Bamboo horse and green plum

"Little Dai, you've been lying silently for half an hour, neither helping me with my homework nor falling asleep, what major life events are you thinking about?" Song Yutong looked at Lu Zhijie lying on her bed, with a pen cap in his mouth. ask him.Lu Zhijie was exhausted physically and mentally, and continued to stare at the ceiling with his eyes open, ignoring Song Yutong.

"You have something to hide from me? Is it a shocking secret?" Song Yutong looked at his expression and suddenly became interested, "Didn't you say that there is no secret between us? How can you break your promise so blatantly?" Song Yutong knelt by the side and looked down at Lu Zhijie, "It's a big secret, right? Are you afraid of scaring me? Did you murder and set fire secretly? Or did you get a girl pregnant to have an abortion?"

"Shut up, when have I been so careless, Song Xiaoyu, you have grown up, where did you learn these words? Are you supposed to say these words?" Lu Zhijie gave her a hard look, "Really? I want to pry open your brain to see if it is filled with paste or mud, if you speak so carelessly, can you change it?"

Song Yutong felt guilty and aggrieved all of a sudden, and said weakly, "If you can change it, I will change it right away. I was so tricked by you that I can't talk more than my brain. I see that you are in a bad mood. Let's adjust the atmosphere. You are on the line again and started to be the teaching director. Since you don’t want me to guess like this, you can tell me directly. I have such a strong ability to accept, and I can’t scare me when I say it. I haven’t given you any advice for so many years. Maybe I can help you sort things out."

"However, what comes out of your head is what you really thought of in your head. You really can't be controlled. Do you still look like a girl?" Lu Zhijie looked at the wronged Song Yutong, and suddenly felt that he had gone too far. He lowered his voice and said, "You can't solve this problem. I haven't even figured it out myself. Xiaoyu, how do you understand the word Rijiushengqing?" Tong's expression.

"I'm going, do you have a girl you like? Are you still in love for a long time? If there is no ambiguity in this word, both of us will be old forever. Don't we still keep this long-lasting relationship and love farther and farther away? No, We should have been in love for a long time, but it's just a twist," Song Yutong said nonsense thoughtfully, "My dear, have you fallen in love with Liu Xiwei? That kind of quietness suits your taste. "

"Nonsense." Lu Zhijie suddenly jumped up and interrupted her, "Speak well, we can still communicate friendly and cordially, I won't talk to you about your nonsense."

"Okay, calm down, calm down," Song Yutong also stood up, and pushed him back on the bed with a guilty conscience, "I'm going to be serious, but are you sure you're ready to listen to my serious analysis?" Song Yutong changed With a serious expression on his face, he looked at him.

Lu Zhijie suddenly hesitated, and Song Yutong's expression deepened his fear. He seemed to understand Song Yutong's hesitation, and he also saw through the complexity and fear in his heart now.

"Xiao Yu, why haven't you loved me for so many years?" He suddenly turned a corner and asked a harmless sentence.

"You don't love me for so many years, no, you love me. Facing a person who has known each other since I can remember, I don't quarrel with each other. How can two people who have no secrets have no love? It's just that it doesn't feel right. The kind of love is more noble than love. Do you still remember that no matter what games we played when we were young, you always played my brother and never played other people. I still remember that you said that you have no sister, Fortunately, there was me in the crowd, and I fulfilled my wish to be an older brother. At that time, I told myself that you are the second Song Yuhao. For so many years, no matter what jokes our parents or classmates make, we don’t all have opposite sex attraction Do you feel like you?" Song Yutong suddenly stared at Lu Zhijie in horror, "So it's Xiangnan, right? So it's not because you know me too well that you don't love me, but because you have liked boys since you were young?"

Lu Zhijie looked like Song Yutong who had seen a ghost. At this moment, there was no fear in his heart, and he had entered a deep and complicated situation. Song Yutong knew him well. If Song Yutong said so, it would probably be eight It was close to ten, he stared at Song Yutong silently, not knowing what to say to calm her down.Song Yutong stared at Lu Zhijie's expression. The great Song Yutong only took three seconds to accept this sudden change. This is probably the common advantage of her and Lu Zhijie. There is nothing they cannot accept or adapt to. It was just a matter of time, but at this moment she was calm, "Brother Jie, why don't you just love me, I will marry you in the future, and I will never change my heart." She knelt on the bed and took Lu Zhijie's hand, almost Said sadly.

"Aren't you two doing something inappropriate for children?" Xiang Nan waited for Lu Zhijie to go back, and chased after him, just in time to hear Song Yutong's last words, and saw Song Yutong pulling Lu Zhijie's affectionate eyes , I was stunned for a while, "I'm sorry." He squeezed his fist, reacted, closed the door and left.

Both Song Yutong and Lu Zhijie stared blankly at the closed door, without reacting for a long time.Lu Zhijie thought, it's all right now, I didn't tell him, and there was such a big misunderstanding, I explained it to you.Song Yutong also thought, this is all right, he didn't know yet, so he decided that Lu Zhijie had a girlfriend, so there was no need to do anything, just let him.

"Brother Jie, have you really thought about it, Principal Lu will beat you to death." It took Song Yutong a long time to realize,

Cut to the point, "What should I do, can you still change it?" Both of them tacitly ignored the episode of going south just now.

"It's not that far yet, so don't worry too much. Principal Lu won't beat me to death, and I won't be able to get out of bed for a few days at most, but I haven't thought it through yet. This is too unimaginable. I have to think about it, you How did you know it? I was acting too obvious?" Lu Zhijie knew that Song Yutong understood him, but he didn't expect to understand him to this extent. Although he was panicked at first, he has calmed down now, with a strong ability to accept The optimist Lu Zhijie quickly accepted the fact that what he likes is his own, and nothing else matters, there is always a way.

"You have never had such a good relationship with anyone since you were young, and I don't have sharp eyes. How can I tell right away? Do you remember that you went to Xiangnan's house to play during a vacation? After you came back that time, you were completely different. I was distracted when I spoke, and I read those psychological masterpieces countless times. Later, I deliberately read the poem you wrote twice and memorized it. It's different, I haven't thought about it yet, I understand your expression and tone today, brother Jie, why don't you think about it again? Maybe it's because you've been dazzled by reading books, even though you didn't like it when you were young Girl, but you have never liked boys, maybe it’s just that you are obsessed with ghosts, and you think wrongly. You see so many beautiful girls in school, you use your eyes to discover them? Besides, Xiang Nan was so rebellious when he was young. , He is just an unreasonable boss of a gangster, if he finds out, he will beat you up and cut off your robes." Song Yutong said earnestly, she had thought about this problem before, but she always thought it was too unbelievable. She didn't take it to heart, but she was really convinced now, and she fell into a deep panic. She thought of the widow in Xiangnan Village. Her words were terrifying. Even if Lu Zhijie didn't care, what about Principal Lu and Teacher Chen? ?After being a model teacher all his life, how can he accept this weird fact.

"Yeah, I should be crazy, and I'm still seriously ill. I'll think about it later." Song Yutong's analysis made Lu Zhijie more complicated. He originally wanted to get some comfort from Song Yutong, but he didn't Thinking that he had acquired a factor that made him panic even more, yes, he thought, Principal Lu has been serious all his life, even when he walks, he is afraid that others will say that he is not straight, so he must be forced to hold his head up. How can he accept that he likes a man? Even if you beat him to death, you can't eat a tiger's poison, so you still expect him to understand?He doesn't care about other people's eyes, but Principal Lu does. "Forget it, don't think about it, it's meaningless to think about anything now, you help me hide it." Lu Zhijie patted Song Yutong's shoulder, took a deep breath, and lay back on the bed again.

"Actually, it's not impossible, Brother Jie, we're going to leave here in the future. We're working and settling down in the provincial capital. You don't even know who lives next door to you. Who cares whether you like boys or girls, so , don’t be in a hurry, get admitted to university first, there is nothing that can’t be solved, don’t be in a hurry to solve future things at this time, and me, there will always be a solution.” Song Yutong is not the same Immediately she could get used to the fact that Lu Zhijie liked Xiang Nan, but when she saw Lu Zhijie's tangled expression, she suddenly felt that everything didn't matter. Earth-shaking changes, forget it, don’t think about it, let’s take a step at a time.

"Our family's naughty Xiao Yu grew up quietly before I noticed it, and he also began to learn to preach at length." Lu Zhijie stared at him, thinking with a little sigh, time is really a mysterious thing, and it can always be subtle. Everything changed, even Xiao Yu gave her a different feeling.

"As the saying goes, I am familiar with three hundred Tang poems, and I can chant poems even if I don't know how to compose them. Under the aura of a top student like you, I can't even make progress. I'm a veritable idiot, so you come to me to discuss things. You must know how to rely on others at the right time." Song Yutong looked at Lu Zhijie seriously, and she always felt that she should do something.