[APH parent-child points] His cat
Chapter 15 15\
In the evening, Lovino followed Feliciano to his classmate's house. From the huge house, it can be seen that this family is a local rich man.Lovino has passed by this mansion several times, and many people dream of living here.But Lovino's only thought was that the house was a bit smaller than his own when he was a child. After he went in and took a look, he felt that the house was just like this.
Feliciano introduced his brother, and his classmates were amazed by their identical faces.Then they went to the kitchen.
There are many chefs, all busy preparing the food for the dance.Lovino originally planned to simply "accompany" Feliciano and stand aside and do nothing.But later, he still couldn't help washing his hands, rolled up his sleeves, and went to help Feliciano.
"It's been a long time since I cooked with my brother." Feliciano laughed.
"Troubleshooting! You're only going to make trouble for me!"
The guests arrived as expected, and the servants continued to bring out snacks from the kitchen and put them on the table, as well as champagne and cocktails. Feliciano also handed them the freshly baked hot cakes.
The hall was decorated as a dance scene, playing elegant music.Men and women in formal attire gather to chat, drink, eat snacks, or meet to dance on the dance floor.
Francis has been using his beautiful face, elegant temperament, gentlemanly demeanor and extraordinary conversation to attract beautiful women.He looked at the wall clock on the wall, the ball had been going on for nearly half of the time, and Antonio still didn't come, so he didn't really plan to come.
"Mr. Francis." A girl came over. Her petite body was very eye-catching in a red dress wrapped in sequins.Coupled with an angelic sweet face, it is charming yet pure.She is the host of this ball.
"Ah, Miss Angela, you are so charming tonight." Francis gave her a charming smile.But I was thinking in my heart, this is the prelude to death.
"I didn't see Mr. Fernandez, didn't you invite him?"
Well, she really wanted to ask this question, and she specifically asked herself to bring Antonio with her. How could Francis refuse the lady's entreaty, but it seems that Antonio didn't intend to give them this face tonight.
"Well, I have already handed over the invitation to him."
"Really? That's why he doesn't want to come." Angela clearly showed disappointment on her face.
"No, I want to receive your invitation, he is very happy." Francis smiled and comforted her with gentle words, "Do you think, who would have the heart to refuse the invitation from such a beautiful and lovely lady?"
"But until now, he hasn't shown up."
"Maybe it was delayed by something. You see, there is so much snow outside and the traffic is not convenient. It is understandable to be late. Maybe... Uh, if necessary, I can call him and ask him, Uh..." What's the use of calling if Antonio won't come.Francis didn't know how to make up a lie so as not to hurt the heart of the lady in front of him. Suddenly, his eyes lit up, "Look, isn't he here?"
Angela turned her head following Francis' gaze, and she saw Antonio walking in through the main entrance.
You scared my brother to death, but luckily you came.Francis breathed a sigh of relief.
Antonio saw Francis, and while the music was over, he crossed the dance floor and went to Francis.
"Late enough," Francis said.
"Good evening." Angela gave him a perfect smile, and he also smiled and said good evening to her.
"It's great to have you here, I've been looking forward to it."
"OK, thank you."
"You're welcome, you... Feel free, I hope you have a good time." The other party didn't seem to be very enthusiastic about her, but was just saying polite words, Angela was a little disappointed.
"Okay." Antonio smiled.
Francis looked at Antonio, his hair black.The atmosphere was a little cold, he grabbed Antonio and said to Angela, "I'll have a chat with Antonio for a while."
"Okay, I'll entertain other guests." Angela smiled at them and left.
"What's the matter with you!" Francis Black Line said to Antonio.
"what?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid! People are waiting for you to invite her to dance. What's the matter with your deadly dialogue? Why did you come so late! I thought you weren't coming, your brother, I was almost scared to death by you!"
"I didn't intend to come here, but I passed by here, and I suddenly wanted to come and have a look."
"Passing by... what are you going to do with that young lady?"
"Don't worry about it," Antonio replied.
Don't care about the meanings, Francis is very dark.He saw a few women looking over here, to be precise, they had been secretly looking at him since Antonio came in and they found him.In fact, most of the people who came to the ball were people from the circle of friends. As long as they knew Antonio, they all wanted to strike up a conversation with him.Wouldn't it be a pity not to dance with such a nice man?Even if you don't know him, his appearance is enough to get him some attention.But after getting closer and seeing the tail ring on his left hand, he could only regretfully dismiss this idea.
Francis looked at Antonio's tail ring. He was still wearing this kind of thing in such a place. What on earth is this man here for?
A waiter passed by, with a tray in his hand, and he served them champagne.
They drank with each other and chatted casually.
"This cake tastes good." Antonio praised.
"You...are you going to eat and drink here?"
"En." Antonio nodded. Originally, he entered this place on an inexplicable whim, but now his whim is over. "It's almost time for me to go."
"It's only 15 minutes! It's all here, so why go back in such a hurry?"
"My cat hasn't eaten yet, I should go back and feed it."
This man is really...Francis looked at him speechlessly. Antonio came back only a few minutes ago, it must be like a slap in the face of the master.How to persuade him to stay, Francis was in trouble.
Feliciano and Lovino are still busy in the kitchen. The cakes they make are very popular, and they have been asking them to do more since just now.Lovino was already tired, his arms were sore from stirring eggs and flour all the time, and he complained why Feliciano took such a troublesome job.
"Leave it to me here, brother, are you going to take a look outside? It seems very interesting."
Lovino accepted this suggestion, he took off his apron, washed his hands and rubbed his shoulders and walked out of the big kitchen.There are various famous paintings hanging in the corridor, and the music from the main hall can already be heard.But all he wanted to do was walk around the house, and it was so hot in the kitchen that he should go out for some air.When he came to this house, he saw that the wide yard was actually quite beautiful. Even though it was night, there must be lights outside the house.
Going forward, the left hand side of the corridor is the door leading to the ball hall. Anyway, he was passing by, so he looked into the main hall at the door.When I was a child, I used to hold dance parties like this at home.The girls in the hall are really pretty, but it's a pity that this is not the place to strike up a conversation.He is not a guest invited by the master, and he is not wearing a formal attire, so it is not suitable to appear in this kind of place.
Many of the people standing outside the dance floor chatting and resting were enjoying the small cakes made by themselves and Feliciano.This is still very happy.
His eyes patrolled the periphery, and suddenly his eyes stopped, and he was stunned.
He suddenly raised his hand and grabbed the door frame, his hand was shaking, and he felt as if his strength had been drained suddenly.
His heart suddenly started beating wildly, his eyes widened, he felt how incredible this was, he was not dreaming.
He made sure again and again that he did not recognize the wrong person, yes, it was the figure in memory, the side face in memory, the eyes in memory.What's more, the person beside him is Francis.
He stared at him stubbornly, unable to look away, his eyes were like black holes, greedily sucking what he saw into his retinas, and his fingernails firmly gripped the door frame.
Lovino raised his hand to hold his chest, he felt it was hard to breathe.The whole body is like a net, starting from the heart, the pain spreads rapidly to the surroundings.Those memories rushed out, and then the resentment and sadness also rose steadily like Hsinchu after the rain.
After a while, he slowly lowered the hand holding his chest, his hand was still trembling.
At the same time, the person in his eyes suddenly turned his head, his green eyes locked on him, and for a moment, the four eyes met.
want to run.
This was Lovino's first reaction, but he controlled his trembling legs.
Lovino put down his hand holding the door frame, and the soreness from his nails made him realize how much force he had just used.
He didn't have to run at all, and it had been nearly a year, and the other party might have forgotten him long ago.What is he running for?Do you still expect the other party to remember him, and stop being so naive and self-indulgent, isn't he the one who got hurt because of this?
Taking a step back, even if he still has memories of himself, it must be a bad memory.Just think about how bad things happened that night.
Now that Fernandez sees himself, he may be a little surprised why he appears in such a place, but he will only look at him lightly, and then retract his gaze. He may feel that it is a waste of time to focus on himself .
So what Lovino should do right now is to act as if nothing happened, to look away, and then leave calmly as if he were a stranger.
Lovino turned around, trying not to mess up his pace, and he returned to the corridor.
But right away, he heard the sound of footsteps chasing out of the door suddenly, and quickly caught up with him, grabbing his wrist firmly.He turned around in surprise and saw Fernandez looking at him with an expression of disbelief.
"Lovino...?" A familiar voice sounded in a low voice, and Lovino was momentarily taken aback.The other party looked at him deeply, scrutinizing his face carefully. "It's really you."
"Please let me go." Lovino said lightly.Although the development of the matter exceeded his expectations, Lovino immediately ordered himself to remain calm.He even used honorifics, and as much as he wanted now to yell at the person in front of him, look at him with hate, greet his family with the most vulgar words, and even kick him to vent his anger, he didn't.At least in front of this person, he doesn't want to be so worthless, he has to maintain his rationality.At least in front of this person, I don't want to mess around with my temper, that will only make myself a joke.
If he is hysterical now, it means that he still cares about the harm he has done to him, and that means that he has never let go.How bad it must be so that after the other party hurts you severely, you still remember him firmly and never forget it.
Although things are still not reconciled to now, the other party has no intention of him from the beginning to the end, so there is no way to get back the emotional situation. Now he can only show that he doesn't care and tell the other party what he is in his heart now. Not to mention, he is living a very, very, very good life now, only in this way can he not lose face completely in front of the other party.
I can no longer lose face in front of him.
He made himself appear calm, and he looked at the other person with such a gaze.Fernandez looked at him, and after a while, he let go of Lovino's hand.
"What's the matter with you?" Lovino asked.
The other party looked at him quietly without speaking.The gaze in Fernandez's eyes could see emotions clearly at the beginning, and gradually turned deep again. Such gaze made Lovino feel a little flustered. He always felt that such gaze could see through him, but he couldn't grasp his thoughts.
"If it's okay, I'll go first, I still have things to do."
After Lovino finished speaking, he planned to leave. He just wanted to go back to the kitchen and find Feliciano.
But when he passed Fernandez, the opponent put a hand on his shoulder.When he was about to turn back in doubt, the other party suddenly exerted force, pulled his body over, pressed him against the wall, raised his chin with the other hand, and kissed it.
Varied……
Lovino's eyes widened, this sudden change made his mind go blank.
When he regained consciousness, he wanted to bite down, but the other party sensed his attempt and pinched his chin.The other party sucked his lips and licked his jaw.
Lovino raised his hand and pushed him away fiercely, and wiped his lips with the back of his hand, "What the hell are you doing!" He looked at him angrily and shouted.
"I……"
"Shut up!" Lovino cut him off, "I don't fucking want to hear you talk."
"These are the things you should want to say." Fernandez looked at him with soft eyes and said.
"You fucking..." Lovino's heart trembled, and he realized that he had begun to reveal his bad personality again. Damn it, he did it on purpose!What does he mean!Do you want to see your own ugliness on purpose?
"I hate you." Lovino said, seeing Fernandez's eyes suddenly became a little flustered.
"I'm sorry, don't cry..."
As he said this, Lovino realized that a bunch of tears had flowed out of his eyes.He actually cried!He actually cried in front of him!How can this be!Shame makes Lovino's brain go crazy, why cry!Why are you so useless!He pushed the person in front of him away, and then ran towards the door.He made it to the lobby, across the dance floor, not caring that everyone else was looking at him strangely.
The man came after him, and he knew it.He just wanted to run now, he left the gate of the house and ran down the stairs, why the damn stairs are so long!Suddenly, the snow-wet stone slab made his feet slip, and he fell backwards. His hands instinctively supported his back, but they were also slipped. His wrists and elbow joints were impacted, and his whole body was smashed. go down.
"Lovino!" Startled, Fernandez hurried down to help Lovino up. "Are you OK?"
When the wrist was slipped, it seemed to be severely twisted, and the back, waist, buttocks were knocked against the corner of the stairs, and the back of the neck.But I was lucky that I didn't hit my head and my wrist didn't dislocate.But all of these were terribly painful, and Lovino burst into tears all of a sudden.
"Does it hurt? Where does it hurt?" Fernandez asked hastily, but Lovino didn't speak, just crying.Seeing him crying like this, Fernandez was flustered and didn't know what to do. He hugged Lovino and raised his hand to wipe his tears away, but Lovino slapped his hand away.
"Don't touch me!" Lovino whimpered.
"Okay, don't cry...Lovino, don't cry."
"Antonio, what's the matter?" Francis rushed out. Just now, Antonio suddenly went to the corridor to chase someone who looked like Lovino, and then saw them running out, so he hurried out to take a look.
"He fell down and seemed to be in pain, what should I do?" Fernandez asked anxiously.
"Is it all right? Little Lovino, do you need to see a doctor?" Francis asked with concern as he walked down the stairs to them, and Lovino shook his head.
"Then, try to see if you can stand up first." Francis also supported him, trying to help him stand up.Lovino stood up and found that his left foot was also twisted. As soon as he tried to support his body, he was about to fall again in pain. Fernandez quickly hugged his waist with one hand.
"Looks like I sprained my ankle," Francis said. "Let's go see a doctor."
"No!" Lovino refused, then took out his cell phone and started calling.After connecting, he cried and said, "Feliciano... Come out, bastard, I'm at the main entrance... Woo..."
When Feliciano heard his brother on the phone was obviously crying, he was taken aback, not knowing what happened, he immediately put down what he was doing, left the kitchen, and rushed towards the main entrance.
He arrived immediately, saw three people on the stairs, and saw his brother's figure through the light coming from the hall.
"Brother, what's the matter? Ah, Brother Antonio?"
"Wow." Francis sighed, twins, so cute.Fernandez briefly told Feliciano about Lovino's situation.
Lovino broke away from Fernandez's arms and threw himself on Feliciano. "Take me back, bastard."
"I'll drive you back," Fernandez said.
"No!" Lovino refused, "We can go back by ourselves, don't meddle in our own business."
"Brother...you can't leave now, you can't get a taxi here." Feliciano said.
So there was no way, Lovino could only compromise.
"I'll carry you." Fernandez said to him, and Lovino wanted to refuse again, but Feliciano gave him the look of "I really can't carry you".
Fernandez drove them to Feliciano's school, where he carried Lovino into the dormitory and put him on the bed.Lovino didn't want to see him and told him to go quickly.So he left Feliciano's cell phone number and told him to take care of Lovino and contact him immediately if there was anything he couldn't solve.and left.
He returned home alone, and when he entered the door, the brown and yellow patterned kitten jumped to his feet and rubbed against his trousers.He picked it up, sat on the sofa, held it up to his eyes, and looked at it.
"Did you know? I finally saw him today." Fernandez said to it, his current mood was uncontrollably excited, and bursts of ecstasy kept echoing in his heart.In the dark, the cat looked at it, and the cat's eyes were shining.The cat seemed to be able to sense his mood and let out a "meow".
"He remembers me... that's great, I've been afraid he's forgotten me." He put the cat down and let it stand on his lap. "But he hates me. Of course... But it's good to see him, and my wait was not in vain."
Lovino was so determined to leave back then, even if he inquired about it, he couldn't get any results.When he realized that he had completely lost his audio, the long-lost feeling of intense heartache almost tore him apart.
But Fernandez was very smart. He inquired about Feliciano. He learned that Feliciano was studying in Germany and would come back in a year and a half. He also knew about Feliciano's school.Feliciano will definitely know where Lovino is, so all he has to do is wait for Feliciano to come back, and he can go to his school to find him in a year and a half.
In the past nearly a year, he sometimes wondered if he would slowly forget about Lovino, but he didn't.As time went by, all his feelings for him were thoughts.Later, waiting became a belief.He has been waiting.
Regret, guilt, worry, longing, these emotions have been intertwined and tormented him.
He was always worried about Lovino, where he was now, and whether anyone would take care of him, that little idiot couldn't take care of himself well.Whether he will be sick, whether he is doing well, whether he is happy or not.
He couldn't wait to hear about Lovino, and couldn't wait to find him.
He wanted to confirm with his own eyes whether Lovino was doing well.One day without seeing Lovino, one day cannot alleviate his strong yearning for him.
Today, I met Lovino suddenly, which was so unexpected.But it was a godsend, a huge surprise.
"He is still as cute as before. He looks very healthy, but he seems to have lost weight. I don't know if he has suffered..." Lovino seems to have not changed from a year ago, with the same personality and the same eyes pure.
"But the little idiot just fell and hurt because of me. And I made him cry again. I'm really useless... I don't know if he feels better now, he is afraid of pain. I really want to stay with him, But he doesn't want to see me." Fernandez stroked the kitten's head, and the kitten raised its head and licked his hand.
"Will he forgive me... How should I apologize to him? I don't know, he must hate me so much now." However, it doesn't matter if Lovino's resentment towards him cannot be eliminated, as long as Lovino is sure Fortunately, as long as I can see him with my own eyes again, as long as I can meet him again... In this way, I am already very satisfied.
The cat seemed to understand what he said, or it was used to him talking to himself all the time, all about the same person.
"Oh, by the way, I forgot to give you dinner, and I kept talking about my own business, sorry." Fernandez put down the cat, got up and walked to the kitchen, beckoning to the cat, "Come here, Rowe."
The cat followed him, and he turned on the light in the kitchen, opened the canned cat food, poured some on a plate, and put it on the floor.The cat buried his head in eating.He looked at it, smiled slightly, squatted down, and stroked it gently with his fingers.
Feliciano introduced his brother, and his classmates were amazed by their identical faces.Then they went to the kitchen.
There are many chefs, all busy preparing the food for the dance.Lovino originally planned to simply "accompany" Feliciano and stand aside and do nothing.But later, he still couldn't help washing his hands, rolled up his sleeves, and went to help Feliciano.
"It's been a long time since I cooked with my brother." Feliciano laughed.
"Troubleshooting! You're only going to make trouble for me!"
The guests arrived as expected, and the servants continued to bring out snacks from the kitchen and put them on the table, as well as champagne and cocktails. Feliciano also handed them the freshly baked hot cakes.
The hall was decorated as a dance scene, playing elegant music.Men and women in formal attire gather to chat, drink, eat snacks, or meet to dance on the dance floor.
Francis has been using his beautiful face, elegant temperament, gentlemanly demeanor and extraordinary conversation to attract beautiful women.He looked at the wall clock on the wall, the ball had been going on for nearly half of the time, and Antonio still didn't come, so he didn't really plan to come.
"Mr. Francis." A girl came over. Her petite body was very eye-catching in a red dress wrapped in sequins.Coupled with an angelic sweet face, it is charming yet pure.She is the host of this ball.
"Ah, Miss Angela, you are so charming tonight." Francis gave her a charming smile.But I was thinking in my heart, this is the prelude to death.
"I didn't see Mr. Fernandez, didn't you invite him?"
Well, she really wanted to ask this question, and she specifically asked herself to bring Antonio with her. How could Francis refuse the lady's entreaty, but it seems that Antonio didn't intend to give them this face tonight.
"Well, I have already handed over the invitation to him."
"Really? That's why he doesn't want to come." Angela clearly showed disappointment on her face.
"No, I want to receive your invitation, he is very happy." Francis smiled and comforted her with gentle words, "Do you think, who would have the heart to refuse the invitation from such a beautiful and lovely lady?"
"But until now, he hasn't shown up."
"Maybe it was delayed by something. You see, there is so much snow outside and the traffic is not convenient. It is understandable to be late. Maybe... Uh, if necessary, I can call him and ask him, Uh..." What's the use of calling if Antonio won't come.Francis didn't know how to make up a lie so as not to hurt the heart of the lady in front of him. Suddenly, his eyes lit up, "Look, isn't he here?"
Angela turned her head following Francis' gaze, and she saw Antonio walking in through the main entrance.
You scared my brother to death, but luckily you came.Francis breathed a sigh of relief.
Antonio saw Francis, and while the music was over, he crossed the dance floor and went to Francis.
"Late enough," Francis said.
"Good evening." Angela gave him a perfect smile, and he also smiled and said good evening to her.
"It's great to have you here, I've been looking forward to it."
"OK, thank you."
"You're welcome, you... Feel free, I hope you have a good time." The other party didn't seem to be very enthusiastic about her, but was just saying polite words, Angela was a little disappointed.
"Okay." Antonio smiled.
Francis looked at Antonio, his hair black.The atmosphere was a little cold, he grabbed Antonio and said to Angela, "I'll have a chat with Antonio for a while."
"Okay, I'll entertain other guests." Angela smiled at them and left.
"What's the matter with you!" Francis Black Line said to Antonio.
"what?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid! People are waiting for you to invite her to dance. What's the matter with your deadly dialogue? Why did you come so late! I thought you weren't coming, your brother, I was almost scared to death by you!"
"I didn't intend to come here, but I passed by here, and I suddenly wanted to come and have a look."
"Passing by... what are you going to do with that young lady?"
"Don't worry about it," Antonio replied.
Don't care about the meanings, Francis is very dark.He saw a few women looking over here, to be precise, they had been secretly looking at him since Antonio came in and they found him.In fact, most of the people who came to the ball were people from the circle of friends. As long as they knew Antonio, they all wanted to strike up a conversation with him.Wouldn't it be a pity not to dance with such a nice man?Even if you don't know him, his appearance is enough to get him some attention.But after getting closer and seeing the tail ring on his left hand, he could only regretfully dismiss this idea.
Francis looked at Antonio's tail ring. He was still wearing this kind of thing in such a place. What on earth is this man here for?
A waiter passed by, with a tray in his hand, and he served them champagne.
They drank with each other and chatted casually.
"This cake tastes good." Antonio praised.
"You...are you going to eat and drink here?"
"En." Antonio nodded. Originally, he entered this place on an inexplicable whim, but now his whim is over. "It's almost time for me to go."
"It's only 15 minutes! It's all here, so why go back in such a hurry?"
"My cat hasn't eaten yet, I should go back and feed it."
This man is really...Francis looked at him speechlessly. Antonio came back only a few minutes ago, it must be like a slap in the face of the master.How to persuade him to stay, Francis was in trouble.
Feliciano and Lovino are still busy in the kitchen. The cakes they make are very popular, and they have been asking them to do more since just now.Lovino was already tired, his arms were sore from stirring eggs and flour all the time, and he complained why Feliciano took such a troublesome job.
"Leave it to me here, brother, are you going to take a look outside? It seems very interesting."
Lovino accepted this suggestion, he took off his apron, washed his hands and rubbed his shoulders and walked out of the big kitchen.There are various famous paintings hanging in the corridor, and the music from the main hall can already be heard.But all he wanted to do was walk around the house, and it was so hot in the kitchen that he should go out for some air.When he came to this house, he saw that the wide yard was actually quite beautiful. Even though it was night, there must be lights outside the house.
Going forward, the left hand side of the corridor is the door leading to the ball hall. Anyway, he was passing by, so he looked into the main hall at the door.When I was a child, I used to hold dance parties like this at home.The girls in the hall are really pretty, but it's a pity that this is not the place to strike up a conversation.He is not a guest invited by the master, and he is not wearing a formal attire, so it is not suitable to appear in this kind of place.
Many of the people standing outside the dance floor chatting and resting were enjoying the small cakes made by themselves and Feliciano.This is still very happy.
His eyes patrolled the periphery, and suddenly his eyes stopped, and he was stunned.
He suddenly raised his hand and grabbed the door frame, his hand was shaking, and he felt as if his strength had been drained suddenly.
His heart suddenly started beating wildly, his eyes widened, he felt how incredible this was, he was not dreaming.
He made sure again and again that he did not recognize the wrong person, yes, it was the figure in memory, the side face in memory, the eyes in memory.What's more, the person beside him is Francis.
He stared at him stubbornly, unable to look away, his eyes were like black holes, greedily sucking what he saw into his retinas, and his fingernails firmly gripped the door frame.
Lovino raised his hand to hold his chest, he felt it was hard to breathe.The whole body is like a net, starting from the heart, the pain spreads rapidly to the surroundings.Those memories rushed out, and then the resentment and sadness also rose steadily like Hsinchu after the rain.
After a while, he slowly lowered the hand holding his chest, his hand was still trembling.
At the same time, the person in his eyes suddenly turned his head, his green eyes locked on him, and for a moment, the four eyes met.
want to run.
This was Lovino's first reaction, but he controlled his trembling legs.
Lovino put down his hand holding the door frame, and the soreness from his nails made him realize how much force he had just used.
He didn't have to run at all, and it had been nearly a year, and the other party might have forgotten him long ago.What is he running for?Do you still expect the other party to remember him, and stop being so naive and self-indulgent, isn't he the one who got hurt because of this?
Taking a step back, even if he still has memories of himself, it must be a bad memory.Just think about how bad things happened that night.
Now that Fernandez sees himself, he may be a little surprised why he appears in such a place, but he will only look at him lightly, and then retract his gaze. He may feel that it is a waste of time to focus on himself .
So what Lovino should do right now is to act as if nothing happened, to look away, and then leave calmly as if he were a stranger.
Lovino turned around, trying not to mess up his pace, and he returned to the corridor.
But right away, he heard the sound of footsteps chasing out of the door suddenly, and quickly caught up with him, grabbing his wrist firmly.He turned around in surprise and saw Fernandez looking at him with an expression of disbelief.
"Lovino...?" A familiar voice sounded in a low voice, and Lovino was momentarily taken aback.The other party looked at him deeply, scrutinizing his face carefully. "It's really you."
"Please let me go." Lovino said lightly.Although the development of the matter exceeded his expectations, Lovino immediately ordered himself to remain calm.He even used honorifics, and as much as he wanted now to yell at the person in front of him, look at him with hate, greet his family with the most vulgar words, and even kick him to vent his anger, he didn't.At least in front of this person, he doesn't want to be so worthless, he has to maintain his rationality.At least in front of this person, I don't want to mess around with my temper, that will only make myself a joke.
If he is hysterical now, it means that he still cares about the harm he has done to him, and that means that he has never let go.How bad it must be so that after the other party hurts you severely, you still remember him firmly and never forget it.
Although things are still not reconciled to now, the other party has no intention of him from the beginning to the end, so there is no way to get back the emotional situation. Now he can only show that he doesn't care and tell the other party what he is in his heart now. Not to mention, he is living a very, very, very good life now, only in this way can he not lose face completely in front of the other party.
I can no longer lose face in front of him.
He made himself appear calm, and he looked at the other person with such a gaze.Fernandez looked at him, and after a while, he let go of Lovino's hand.
"What's the matter with you?" Lovino asked.
The other party looked at him quietly without speaking.The gaze in Fernandez's eyes could see emotions clearly at the beginning, and gradually turned deep again. Such gaze made Lovino feel a little flustered. He always felt that such gaze could see through him, but he couldn't grasp his thoughts.
"If it's okay, I'll go first, I still have things to do."
After Lovino finished speaking, he planned to leave. He just wanted to go back to the kitchen and find Feliciano.
But when he passed Fernandez, the opponent put a hand on his shoulder.When he was about to turn back in doubt, the other party suddenly exerted force, pulled his body over, pressed him against the wall, raised his chin with the other hand, and kissed it.
Varied……
Lovino's eyes widened, this sudden change made his mind go blank.
When he regained consciousness, he wanted to bite down, but the other party sensed his attempt and pinched his chin.The other party sucked his lips and licked his jaw.
Lovino raised his hand and pushed him away fiercely, and wiped his lips with the back of his hand, "What the hell are you doing!" He looked at him angrily and shouted.
"I……"
"Shut up!" Lovino cut him off, "I don't fucking want to hear you talk."
"These are the things you should want to say." Fernandez looked at him with soft eyes and said.
"You fucking..." Lovino's heart trembled, and he realized that he had begun to reveal his bad personality again. Damn it, he did it on purpose!What does he mean!Do you want to see your own ugliness on purpose?
"I hate you." Lovino said, seeing Fernandez's eyes suddenly became a little flustered.
"I'm sorry, don't cry..."
As he said this, Lovino realized that a bunch of tears had flowed out of his eyes.He actually cried!He actually cried in front of him!How can this be!Shame makes Lovino's brain go crazy, why cry!Why are you so useless!He pushed the person in front of him away, and then ran towards the door.He made it to the lobby, across the dance floor, not caring that everyone else was looking at him strangely.
The man came after him, and he knew it.He just wanted to run now, he left the gate of the house and ran down the stairs, why the damn stairs are so long!Suddenly, the snow-wet stone slab made his feet slip, and he fell backwards. His hands instinctively supported his back, but they were also slipped. His wrists and elbow joints were impacted, and his whole body was smashed. go down.
"Lovino!" Startled, Fernandez hurried down to help Lovino up. "Are you OK?"
When the wrist was slipped, it seemed to be severely twisted, and the back, waist, buttocks were knocked against the corner of the stairs, and the back of the neck.But I was lucky that I didn't hit my head and my wrist didn't dislocate.But all of these were terribly painful, and Lovino burst into tears all of a sudden.
"Does it hurt? Where does it hurt?" Fernandez asked hastily, but Lovino didn't speak, just crying.Seeing him crying like this, Fernandez was flustered and didn't know what to do. He hugged Lovino and raised his hand to wipe his tears away, but Lovino slapped his hand away.
"Don't touch me!" Lovino whimpered.
"Okay, don't cry...Lovino, don't cry."
"Antonio, what's the matter?" Francis rushed out. Just now, Antonio suddenly went to the corridor to chase someone who looked like Lovino, and then saw them running out, so he hurried out to take a look.
"He fell down and seemed to be in pain, what should I do?" Fernandez asked anxiously.
"Is it all right? Little Lovino, do you need to see a doctor?" Francis asked with concern as he walked down the stairs to them, and Lovino shook his head.
"Then, try to see if you can stand up first." Francis also supported him, trying to help him stand up.Lovino stood up and found that his left foot was also twisted. As soon as he tried to support his body, he was about to fall again in pain. Fernandez quickly hugged his waist with one hand.
"Looks like I sprained my ankle," Francis said. "Let's go see a doctor."
"No!" Lovino refused, then took out his cell phone and started calling.After connecting, he cried and said, "Feliciano... Come out, bastard, I'm at the main entrance... Woo..."
When Feliciano heard his brother on the phone was obviously crying, he was taken aback, not knowing what happened, he immediately put down what he was doing, left the kitchen, and rushed towards the main entrance.
He arrived immediately, saw three people on the stairs, and saw his brother's figure through the light coming from the hall.
"Brother, what's the matter? Ah, Brother Antonio?"
"Wow." Francis sighed, twins, so cute.Fernandez briefly told Feliciano about Lovino's situation.
Lovino broke away from Fernandez's arms and threw himself on Feliciano. "Take me back, bastard."
"I'll drive you back," Fernandez said.
"No!" Lovino refused, "We can go back by ourselves, don't meddle in our own business."
"Brother...you can't leave now, you can't get a taxi here." Feliciano said.
So there was no way, Lovino could only compromise.
"I'll carry you." Fernandez said to him, and Lovino wanted to refuse again, but Feliciano gave him the look of "I really can't carry you".
Fernandez drove them to Feliciano's school, where he carried Lovino into the dormitory and put him on the bed.Lovino didn't want to see him and told him to go quickly.So he left Feliciano's cell phone number and told him to take care of Lovino and contact him immediately if there was anything he couldn't solve.and left.
He returned home alone, and when he entered the door, the brown and yellow patterned kitten jumped to his feet and rubbed against his trousers.He picked it up, sat on the sofa, held it up to his eyes, and looked at it.
"Did you know? I finally saw him today." Fernandez said to it, his current mood was uncontrollably excited, and bursts of ecstasy kept echoing in his heart.In the dark, the cat looked at it, and the cat's eyes were shining.The cat seemed to be able to sense his mood and let out a "meow".
"He remembers me... that's great, I've been afraid he's forgotten me." He put the cat down and let it stand on his lap. "But he hates me. Of course... But it's good to see him, and my wait was not in vain."
Lovino was so determined to leave back then, even if he inquired about it, he couldn't get any results.When he realized that he had completely lost his audio, the long-lost feeling of intense heartache almost tore him apart.
But Fernandez was very smart. He inquired about Feliciano. He learned that Feliciano was studying in Germany and would come back in a year and a half. He also knew about Feliciano's school.Feliciano will definitely know where Lovino is, so all he has to do is wait for Feliciano to come back, and he can go to his school to find him in a year and a half.
In the past nearly a year, he sometimes wondered if he would slowly forget about Lovino, but he didn't.As time went by, all his feelings for him were thoughts.Later, waiting became a belief.He has been waiting.
Regret, guilt, worry, longing, these emotions have been intertwined and tormented him.
He was always worried about Lovino, where he was now, and whether anyone would take care of him, that little idiot couldn't take care of himself well.Whether he will be sick, whether he is doing well, whether he is happy or not.
He couldn't wait to hear about Lovino, and couldn't wait to find him.
He wanted to confirm with his own eyes whether Lovino was doing well.One day without seeing Lovino, one day cannot alleviate his strong yearning for him.
Today, I met Lovino suddenly, which was so unexpected.But it was a godsend, a huge surprise.
"He is still as cute as before. He looks very healthy, but he seems to have lost weight. I don't know if he has suffered..." Lovino seems to have not changed from a year ago, with the same personality and the same eyes pure.
"But the little idiot just fell and hurt because of me. And I made him cry again. I'm really useless... I don't know if he feels better now, he is afraid of pain. I really want to stay with him, But he doesn't want to see me." Fernandez stroked the kitten's head, and the kitten raised its head and licked his hand.
"Will he forgive me... How should I apologize to him? I don't know, he must hate me so much now." However, it doesn't matter if Lovino's resentment towards him cannot be eliminated, as long as Lovino is sure Fortunately, as long as I can see him with my own eyes again, as long as I can meet him again... In this way, I am already very satisfied.
The cat seemed to understand what he said, or it was used to him talking to himself all the time, all about the same person.
"Oh, by the way, I forgot to give you dinner, and I kept talking about my own business, sorry." Fernandez put down the cat, got up and walked to the kitchen, beckoning to the cat, "Come here, Rowe."
The cat followed him, and he turned on the light in the kitchen, opened the canned cat food, poured some on a plate, and put it on the floor.The cat buried his head in eating.He looked at it, smiled slightly, squatted down, and stroked it gently with his fingers.
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