Bamboo horse and green plum

"Actually, I think it doesn't matter what others think, what matters is what you think. You are not at home often, and you may never come back in the future. You don't have to take what others say. Everyone has You have to go your own way, isn't life just a process of choice, as long as you feel that you have chosen the right one, it's fine, other people's pointing and pointing are nothing, you don't live for them, feudal thinking is always deep-rooted, Destiny is an illusion, and those who don't believe it can't convince those who believe it." Lu Zhijie followed him and patted him on the shoulder.

"I don't care about these irrelevant people. This room is full of all my memories of my mother. Why don't I come back, live in their house, and don't eat their rice. They don't like me. I have to come back to get in the way of their eyes. It’s them who are sad, not me. Not only do I want to come back, I also want to bring you back, let them see that it’s not that they don’t play with me, but it’s that I don’t play with them. Proud of a person, since he was a child, he was so smart that no one can surpass him." Xiang Nan started cooking seriously.

"You really have a child's heart, how old you are, and you still say such childish things, you are not just for them to see, why should you care what others say." Lu Zhijie has never cared much about other people's feelings, "As long as you care It’s fine to be the one you care about, let others love whoever you want, and you can only live a hundred or so years in this life, how can you have so much time to give to passers-by, A, B, C, Ding Ding.”

"I was still young. By the way, you were also a child who grew up in a greenhouse. Why do you feel like a little old man? Is this the rhythm of looking for a temple to practice? If you are not good at comforting people, don't force comfort Yes, after so many years, I have long been indifferent, and I really cared about it before. When my mother was still there, he would comfort me every day. My grandpa died because of me, and I was also afraid of being an ominous person like they said. Later, my mother also passed away, and I was even more afraid at that time. I almost felt that I killed her. I dare not go out all day long, and I don’t have the courage to hang myself at the entrance of the village. What can I do? Then I came out. When my mother was alive, she said that she hoped that I would be a cheerful and smiling child. This is her only expectation for me. I can't let her down." Xiang Nan took a deep look at Lu Zhijie, as if he wanted to see into his heart from his eyes.

"The more you see, the more mature you will be. I probably read too many tragic novels, so I made up my own growth process, and I grew up naturally. But it is amazing. All the stories I have read, the tragic hero Aren't they all forbearing and deep? You never express your emotions in front of others, why do you always tell your bad experiences without any scruples?" Lu Zhijie avoided Xiang Nan's eyes and continued Washing the vegetables, "The terrain here is not complicated, should I go out and look for Xiaoyu, I won't get lost."

"Because it doesn't matter to me anymore. I'm not a tragic figure. I don't have the ability to pretend. I've experienced it all. If it hurts, I've already suffered it. Now the wounds are scarred. Although it itch occasionally, but It won't bleed anymore," Xiang Nan looked at Lu Zhijie who was washing vegetables next to him, and felt that he was chattering more and more. He had never talked so much in front of others when he grew up, "They should be in the creek not far away. By the way, she won't run too far, Liu Xiwei is a quiet girl, she won't run all over the mountains with her, besides, she is not an idiot at her age, how could she get lost so easily, are you Worry about your daughter-in-law being abducted by others." Xiang Nan also looked away, and continued to prepare for tonight's Manchu Banquet.

The first time Lu Zhijie met someone like Xiang Nan, he felt like a person who forced a smile on his face when he had something on his mind, but every time he saw his smile, it seemed like he was laughing in his heart, and Lu Zhijie felt like he wanted to He ventured to explore the gate and wanted to go in, but he was afraid that the unknown world would scar everyone. He seemed to see that Xiang Nan was stumbling on a road that looked bright but full of bumps. He wanted to pull He gave him a hand, but he didn't know which entrance to pull him from, and he didn't know what hand gestures to use to pull him. In front of Xiang Nan, he felt that he and Song Yutong were like children with no experience and a blank life, unable to deal with it. Xiang Nan's experience empathizes with him, and he can't sort out a sentence to comfort him, but Xiang Nan, who looks so powerful, probably never needs other people's comfort, this feeling made him twitch for no reason, depressed Some of them couldn't breathe.

Lu Zhijie is a person who doesn't like to deal with others. He has grown up so much, the only person he knows most besides his parents is Song Yutong. At least Song Yutong in front of him is a very simple person. He doesn't hide things in his heart. He would say everything directly, so he never bothered to explore her inner thoughts. Suddenly, a Xiang Nan who seemed to have nothing to hide in his heart instantly aroused his curiosity to explore. When he was bored, he read a lot of psychology books that were not suitable for his age and were difficult for him to understand. He looked deeply at Xiang Nan and tried to recall what he could think of in those obscure psychology books. All the words, wanting to use the power of knowledge to see the disguise he was wearing from him, Lu Zhijie inexplicably felt a sense of excitement to accept the challenge, and for a moment he didn't care if Song Yutong would get lost, he only used 3 In minutes, he planned a broad avenue to pull Xiangnan. He felt like a god who radiated light all over his body, shouldering the heavy responsibility of redemption Xiangnan. Glittering in the south-facing cottage.

"Why are you looking at me like that, it makes my skin crawl." Xiang Nan finally couldn't help but push him.In his eyes, Xiang Nan felt an inexplicable sense of comfort.

"So how did your grandma pass away?" Lu Zhijie wanted to commit suicide and apologize as soon as he opened his mouth. He really can't chat. All the words of psychology were routed in a chaotic formation, smashed to pieces by himself, and for the first time, Lu Zhijie felt a deep sense of powerlessness in his ability to change the subject to cover up his embarrassment.

"Your sister, if you can't talk, don't talk about it. I have been thinking about a problem for a long time. I was born at that time. How do I know? But I heard that my mouth and nose were bleeding at that time. I checked it out, probably It must be a cerebral hemorrhage, now you are satisfied, if you ask this question again, I will beat you up." Xiang Nan had deep doubts about how much he could endure Lu Zhijie's boredom, and he wondered why he didn't fight Lu Zhijie, At least we have to break up the relationship, forget it, who made him so handsome, and with a very likable Song Yutong by his side, Xiang Nan decided to forgive him.

"I'm sorry, I was distracted just now, and I asked this question unconsciously." Lu Zhijie wiped his hands, and hurried out to cover up his embarrassment, "I'll go see Xiao Yu and the others, it's getting dark soon." Just went out He saw that Song Yutong and Liu Xiwei had already returned. Song Yutong was barefoot, carrying his wet shoes, with an expression on his face that was about to breathe fire. Liu Xiwei was fine, but his body was covered in a lot of mud.

"Are you going to beg for food? It's not that you don't have anything to eat. You don't have to be so polite and go door-to-door for crowdfunding." Lu Zhijie mentioned Song Yutong's shoes and bent over to carry her.

"I'm so pissed off, I was thrown away by some brats, if I didn't see how they were only six or seven years old, I really wanted to beat them to death." Song Yutong climbed onto Lu Zhijie's back and said viciously.

"What's the matter, you guys became enemies with someone the first time you came here." Xiang Nan also came out after listening to the voice.

"I met a few kids and asked us where we came from, we said we followed Xiangnan, and then they said that the one who brought Sao Bixing back must not be a good person, they will all be cursed, bleeding from the seven orifices, and then There was a quarrel, and it ended like this." Liu Xiwei was not as angry as Song Yutong.

"If Xi Wei hadn't stopped me, I would have fought them. It's the first time I've been bullied like this when I grow up so big. I'm also a person with strong hands-on ability. How can I bear this tone? Xiang Nan , take me to find them to settle accounts, I insist on reasoning with them, but also bastards, his whole family is bastards." The more Song Yutong thought about it, the more he couldn't help wanting to fight, "The bastards, I went to find a pair of slippers and I wore them all night, and the soles of my feet were almost bleeding when I walked back."

Xiang Nan glanced at him, and went to help him find slippers without saying anything. It was the first time he heard someone call him a broom star without any malice. He couldn't describe the feeling. Something flashed through his mind. It was so fleeting that he had no time to catch it.

"Forget it, the bastard is used to it. As friends of the bastard, don't worry about it. After all, the bastard is also a god. As a friend of a god, you should be proud and don't be as knowledgeable as ordinary people." Nan handed Song Yutong a pair of slippers, "Hurry up and get ready for dinner. After eating, I'll take you to the mountains to see the stars. This starry sky is so clean that there are only stars."

"How fresh, who has never seen the stars, the same starry sky, yours is amazing, what's the matter, is it because this is the place where broom stars practice, so the stars are more brilliant and shining?" Song Yu Tong had a look of disdain, she seemed to have quickly accepted the combination of the three of them during this period of getting along, she was still very happy to have a companion who could often quarrel with her without any malice, and who was slightly inferior to her Yes, unlike Lu Zhijie, Lu Zhijie will not bicker with her. Even if he talks to her occasionally, he can always make her speechless and affect her performance. Moreover, Lu Zhijie always lets her, which makes her less able to overcome The excitement of the opponent, no, Lu Zhijie is not the opponent, he is Song Yutong's closest boy besides his father and brother.