White Moonlight Nobody Wants
Chapter 19
The next day Wen Lian came again, this time she brought a lot of things.Wen Lian stood at the door carefully observing Lin Ran's expression, seeing that Lin Ran had no intention of avoiding it.Putting the things beside him, she shed tears before opening her mouth.
For so many years, Wen Lian has been regretting that she really doesn't like Lin Ran that much, because she gave all her mother's love to her daughter Lin Shu.Lin Shu's death also took away all her remaining feelings.But Lin Ran is her child, it is impossible for Wen Lian not to miss him.As long as he thinks of Lin Ran, Wen Lian will feel guilty. The woman took out a handkerchief and wiped her eyes, her lips trembled for a long time before she said, "Are you okay now?"
Lin Ran ignored him, lowered his head, his thick eyelashes drooped, leaving a circle of shadows on his eyelids.Wen Lian was a little embarrassed, and turned to look at Little Moonlight beside him.Little Moonlight sat quietly beside Lin Ran, not afraid of strangers, her big black grape-like eyes stared curiously at Wen Lian.
Wen Lian asked again, "Can I hug him?"
This time Lin Ran finally made a move, he picked up Xiao Yueguang like Yingyan who was protecting the chicks, she was full of rejection.Gu Qingyan, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke, "Let me give you a hug."
Taking Xiaoyueguang from Lin Ran's hand, Gu Qingyan sat closer to Wen Lian, allowing her to see Xiaoyueguang's face more carefully.
Wen Lian burst into tears, "Very beautiful, also very similar to Lin Ran."
In fact, Little Moonlight doesn't look very much like Lin Ran, but Wen Lian stares at Little Moonlight's naturally curly curly hair and shows a tearful smile.
Lin Ran's hair is naturally slightly curly, just like his biological father's. When Lin Ran was a child, Wen Lian hated his son's hair very much.Simply out of sight and out of mind, and unwilling to look at Lin Ran more than once.
Little Moonlight opened her arms to Lin Ran, "Daddy, give me a hug."
The childish voice made Lin Ran raise his head and gave his little Yueguang a gentle hug, and Xiao Yueguang chirped on Lin Ran's face, "Kiss is so painful, kissing father just laughed."
Lin Ran hugged Xiao Yueguang tightly, met the warm gaze, and said silently, "You go, I don't want to see you."
Wen Lian's tears failed to touch Lin Ran's heart. The long-lost mother's love cannot be erased by guilt or a single sorry.But at least Lin Ran had a good life, and this was Wen Lian's only comfort.
When Wen Lian was leaving, she turned her head frequently but did not see Lin Ran looking up at him, and finally walked out of the flower shop with a sigh.Before leaving, Wen Lian held Gu Qingyan's hand and told him over and over again, "Take care of him, please take care of my son."
Gu Qingyan nodded in response, it is true that Wen Lian is not a good mother, she is pitiful and hateful.But Gu Qingyan couldn't refuse the ardent exhortation of a tearful mother.
Facing this poor, ridiculous and pathetic woman, Gu Qingyan's frowning brows stretched out, showing a cold and bright smile, "Don't worry, I will take good care of him."
Probably because of Wen Lian, Lin Ran was always in a bad mood.After lunch, Gu Qingyan silently cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, wiped the water in his hands and said to Lin Ran, "Let's go see Mom and Dad, okay?"
The parents Gu Qingyan was talking about were of course Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei. He personally wrapped two bunches of lilies and went to the cemetery in the suburbs.Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei couldn't live and die together because Gu Qilin and his original partner Huo Linlang were buried together.
When Xia Yuwei died, Gu Qingyan had no money and went blind.He entrusted the real estate agency to sell the last house he and Xia Yuwei lived in at a low price, and then bought a cemetery for Xia Yuwei.
That cemetery was expensive, and Gu Qingyan spent all the money just to make his mother and father closer.They loved each other so much when they were alive, and they must hope to see each other after death.
But every year, Gu Qingyan deliberately avoids Qingming or his father's memorial day, just because he is afraid of being humiliated by Gu Yue when he meets him.
I don't know when Gu Yue was no longer that gentle, perfect and strong brother in Gu Qingyan's heart. Maybe it was when he was defiled by Gu Yue, by his subordinates, or when his eyes were touched by Gu Yue. When Yue dug him away alive, or when Xia Yuwei died, or even earlier, as early as at his father's funeral, Gu Yue watched indifferently when his uncle drove him and Xia Yuwei away from Gu's house, Gu Yue showed him That smile is enough to make Gu Qingyan die.
Gu Qingyan will never forget the hug that Gu Yue gave him.Short and gentle, it was the first and last hug Gu Yue gave him.Gu Yue told him that tomorrow will be a brand new day.
Then Gu Qingyan fell asleep peacefully in this embrace, and only when he woke up did he find that his world was pitch black and empty, having lost all color.
This was the first time that Gu Qingyan brought Xiao Yueguang to see Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei. He stood in front of Gu Qilin's grave and muttered to his father, his cold face looked gentle and soft under the sunlight.
"Father, I dreamed about you again last night. In the dream, you told me that you would live a long, long life to see my children grow up, and we would enjoy family happiness together. I still remember you said, you Said that when I get married, you will hold my hand and hand me over to that person. And tell him not to bully your son. If you dare to make me feel wronged, you will help me unscrew the head of that bad boy , to see who dares to bully your son of Gu Qilin."
Gu Qingyan stroked the cold tombstone with his hand, and continued to say to himself that no one would ever respond, "Now I am also a father. He is very like me. Dad, I can finally understand how you felt back then...I'm sorry...I'm sorry, Dad... I hope you can forgive me..."
Gu Qilin's death has always been a knot in Gu Qingyan's heart that cannot be untied, although the Gu family announced that Gu Qilin died of illness.But Gu Qingyan knew in his heart that Gu Qilin died because of him.
At that time, Gu Qilin was abroad, in order to celebrate his son's 15th birthday, and regardless of the upcoming thunderstorm, he anxiously used a private jet to rush back to China.
After all, he missed Gu Qingyan's 15th birthday, because of the plane crash, Gu Qilin's body was gone, and the one in the cemetery is just Gu Qilin's tomb.
When the news came out, Xu Tingning and Gu Yue quickly took control of the scene, tightly blocked everything and only said that Gu Qilin was recuperating abroad.The funeral took place several months later.
So Xu Tingning and Gu Yue would hate him, Gu Qingyan was not surprised at all.After being kicked out of the Gu family, he even felt that the guilt he was carrying was reduced a lot.
After all, the death of his father was the heaviest shackle in Gu Qingyan's heart, and he did not let go of it for many years.
After seeing Gu Qilin, Gu Qingyan came to Xia Yuwei's cemetery again, talked to her and removed the new weeds that grew after the rain.Gu Qingyan called her mother a lot, Xia Yuwei rarely heard Gu Qingyan call her mother before she was alive, because she raised him harshly, Gu Qingyan
He has always been indifferent to her, far inferior to being intimate with Gu Qilin.
It wasn't until Xia Yuwei died that Gu Qingyan realized that he regretted it.Even if he knew, even if he knelt in front of the grave and called Xia Yuwei's mother loudly, that cold and strict woman who loved him deeply would never come back.
Xu Shi was infected by Gu Qingyan's mood, and Lin Ran's mood also changed a lot.Gradually, the relationship between him and Wen Lian has also eased. Although not very close, it is still considered harmonious, and it is no longer as close as before.
Seeing all this, Gu Qingyan felt happy for Lin Ran from the bottom of his heart, and everything seemed to be developing in a better direction.
Even the work with his subordinates went smoothly, and finally completed the translation of the materials at hand.Gu Qingyan breathed a sigh of relief, and sent the encrypted file to Xiao Yijuan's mailbox, even though he had not promised Xiao Yijuan to work in the military region.But he also took on private jobs in his spare time.
Most of the documents he wants to translate are in English and French, sometimes mixed with some Russian. In fact, these documents have already been translated before.But according to Xiao Yijuan, the general was not satisfied with what these people translated.
In his own words, His Excellency the General frowned his pretty eyebrows, and only one sentence was written on his cold and glamorous face: , the translation is simply nonsense.
At that time, Gu Qingyan smiled unceremoniously, although he didn't think the general would give such a bad evaluation to those military translators.Perhaps most of them have Xiao Yijuan's exaggerated elements.But Gu Qingyan still took over these jobs, because Xiao Yijuan's reward was really generous.In order to satisfy that picky general, Gu Qingyan always racked his brains to think about how to make those boring reports clearer and more advanced.
Xiao Yijuan naturally wouldn't let him translate any military secrets, so even Gu Qingyan himself didn't know what's so good about those boring and slightly weird reports, and even the generals and generals would still translate them because of their own whim. I found a military newspaper from a certain country in a certain year and asked him to translate it.
Fortunately, Gu Qingyan never complained when he recognized money but not people, so his work went smoothly, because so far Gu Qingyan has not heard Xiao Yijuan ask him to complain that the general is going to fire him.
It was the same this time. After the translation, he quickly sent the document to Xiao Yijuan. In the past, when he sent documents to Xiao Yijuan, it usually took a long time for the other party to reply.This time Xiao Yijuan quickly called him.
Xiao Yijuan's voice is bright and bright, even his sexy and magnetic voice is not like an omega at all, the voice line full of male hormones is extremely seductive, and the ending is faintly charming.
"Xiaoyan, don't you really think about taking a look? The work here is very good, and our Lord General is not as unkind as you think."
Gu Qingyan frowned, feeling numb at Xiao Yijuan's address, "I've said it a long time ago, I like my life now."
"Don't be so unreasonable, we can discuss it again, I..., Xiao Ran, give me a little light..."
Imperial Rose, who was still laughing lazily, suddenly roared, and then there was the whispering of the two of them and the erotic panting that was about to overflow.
But he was not surprised, he casually trimmed the thorn rose in his hand, and finally put down the phone calmly.
For so many years, Wen Lian has been regretting that she really doesn't like Lin Ran that much, because she gave all her mother's love to her daughter Lin Shu.Lin Shu's death also took away all her remaining feelings.But Lin Ran is her child, it is impossible for Wen Lian not to miss him.As long as he thinks of Lin Ran, Wen Lian will feel guilty. The woman took out a handkerchief and wiped her eyes, her lips trembled for a long time before she said, "Are you okay now?"
Lin Ran ignored him, lowered his head, his thick eyelashes drooped, leaving a circle of shadows on his eyelids.Wen Lian was a little embarrassed, and turned to look at Little Moonlight beside him.Little Moonlight sat quietly beside Lin Ran, not afraid of strangers, her big black grape-like eyes stared curiously at Wen Lian.
Wen Lian asked again, "Can I hug him?"
This time Lin Ran finally made a move, he picked up Xiao Yueguang like Yingyan who was protecting the chicks, she was full of rejection.Gu Qingyan, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke, "Let me give you a hug."
Taking Xiaoyueguang from Lin Ran's hand, Gu Qingyan sat closer to Wen Lian, allowing her to see Xiaoyueguang's face more carefully.
Wen Lian burst into tears, "Very beautiful, also very similar to Lin Ran."
In fact, Little Moonlight doesn't look very much like Lin Ran, but Wen Lian stares at Little Moonlight's naturally curly curly hair and shows a tearful smile.
Lin Ran's hair is naturally slightly curly, just like his biological father's. When Lin Ran was a child, Wen Lian hated his son's hair very much.Simply out of sight and out of mind, and unwilling to look at Lin Ran more than once.
Little Moonlight opened her arms to Lin Ran, "Daddy, give me a hug."
The childish voice made Lin Ran raise his head and gave his little Yueguang a gentle hug, and Xiao Yueguang chirped on Lin Ran's face, "Kiss is so painful, kissing father just laughed."
Lin Ran hugged Xiao Yueguang tightly, met the warm gaze, and said silently, "You go, I don't want to see you."
Wen Lian's tears failed to touch Lin Ran's heart. The long-lost mother's love cannot be erased by guilt or a single sorry.But at least Lin Ran had a good life, and this was Wen Lian's only comfort.
When Wen Lian was leaving, she turned her head frequently but did not see Lin Ran looking up at him, and finally walked out of the flower shop with a sigh.Before leaving, Wen Lian held Gu Qingyan's hand and told him over and over again, "Take care of him, please take care of my son."
Gu Qingyan nodded in response, it is true that Wen Lian is not a good mother, she is pitiful and hateful.But Gu Qingyan couldn't refuse the ardent exhortation of a tearful mother.
Facing this poor, ridiculous and pathetic woman, Gu Qingyan's frowning brows stretched out, showing a cold and bright smile, "Don't worry, I will take good care of him."
Probably because of Wen Lian, Lin Ran was always in a bad mood.After lunch, Gu Qingyan silently cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks, wiped the water in his hands and said to Lin Ran, "Let's go see Mom and Dad, okay?"
The parents Gu Qingyan was talking about were of course Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei. He personally wrapped two bunches of lilies and went to the cemetery in the suburbs.Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei couldn't live and die together because Gu Qilin and his original partner Huo Linlang were buried together.
When Xia Yuwei died, Gu Qingyan had no money and went blind.He entrusted the real estate agency to sell the last house he and Xia Yuwei lived in at a low price, and then bought a cemetery for Xia Yuwei.
That cemetery was expensive, and Gu Qingyan spent all the money just to make his mother and father closer.They loved each other so much when they were alive, and they must hope to see each other after death.
But every year, Gu Qingyan deliberately avoids Qingming or his father's memorial day, just because he is afraid of being humiliated by Gu Yue when he meets him.
I don't know when Gu Yue was no longer that gentle, perfect and strong brother in Gu Qingyan's heart. Maybe it was when he was defiled by Gu Yue, by his subordinates, or when his eyes were touched by Gu Yue. When Yue dug him away alive, or when Xia Yuwei died, or even earlier, as early as at his father's funeral, Gu Yue watched indifferently when his uncle drove him and Xia Yuwei away from Gu's house, Gu Yue showed him That smile is enough to make Gu Qingyan die.
Gu Qingyan will never forget the hug that Gu Yue gave him.Short and gentle, it was the first and last hug Gu Yue gave him.Gu Yue told him that tomorrow will be a brand new day.
Then Gu Qingyan fell asleep peacefully in this embrace, and only when he woke up did he find that his world was pitch black and empty, having lost all color.
This was the first time that Gu Qingyan brought Xiao Yueguang to see Gu Qilin and Xia Yuwei. He stood in front of Gu Qilin's grave and muttered to his father, his cold face looked gentle and soft under the sunlight.
"Father, I dreamed about you again last night. In the dream, you told me that you would live a long, long life to see my children grow up, and we would enjoy family happiness together. I still remember you said, you Said that when I get married, you will hold my hand and hand me over to that person. And tell him not to bully your son. If you dare to make me feel wronged, you will help me unscrew the head of that bad boy , to see who dares to bully your son of Gu Qilin."
Gu Qingyan stroked the cold tombstone with his hand, and continued to say to himself that no one would ever respond, "Now I am also a father. He is very like me. Dad, I can finally understand how you felt back then...I'm sorry...I'm sorry, Dad... I hope you can forgive me..."
Gu Qilin's death has always been a knot in Gu Qingyan's heart that cannot be untied, although the Gu family announced that Gu Qilin died of illness.But Gu Qingyan knew in his heart that Gu Qilin died because of him.
At that time, Gu Qilin was abroad, in order to celebrate his son's 15th birthday, and regardless of the upcoming thunderstorm, he anxiously used a private jet to rush back to China.
After all, he missed Gu Qingyan's 15th birthday, because of the plane crash, Gu Qilin's body was gone, and the one in the cemetery is just Gu Qilin's tomb.
When the news came out, Xu Tingning and Gu Yue quickly took control of the scene, tightly blocked everything and only said that Gu Qilin was recuperating abroad.The funeral took place several months later.
So Xu Tingning and Gu Yue would hate him, Gu Qingyan was not surprised at all.After being kicked out of the Gu family, he even felt that the guilt he was carrying was reduced a lot.
After all, the death of his father was the heaviest shackle in Gu Qingyan's heart, and he did not let go of it for many years.
After seeing Gu Qilin, Gu Qingyan came to Xia Yuwei's cemetery again, talked to her and removed the new weeds that grew after the rain.Gu Qingyan called her mother a lot, Xia Yuwei rarely heard Gu Qingyan call her mother before she was alive, because she raised him harshly, Gu Qingyan
He has always been indifferent to her, far inferior to being intimate with Gu Qilin.
It wasn't until Xia Yuwei died that Gu Qingyan realized that he regretted it.Even if he knew, even if he knelt in front of the grave and called Xia Yuwei's mother loudly, that cold and strict woman who loved him deeply would never come back.
Xu Shi was infected by Gu Qingyan's mood, and Lin Ran's mood also changed a lot.Gradually, the relationship between him and Wen Lian has also eased. Although not very close, it is still considered harmonious, and it is no longer as close as before.
Seeing all this, Gu Qingyan felt happy for Lin Ran from the bottom of his heart, and everything seemed to be developing in a better direction.
Even the work with his subordinates went smoothly, and finally completed the translation of the materials at hand.Gu Qingyan breathed a sigh of relief, and sent the encrypted file to Xiao Yijuan's mailbox, even though he had not promised Xiao Yijuan to work in the military region.But he also took on private jobs in his spare time.
Most of the documents he wants to translate are in English and French, sometimes mixed with some Russian. In fact, these documents have already been translated before.But according to Xiao Yijuan, the general was not satisfied with what these people translated.
In his own words, His Excellency the General frowned his pretty eyebrows, and only one sentence was written on his cold and glamorous face: , the translation is simply nonsense.
At that time, Gu Qingyan smiled unceremoniously, although he didn't think the general would give such a bad evaluation to those military translators.Perhaps most of them have Xiao Yijuan's exaggerated elements.But Gu Qingyan still took over these jobs, because Xiao Yijuan's reward was really generous.In order to satisfy that picky general, Gu Qingyan always racked his brains to think about how to make those boring reports clearer and more advanced.
Xiao Yijuan naturally wouldn't let him translate any military secrets, so even Gu Qingyan himself didn't know what's so good about those boring and slightly weird reports, and even the generals and generals would still translate them because of their own whim. I found a military newspaper from a certain country in a certain year and asked him to translate it.
Fortunately, Gu Qingyan never complained when he recognized money but not people, so his work went smoothly, because so far Gu Qingyan has not heard Xiao Yijuan ask him to complain that the general is going to fire him.
It was the same this time. After the translation, he quickly sent the document to Xiao Yijuan. In the past, when he sent documents to Xiao Yijuan, it usually took a long time for the other party to reply.This time Xiao Yijuan quickly called him.
Xiao Yijuan's voice is bright and bright, even his sexy and magnetic voice is not like an omega at all, the voice line full of male hormones is extremely seductive, and the ending is faintly charming.
"Xiaoyan, don't you really think about taking a look? The work here is very good, and our Lord General is not as unkind as you think."
Gu Qingyan frowned, feeling numb at Xiao Yijuan's address, "I've said it a long time ago, I like my life now."
"Don't be so unreasonable, we can discuss it again, I..., Xiao Ran, give me a little light..."
Imperial Rose, who was still laughing lazily, suddenly roared, and then there was the whispering of the two of them and the erotic panting that was about to overflow.
But he was not surprised, he casually trimmed the thorn rose in his hand, and finally put down the phone calmly.
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