Bamboo horse and green plum

From then on, Xiang Nan didn't stay at home any more, and almost lived in Lu Zhijie's rented house. The relationship between him and Lin Shujuan became more and more fraught, and it reached the point of quarreling. Xiang Shaowei bought him a mobile phone and came back by himself. At that time, I called Xiang Nan and asked him to go home for dinner. After dinner, Xiang Nan locked himself in the room. Xiang Shaowei didn't say anything more. He felt powerless to change Xiang Nan's mind. It was also very disappointing, and I didn't want to care about him anymore.

In the final exam of the last semester of the third year of junior high school, Xiang Nan fell to the top [-] in the school, mainly because he wrote a poem when he was writing a composition in the Chinese exam:

Xingxiangzi·Beauty

On the side of the water, the beauty has a dark fragrance

Singing Yushang, turning back and forth

High mountains and flowing waters, flowing fragrance

Shi Daizhuang is light, the fish is weak, and the wild goose is dying.

On the side of the water, the ancient song is always in love

Eyes full of waves, as charming as Qiu Niang

Enlighten the red lips, reveal the beauty of the seedlings

Fall in love with a beautiful woman, close the moon and be soft, and shame the flowers.

Song Qinghua felt that it was necessary to carry forward students' interest in ancient poetry and encourage students to develop in an all-round way, not to mention that the subject matter was not limited and they could write poems, so Xiangnan's article could get high marks. The rest of the teachers believed that this kind of poems would distort the Under the decision of the grade leader, Xiang Nan became the first person to score zero in composition since the school was founded.

Xiang Nan was hit hard by this. He didn't believe that the poem he wrote with all his brains would get zero points. He bought a piece of paper the size of a blackboard overnight, copied his poem on it, and wrote: Zero What is the basis for the score?It was posted on the notice board standing at the school gate, where the honor roll is usually posted, and the students who came early the next day all saw it, and then Xiang Nan's name was well known in the whole school, and finally Xiang Nan was invited in. into Song Qinghua's office.

"Did Teacher Gao teach you?" Lu Zhijie asked Xiang Nan who was next to him while eating.

"Teacher Gao?" Xiang Nan looked puzzled, "Huh? Fuck you, a talented student? Brother Jie, you are so funny, the talented student is Teacher Song," Xiang Nan realized, "Tsk tsk tsk, and it can distract you a little Did he care about something? Didn’t reprimand me, he said he thought my writing was pretty good, but he couldn’t convince the other teachers who graded the papers, and then his grades were unified, and he told me not to make trouble, Be low-key in the future, it's so funny, writing a composition and pulling out high-profile and low-key things."

"Xiang Nan, did you do it on purpose?" Lu Zhijie looked at him deeply, "Do you know that there is an idiom called broken pot? Tell me, what do you want to do?"

"It's not enough to break a pot and fall down. I didn't do it on purpose. I just had a sudden desire to do something different. Who doesn't have a sudden fresh idea? The more they want me to integrate into this world, the more I feel. It’s to let them know that I’m different, and I’m different everywhere.” Xiang Nan was as calm as ever, “Brother Jie, you grew up happily, without my complicated feelings, I know you can’t understand, but don’t worry , anyway, you are also tutoring with me now, so you won’t lose face, and I promise to be in the same class as you in high school.”

"I'm not worried about this, but I think, don't be so extreme. What's the use of you proving that you are different from others, and you can't change anything. After Terry, you will be alone. Don't be noticed, live yourself well Just get what you want, fight for what you want, work hard if you can't get it, give up if you don't work hard, give up, there is nothing you can't lose, and there is nothing you must have." Lu Zhijie didn't know when he would put Song Yu Tong's patience was also applied to Xiang Nan. He looked at this radiant but thin-spirited young man with mixed emotions. He didn't know how to look forward to the future with him, and he didn't know what principles to follow to make him feel at ease. He is not good at dealing with people. The sense of superiority that existed in his heart before was wiped out by the impenetrable Xiang Nan collision. On that night accompanied by palm prints, a tear from Xiang Nan remained in his heart. In my heart, I can't wipe it off, and I can't forget it.

"My journey alone has come to an end, I will never be alone again, I am just different, and I don't want them to think that I am the same as anyone else, I have a good plan for my future and enjoy myself, This is enough, I won't go any further, don't worry." Xiang Nan looked at Lu Zhijie meaningfully, as if on the grassland full of stars, Lu Zhijie subtly sowed seeds in his restless heart A seed was planted, and that seed silently grew vigorously with his powerful posture. Xiang Nan was delighted to see its growth, but he couldn't control the direction of its growth.

"You're almost done. I washed the dishes and went home. My dad said he was coming back today. I have to go back and meet him. Song Yutong is really good. There is a neighbor brother who is a top student, and he is still in the library. She is counting on him Did you jump to second place at the end of this semester? You don't come to eat, and I have to wash the dishes." Xiang Nan saw that Lu Zhijie finished eating, and started to clear the table.

"You go first, I'll clean it up." Lu Zhijie took the bowl in his hand and drove people out.

Such a day, inexplicably, lasted until he graduated from junior high school. Lu Zhijie didn't feel much about it. Anyway, among the people in the class, he had few feelings and not many names. It is no accident that they will go to high school in this school, and they will meet again in the future, so that there will be no separation emotions. Lu Zhijie looked at the empty basketball court in front of him. This is one of the few places where he has stayed in school for a long time. He could even count the number of trees next to him. He suddenly thought, at least he should have the feeling of graduating, or give him some gifts?But what gift?Xueba, who is very active, went to the stationery store without delay. Yes, Xueba thought that he should give a gift with a strong smell of books, so as to encourage those two unsatisfactory positives, so he thought he was clever. I chose two notebooks. Song Yutong’s has color embellishments on every page, and there are some cute heads of bears interspersed during the period. The one facing the south has an all-black cover, and the all-white inside looks like I’m going to listen to a notebook. The record book of a serious speech meeting, Xueba was not satisfied, and felt that he had to write something on it to show the value of this gift, so he stayed quietly for half an hour, and after revising countless drafts, The first page of a notebook contains a poem that I think matches my level.

Lovely serving:

future past

Light Feather Shutong

Tranquil and exquisite

Bamboo horse and green plum

look after each other

looking up at the mountains

I'm drawing your back

Reflection of mountains and rivers

illuminate your pure soul

future

i see the past

like your bright eyes

into my unyielding heart

melancholy that cannot be laughed at

Crossing the colorful clouds over the smoke

full of happiness

Engrave the time of the future

Then he left eight words in the place where he thought he was elegant: Zhuqing knows each other, and they will never leave each other for a lifetime!

A serious one:

future past

The breeze blows on the soft grass

Your profile reflects the moonlight

Starlight in eyes

engraved on my confused heart

you are a lonely traveler

Through the rough pastures

I'm a horse rider

Wandering through the illusory unknown time

You are a passerby

Walked through the muddy swamps on the road

I'm a freewheeling traveler

The drizzle and breeze passing by the grassland

can i go home

with unyielding persistence

in the name of love

In exchange for your inseparable companionship

After that, he also left eight words in the place where the signature was needed at the end: Persevere in love, stay together for a lifetime!

Then, after fantasizing about the expressions of the two of them in satisfaction, he smiled knowingly. He is really a top student, and he can write a poem at his fingertips, but the expressions of the two people who received the gift made him feel that he is a top student. With deep doubts about their identities, Song Yutong and Xiang Nan exchanged several times to look at the two notebooks, and then stared at him with an inexplicable but meaningful expression.Where is the mistake?Lu Zhijie is also a little baffled. Could it be that without the bonus of a master of learning, two people become illiterate?He suddenly felt that his three years of tutoring had been in vain. He had failed to improve their ability to understand poetry.As expected of Xueba himself, he figured out all the key points at once.

"How about I explain it to you two? I can explain it." Lu Zhijie finally opened his mouth under their searchlight-like eyes.

"No, I can understand. The poet's good intentions are revealed between the lines. I understand you, so there is no need to explain." Song Yutong seemed to see that Lu Zhijie was about to start a chattering one-sided speech, but Xiang Nan, Silently closed the notebook and put it in the schoolbag without saying anything.