Pretend to die

"what happened to you?"

"Ah? It's okay." Su Zheng said a little awkwardly. He squeezed the shoulder strap of his backpack tightly. The heavy schoolbag was full of his various competition certificates, which made his shoulder blades sore.

"Don't be nervous." The other party patted him on the shoulder, with a reassuring warmth in his eyes: "Just like what we practiced yesterday."

Su Zheng nodded heavily, a little nervous and blushing.

What he was nervous about was not the upcoming interview for the junior class of HKUST, but what he was nervous about was that this man was so close to him, and even reached out to touch him and talk to him.

The man's name is Fu Bingying, ten years older than him.He is only 24 years old this year, but he exudes a steady temperament. He is his benefactor. To be precise, the whole Fu family is his benefactor.

On a certain day in the summer ten years ago, his mother suddenly disappeared. A few days later, when the landlord came to collect the rent, he saw him alone at home and called the police. It was him who stayed in the police station all night in a panic, and he was sent to the orphanage the next day because the police said that his other relatives could not be contacted.

Su Zheng vaguely remembered that he had a grandma, but he couldn't remember the contact number.

He told the police, but the police rubbed his head and told him you don't have a grandma.

Orphanage sounds like a sad word, and Su Zheng was sent there anxiously with the police car, weeping silently along the way, but he was adopted as soon as it was delivered, the timing was so coincidental that God saw him Seeing his grievances, I feel sorry for him.

The people who adopted him were the Fu family and his wife.

But regarding the memory of that day, what Su Zheng was most impressed with was brother Fu Bingying.

In the courtyard full of children in old clothes, 14-year-old Fu Bingying was dazzling, like a jewel among a pile of cheap plastic gems, radiating radiance from head to toe.

Su Zheng stared at him for a long time, feeling an infinite longing for this life in his heart.

He never knew that there were people like this in this world, as if just standing in front of him would make him humble and short.

Then Fu Bingying looked over, his eyes turned from indifference to excitement in an instant, he quickly passed Su Zheng and walked over, not caring about the high-quality clothes on his body, and knelt down in front of Su Zheng.

He looked at Su Zheng at the same level, his big hand tightly wrapped Su Zheng's small hand, and his voice trembled when he spoke: "...are you willing, willing to go home with me?"

Su just wanted to nod, but he still looked at the policeman timidly. The policeman squatted down when he saw how well-behaved he was, patted his head and said, "They are here to adopt children, they are not bad people. If you like this brother , you can live with him in the future.”

Later, he went home with the Fu family and his wife smoothly.

It was almost like a dream, one day he was starving in a small alley full of screaming girls, and the next day he lived in a luxurious big house.

Su Zheng was very happy that Fu Bingying kept holding him and never let go. He felt unprecedented peace of mind, and even hoped that Fu Bingying could hold him all the time.

In his new home, he learned how to wash his hands before eating, how to use the toilet and adjust the temperature of the shower, and how to change into pajamas when he slept.

And for the first time, I know that there are good night stories and good night kisses before going to bed.

He suddenly transformed from a wild child on the street to a life like a little prince, just like a Cinderella fairy tale. Su Zheng refused to sleep, and Fu Bingying asked him softly why.

He pulled the quilt up to cover his mouth, and whispered, "I'm afraid you'll disappear when you wake up from the dream."

Fu Bingying bent down, just when Su Zheng thought he was going to kiss his forehead again, Fu Bingying held back, told himself to be modest, so he pulled down the quilt covering Su Zheng's mouth, and said softly: " Don't be afraid, I'm here with you, and you'll see me when you wake up tomorrow morning."

Su Zheng woke up the next day, and when he turned around, he saw Fu Bingying, who was staring at him. Su Zheng couldn't help laughing, like a lively bird in his heart, flapping its wings and jumping excitedly early in the morning.

He became a member of the Fu family without changing his surname, but he was Fu Bingying's most precious younger brother, closer than his own younger brother.This brother, who is ten years older than himself, takes good care of him, takes care of him, teaches him, loves him, and loves him.

Until now, ten years have passed, when Su Zheng recalls those dim and vague memories before he was four years old, he will not feel wronged at all, that is his luck, if his biological mother does not abandon him, he may never feel wronged. Can't come to this family and become Fu Bingying's younger brother.

It would be great if it was always like this... Su Zheng sighed.

"What's the matter?" Fu Bingying was always the quickest to find out what was wrong with him: "It's okay, HKUST, but let's go to Jiaotong University. I don't want you to be too tired. If you want, we can also study abroad."

Su Zheng shook his head, thinking that you don't understand at all.

Fu Bingying was most afraid that he would not speak, for fear that he would be wronged again. Once he was wronged, it was as if a big piece of his heart had been forcefully gouged out.

"It doesn't matter if you haven't passed, especially if you like the University of Science and Technology of Italy, I can also let you in."

"I didn't mean that." Su Zheng hurriedly retorted, a little annoyed that Fu Bingying would think this way: "Of course I can live it! I'm just thinking about other things..."

"Why can't I tell my brother?"

Su Zheng really couldn't stand his doting tone, he was fourteen, not four, this kind of tone... this kind of tone is clearly misleading...

"It's not that I can't tell you..." As soon as he thought of his little thoughts, he couldn't help blushing, couldn't help being nervous, and stammered his tone.

At first, Fu Bingying only thought he was so cute, but when he looked at him, a terrible premonition suddenly popped up in his heart. Could it be that there is someone he likes...?

Thinking about it this way, it makes sense.I insisted on coming to HKUST for an interview under the condition that I had an admission letter from Jiaotong University, and I kept hiding my concerns from myself. Could it be that the person I really like is at HKUST?The University of Science and Technology, as soon as it was heard, was a university with a high proportion of men, and Fu Bingying became more and more restless.

He held Su Zheng's hand tighter and tighter, and the next second the teacher who was interviewing came out and called, "Is Su Zheng here?"

Su Zheng slipped out of his palm like a live fish, and stepped into the small interview classroom with a few strides.

Fu Bingying's heart was empty, and everything became unstable in a trance.