

Ran Yao was startled: "Nan... um...?!"

In an instant, the light suddenly appeared, and accompanied by the sound of "dongdong" heartbeat, Ran Yao shrank in the corner between the window and the seat, staring and blushing.Nan Xi blatantly laughed at him, leaned against the back of the chair, stretched out her hand, and scratched the bridge of his nose lightly.

Ran Yao looked at him angrily, and said incoherently, "You, what do you mean..."

Nan Xi replied without changing expression, "I like you."

This time, it was Nan Xi who pulled Ran Yao around slowly. They walked on the familiar field path and arrived at the gate of Liangxian Primary School. Ran Yao's eyes were attracted by a one-person wooden horse toy, and he looked back. Nan Xi, Nan Xi pouted his chin at him, Ran Yao greeted the security guard in the duty room, ran into the campus and rode on the wooden horse, and began to rock back and forth like crazy.

Nan Xi tapped his little head: "This is all for children to play."

Ran Yao retorted without thinking, "I'll do it tomorrow."

Seeing that he was enjoying his ride, Nan Xi said, "Then I'll play for a while too", as she spoke, she straddled her long legs, squeezed behind Ran Yao, pressed his back, pressed against his shoulder blades, and wrapped her arms around his waist , squeezed his throat and shouted: "The speed is too fast, no, stop!"

Ran Yao jumped up from the wooden horse with a "bass", his cheeks were flushed, and even the roots of his ears were connected. He pointed at Nan Xi angrily: "You, you big/rogue/rogue!"

"That's right." Nan Xi withdrew his legs, stood up with difficulty while clutching his right rib, "I wanted to do something to you, but you didn't do it until tomorrow." He shrugged regretfully, "I won't do anything to children."

When Ran Yao heard this, she became anxious, shy and shy, and slapped Nan Xi on the chest, "How can you bully people!"

"Hiss... hey." Nan Xi pretended to groan in pain.

Ran Yao's face turned pale, and he hurriedly supported his body, and said anxiously, "Did I use too much force?"

Nan Xi took the opportunity to hook Ran Yao's neck, and dragged her feet on the ground, as if she was making trouble for no reason, and also seemed to be coquettish: "When I was young, I always carried you, this time it's you who carry me."

While complaining, Ran Yao worked tirelessly to grab Nan Xi's leg: "The kid still wants to grow taller."

Nan Xi lay on Ran Yao's back like a shrimp, and the two staggered several times before they walked steadily: "It's okay, he doesn't dislike him."

His feet were soft, and if it wasn't for Nan Xi's sharp eyesight and quick hands, he quickly grabbed the railing beside him, and Ran Yao could have directly smashed him against the school gate, and it would have been a concussion at the least.

After returning home, after drinking the tofu soup made by grandma, Ran Yao took a basin and went to the bathroom to take a bath.Nan Xi sat on the wooden platform outside the house, looking at the Cangshan Mountain and terraced fields in the distance, listening to the wind chime "dingling" swinging back and forth while blowing the cool summer wind in the countryside.

Ran Yao walked back to the room fragrantly, with a towel on top of his head, took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, just plugged it in, turned around and saw Nan Xi walking towards him, took the things in his hand, and picked at him. lower eyebrows.Ran Yao knowingly sat back towards him, crossed her legs, lowered her head obediently, the hot wind "wow" roasted Ran Yao's neck and Nan Xi's hands, the fragrance was tangy, Nan Xi stared at Ran Yao's thin, fair and The back of the neck, getting closer, smelling first, then kissing.

Startled, Ran Yao turned her head abruptly, was gently pushed by Nan Xi, and lay down on the rush mat.The hair dryer was turned off, and the hair was half wet. The two of them looked at each other close to each other. Ran Yao slightly tilted his face and bit his lips. Nan Xi's eyes were burning, which made him a little unbearable.

"Ran Yao." Nan Xi called him softly, "What did you do in the dormitory on the day you graduated from the third year of junior high school?"

Ran Yao choked for breath, felt something was wrong, and looked down, he pinched Nan Xi's arm in panic: "Nan Xi?!"

"Don't be afraid." Nan Xi leaned down, wrapped his left arm around his shoulder, and comforted him, "Look at me, leave it to me."

Her white and tender cheeks were flushed, and Ran Yao hid under Nan Xi's neck, her eyes wandering. After a while, her breathing changed from light to heavy and then to wheezing. Her forehead was sweating profusely. Finally, her eyebrows and eyes stretched, her lips trembled slightly, and she grabbed Nan Xi's hand. Xi's fingers loosened all the way, and they hung on the ground tiredly.

Ran Yao's body at this moment is as soft as when he was a child. Nan Xi hugged him and couldn't help but think that it was such a voice and such a look that he wanted to remember forever.He brushed away Ran Yao's wet bangs, and said in a low voice, "Hey, go to sleep, recharge your batteries, and watch the fireworks at night."

Breathing quickly, Ran Yao fell asleep, Nan Xi put a thin quilt on his belly, got up and closed the bedroom door, and went to the kitchen.Grandma was washing the dishes. When she saw Nan Xi, she smiled, turned on the tap, wiped her hands with a rag, and put down her rolled-up sleeves: "You're here."

"Yeah." Nan Xi pulled out the chair and sat down, resting her arms on the table, hesitating, and tentatively said: "Grandma, I'm Nan Xi."

Grandma made him a cup of brown rice tea, put it in his hand, and sat opposite him slowly: "I know."

For Nan Xi, it was a pleasant afternoon. Ran Yao was sleeping soundly in the house, and he and his grandma were huddled in the kitchen. Although they were silent with each other, there was no moment that made him feel more satisfied than now.

The brown rice tea is very fragrant, and it is very warm and comfortable to drink. Outside the window is the sun that is gradually setting in the west. From the perspective of Nanxi, you can vaguely see the Qianshui Temple looming among the bamboo forests in the mountains.

The glow in the room faded, only half of the wall was still stained with a small piece of warm orange, the teacup in Nan Xi's hand was empty, he took one last look at grandma, propped himself on the edge of the table, stood up, and gave her a longing hug Hand: "Ran Yao, please."

When Ran Yao woke up, it was already dark, and Nan Xi who was waiting beside him was wearing a clean white shirt, black shorts, and holding a big peach-shaped fan in his hand.Ran Yao rubbed his eyes, lifted the quilt for a moment, looked again, fled into the bathroom blushing, and hurriedly changed into a new pair of pants.

After dawdling at the porch for a while, Ran Yao finally tied up his shoelaces, let Nan Xi lead him with a dull head, stepped out of the house, passed the boxwood trees, stepped over the holly bushes, and ran down the hill towards the Lugen Lake Walk slowly in the direction.

Ran Yao looked at the two hands with intertwined fingers, and said excitedly, "Nan Xi, it looks like I'm dreaming."

Nan Xi turned her head, pulled him to her side, and stood side by side with him: "Didn't I tell you? I will let you live in a dream from now on."

An old ship slowly sailed away from the half-bent port, let out a dull long cry, and sailed in the direction of the bright moon.Several bonfires were lit on the shore of the lake, and some villagers were singing and some women were dancing.

There are occasional vendors on the beach selling delicacies and a wide range of jewelry, Nan Xi leads Ran Yao to stop in front of a half-open jewelry box, wraps his arms around his shoulders and pushes him forward: "Go and choose a birthday present. "

The song changed one after another, but Ran Yao was still hesitant, either he thought the good-looking one was too expensive, or the cheap one was too ugly.Nan Xi sighed helplessly, and stretched out his hand to take out the gift that he immediately liked - a pair of sterling silver rings of the same size.

When Ran Yao saw that Nan Xi had bought the piece of jewelry he wanted most, he couldn't help but opened his mouth and wept endlessly.

"Ancestor..." Nan Xi dragged him to the lakeside with a headache, looking for a sparsely populated place, and quickly softened his tone, "If I had known you were making such a big move, I would not have bought this gift."

When Ran Yao heard it, he stopped his voice instantly, pursed his lips, and stared at a pair of big red eyes.

The night wind was soft and the moonlight was beautiful. The ship stopped in the middle of the lake, and the outline lights lit up in an instant.Surrounding them are the brisk songs of Liangxian Village, the rattles in the hands of the dancers, and the intertwined breathing of the two.

After a long and peaceful kiss, Nan Xi put on the ring for Ran Yao with trembling hands. The two plain rings shone brightly against the bonfire. Ran Yao leaned into Nan Xi's arms, hugged him tightly, and shook her body gently .

"Ran Yao, I like you."

"Thank you for everything you've done for me, I'm really touched."

"I'm sorry I didn't realize how important you are to me earlier, but it doesn't matter, from now on, we will always be together."

Nan Xi let go of Ran Yao and stared at him affectionately, but time passed quietly between the two of them, as if suddenly aware of something, Nan Xi's expression was lost for a moment, he looked down at his watch, forced a smile on Ran Yao Yao said: "It's almost early morning, and the fireworks show will start soon."

Nan Xi raised his hand to cover Ran Yao's eyes, and Ran Yao obediently did not open them again. He was looking forward to the fireworks and the upcoming birthday.

The villagers not far away joined hands and stood along the shore of the lake. They all watched the ship on the Lugen Lake and shouted the countdown in unison: "Ten, nine..."

Nan Xi's heart trembled, and he hugged Ran Yao madly, he was too scared, he didn't want to leave Ran Yao, he wanted to be with him for the rest of his life.

"Eight, seven, six, five..."

When Nan Xi heard his last wish to the god, he turned his head, put his lips against Ran Yao's ear, and reluctantly said goodbye to him: "I'll tell you in advance, if it's too late, I might not have a chance."

"Four, three, two..."

"Happy birthday, me too..."

"one!"

There was a loud "bang", the flames slowly rose on the black screen, and the night sky suddenly became as bright as day, and the gorgeous fireworks kept changing colors, falling sparklingly.Ran Yao opened his eyes and looked up at the bright starry night and the grand fireworks. He smiled, but when the second sparks bloomed, he quickly grabbed his heart and murmured silently: "I am...why? gone?"

He lowered his head and stared at the ring on his left ring finger suspiciously. He subconsciously wanted to take it off, but he stopped suddenly when he touched it, and spread his palm to catch the tears that kept falling.

"Why am I crying..." After a moment of daze, Ran Yao quickly raised his hand to wipe the wet corners of his eyes, and took a deep breath to adjust his mood.He had to laugh, because this annual fireworks show not only lit up his birthday, but also lit up his bright and beautiful future.

Ran Yao raised his arm, and finally got his wish: "It's hard to catch up once, but it's a pity that grandma is inconvenient, so I can't bring her to see it."

The stars flickered at his fingertips, and the firelight passed through his fingers, casting a dazzling spot on his face.

"Fireworks... are really beautiful."

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