golden wind meets dew

When Guan Jiang returned, Li Hao was already preparing for the funeral.Before he married Brother Qiu, he had two daughters with his ex-wife. Later, Brother Qiu gave birth to a beautiful and clever son, and he loved Brother Qiu so much.Guan Jiang listened to the funeral arrangement and knew that brother Qiu would not be treated badly by the Li family.

Not only was the Li family organizing a good funeral for Brother Qiu, but her friends were also well-equipped.She is forthright, very popular during her lifetime, and loves to make friends when she is in a hurry.When Guan Jiang was a child, these friends often chatted and drank with her.At that time, Guan Jiang felt that they were wine and meat friends, but now it seems that they can be regarded as friends.

The Li family, Brother Qiu's family and friends were all so sad that they devoted themselves to it.He is his own son, looking around, he is half-baked.With an awkward and silent face, it seemed as if the matter had nothing to do with him.

Even he himself felt this way.

From the beginning to the end, only when I went to see Brother Qiu for the last time before her cremation, and saw her well-groomed and clean, with light makeup on her face, as if she was asleep, did I feel a little bit of "all this has something to do with me" in my heart .

So as one of the links in the process, this lively funeral was completed.After five days of ups and downs, Li Hao told him to "go home for dinner" after the matter was over.

It was their home when they got married.At that time, Guan Jiang was still in high school, he lived in full board, and came back once a month. He was no stranger or familiar with this "home".When I entered the door, I found that the furnishings were not much different from the past, and there was a sense of intimacy.

Li Hao's two daughters, one older and one younger, also came back for this meal together.There were five pairs of bowls and chopsticks on the table, and the empty pair belonged to Brother Qiu.Originally, the scene was quite sad, but when Li Hao said "in memory of your mother", his Sichuan accent was light and joyful, and the atmosphere suddenly became warm and lively.

Guan Jiang couldn't say "thank you", so he raised his glass and touched Li Hao.

Halfway through the meal, Li Hao drank two small glasses of wine, and said, "Your mother left something, and I'll ask your sister to bring it for you later."

After his sister finished her meal, she really ran to the room to bring him something.

He was half-dizzy, and wondered if there was going to be a TV show, Brother Qiu left him a fortune or something... It turned out to be an agreement for a group trip.

Li Hao's cheeks were burnt red from the alcohol, and he clasped the agreement with his fingers: "This is not a refund, but the travel agency said, you can change someone. The family doesn't have time, why don't you go?"

The contrast between reality and fantasy is a bit cute, Guan Jiang smiled for half a minute, made an "ok" gesture, and agreed.After the meal, Li Hao left him at home overnight.Seeing that the room in his youth was still the same, he agreed again.

On the second day, there was a cute little turning point—brother Qiu really left him property.Not much, the savings are fair four points, one share for each child.When he woke up, Li Hao and one sister and one sister had already gone out, and the things were placed on the table in the hair room.He looked at it, thought for a while, and only took away the group report agreement from the travel agency.

Du Jingzhou started to realize that something was wrong when he broke the medicine bottle.It wasn't because he broke it accidentally, he clearly realized that the medicine bottle was on the table.However, for a moment, he seemed to be haunted by a hallucination, and couldn't help overthrowing it.

It fell to the ground and fell apart, and the potion turned the carpet yellow.He looked at his hands, and felt the numbness in his hands on the day of Zhiqiu's death.At that time, it was because of being startled by Chen Wei, but why now?

He felt that he could no longer go to work well, so he sat at the desk for more than ten minutes, and then typed out the annual leave application slip and reason statement and sent them to Director Yu.He has never used his annual leave since he started working in a hospital, so this leave note is easy to approve.

"Xiao Du, are you taking time off to go on a blind date?" Director Yu replied to his email, came out to fetch water with a cup, and asked with a smile.As soon as the voice fell, the whole office looked over.

"Xiao Du, what unit is the prime minister's girl from?"

"Xiao Du is so outstanding and handsome, whoever meets him will earn money!"

"The last time my niece came here, she asked Xiao Du if she had a girlfriend! Why don't you leave a date for my niece too, Xiao Du?"

"..."

Talking all over the place, talking on their own.Du Jingzhou just smiled and didn't answer, with a cute and polite expression.After Director Yu poured the water and walked to his desk, he found a reason to answer: "I haven't been on vacation for too long, so I just want to take a rest and go out to play or something."

So he changed the subject in a hurry and recommended a mess of tourist destinations to him.Those who are enthusiastic have already sent him a group report link on WeChat, and they are sitting on a chair to sell.

"This idea is made by my relative's company. It's a long-distance trip and outdoors. It's most suitable for you to change the environment and experience after staying at home for a long time. And it's discounted. You can tell their customer service that I recommend it, and you can also give some friendly discounts. Very good, you must check it out!"

Du Jingzhou glanced at the screen and said, "Okay, I must watch it."

Director Yu returned to his independent office, and the outside gradually became quiet.After a while, there were not even two people who were supposed to make rounds, and those who were supposed to be preparing for surgery.After Du Jingzhou browsed the WeChat link, he actually filled out the registration form.

Chen Wei expressed pure relief at this, thinking that it was a great thing that he offered to travel.During this period of time, the lukewarm relationship between mother and child was almost the same as the previous year. The original rift had not been healed, and new pimples appeared.

"Maybe it will be beneficial to give each other space." She sometimes thinks of Guan Jiang, and then simulates the enlightenment that Guan Jiang may give, so she feels that the current situation meets the standard.

"Have you ever traveled in the wild? What do you want to prepare? I'll buy it for you." She offered.

Du Jingzhou looked down at the dishes on the table, shook his head slightly, and said no, "I'll just buy it online, I've already placed the order, and it will all arrive tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow is just right for gathering."

It turned out that everything was arranged.Chen Wei's enthusiasm was exhausted, she paused, and then told him to pay attention to safety when going out. The field trip is different from ordinary travel, so prepare more tools and dry food... She has never been there before, and continues this topic based on imagination.

Du Jingzhou always replied: "Yes."

This atmosphere is not embarrassing if you say it is embarrassing, but it is harmonious but not detached.

Originally, she was the one who blamed him.Now it's reversed, she blocked his love, and he immediately had a reason to blame her—maybe, he didn't really blame her.His relationship didn't use any effort from each other, so it would naturally end in a mess.But I was really lost and unwilling to let go, so I had to find a safe person to take responsibility.

She is willing to take the responsibility.

If she hadn't witnessed her son's unhappiness due to emotional loss, she would not have known that between accepting that he likes men and wanting him to be happy, the former is easier to overcome.The latter is the long road ahead of her powerless heart.

Vacations and travel are settled in this way.The next day, Du Jingzhou and his colleagues handed over the work.On the third day, he set off with a pack of tools on his back.

The bag is big, like a backpacker.Maybe it's because in his life, there are too few instant trips, sudden excitement, and departures that break the framework.So once in a while, from the moment I put on the bag, my heart is filled with the impulse and longing to let go.

He went from Rong'an City to Ningcheng, and then took a plane to the most developed city on the other side of the tourist destination, where he met with people from all over the country.The bus of the travel agency is waiting at the airport, and it needs to pick up all the people within a day, but everyone's arrival time is different, so it will be a rather long process of rendezvous.

After Du Jingzhou got into the car, he greeted several people already in the car, and then chose a seat near the back window to sit down.He didn't know when he would be able to get together, so he swiped his phone for a while, then put down his hat and took a nap.

As a result, he slept so deeply that even the departure of the bus did not disturb him.Later, it was probably because the car ran over the slow-moving buffer zone on the road and bumped a bit. In addition, the tour guide turned on the microphone to test the sound, and he was bumped forward before he woke up.

However, his forehead didn't hit the back of the chair in front as expected - a hand rested on his forehead, he bumped into it, and was supported on his head.Doctors are very sensitive to smells.He breathed through his nostrils, and then he was sure who the kind owner of this hand was.

"Guan?" He was incredulous, turned his head, and actually met Guan Jiang's smirking face.Are you still awake, or have you fallen into some big dream?

Guan Jiang withdrew his hand, waved it, and said, "Hi!"

hi fart.Du Jingzhou stared at him blankly, a lot of thoughts popped up in his mind, and finally they came together into one sentence.What a coincidence, right?Coincidentally, he immediately recalled whether he had revealed his itinerary on any social networking platform.

But of course not, his social platforms are all white, and Guan Jiang is not someone who will follow his itinerary.Insufficient affection, delusional sin.

"Are you going to Qingya Mountain too?" He swallowed, and could only ask nonsense.

Guan Jiang nodded: "Come out and relax."

These words reminded Du Jingzhou.A week ago, when they parted, Guan Jiang told him that he was going home for a funeral.He also joked and laughed at himself, saying that all his running around was for funerals.

But he didn't say who it was, and he didn't answer the questions that followed.Naturally, he will not pursue it further.After all, nothing silences a person more than a funeral.

"That's fine." He said, "After finishing the family affairs, we should take a walk to relax—by the way, what a coincidence!"

Guan Jiang listened, smiled, and his eyes lit up for no reason: "It's a coincidence, I saw you in the car just now, and thought I had misidentified the person."

"Yes." Du Jingzhou looked at him.

They looked at each other.

Du Jingzhou was thinking, this is the guidance from the heavens, right?He was ready to fly and even be presumptuous, so he bumped into Guan Jiang.Who else is more worthy of this release than Guan Jiang?In the next few days, there will be no Chen Wei, no one who will still appear in his life in the future, only Shan Ye, Guan Jiang, and their unfinished business...

At the same time, Guan Jiang only thought about one question: how to really fall in love with this person.