Mild brother control

In the early morning, the light from the window in winter carried a cold breath. When Xu Shuo woke up, there was no one beside him, Song Zhinan was not there, and all the objects in the room were neat as if they had received military training.

He suddenly sat up from the bed, his heart skipped a beat, he felt something was wrong for some reason, he quickly put on his clothes and went out with his slippers on.

After one night, is it possible that Song Zhinan made a decision without discussing it with him...

Xu Shuo broke into a cold sweat from fright, and even ignored the strong smell in the air.

It's Caixiang, stir-fried pork with chili, stewed carrot soup with bones, and... and garlic clams.

Pushing open the door, the first thing that caught my eye was the warm yellow light in the living room, and then I saw two busy figures, grandma holding a spoon in the pot from time to time picking up vegetables, Song Zhinan wearing an apron and hunched over, cutting bright yellow vegetables on the cutting board ginger.

Xu Shuo stood alone in the living room, closing and opening his eyes, as if he was still in a dream.

Until Song Zhinan caught a glimpse of Xu Shuo from the corner of his eye, he stopped what he was doing and asked, "Are you hungry?"

Xu Shuo just stared at him in a daze, all night's worries dissipated in the warm fragrance of vegetables in the morning—maybe he will never forget two mornings in his life, today is one, and the other is the day he confessed his life experience.

The two turning points in my life can be remembered for a lifetime. How lucky I am. Whenever I thought I was going to be hit by a storm, what I saw in the past night was the warm light scattered by the crystal lamp and the warmth of the kitchen.

Grandma turned around when she heard the voice, and urged as usual after seeing Xu Shuo: "Wake up and wash up quickly, you can eat right away."

"Okay." He didn't understand the reason, but obediently went to the bathroom first.

Sitting at the dining table, grandma said before she even moved her chopsticks: "What about the two of you..." She paused and looked over anxiously.

"Grandma doesn't care about the two of you, and I can't take care of it..." She glanced over the two of them, full of love, "I just hope that you two are doing well, and I can rest assured that you are healthy and healthy."

……

Does this mean changing consent?

Xu Shuo's heart was pounding, and he was interrupted when he wanted to say something. Grandma smiled lightly, and pushed the dish to the middle of the table, "Okay, hurry up and eat, the temperature is so low that it will be cold in a while."

"Thank you." Song Zhinan said solemnly before moving his chopsticks.

In fact, he had already predicted from grandma's reaction this morning that it might be a good result.

When he saw his grandma after waking up in the morning, he was very apprehensive, but the first thing grandma said to him was asking him if he wanted to go to the vegetable market together to buy vegetables.

I thought that I might face questions along the way, but I didn’t expect that it was really just shopping. Grandma told him the tricks while picking vegetables, how to choose sweet carrots, how to choose live clams, until I returned home and made a hearty breakfast. .

It was rarely like this before. The main meal in their family is dinner. Usually in the morning, there are steamed stuffed buns, milk and porridge. Today, grandma took him to cook a proper meal at this time.

This thank you is due. The reason why Song Zhinan can grow up healthily as an orphan is because of the upbringing of the old man in front of him. Even when he develops excessive feelings with Xu Shuo for no apparent reason, she can try to go Accept, the grandma who has raised him for so many years can definitely afford this thank you.

Grandma Song was filled with emotions when she heard the word "thank you" from Song Zhinan's mouth.It is undeniable that the scene last night shocked her. Her two most beloved grandchildren hugged each other and behaved abnormally. This was unreasonable in her perception after living for so many years, but after the shock More than that, it suddenly dawned on me.

No wonder, no wonder she encountered things that she couldn't figure out several times before.

She still remembered that after she found out that the two children went to the restaurant to take over shifts without telling her, she went to the restaurant secretly. She did not realize that it was the last day, Xiao Nan went to deliver food to Xiao Shuo, and she saw the two children in the alley Hugging each other, she didn't think too much about it at the time, she only blamed herself in her heart for not being able to live up to expectations, which dragged down the child, causing the two children not only to worry about family affairs at the end of the term, but also to hide it from her in order not to know Upset.Once again, after returning from a visit, the two children obviously looked a little bit wrong on the sofa...

She thought a lot last night, and she also thought of the hug at the entrance of the alley. The hug shocked her, but it also made her realize that the relationship between the two children might not be abnormal. Their own "normal" developed in the interdependence of each other.

Xiao Nan had no parents since she was a child. Perhaps the person who impressed me the most in all her encounters with women was not her grandma but Xiao Shuo's mother and aunt. The two were not good role models anyway. As Xiao Nan's grandma, she knew that he had loved People are extremely cold, especially women; and Xiao Shuo is also like this. The role of father has been absent since birth, and there is a "model" like mother. He is essentially affected by the same influence as Xiao Nan. I want to come to Ming There is a reason for all this in the dark, and all the factors lurking in life are affecting their choices.

No wonder the two of them.

The three of them ate in silence, during which Xu Shuo frequently put vegetables into grandma's bowl, it was obvious that he was in a good mood but he didn't dare to show it too much, he could only show his inner surge by adding vegetables to grandma's bowl.

"Okay, okay, grandma has a bad stomach when she is old, and she can't digest after eating too much." Grandma Song stopped Xu Shuo in time, "You give Xiao Nan some, this meal also took Xiao Nan a lot of effort."

"All right, all right." Xu Shuo narrowed his eyes with a smile.

The family had no relatives to leave during the Chinese New Year. The grandma on Xu Shuo's mother's side was upset when she saw it. On the first day of the new year, the old sister's house must have guests. After thinking about it, the grandma decided to go to the teahouse to kill time.

As soon as grandma went out, Xu Shuo held Song Zhinan who was about to clean up the dishes and kissed her. The table was pushed against the wall with a loud thump.

"Are you happy?" Xu Shuo hugged him very hard, as if he wanted to rub someone into his arms.

Song Zhinan hummed and took the initiative to respond to him.

I am really happy. I never thought that my grandma would handle the whole matter with the words "I don't care". She is an old woman who is nearly 60 years old. No matter how advanced her thoughts are, she cannot accept such feelings. But he has a 100% understanding of his two grandchildren.

Why, could it be because it was Song Zhinan and Xu Shuo, the two children who grew up under her hands, so she chose not to stop them?

"I'm happy too." Xu Shuo smiled and pushed him towards the sofa until the two of them hugged and fell onto it.

The smell of the new year has not disappeared and it is almost time to go back to school. After the new year, Song Zhinan goes to the library to review every day, and Xu Shuo also goes with him. He is serious in the library, unlike at home. Fazi pestered Song Zhinan, but read books obediently aside, but what Song Zhinan read was the book list opened by Han Shizhang.

Xu Shuo has already formally agreed with Han Shizhang that Song Zhinan will go to study when school starts, and he will also start to work in the bar. He will go to school as usual, and he will definitely get his diploma, but he will not attend the class anymore, just to catch up on sleep. A short period of time is enough, anyway, the teachers have always ignored him, knowing that a "bad record" like him can't be ignored.

Although Xu Shuo is not good at reading, there are several books in Han Shizhang's book list that he reads with great interest. When he was in school, he saw the teacher on the podium, regardless of whether it was male or female, regardless of whether he was spitting or soft and soothing. , he was in the same state - wanting to sleep.

But now sitting next to Song Zhinan, listening to the swishing sound of his pen, he can quickly enter the state. After reading a book for several hours, he only feels that the time passes quickly and no longer feels that the time is hard to bear.

The two of them spent the last few days of the last vacation of high school in such a harmonious state. Song Zhinan was writing the questions, Xu Shuo helped him time, and after finishing the test papers, he changed them. Xu Shuo just looked at Song Zhinan day by day. On the test paper, the scores continued to rise without stopping.

Until returning to school and officially starting classes, Xu Shuo didn't even feel any strangeness for the first time. He kept time for Song Zhinan as before, and put two walnuts with cracked shells on Song Zhinan's desk after the second class every day. , Go home at night and help him wash his clothes.

But today is different, tonight I have to change the plan, go home with Song Zhinan after school, wait for grandma to go back to bed after eating supper, then Xu Shuo hurried to Han Shizhang's bar, the first day is due to work, he has to go early .

Xu Shuo gave Song Zhinan the work schedule in advance, and as expected, he frowned after just one glance.

Song Zhinan was dissatisfied with the time arrangement, from eleven o'clock to 02:30 in the morning, plus Xu Shuo's travel time on the road, it would take Xu Shuo to get home at almost three o'clock in the middle of the night, which was not at all like a student's daily routine.

"It's too late." Song Zhinan looked up and down.

"I can sleep for more than three hours when I get home." Xu Shuo had thought of the persuasive words in advance.When holding this form, he already guessed that Song Zhinan would definitely not be satisfied, but fortunately, he couldn't go back on what he promised, "You did the questions several times until after two o'clock in the morning, it's okay, I can catch up on sleep during the day. "

Song Zhinan wanted to say something more, but when he saw Xu Shuo's firm eyes, he was at a loss for words.

"You agreed before." Xu Shuo put his hand on Song Zhinan's waist and rubbed it twice while the students around him were doing the problems, as if to please him, "Don't go back on your word."

Song Zhinan was silent for a while, but finally compromised: "You...be careful on the road."

Xu Shuo rubbed his hand, and stretched it into his school uniform, "Who can hurt me?" Only when he touched the warm skin did he realize that he had gone too far, and quickly retracted his cold paws, "Is it cold? ?”

"No." Song Zhinan handed him the glass with hot water on the table, "Hold it for a while."

"I'm not cold." Xu Shuo refused, spreading his palms on his thighs and facing Song Zhinan, "Hand over here."

Song Zhinan put down his pen and put his hand into Xu Shuo's under the table.

Xu Shuo clenched his fists... It was as cold as ice. After thinking about it for a second, he took Song Zhinan's hand and stuffed it into the innermost part of his clothes, sticking to the skin on his waist, "Is it warm?"

Warm, very warm.

But Song Zhinan wanted to ask more, "Is it not cold?"

Xu Shuo raised his eyebrows and smiled, and answered sternly: "It's nothing to warm Song Xueba's hands... I can even warm the bed."

"..."

Song Zhinan supported his forehead: "Slow down your voice."