golden wind meets dew

During the whole afternoon's march, Brother Qiu occupied Guan Jiang's mind.Many details of his childhood life emerged, many of which were so strange that he didn't even know they existed in his memory

But at this moment, they stirred his mood one after another, making him finally feel "lost" after brother Qiu turned into ashes for several days.

From an early age, he knew he was a delayed person.When a supposedly emotional event happened, he was always dull and dull, and it took a while to get the feeling he deserved.

This makes him seem too cold and unapproachable.Over time, he became really hot on the outside and cold on the inside.

"Let's take a group photo, the scenery here is beautiful!" Xiaoxiao suddenly put his shoulder on his shoulder and patted it.

Guan Jiang's reaction was a bit dull, but Xiaoxiao didn't seem to pay attention. He raised his camera and repeated, "Brother, how about taking a photo, just the three of us, it's also a commemoration of our fate."

After hearing this, he turned his head to look at Du Jingzhou, and saw that the other party's eyes were full of worry.Looking at each other, Du Jingzhou smiled slightly and said softly, "Let's take a picture."

He nodded and agreed.

Xiaoxiao greeted the tour guide loudly, and the latter walked back from the front of the group and took the camera.Smiling and confessing: "I turned on the standard mode, you pay attention to include the background as much as possible, the picture should be more magnificent."

The tour guide said with a smile: "I have helped many people take pictures, and I am familiar with many cameras and lenses. Don't worry."

Xiaoxiao made an OK gesture, holding Guan Jiang with one hand and Du Jingzhou with the other, standing on a ramp.In front is the mountain pass that seems to have been split by two mountains, and in the back is Luotang Village, which has been left behind by him.The setting sun is approaching, and the sky presents a wonderful orange-red color, just like an idyllic landscape painting.

What the camera receives is this landscape painting.

After the tour guide took several pictures of them, he handed the camera back to Xiaoxiao.Smiling and watching, I was pleasantly surprised.The tour guide is not a professional photographer, but it can be seen that he is indeed experienced and aesthetically pleasing, with remarkable composition and depth.

"Brother, I want to use this picture as a picture when I go back to write my travel notes! Let me tell you first, if you care about portrait rights, I will take your P off." He said with a smile, the words were just a joke, Guan Jianghe Du Jingzhou didn't even care.

Guan Jiang's mood was full of untraceable past and thick and intractable melancholy. His body, which could have walked for two hours without panting, now wanted to stop after walking for an hour.It's good to be in a daze, and it's also good to be able to sleep.Anyway he wants to be still.

What Du Jingzhou cared about was Guan Jiang's state.He saw that he talked less all the way, and knew that he had something on his mind.

Originally, it was not a big deal for a person to have something on his mind.But now that he really has a heart for Guan Jiang, he is haunted by everything about him, and he wants to share three points of pain and injury for him.

The village where we settled down in the evening is no longer a tourist area planned by the local tourism bureau.Compared with the previous Luotang Village, it is more original.That means more inconvenience.

There was no accommodation in the entire village that could accommodate their entire tour group, so everyone was scattered among different villagers' homes.Someone offered to pitch a tent.

The two of them and Xiaoxiao were naturally assigned to the same village home. After dinner, the three of them chatted together in the courtyard.The exhaustion of the trek quickly overwhelmed the girl, and she returned early.Guan Jiang and Du Jingzhou were left in the courtyard.

"Shall we chat?" They sat facing each other, Du Jingzhou tilted his head to look over, his eyes were concerned, and the corner of his lips smiled uncomfortably.

Guan Jiang raised his eyelids, his face looked tired, and said, "It would be great if there is wine." After a pause, he added, "Add fried noodles. The fried noodles fried by Lao Huang are really the best in the street. "

Du Jingzhou said, "Yes."

Guan Jiang sighed regretfully, stood up and walked out.Du Jingzhou followed.The two walked side by side and opened the door to go out.In front of the gate is a cement road extending to the main road of the village, with a canal on one side and a fence on the other.

They strolled along this road and heard the night symphony that really belonged to the countryside - the chirping of insects, the occasional barking of dogs, and the roar of some housewife scolding children.

They walked for a long time, but did not start the "chat" session.

Men are a species that are not good at and are not willing to pour out their emotions.Even if you get together with sad things, at most you can state what happened in one sentence as objectively as possible, then clink glasses, and then you can talk about the weather and sports all night.

They use "this village is nice", "this trip is quite unique", "that so and so is almost a matter of course"... instead of weather and sports competitions, drowning out the "chat" that should have been carried on.

"It would be great if there was wine." Suddenly, Guan Jiang said again, and stopped.

Du Jingzhou followed his gaze and saw a resident with the door open.It was an inconspicuous shop, because there was no signboard, and unless one looked carefully, one would not be able to find that it was selling things.

"I'll ask." Du Jingzhou walked in.

Guan Jiang looked at his back and exhaled lightly.

After a while, Du Jingzhou took out two bottles of rice wine: "Only this kind."

"It looks like my mother used it for cooking when I was a child." Guan Jiang took a bottle and mentioned Brother Qiu for the first time tonight.He didn't look at Du Jingzhou's reaction, he unscrewed the bottle cap with lowered eyes, and then pretended to dry the bottle.

Du Jingzhou also opened the bottle cap, and the two touched the bottleneck.

They drank and talked as they walked back.

"Brother Qiu is a stupid woman, so stupid that Lao Guan impresses her with a set of dentures. Did I tell you? He can only pull out teeth and insert teeth. When he arrived in Chengdu, he met Qiu Ge and gave Qiu Ge and her mother teeth. For the comfort of the elderly, it is said that he traveled to several companies and even flew two Went out three times. Brother Qiu thinks he is really kind to the old man, really patient, handsome and kind."

"Old Guan just wants to catch her."

"Old Guan left after catching her, leaving nothing...oh, he left me."

"Brother Qiu chased him for several cities, and stopped chasing him when he found out that he had a family. At that time, I was in her belly for three months and could be killed. She was determined and didn't fight. And Lao Guan After a big fight, she ran back to her natal family to raise her stomach. Everyone scolded her and she didn't care. After giving birth to me, she stayed at home until I was full moon, and then took me out to live a wandering life."

"She always left me in the hands of other people, relatives, neighbors, everything. When I was a child, I always felt that although we lived together and I called her mother, we didn't know each other well."

"She has done a lot of things, the little girl of the barbecue stall, the owner of the barbecue stall, and the owner of the food stall. When I was in high school, she opened a big restaurant and met Li Hao who was a chef. As soon as I arrived, she wanted to get married."

"On the day she and Li Hao got married, I stole 500 yuan from her, skipped class to buy a ticket and went to Rong'an City to find Laoguan. Actually, I never thought about finding my father, but at that time, I suddenly felt that I was about to lose my mother. Now, I need to meet my dad."

"The night I arrived in Rong'an, I went to Genzhuyuan to find Dr. Guan's dental clinic. I saw Laoguan's family enjoying themselves. Then I did one of the worst things in my life."

"I ran in and called his dad. Then it started raining and I—"

Guan Jiang suddenly paused.

Before Du Jingzhou could express his confusion and doubts, a bolt of lightning suddenly struck in the sky, followed by thunder a moment later.A heavy rain was obviously hidden behind the thunder.Memories and reality seem to be stacked together wonderfully.

At this moment, they had already drank half a bottle of rice wine and walked halfway back.Looking at each other, there is a complicated meaning in each other's eyes.It's not the same, but the memory that matches the outline has been outlined.

Because of his own guess, the thunder in Du Jingzhou's head was no less than the thunder just now.However, before he could open his mouth to check, the rain began to beat down.

It went down very fast, very big, just like the night in my childhood memory - even the drunkenness was almost the same.

"Run!" Suddenly someone grabbed his hand, it was Guan Jiang.

He held his five fingers tightly and pulled him to run.

The rain covered the head and face, and the intoxication mixed with alcohol made people feel that the world was particularly unreal.There is a lack of street lamps on the roads in the countryside. Originally, the lights on this road were supported by the lights of the villagers' homes to support the light outside.Now that the rain is falling, the villagers seem to have collectively received the signal that it is time to turn off the lights and go to bed, and they have turned off the lights one after another.The road became extremely dark.

"Guan Jiang!" Du Jingzhou suddenly shouted his name, "Don't run away.

He dragged him, stopped.They gasped and stood opposite each other.

There was another lightning strike, and the rainy night gained a brief light.The bright light just crossed Guan Jiang's face, cutting out his eyes obliquely.The tails of the eyes are upturned, the eyes are blurred, and there is a hint of a smile.Such beautiful peach blossom eyes.

Guan Jiang said, "It's me."

Du Jingzhou stared at him and asked, "What?"

"It's me!" Guan Jiang's thumbs opened his thumbs, and then the other fingers gradually opened the gaps between other fingers, turning the grip into a clasp, and his body moved closer, as if to envelop him.

He whispered in his ear: "Du Jingzhou, I am your first."

It was said that Du Jingzhou's body seemed to be coming from some kind of distant and familiar pain, which was even lingering in his dreams.

He felt an unspeakable pain that came from deep within his body, but if he wanted to speak seriously, he couldn't tell where it was.This is very strange, he thinks he knows the human body well, but now he can't find where the pain is in his body.

Maybe it's because this pain is entangled and deformed by happiness at the same time.So, where does happiness come from?

"Concentrate." His face was turned back, facing directly above.

Not forced, in fact, the hand that still rests on his face can be called gentle.But he still felt a strange, uncomfortable sense of being in control.It's a little awkward.However, it wasn't to the point of disgusting him.

There was a lamp in the room, the light was orange and dim.Perhaps because of the pain, he felt that he was not able to concentrate, so that his vision was not very clear when looking at the other person, and he could hardly see the face clearly, only a pair of slender eyes with upward angled corners.

"You have peach blossom eyes," he said.

The other party smiled slightly, "Isn't it good-looking?"

nice.He moved his lips, making a mouth shape.

The other party bent down, as if to let him see those peach blossom eyes clearly.But the tip of the nose is almost touching, the vision is dark and dazed, the breathing is very close, and the other party speaks very softly: "Does it hurt?"

He lied: "It doesn't hurt."

"You don't have to do this, you can tell me the truth."

He thought for a while, then nodded his chin: "A little bit."

"Take it easy."

After all, take your time.

The pain in the body runs along the muscles, along the bones, and rolls over every nerve.The pain turned into numbness, the numbness into crispness, and the crispness into some... indescribable happiness.This kind of happiness is so grand, beyond his expectation, it spreads all over his body, and at the same time, it also sweeps across his entire youth, smashing years of confusion and illusions, and firmly breaking into the forbidden place where the soul is boiling.

As his toes curled up and his stomach twitched involuntarily, he thought, "Yeah, that's it."

In the semi-dark room, there were panting sounds.

After a while, a finger ran over the corner of his eye and wiped away a tear.

"You cry."

"I'm not..." He subconsciously denied, turned his head and found that the other party was smiling.

"Okay?"

He knew what the other person was asking.It was so strange that he didn't feel ashamed at all, facing those beautiful peach eyes, he said frankly: "That's great."

Tao Huayan blinked, leaned over and kissed his eyes, and said, "I'm yours, the first one."