Pretend to die

I didn't dare to adjust the temperature of the hair dryer too high, and it was drying slowly. It had been two hours since I finally finished it. Jill Bangyin, the teddy dog, Fu Bingying jumped down as soon as he let go.At this moment Fu Bingying was also tired, so he didn't care about him anymore, he just took a bath by himself, and rested after reading a book.

He didn't know that Teddy was running out in a hurry for the sun chair.

Around spring, everything started to turn green. Teddy was at home every day, either one day or the other. Fu Bingying soon became annoyed, and when he heard his excited panting, he became angry, and Su Zheng never showed up. Although it has only been a few days, the anticipation in my heart is like scratching, scratching for nothing, scratching for nothing, making people feel uneasy.

Teddy, who ate dog food at noon, may be full of thoughts|lust|lust|lust, but he has the courage to come up to Fu Bingying's lap. The intracranial pressure is high, so he won't watch the atmosphere, and frantically rubs around like looking for death move.

Fu Bingying was already annoyed, so he stretched out his foot to push it away, but Teddy didn't know what it means to stop it as soon as it's done, and rubbed against it repeatedly.

"There's no end to it." Fu Bingying stood up awkwardly, picked up Teddy and walked out. The Teddy dog ​​didn't know that disaster was imminent, so it continued to rub Fu Bingying's arm non-stop.

Fu Bingying threw it into the back seat of the car and went straight to the pet hospital.Don't blame him for being ruthless, it's because he is disobedient, let's eunuch, this is also for his own good, eunuch is not easy to get sick, and he can live a few more years.

The pet hospital is different from ordinary hospitals. It doesn't have such a strong smell of disinfectant. On the contrary, it has a weird animal smell.Fu Bingying smelled a little sick, and wanted to make a quick decision.

He made a simple consultation at the front desk, and soon a nurse came to take Zhengzheng away for examination.

At this moment, Zhengzheng Dog also realized the crisis, and the delicate-looking fellows on the wall could not make it relax, so it started to bark, but the nurse made him feel so comfortable, and he was thinking about it again, so he didn't want to bark.

Fu Bingying paid the fee quickly. He was quite conscientious and chose the most expensive package. The doctor cheerfully assured him that everything would improve when he came to pick up the dog tomorrow, and also promised to give him a high-end sun ring.

In fact, the sterilization operation does not take long. The main reason is to fast for six to eight hours before the operation.

Fu Bingying, who got rid of the trouble, was happy and relaxed, and left without looking back, hoping to have a dog with a heartless heart when he came back tomorrow.

Fu Bingying came to pick Zhengzheng home the next afternoon. The little thing wore a sun ring, like a child stuck in a horn, with wet eyes, lying motionless on the small bed, looking very pitiful.

Fu Bingying regretted it for a second, and was soon interrupted by the nurse, who suggested that he buy a pet box, so that the bumps on the road would not heal the wound well.Seeing that Zhengzheng was so pitiful, Fu Bingying wanted to create better living conditions for him, and swiped the card without hesitation.

Teddy was brought home, and no one was moving, not even looking down at his missing egg|egg|.

His temper improved, but his appetite decreased.

Fu Bingying felt a little sorry for it, and even fed it sick food with his own hands, while stroking its fur, pinching its ears, and scratching its chin.Just ignore him, as if depressed.

But no matter how depressed it was, Fu Bingying couldn't see the level. He only knew that it was a neutered male dog, and he felt uncomfortable. He thought it would be fine after two days to get used to it.Moreover, Zhengzheng, who is not screaming and making troubles, is more likable. Fu Bingying found that he likes to touch its fur more and more, especially his fluffy and soft tail. It's like a feather sweeping, very comfortable.

A week later, Su Zheng fully recovered, and his sun circle was also removed. Except for the hair around his neck, which was a little slumped, he turned back into a round and beautiful baby again, and his mood also recovered a lot. He is worthy of being a beast. , heartless.

Fu Bingying's mood was getting worse and worse, as if all the negative emotions on Teddy had been passed on to him.It had been more than half a month, and Su Zheng hadn't appeared yet. According to past experience, the later he appeared, the more dangerous the situation would be.

Staying at home, Fu Bingying was afraid that Su Zheng would not see him, and when going out, Fu Bingying was afraid of missing Su Zheng.He is at a loss, living in the memories and the horror fantasies extended by the memories every day.

Since Teddy stopped barking so much, the house has grown quieter.Even when the sun is shining at noon and the world is the busiest, the house is as quiet as a haunted house.

Fu Bingying began to talk to himself, most of the time he stroked Teddy's back and murmured.Of course, there is no logic in talking to myself, and it is intermittent.Fortunately, Teddy can't understand it either, and it feels very comfortable just being touched.

Fu Bingying didn't sleep well that night. In fact, he didn't sleep very well these past few nights. He would always wake up in the middle of the night or wake up in cold sweat. But this night he was particularly bad. Cramped, very scared.He dreamed that he killed Su Zheng—it was nothing serious, let alone a dream, he had done it himself no less than ten times.

But this dream magnifies everything.

Su Zheng's scream, Su Zheng's distorted face, Su Zheng's melting facial features, and his hand holding the knife, the flesh on his body fell off piece by piece, the blood dripped gently like butter, and fell onto Su Zheng's body. On the bloody body, the two merged into one body without any trace, the white bones were as soft as rubber bands, entangled with just a few movements.

Their heads were joined together by the blood vessels, and the places where their faces were close to each other were tightly pressed together, harmoniously, and their faces and mouths were also joined together.

He wasn't afraid of the one in the dream, rather he was very happy. He finally heard Su Zheng's heartbeat clearly, and even the heart grew together, like a parallel lily.

But Fu Bingying from God's perspective was terrified. He didn't understand how he could laugh in such a terrible scene. He didn't even have a face, but he could still see his white teeth cracked.

What's wrong with me?

What's up with him?

Fu Bingying didn't dare to approach, his face was like a bottle of drink taken out of the freezer, and soon his whole body was covered with beads of sweat.Those beads of sweat drilled out of the pores little by little, like bugs, and then fell to the ground, accumulating more and more. By the time he realized it, his feet had been submerged in black water.

It stinks.

Fu Bingying raised his hand. He saw that his hand was black, as if it had been taken out of an asphalt bucket. He was so frightened that he quickly touched his heart. He was so scared that he pulled out his heart with force.

He didn't push it back in a hurry, but looked at the mass of black and throbbing things in surprise.

Is that his heart?

It was so black, black as a black hole, blacker than his hands, blacker than the water under his feet.

He thought it would be red, dark red is fine, but it is so black that it makes the eye sockets sour.

What's wrong with me?

Fu Bingying and Su Zheng in the distance were very happy, but Fu Bingying didn't understand why they were so happy when they died together.But they just laughed out loud, not loudly, but it made the noble Fu Bingying here feel jealous.He wanted to escape from this place, he felt that the rotten thing was not him, and the rotten flesh that fused with him was not Su Zheng either.

He is the real Fu Bingying, and Su Zheng is the villain who does not know how to repent.

At that moment, he wished he could find a round of explosives to blow them up.

Do not laugh!What a joke!

In a fit of anger, he threw his black heart viciously. The thing seemed to have the power to rot everything. It could devour the space just by gliding across the air. The picture in front of him split and overlapped, as if broken into The two halves of the mirror, Fu Bingying and Su Zheng, who were stuck together, finally merged into one completely and thoroughly because of his actions.

At that moment, Fu Bingying felt infinite regret and fear, he didn't know what would happen, and wanted to run away, but the fusion of the two exploded like a supernova, brighter than the day, Fu Bingying was blinded instantly, and he couldn't see anything However, the scorching temperature was getting closer and closer, his skin turned into fine dust and was blown away by the air current, and when the radiation passed, his black bones were broken into the pool of black water.

The dog licked him awake.

That dog.

Opening his eyes suddenly, Teddy's wet eyes stared at him, motionless. This seriousness endowed it with human characteristics, and Fu Bingying thought it had become a spirit for a moment.

Originally, he didn't allow the dog to go to bed, because he thought it was dirty, but now he didn't care about being hypocritical, and sat up weakly, holding the dog in his arms, feeling the weight and heat, as if he could feel more at ease in his heart.

As if the dog had become human, it stuck out its tongue and licked him at a moderate pace, making it relaxing and not annoying.

Fu Bingying shed a tear, which fell silently into the fluffy hair of the Teddy dog. The complete spherical shape was hit by tears to create a depression, followed by countless depressions, as if he was sick.

The dog moved its head, not paying much attention to the master's behavior.

It could hear Fu Bingying's heartbeat, very strong, not too urgent, but very sad.Its owner cried silently, which is the same as many animals. Animals cry silently, but animals do not cry as much as their owners.

"...I seem to have made a mistake."

"I have no idea……"

"There's no turning back now."

"How did it become like this?"

"Why hasn't he appeared...I want to see him."

The dog's head froze for a moment.

Fu Bingying took a deep breath, feeling that her restless heart felt much better.He's not the type to take a long time to recover.

He drove the dog out of bed, got out of bed himself, washed, prepared dog food, and except for a little episode in the morning, this day seemed to be the same as every other day.

After finishing all this work, he walked into the study, took out a piece of paper, picked up a pen, and began to list his questions.

He is not a self-deceived person, the current life has made him feel uncomfortable, he needs to find out the cause and prescribe the right medicine.

1. I hate Su Zheng, but I also love him. Sometimes I hate more than I love.

2. Su Zheng may love me, but I want him to love me.

3. I don't want to kill him.

4. If I don't kill him, how can I escape from this cycle.

5. What did Su Zheng hide from me?

6. I am still not reconciled.

7. Do Su Zheng and I really understand each other?

He scored each of these questions on a scale of one to ten, and then rearranged the order. No.1 was clear at a glance, and he didn't want to kill Su Zheng again.

But if Su Zheng is not killed, can they stay in this world forever?

Fu Bingying couldn't figure it out.

For him, as long as his consciousness persists, no matter whether he lives here or returns to the original world, he is still alive, but this logical loophole is too obvious to have no consequences.

The road that was originally clear at a glance was suddenly blocked by pouring cement, and there was an abyss behind him. It didn't even count as getting lost, and there was no chance of recovering from mountains and rivers.

Most importantly, what about Su Zhengren?

Without Su Zheng, these things would have no meaning of worrying at all.

The teddy dog ​​outside the study barked twice. Fu Bingying went out to take a look and found that the kitchen was messed up, and the sauce was scattered everywhere on the sink. In the past, he wanted to punish it, but today he found a diversion for him. A good thing about attention.He wiped the dog's paws, then rushed to the balcony to bask in the sun while he began to clean the kitchen slowly.

The dog was very angry and kept scratching the glass door and creaking it.

Fu Bingying ignored it, thinking that you still have the face to show your temper.

After that, the dog seemed to be possessed by a demon, making troubles all day long.

He scattered dog food all over the place, scratched his paws on the piano lacquer table, and ran around like crazy, making Fu Bingying think he had grown a second time.

In order to vent its energy that has no place to rest, Fu Bingying started to take it out for a walk again, to the green park near the community, which is even bigger.This time it didn't go day|day|day|ground any more, it kept drilling into the soil and sand.

How to wash a body covered in sand, Fu Bingying felt a headache thinking about it, and quickly pulled it back. Teddy was still strong, struggling to think of a pig waiting to be slaughtered.

After several times, Fu Bingying was really unhappy.

He was in a bad mood at first, if Teddy could pet his fur and relieve stress, if Teddy got into a fight, it would be an embarrassment for him.

"I don't want you anymore." He loosened the dog leash and said indifferently, "Go and play."

The dog was so excited that he rolled and jumped into the sandpit. The children who were squatting in the sandpit and building castles liked it so much that they rubbed its head vigorously.

Fu Bingying turned around and left. He didn't really want to throw the dog away, but anyway, he didn't want to see it for a while, so he walked a few steps to a convenience store to buy water.

There were a lot of people in the convenience store. Fu Bingying bought water and sat down at the table outside. He always felt that if there were too many people here, the chance of meeting Su Zheng would be capitalized.

He just stared at every passerby, because he was afraid that Su Zheng would get older or younger again.Fortunately, he is good-looking, otherwise he would have been beaten if he just stared at him in a daze.

Fu Bingying looked like a god, and his thoughts were like an eagle with wings, flying to nowhere.

Come to think of it, it's almost dark.

He finally remembered his disobedient dog, got up and walked to the sand.

The children who were playing in the sand had already gone home for dinner, the sand was full of potholes, they were dragged out of a few messy lines, and the dog was gone.

Fu Bingying frowned, feeling a little pity, but the overall mood did not change much.He is an indifferent person, except for Su Zheng, other things affect him like light rain on his face.

If you lose it, you lose it.He stood for a moment thinking.

Then he went home, took a shower, read a book, and went to bed. Before going to bed, his body seemed to be turned off, unable to move. He was familiar with this feeling, and he was ready to enter the next world.At this time, his heart suddenly felt cold, and before he could think clearly, his consciousness also went out.