Pretend to die

The chains fell one after another, and he was left alone again.

The milk tea gradually became warmer and then colder, and the smell of mutton came out all of a sudden, Su Zheng's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't take a sip.

He told himself: Don't think about it, it's useless to think about it any more. Just like what Fu Bingying said, can you still save people by yourself?Daydreaming, don't weigh yourself, go to die, don't forget you have more urgent things to do, if you do it well, you can go back to the original world, everything here is just fake, with you What does it matter?

There seemed to be thousands of reasons to convince myself, but these thousands of reasons were as light as a feather under the weak eyes of my daughter.

That's not my daughter.

Or, so what if it's really my daughter?

Should I die for this daughter who has no feelings at all?Is my life worthless?People live not for themselves, but for... Su Zheng suddenly sat up from the bed, flustered.

He suddenly realized that his thoughts were exactly the same as his mother's.

How did I become like this...?Could it be that at the beginning, she abandoned me with such an idea?

This time, he was completely confused.

If there is anyone in this world that he really hates to the bone, that person is her mother, and now, he feels that his body has changed little by little, and those hidden in him come from His mother's genes gradually emerged, and in the end, he would become just like his mother.

Just as selfish, just as vicious.

No, absolutely not.

Su Zheng wrapped up the quilt tightly and made up his mind that he must save that daughter. At this time, with the determination to die, he must use this method to prove himself, to prove that he is different from that woman, and to prove that his humanity is still there .

Not long after, Fu Bingying came back.

Covered in cold dew, looking tired.

"Haven't rested yet? Where's Ah Huo?"

"I can't sleep, let her go back first."

Fu Bingying sat by the bed, looked at Su Zheng's face carefully, and felt much more at ease.When he woke up, he was urged to meet some great general. It took him a lot of effort to prevent people from seeing the problem, and then he found out what was going on by making indirect remarks later.He waited for a long time, but he could not come to Su Zheng. He worried more and more day by day. The desert environment was harsh, and the Quicksand Cave was a place like hell. Zheng didn't come to the Tatuo Desert at all, so I don't know when and what month we can meet.

Fortunately, Su Zheng was finally found by him.

Although more miserable than expected.

"Why do you keep looking at me?"

"...We haven't seen each other for a long time." After a while, Fu Bingying found an excuse, turned his eyes away, and said, "You have become ugly."

Su Zheng was so beautiful that he couldn't hear such words, so he quickly touched his cheek, and it was really dry.Since entering the desert, he has been worrying about survival all day long, his skin and body shape have long been forgotten.

"Find me some body lotion."

"There's nothing like that here."

"There must be women here, and women must have body lotion."

Fu Bingying sighed, stood up and turned his back to him, smiled with his lips pursed, and walked towards the curtain.He told a soldier outside to fetch some hot water.

"...and some more suet."

"What does Master Fu want suet cream for?" The soldier was puzzled.

"He wants to use it," Fu Bingying looked back at Su Zheng, and joked blankly: "My friend is very delicate, you go quickly."

The strong wind blew his words into Su Zheng's ears word by word, the soldier seemed to be stunned, and went obediently without saying a word, the candlelight reflected Su's face flushed red, and his dry yellow face was a little more bloody.

After the hot water arrived, Fu Bingying took some in a small copper basin, wet the towel, wiped Su Zheng's face, opened the small porcelain box containing suet cream, dug out a small ball with his fingers, and put it in his hand Cover up.

"See, you can't move your hands." After a while, the suet cream melted into a transparent soft paste in the palm of your hand. Fu Bingying dipped it in with his fingers, dabbed it on Su Zheng's face, and then spread it carefully, saying while doing it. : "There are no men here who use this kind of thing. I'm afraid that the news that I asked the warehouse for suet cream will spread early tomorrow morning. At that time, others will definitely make wild guesses about you. Don't be angry."

"Guess, let's guess, and play with your temper..." Su Zheng didn't care at first, thinking, what's the fuss about a man wiping his face, he doesn't have the same knowledge as these feudal humans. Something's wrong: "...wait a minute, aren't sheep used to wipe your face?"

"Women use it to wipe their faces." Fu Bingying stopped.

Su Zheng opened his mouth, and for a long time, he didn't say a word.Fu Bingying dabbed some ointment on his lips. The suet ointment was thick, and the dead skin was smoothed off in a short while. His mouth was shiny, and Su Zheng's lips were reddish again, as if he had applied lip oil.

"What's wrong?" Seeing Fu Bingying in a daze, Su Zheng pushed him with his knee.

"It's nothing." Fu Bingying stood up, washed her panties briefly with the remaining hot water, and went to bed.

As soon as the candles were extinguished, the tent fell into an ambiguous darkness. Su Zheng felt a little uncomfortable. The bed was not small, but it was cold in the desert at night. If the two of them could get closer, it would naturally be warmer...

Before he could move around to find a good place, Fu Bingying stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, fixed him, and said, "Be quiet." His hand happened to support Su Zheng's injured arm so that he would not be injured. Squeezed.

Su Zheng noticed this little trick right away.

He was delighted in his heart, and couldn't help guessing about his relationship with this little Fu. Two big men hugging like this, how can they be ordinary friends, maybe too close brothers, or... friends with benefits?Anyway, it is definitely not a lover. If Fu Bingying loves him, then he should be alive now.

"Hey, are you asleep?"

"Soon." Fu Bingying pressed her face to the skin of the back of his neck, feeling the appropriate warmth from that small square.He was going to kill Su Zheng when he fell asleep. This world is terrible, and it would be better for everyone to end it sooner, but if he could...he hoped that he would not have to face Su Zheng's struggle, and his humble and disappointed expression before he died. .

"I want to tell you something."

"Let's talk tomorrow morning."

"No," Su Zheng twisted, and said impatiently, "I can't bear it anymore."

Fu Bingying sighed, without further ado, put his hand into his crotch.

"Grass! What are you doing!"

"Stop making trouble, hurry up and go to bed early."

"Who, who wants to do such a nasty thing!" Su Zheng curled up and blocked it with his other good hand: "Get it out quickly, I have something serious to talk about."

Fu Bingying withdrew his hand, closed his eyes, and said wearily, "Speak quickly."

"I'm going to save Yin'er, my daughter."

After being silent for a while, Fu Bingying said quietly: "What did I tell you? Don't you have a long memory?"

"No, I'll remember what you said." Su Zheng didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, and flattered him, "I know you're doing it for my own good, but I have to save her."

"For your own good?" Fu Bingying let go of the hand protecting him, and said with a sneer, "I will save a dog wherever it dies."

The resonance in the chest completely conveyed the sneer to Su Zheng. He felt a little uncomfortable, but he still tried to maintain a relaxed tone: "Then will you let the dog sleep on your bed? Xiao Fu," he took the initiative to grab Fu Bingying Rubbing the other's fingertips with his fingertips, he said angrily, "Please, don't be angry with me."

Fu Bingying almost wanted to sneer, but since he had laughed just now, at this moment, the sneer could no longer describe his emotions.

He really wanted to drag Su Zheng off the bed, grabbed his neck and asked: I'm afraid for your life, so you don't care at all?Must be rescued?Where is the door necessary?I saved your life, no one is worth your life to save except me!

...even I can't bear it.

Bitches, ungrateful bitches.

"Give it a try and see if you can step out of the barracks."

"Xiao Fu, are you angry?"

"You don't deserve my anger."

"You're angry," Su Zheng was a little frustrated. He turned over and faced Fu Bingying face to face, with his chest close to his chest, and put his hand on his waist, and said, "I don't want to die either, but I have to save her. If I don't go, I will become a very vicious person."

The trembling in his tone caught Fu Bingying's attention, but he was still annoyed: "You are vicious enough, no one is more vicious than you." You were so cruel and ruthless to me, but now you have to take responsibility, Love is used on a child who doesn't know the so-called, Su Zheng, do you have heart?

Neither of them understood the real meaning of what the other said.

In the end, Su Zheng surrendered.

Tell him, anyway, Fu Bingying in this world is a one-off, so it’s okay to tell him, Su Zheng’s hands are shaking and he can’t control it, he is very scared, he doesn’t know what he is doing right, and he doesn’t want to die, he has died many times This time, I am no longer afraid of 'death' itself, but I am extremely afraid of the pain before 'death' happens.

"I have difficulties," Su Zheng grabbed Fu Bingying's front, and forced a smile in the dark night where no one could see—this was his habit when he was nervous and afraid: "I...my mother abandoned me before. , she is the person I hate the most in my life, and I must never become like her."

Fu Bingying was taken aback for a moment, and immediately remembered what Su Zheng said in the prison and when Su Zheng was half asleep and half awake that night.

It was his mother again, what the hell happened.