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I don't know what kind of idea Zhu Lichuan is planning again. Cheng Chen always remembers the vile smile on the corner of his mouth just now, and his nerves are relatively lax after taking the medicine. As a result, he has not been able to devote himself to the role, and he is still unsatisfactory after several cuts. , Mood fluctuated a little, more and more anxious.

In the morning, Zhu Li Chuan assured him that Cheng Chen's acting skills were absolutely qualified to be the male lead, but an accident happened in the first scene today, Jiang Ze was full of anger and had nowhere to vent, so he just drank a big cup of bitter chrysanthemum tea, Taking advantage of going to the toilet, Cheng Chen asked Cheng Chen to adjust quickly with a dark face.

Cheng Chen crouched in a corner, lowered his eyes, bit his lower lip tightly, brewing emotions.

During the police academy, Zheng Zheng got an internship opportunity in the Criminal Investigation Team of City A Police Station. His roommates envied him for being able to go to the city police station and asked him to treat him, but Zheng Zheng couldn't laugh. This was not the result he expected.

His professional ranking in grades can only be considered above average, his physique is not enough, he even got good in several sports tests, and even his appearance is not what ordinary citizens think of as righteous. His facial features are soft and his voice is soft. .It stands to reason that the Municipal Police Department, which has always adhered to the "select the best from the best" selection standard, would not take a fancy to him, and he has nothing to do with it.But there are so many people in the grade, but he is the one selected.

It's not because Zheng Zheng is lucky, but because he has a powerful father who has the right to speak.

Zheng Zheng has never seen his father since he was a child, there is only one photo of him when he was young, not because he was busy, but because Zheng Zheng and his mother are shady existences, they are lovers and children of lovers raised in small places, It is a failure that must be forgotten.

He even came to city a to study in the police academy secretly without telling his mother.

Cheng Chen couldn't put himself in Zheng Zheng's position for a long time. He should express Zheng Zheng's inner forbearance when he met his father, but what he showed was sadness.

When Zheng Zheng first came to City A, he didn't know that he and his mother were shady, and he didn't even know his father's real name. He was alone in a strange city. He just lacked fatherly love in his heart and wanted to be in the same city as his father. .

He was full of expectations to meet his father, and his mother told him that his father was a hero, a hero in everyone's hearts, busy punishing evil and promoting good, and had no chance to go home.

Until his third year of professional courses, Yao Zetao gave them practical lessons as a specially-appointed professor.Zheng Zhengcai knew what the father in his dream looked like. He was excellent, admired, and had a happy family. He was the best choice for a mentor in the students' mouths, but he was not the best choice for a father in Zheng Zheng's mind.

If Zheng Zheng had to choose again, he would not come to City A again, and he would not take the initiative to meet Yao Zetao after class.

Cheng Chen leaned against the wall, buried his head in the crook of his arms, and murmured, "Excuse me, do you still know Zheng Qianyu?"

"Dad, Dad." He struggled to pronounce the word 'Dad'. He hadn't said it for a long time, his lips were stiff, trembling uncontrollably, his nose was sore, and the soft down on his arms were wet with tears.

Unlike Zheng Zheng, who saw his father for the first time at the age of 21, Cheng Chen met his parents who gave birth to him for the last time during the summer vacation when he was 21, and then he was kicked out of the house by them with a broom.

His parents made fun of him because he was looked down upon by the rest of the town.

Small place, few people, noisy talk, outdated thinking, if something happens, everyone will know about it.The fact that he was holding hands with another boy in college was brought back to the small town by his fellow countrymen, and the words that were revealed inadvertently fell into his mouth and changed. Hearing rumors spread ten times, ten times, and he had already spread them before he returned home. In the ears of parents, it even becomes extremely dirty and difficult to hear.

In the past, his parents felt honored by his ancestors because he was admitted to a prestigious school, and they could walk straight in the town, but the parents who kept saying that he was proud of him changed their old attitude and swearing at him, calling him an unfortunate family, an unfilial son, and even congratulations They also gave birth to a son, and there is still some hope that at least they can support them when they are old.

Cheng Chen was forced to come out of the closet, easily exposing his different sexual orientation to the short-sighted villagers.

He will never forget the disgust in the eyes of his parents, the cynicism of his neighbors and the sight of everyone treating him as a monster, just because he likes the same sex, so

In their view, it is abnormal illness, reading too much and learning bad habits, and disregarding human relations.

Blinded by anger and shame, his parents forced him to kneel in the street in public at the instigation of his neighbors. If he refused to admit his mistakes, he would be kicked out of the house directly, and he would never be able to step back into town.

Cheng Chen didn't kneel, gasped from being beaten with bamboo sticks, and didn't admit that it was a mistake for him to like boys.

So Cheng Chen was driven away on the first day he returned home from summer vacation, and he completely severed his relationship with his parents.

In the eyes of his feudal parents, no matter how good he is, he is not as good as eating, drinking, whoring and gambling. The younger brother who dropped out of school and stayed at home to eat the old man is just because of his different sexual orientation.

After breaking up with his family, Cheng Chen failed to have any results with his first love boyfriend in the end.

He gave his sincerity and time, thinking that he had met someone of the same kind.

In the end, the other party would agree to be with him, but it was just to try something new, to experience what it was like to be a man. He never thought that Cheng Chen would not want to have sex.Half-coaxed, half-forced, abducted to the hotel, life and death refused to give in, broke up after a big fight, and gradually lost contact.

When Cheng Chen saw him again two days later, he kept saying that he wanted to have sex with him because he loved his boyfriend too much. There was already a girlfriend who was more in line with the aesthetics of a straight man.

At that time, he was busy working part-time every day to earn living expenses and tuition fees for himself, so he didn't have extra time to entangle with the scumbag, and he didn't even want to say "fuck off", just passed by as if he didn't know each other.

The endless love made Cheng Chen completely give up, and no one dared to believe it easily.

"what happened?"

Cheng Chen poked his head out from the crook of his arms, his eyes were full of tears, his vision was blurred, and he could vaguely recognize Zhu Lichuan squatting in front of him through his voice.

He felt even more bitter, he thought, why is he always the unlucky one, and the people he met never took him seriously, whether it was the scumbag ex who wanted to try something new, or Zhu Lichuan who treated him good and bad.They just thought he was interesting and amusing, so they took the time to play patiently with him.One day he will get tired of playing, and he will throw it away when he wants to, and he will not take him seriously in a weak and low position at all.

The set was full of people, Zhu Lichuan was inconvenient to act too intimately with Cheng Chen, looked at his wet eyes, felt distressed, gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, resisting the urge to rub someone into his arms hard to comfort him.

In the end, Zhu Lichuan let go of his fist in discouragement, brought a tissue and handed it to him, sighed helplessly, with a soft tone, and said softly, "I'm crying out of makeup."