Pretend to die

Ms. Li received a call from his son at eight o'clock the next morning.

To be honest, the last time she spoke to Fu Bingying was in New Year's Eve.Their family runs a telecom family package, and calls to each other are free of charge. The three of them have never enjoyed this discount.

If it weren't for the unpleasant things that happened yesterday, Ms. Li might still be able to answer the phone happily, but now she is inevitably worried, afraid that Su Zheng, the vixen, will instill some bad ideas in her son, don't To break off parent-child relationship.

Fu Hongxin also woke up. It was rare for him to stay overnight at home. At night, the mattress made his waist uncomfortable, and he barely fell asleep in the early morning.

"What's wrong?" Seeing his lover's serious expression and pursed lips, he thought something serious had happened.

"Whose phone number?"

"..." Ms. Li closed her eyes, as if she didn't know how to speak, she swallowed a few more times before saying, "It's our son, he said he got the certificate with that woman."

"......"

Fu Hongxin was stunned for a moment, then got up immediately.

"What's going on? Call me?"

Ms. Li shook her head, as if her blood pressure was on the rise, and kept rubbing her forehead: "He died a long time ago!" After speaking, she rushed outside and shouted: "Sister Zhang! Bring me the antihypertensive medicine!"

Putting on his nightgown, Fu Hongxin got out of bed and hurried out.

"Where are you going again!" Ms. Li roared annoyed.

"I'm going to see my son." Fu Hongxin was obviously a little angry, and said, "I suggest you stay at home today and calm down."

He said calm down, how could Ms. Li fail to understand what he meant, he just disliked himself.Thinking of this, I became more out of breath, and shouted as if venting: "Sister Zhang! Where are the medicines!"

"The wedding still needs to be held." Fu Hongxin paused, and then added: "It's best to do it as soon as possible."

Sitting opposite him was Su Zheng - because he was rejected at the bank this morning, Fu Hongxin had no choice but to save the country and found Su Zheng's company.

Fortunately, this daughter-in-law was not unfeeling, and she went downstairs to welcome him into the office herself.

"Drink tea first." Su Zheng said politely.

"Okay." Fu Hongxin picked up the cup, didn't drink, and said: "You can also talk about your thoughts."

Su Zheng sat on the sofa opposite him with some restraint, without the cover of a table, he must always pay attention to his habitually spread legs.

"I think it's fine not to."

"It won't work." Fu Hongxin subconsciously vetoed it, and immediately added: "It's not that I don't respect your opinion, but marriage is indeed a major event in life, and it still needs a sense of ceremony."

Su Zheng nodded, feeling uncomfortable with how his legs moved.

"But I still have to ask Xiao Fu for his opinion." He suddenly remembered that the handsome old man on the opposite side was also named Fu, and changed his words a little uncomfortable: "I mean... Bingying."

Fu Hongxin smiled kindly, and said in a tone of unflattering intimacy, "I can see that Bingying really loves you, if you want to have a wedding, he will agree to it without saying a word. "

No woman would be offended to hear that.

Su Zheng is now considered half a woman, so he is half happy and half rational.

"I love him too, so I want him to be happy instead of trying to make me happy."

Fu Hongxin smiled.

When he asked this question, he had already thought that he would be rejected.If he wasn't rejected, the wedding would be a sure thing. If he was rejected, it wouldn't be a bad thing, at least it proved that this woman really loved her son.

He had to take out the last card.

"I'm almost 60 years old..."

The wedding was scheduled for next Sunday, a day with no commemorative significance on the calendar.

All the plans for the wedding were handed over to an all-inclusive planning company, and they got five plans within three days.Su Zheng thought it was all right, since he was wearing skirts anyway.

Fu Bingying seemed very eager, and put forward a lot of opinions almost critically. Even Su Zheng couldn't help feeling that he was looking for faults.Fortunately, the commissioners of the planning company have good personalities. For the sake of money, they tolerated this man with low EQ.

Life seems to be no different, and it seems to have a little more expectation.

He also worked overtime on Wednesday afternoon. After the planning meeting, he took out a dozen champagne-gold invitations from his bag, announcing that he was going to get married this Sunday, as if announcing that he was going on a business trip next week.

Probably because the meeting was too tiring, this incident only caused a brief wave of applause, and then everyone went their separate ways and returned to their huts, preparing to welcome the sun tomorrow.

When Su Zheng returned home, he saw Fu Bingying sitting on the sofa looking at the 3D map—that was what he forced the people in the planning company to provide, because he was not sure about the effect, so he had to confirm it in advance anyway.

The light was not turned on at home, and there was a small desk lamp by the sofa. The light was soft, and Fu Bingying's cold face became much gentler when it reflected on it.

They have been living together these days, and there is nothing embarrassing about living together. After all, this is not the first time they have lived together.

The only thing that surprised Su Zheng was that Fu Bingying didn't ask for it even once. His period was over, and it wasn't because of that.It was certainly not that Fu Bingying was not interested in him.

To get me is just for him to get the same wife?

Poof, that's impossible, Su Zheng shook his head, and threw himself on Fu Bingying.The sofa cushion flicked, and Fu Bingying changed his posture and hugged him.

"Why so late today?"

"work overtime."

"I didn't call you back."

"Let's have a meeting."

"So I called Chen Xu."

"... What did you say to someone again?"

"I told him I missed you."

Su Zheng was ashamed and annoyed, he raised his head abruptly, and bumped into Fu Bingying's kiss.

"I lied to you." Fu Bingying rubbed his earlobe and said, "Are you going to be angry with me for him?"

Of course, Su Zheng couldn't be angry with Fu Bingying because of Chen Xu, he wouldn't be angry with Fu Bingying because of anyone.

Before waiting for his answer, Fu Bingying was not in a hurry, but said slowly: "It's useless to be angry, you are already mine."

"I'm not angry." Su Zheng quickly said, "I won't be angry with you in the future."

The two hugged each other for a while without speaking, hearing each other's heartbeats and talking softly.After a while, Su Zheng felt that his chest was hurting, and wanted to change his position, but Fu Bingying tightened his arms.

He said flatly: "I love you."

Half a second of ecstasy, a whole night of terror.

Bubbles flashed past his eyes, and Su Zheng suddenly raised his head from the water, panting violently to cover up his panic. He was afraid that Fu Bingying would disappear as soon as he walked out of the bathroom, and he would return to the real world.

The heart was so empty that the stomach turned into a black hole, swallowing all the organs.

He realized that all of this is fake, I love you is fake, Fu Bingying who said I love you is also fake, they are all limited to this world, if the game is over, they will all disappear.

The only way -

Die, enter the next new world, and meet the new Fu Bingying.

But I can't bear it.

He finally fell in love with Fu Bingying, fell in love, and they were happy with each other.Maybe just a little bit, they can become lifelong partners who will never change until death, loving each other with all their hearts.

But he had to stop.

Unless Fu Bingying loves herself less, or leaves this world.

He can say directly to Fu Bingying: Don't love me that much.

Or just say goodbye directly.

But Fu Bingying will be injured anyway, what will happen to him?Su Zheng remembered how Fu Bingying went crazy after he cheated. At that time, he could only see the madness and anger of the other party, but now he could only see distress and pity.

He hurt Fu Bingying too many times.

How can I be ruthless and do it again?

The answer became clear, and the only result was imminent.Just at this moment, he thought of his own wedding, the Chinese tunic suit that he ordered for Fu Bingying, Su Zheng thought, maybe I can wait until I see what my own wedding looks like... ...not too late.

Fu Bingying easily found out that something was wrong with Su Zheng.

He dared not look at himself.

Before, it was because of shyness, but now it is because...Fu Bingying is inevitably disappointed.He thought, maybe Su Zheng regretted it.When the excitement subsided, Su Zheng thought of the unrestrained wandering life again.

.......It's too late, they have already registered their marriage.Fu Bingying was thinking about this matter with almost ruthlessness, he must marry me, he must.

So he pretended not to notice, and instead entangled Su Zheng more and more. The more uncomfortable Su Zheng's expression became, the more gentle he acted. He just wanted to tell Su Zheng with actions that there was no way out for you.

But there was some masochistic understanding in his heart.

It was clearly written in that diary, and Su Zheng's attitude couldn't be more clear. He went through those things, not so much because he didn't want to, but because he didn't have the ability to trust himself to love someone.

Fu Bingying found out tragically that even Su Zhengzhen could never love herself as much as she loves him...

Then I still love you.

He hugged the sleeping Su Zheng tightly into his arms, and kissed her hair reverently.

I love you no matter what.

The night before the wedding, they went home separately, only then did Su Zheng realize that apart from Chen Xu, he had no other friends by his side.He ate very little for dinner because he was worried that he wouldn't be able to get into his wedding dress the next day, and at eleven o'clock his already hungry stomach rubbed against his stomach.

"You can eat some fruit." Chen Xu was still helping him with the process. It stands to reason that it would be inappropriate to leave a man at home at such a late hour, but Su Zheng has no relatives or friends, so there must always be someone to act as "mother" and "" "Bridesmaid" role.

He got up from the sofa and went to the kitchen to find himself a dragon fruit to eat.

Chen Xu read it for the last time, and sorted out the scattered documents on the coffee table one by one.

"It's too hasty," Chen Xu said, Su Zheng thought he was going to criticize himself again, but unexpectedly he changed the subject and said: "...you deserve a better wedding."

Su Zheng smiled reluctantly.

"I'm like this, it's good enough for this."

He was referring to his plans for tomorrow, but Chen Xu mistakenly thought he was talking about his original family.

"Don't underestimate yourself." Chen Xu frowned, "Especially at this time."

"Okay, I know." Su Zheng grinned, showing his teeth stained purple by the red dragon fruit, and said, "It's so sweet, do you want one?"

"Brush your teeth well, I'll come back tomorrow morning."

According to Su Zheng's plan, he should take a sneak peek at the venue tonight and then escape, but the reluctance in his heart is like super glue, and anyone who likes to stay up late knows that feeling.

So he planned to procrastinate again, until tomorrow daytime, and see Fu Bingying one last time.

At 47:[-] the next morning, he opened his eyes in anxiety, and there was a dim light in the gap of the curtains, just like his mood.

At twelve o'clock, what he thought was that I wanted to take another look at Fu Bingying.

At four o'clock, what he thought in his mind became: I don't want to see Fu Bingying for the last time.

In less than three hours, Chen Xu was coming with his makeup and hair team. He felt a pair of hands behind his back trying to push him off the cliff.

The phone suddenly turned on, Su Zheng turned his head in fright, and opened it to see that it was a spam email.

He loosened and tightened his hand, and with the feeling that the other party might not see it at all, he sent Fu Bingying a WeChat message:

I'm a little scared.

After sending it out, I felt a little more at ease in my heart.

Immediately afterwards, annoyance welled up in my heart, and I quickly clicked to withdraw.

The second after the message was withdrawn, Fu Bingying quickly sent a sentence:

What are you afraid of?

Su Zheng was really frightened this time.Fu Bingying was actually awake, which made sense on second thought. After all, she was getting married today, so she was probably too excited to fall asleep.

I send wrong.

Who are you going to send it to?

Chen Xu.I'm afraid it's too late to get up tomorrow.

"The other party is typing" appeared repeatedly at the top of the dialog box many times, and Su Zheng's heart sank, waiting for Fu Bingying to give a verdict.

Go to sleep a little longer.

Fu Bingying only replied with this sentence.