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75 a little closer

Zhu Lichuan fished the slightly trembling Cheng Chen out of the cold water, held him in his arms, and gently placed him on the bed.

He was about to get clean clothes for the two of them to change, when Cheng Chen, who was a little more awake, grabbed his hand, pouted, and said in a low voice: "Zhu Lichuan, don't make such jokes in the future, okay?" With a little begging in it.

In the past that Zhu Lichuan didn't know, he was once the most important person in Cheng Chen's life, but because of his small mistake, Yin and Yang have been separated ever since.

The sealed memories poured into Cheng Chen's mind like a tide, separating his reason from his body, and what flowed between his bone marrow and blood was a biting chill and deep fear.

He was afraid, afraid that there would be another person who died because of his mistake.

The death of Grandma Cheng Chen made him unable to straighten his back, and he complied with the demands of his parents and younger brother in every possible way.He is afraid of being disgusted and thus being severely abandoned.He is even more afraid of being alone and facing the torture of his soul alone.

I even fell into boundless darkness for a long time, constantly questioning myself: Why do I still have the face to live in this world after doing something wrong?

He regretted countless nights that if he had made sure before going out that no one would leave the house, would he see his grandma smiling kindly at him instead of a cold corpse when he came home from school.

Although the medical examination report showed that Cheng Chen's grandmother had a myocardial infarction and died suddenly.

But he couldn't get over that hurdle by himself, and he kept assuming that if the door hadn't been locked, at least his grandma would have been able to walk out of the house and ask the neighbors for help.

Because he saw his grandma who died with regret, he kept having nightmares at a young age. He dreamed that his loving grandma was strangling his neck, and would not let go until she died.

Overnight, he became a sinner at home, and his parents who were working outside had to come back to take care of him.She comforted him, saying that it was not his fault, but she couldn't hide the loss and fear in her eyes, secretly discussing whether Cheng Chen's act was really unintentional.

So when he saw Zhu Lichuan laying motionless in the bathtub, not even the sound of breathing, only fear and remorse shrouded Cheng Chen's body. Staring straight at him scene.

At some point, her eyes filled with tears again, her eyelashes fluttered, and her nose fluttered. In just a moment, the secrets buried in her heart for many years will be mixed with tears and poured out.

Seeing that Zhu Lichuan hadn't answered his question, Cheng Chen closed his eyes tightly, as if he was going all out, hugged Zhu Lichuan's waist, sucked in his nose, and begged: "Please, don't make such jokes again. OK, okay?"

"I already killed grandma, please, don't die"

"Cheng Chen." Zhu Lichuan tried his best to hug the weeping Cheng Chen, his heart felt sour, he softly comforted the person in his arms, and kept comforting him, "I'm not joking, I was wrong."

In fact, every time I see Cheng Chen feeling sad because of his unknown past, Zhu Lichuan's heart hurts like being pricked by a needle, and he feels sorry for the person who should be held in his palm during the long years when he can't participate In the middle of the film, he always bears the weight on his shoulders and the discussions behind him alone.

"Zhu Lichuan" Cheng Chen buried himself in Zhu Lichuan's chest, feeling his real heartbeat, trembling with fear, feeling cold all over, desperately hoping that someone could listen to his explanation, "I really didn't mean it, I really didn't"

Zhu Lichuan knew that his Cheng Chen was about to be overwhelmed by the condemnation in his heart.

He sat on the bed and hugged the limp Cheng Chen in his arms, like a small animal, patiently comforting his sweetheart who was hurt because of him.

"Little friend, I was wrong this time."

"I won't joke anymore."

"You didn't mean it, I know, no matter to me or to anyone."

"If you have any uncomfortable words, don't hold it in your heart, and tell me a little bit, okay?"

He sincerely apologized, asked for forgiveness, and hoped that he could really get closer to Cheng Chen's heart.

Hearing Zhu Lichuan's words, Cheng Chen cried even more fiercely, as if he had finally found a harbor where he could anchor. Cheng Chen wanted to vent all the negative emotions that had been suppressed in his heart for many years, so that he would feel better.

Zhu Lichuan patiently listened to Cheng Chen's past events that he never told outsiders. Compared with the listener, he was more like a venting station for Cheng Chen's emotions.

He doesn't need too many words, he just needs to reach out his hand when Cheng Chen needs him, and give him the courage to continue talking.

Zhu Lichuan understood that it was impossible for Cheng Chen to get out of the torment in his heart easily, but he was willing to accompany Cheng Chen and slowly mend the wound as time went by.

The breath of the person in his arms gradually stabilized. Zhu Lichuan stroked along Cheng Chen's thin back, trying to divert his attention, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Yu Sheng said that you secretly checked Weibo today, did you see it?"

Cheng Chen raised his face slowly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he pursed his lips, and asked doubtfully, "What?" with a bit of crying.

Zhu Lichuan imitated Cheng Chen's bitter melon face, rubbed the creases between his brows, pursed his lips, and said unwillingly: "There are so many people, you really didn't see it?"

"What?" Cheng Chen expressed his dissatisfaction sullenly.

He is a little confused now, Zhu Lichuan didn't know what to say, he couldn't understand the meaning of the words at all.

Seeing that Zhu Lichuan was still imitating himself, he felt it wasn't funny at all, so he pinched Zhu Lichuan's cheek on purpose, "Don't imitate me, I'm not so ugly."

Hearing his coquettish words, Zhu Lichuan pursed his mouth, rubbed Cheng Chen's hair with a smile, and said clearly: "Didn't you see it? You and He Xu's super chat, and your soaring c pink."

"Oh." Cheng Chen rolled his eyes and snorted softly, "I see."

"It's over?" Zhu Lichuan was surprised by Cheng Chen's plainness.

"Ah, otherwise." After thinking for a while, he added, "I remember that there was one before, but I can't remember exactly who it was with. It seems that fans like to do this."

Zhu Lichuan pretended to be jealous, and asked, "Oh? Before?"

Mentioning the past, Cheng Chen's eyes flickered a little, and his voice became softer, "When there were dramas before, the fans of the drama were more cute and the interaction between the actors." As if thinking of something, he suddenly laughed, "But He Xu is an exception, he used to be in groups with girls."

It was good that Cheng Chen didn't mention He Xu's exception, but after mentioning it, Zhu Lichuan felt uncomfortable again, Cheng Chen's first time was not his, and he spoke sourly, "It's not true."

"It's just a fan's self-imagining." Cheng Chen read it more openly. He swiped Weibo and thought there would be some big news, but he didn't expect to be caught just having a errand with He Xu. Fortunately, there was not a lot of abuse and ky, otherwise I had to respond for a while, "Don't you have it too, and I didn't show it off, why are you like this?"

Zhu Lichuan smiled, he didn't expect Cheng Chen to regard his taste as jealousy, and asked, "What's wrong with me?"

Cheng Chen turned his face away, and belatedly felt the awkwardness of their posture, "It's sour."

"Where is the soreness? Tell me, why didn't I feel it?" Zhu Lichuan turned back to Cheng Chen's face, deliberately teasing him.

Feeling the heat approaching his cheeks, Cheng Chen blushed, and punched Zhu Lichuan who could be anywhere anytime, and muttered: "Everywhere is sour, everywhere is coquettish, and you will know that you are in heat in a day."

Zhu Lichuan nodded viciously, and said frankly: "Then you have seen me in heat with others?" He touched the corner of Cheng Chen's hot mouth lightly, "How do I remember that I don't even have scandals?"

Cheng Chen snorted disdainfully, "It must be that other people know that you have a bad personality and don't want to have anything to do with you."

"Oh?" Zhu Lichuan gently kneaded Cheng Chen's cheek, "Then you know, why do you want to have anything to do with me?"

"Or, you just like mine?"

Cheng Chen's heart skipped a beat, pushed away Zhu Lichuan who was getting closer, buried his face in the pillow, and said, "Stop being sentimental, I'm not shaking, I'm just here to satisfy my physical needs! In two more days month, I will throw you away!"

Zhu Lichuan stood up, took out a clean change of clothes from Cheng Chen's suitcase, grabbed his exposed ankles, pulled the ostrich with his head buried out of the bed, put his face against his face, and gently tapped it with the tip of his nose. Touching the tip of Cheng Chen's nose, a slight smile curled up at the corner of his mouth, "Then I have a physical need now, why don't you come and solve it for me, huh?" Pressing his hand on his stiff part, the smile grew even wider , "You can't wait to see it."

An unnatural blush appeared on Cheng Chen's face, he quickly broke free, and complained: "There is no one like you!"

Zhu Lichuan took off his wet clothes in front of Cheng Chen, pretending to be in heat, and said amusedly, "What's wrong with me? Is it wrong to solve my physiological needs?"

Faced with Zhu Lichuan's unreasonableness, Cheng Chen's lips became more and more pouty, almost reaching the level of a soy sauce bottle.

"Raise your hand." Zhu Lichuan said.

Cheng Chen closed his eyes aggrievedly, although he was dissatisfied, he still raised his hand obediently.

Regarding the child's over cuteness, Zhu Lichuan felt that he would be a jerk if he didn't turn into a beast, so he endured it, sighed silently, and lifted up his clothes.

"Stinky rascal." Cheng Chen expressed his indignation in a low voice. He really shouldn't believe Zhu Lichuan, a stinky dog ​​who only knows how to make love, and comforting him is all fake, just to take advantage of it.

"I heard it." Zhu Lichuan smiled, "At any rate, he just took a shower, so he must be a hooligan."

There was no imaginary physical contact, and the wet clothes on his body were taken off and changed into dry clothes.

Cheng Chen opened his eyes in disbelief, and looked at the man who was taking off his pants, "Are you crazy?"

Unexpectedly, he didn't take advantage of the opportunity, but just stood up and simply changed his clothes.

"You want me to go crazy?" Zhu Lichuan teased, but the movements of his hands were very gentle. He lifted Cheng Chen's waist, took off his wet pants with his underwear, looked at the stunned Cheng Chen, and gently Laughed out loud, flicked his little jj, "Satisfied with this?"

Cheng Chen nodded dully, "Yes."

The one who likes to bully him is the real Zhu Lichuan, he thought, maybe he is really a jerk.