Mild brother control

I don't know how long it took, Xu Shuo was in an indescribable mood when he stood at the door of Song Zhinan's room again, everything took a big turn, and he was caught off guard by a sentence that I knew a long time ago.

It doesn't matter whether it's his own or grandma's uneasiness, what matters is what attitude Song Zhinan will give.

He knocked lightly on the wooden door, but there was no response from inside, so Xu Shuo could only push it open on his own initiative, and walked in.

Song Zhinan was leaning against the bedside, reading a book.

Huang Rongrong's light was like water being splashed from a basin, drenching half of Song Zhinan's body, while the other side was in the shadows, just like what he might have said, there was a half chance of driving Xu Shuo into the pitch-black hell.

It was so peaceful, it was eerily eerie.

"Song Zhinan." Xu Shuo didn't dare to move on, but just stood at the end of the bed and watched him, "What do you mean by that sentence?"

Song Zhinan put down the book and said calmly, "I knew the meaning many years ago."

Xu Shuo hurriedly took over the conversation as if he couldn't believe it, and cautiously tried to confirm: "Do you know your relationship with our family?"

"It's not from your family, I know." Song Zhinan didn't seem to mind much, "That's why I told you before that I don't care about jade pendants, so you don't want to buy them."

Xu Shuo suddenly realized that this was the reason. He didn't care if the jade pendant was real or not, because he already knew that he was not from this family, so it was only natural that he didn't get the jade pendant.

"I never thought they were partial, and you don't need to think so." Song Zhinan thought of what Xu Shuo had done for him before, driving his exhausted nephew out of the study and buying jade pendants part-time. Entire family neglected.

Actually it wasn't, I never felt that way, and I explained it many times before, but Xu Shuo was stuck in his own logic circle and couldn't listen to his words.

Maybe I also blame myself, knowing the truth but never thinking of confessing.

As a result, two camps formed over time, deceiving and concealing each other, and everyone had a reason in their hearts that they felt was right.

For example, he, Song Zhinan, might... still hold some hope in his heart, right?

I always feel that if I tell him, I can no longer lie to myself to stay in this home with peace of mind. He is afraid that the reason why he has known the truth for so many years but keeps telling himself not to tell, absolutely not to tell, maybe everything is exposed, then he has not integrated into this family. Home grounds too.

Even if he knew it was false, at least... At least there were other things to comfort him.

"The last time my aunt came to our house, did you hear that?" Xu Shuo sat slowly at the end of the bed, there were too many things that he needed to think about, and he could only ask after he had thought about it.

Song Zhinan hummed, emphasizing: "I knew about it many years ago." I'm afraid he didn't hear clearly, thinking it was the last time my aunt said that she showed her mouth.

Of course not, when she first learned the truth, she was still young, and Xu Shuo was so skinny at that time, the two of them had completely different personalities, one was still and the other was moving.

I still remember the day when I found out the truth, Song Zhinan finished his homework while crying, his nose and tears covered the whole homework, and then he lost his strength and fell asleep on the desk for some reason. When he woke up, he found Xu Shuo sitting on the ground covered in mud. Beside him, blinking and staring at the plastic bowl on the table, in the bowl is glutinous white liqueur, the kind that the old man pushes the stall and yells for sale, the grains of rice are mixed in the wine soup, There is a sweet smell in the air.

"Song Zhinan, you're awake," Xu Shuo seemed relieved, and said, "I'll just take a bite of what's left for you." Tasting, not stealing.

"You eat." Song Zhinan knew that he was not a child of this family, and he didn't know who to tell, but the one in front of him was his own.

"I don't want it, yours, it's specially reserved for you." Xu Shuo, who didn't know anything, glanced at the small porcelain bowl, still greedy.

Song Zhinan pushed the bowl in front of him, not knowing who he was angry with.

"I really don't want to eat it?" Xu Shuo licked his lips, "Then I really ate it? Song Zhinan, don't regret it."

Song Zhinan was silent, Xu Shuo naturally took him as his acquiescence, and exclaimed: "Wow, Song Zhinan, I love you!"

It was the first time I heard someone say such words to me, and while I was surprised and at a loss, my heart was numb as if being scalded by something.

"Why love?" Song Zhinan looked sideways at the white rice grains on his lips, Xu Shuo's appearance seemed to remain in his mind forever.

"Love is love, if you let me eat sweet wine, I will love you!" Xu Shuo grinned like a little sun, "Song Zhinan, don't worry, I won't take advantage of you for nothing, if there is something you like to eat in the future Yes, I will definitely give you my share!"

Song Zhinan looked intently at Xu Shuo's sunken eye sockets when he smiled. His own eyes were not like this. The corners of his eyes were drooping. If he didn't smile, he would make people feel gloomy. Although people often praised his eyes for being beautiful, he I think Xu Shuo's eyes are more beautiful. Whenever my mother kisses them, I want to kiss them too. Will such long eyelashes make my lips itchy?

Oh no, starting today, it's not my mother, it's just Xu Shuo's mother.

"Fool." Seeing that he was grinning from ear to ear, Song Zhinan stopped talking after giving him an evaluation.

The two just looked at each other silently, and the only unexpected thing was that Song Zhinan didn't expect Xu Shuo to know the truth.

He was sure that he knew the truth earlier than Xu Shuo, and he always thought that if he didn't tell, then only he would know, until his aunt came last time.

The door was closed, but he followed out, his voice was small but it could not prevent him from hearing the fact——Xu Shuo slammed the door loudly, followed by a violent rolling word.It was only then that he knew that Xu Shuo would protect him to this extent.

Will the younger brother defend his elder brother like this?

The most feared thing in this world is to be self-indulgent, so I will, I should.

Don't overthink it.

Xu Shuo lowered his head, half-clasping his hands on his legs.

"I'm fine, don't think too much about it, go to sleep." Song Zhinan saw that the two of them had been frozen for a long time, and it was not a problem. Logically speaking, they had talked clearly, but for some reason Xu Shuo still looked unhappy. Tell her to rest assured."

Xu Shuo always felt that he was giving the order to evict the guest, so he clenched and let go of his fists.

The hatchback was silent.

After thinking for a long time, Xu Shuo finally decided to ask himself what he wanted to ask: "Don't leave, okay?"

He couldn't bear it, he had to have a rope in his hand, and Song Zhinan had to be tied to the other end of the rope, otherwise his heart would turn into a sharp sword and poke wildly in his chest, reminding him that Song Zhinan was not in a cage.

No, you have to enter the cage. If you don’t enter the cage, you will be wild one day.

What can I do if I can't tie it anymore?

Song Zhinan was stunned for a moment, then straightened up, "Don't think too much about it." In fact, he didn't have the ability to leave.

"Then you promise me first." Xu Shuo choked his neck and didn't look at him.

"I promise you." Song Zhinan stared at his side face, the grain of white rice had long since disappeared from his lips, "It's getting late, go to sleep."

Grandma had been waiting in the living room until now. When Xu Shuo came out, she told her everything he knew. Both of them were surprised that Song Zhinan knew the truth already.

Hearing the meaning of Xu Shuo's words, grandma reckoned that Song Zhinan hadn't gotten into a dead end, and her heart had finally lost most of her heart. Although she was worried that it would not disappear completely, it was too late to say anything, so she could only worry about it Back to the room.

Xu Shuo sat on the sofa in the living room for a while, until the sudden doorbell rang.

It was so late, how could anyone still come? He got up suspiciously and went to open the door. He saw a familiar face, with curved and thick eyebrows, fair skin with small freckles, two small dimples on his lips, and earlobes. The two white round beads on the top are shaking and shaking-Dai Wanbao.

The opposite door, an intern in a nearby clinic, is 24 years old this year. She grew up with her grandmother. Xu Shuo and Song Zhinan often called her sister and sister behind her when they were young. The relationship between the two families is very close.

"Sister Bao'er? This is..."

"Xiao Shuo, I thought Grandma Song was here to open the door." Dai Wanbao pulled the bag strap that was sagging on the outer edge of her shoulder, "This is the medicine that I promised to give her last time. You put it in the refrigerator, and the instructions are all there. Inside, just tell her tomorrow morning, she has taken it before, and knows the dosage and time."

"For rheumatism?" Xu Shuo took it and looked at it. Grandma's rheumatism is serious, and the pain is unbearable in rainy days, so she has to take medicine to be effective.

"Yes, you remember to put it in the refrigerator." Dai Wanbao looked very tired, "I'll go back first."

Xu Shuo nodded, "Thank you, Sister Baoer."

"fine."

After tidying up, Xu Shuo went back to the room, lying on the bed all night, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, no matter how much he hypnotized himself, he couldn't sleep, his mind was full of Song Zhinan, wondering if Song Zhinan hadn't told the truth, if he had lied to himself somewhere , Could it be that you are actually responding in your heart, but you just don't want to say it.

The phone was turned on and off, and I wanted to send him a message several times, but I felt that I was just looking for something to do, because the person was obviously next door, and still sending messages, it was not idle.

What's more, maybe Song Zhinan went to bed early.

Maybe Song Zhinan didn't forget to worry about it all by himself here. Didn't he say it himself? He knew it many years ago.

Xu Shuo didn't know how long he stared at the ceiling with his eyes open for the last time, but he closed his eyes in a daze only knowing that the curtains were almost white.

In the early morning, when the morning sun was faint, the alarm clock rang for a long time before waking Xu Shuo up. Insomnia was like this when it was too late. I couldn’t fall asleep when I fell asleep, and couldn’t wake up when I woke up. When I left the living room, I was almost dumbfounded, but now I am completely awake——

Song Zhinan came out of the kitchen with a plate. The plate was yellow, yellow, green, green vegetables, fried eggs, milk and bread. Xu Shuo's eyes were at least a little brighter because of this throughout the morning.

"Song Zhinan..." Xu Shuo stood in the living room and stared at him blankly. After a while, he rubbed the hair on his forehead as if he couldn't believe it. He didn't let go until it got messy, "When did you get up?" of?"

"One hour ago." Song Zhinan looked at the time and put down the plate, "Grandma has already gone to the restaurant after eating, so hurry up."

Last night, Xu Shuo suffered from insomnia and almost had a nightmare. Seeing Song Zhinan like this this morning, his heart felt warm again, and his eyes felt a little astringent.

This was completely unexpected. I was thinking about how to get along today after a whole night, but I didn't expect Song Zhinan to wake up early and make breakfast. Xu Shuo believed that grandma must have the same reaction as himself. Song Zhinan is still Song Zhinan. , or Xu Shuo's Song Zhinan.

His Song Zhinan was thinking of ways to appease him, for example, what a great way to make a breakfast.

Xu Shuo only felt that half of his body hanging on the wall of the well was pulled back by this simple breakfast, and stepped on the ground.

Song Zhinan seemed to be pinching his heart all the time.

Seeing his urging, Xu Shuo nodded hurriedly and sat down, "You did all this?" Then, as if remembering something, he asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Song Zhinan nodded and pushed the milk in front of him, "Eat it."

Xu Shuo glanced at his knuckle fingers and the milk being pushed in front of him, the astringency in his eyes welled up again, he stopped making a sound, grabbed the chopsticks and stuffed the emerald green vegetables into his mouth, and started to gobble them up.