You and I love each other, we will eliminate harm for the people

Thick blackout curtains cover the floor-to-ceiling windows, leaving a gap, through which the scorching and dazzling sunlight burns on the gray carpet.The people in the house know that today is a sunny day.

The room also smelled of alcohol, a hangover smell.

Ning Qian got up from the sofa, feeling dizzy. She rubbed her forehead, saw the half glass of spirits on the coffee table, and was lost in thought for a moment. She thought, last night was the last time she drank for Wen Jin.

On the carpet were torn photos, in twos and threes.

With the dim light, just capturing some broken pictures, Ning Qian could immediately see that face in her mind, and it was the only one in the photo album of her and Wen Jin.

At the time of college, he was in full bloom.

This is the most precious photo of Ning Qian. Last night, she was drunk and torn to pieces like crazy.

The scene of meeting Wen Jin for the first time seemed to be engraved in Ning Qian's heart. It was the freshman's freshman ceremony, and the coolest and most beautiful goddess in the department was sitting beside her.

"My name is... Ning Qian."

"Wen Jin."

At first, Ning Qian didn't have the guts to like Wen Jin, she simply admired her, and even blushed when she spoke to Wen Jin.Later, the two met more and more, and a certain feeling grew sadly.Ning Qian felt that it was hard to be indifferent to Wen Jin, whether it was an enviable appearance or a calm and gentle temperament.

Ning Qian approached Wen Jin under the guise of friendship, but how dare she chase after her? She knew very well that she was just the most common of Wen Jin's many crushes, not to mention that Wen Jin didn't like women yet.

One-sided secret love may be worthless in the eyes of the other party, Ning Qian understands this truth.Even so, Ning Qian was still deeply involved, and sometimes it was just because Wen Jin gave her a polite smile.

Due to various circumstances, the process of resignation has been delayed until April.

This time, Ning Qian was not as reluctant to leave Wen Jin as she was when she went abroad a few years ago, perhaps because she got the correct answer, Wen Jin was finally impossible for her.All these years, she never dared to confide in Wen Jin, she was afraid of this day, the only dream she could imagine would be shattered, but this day finally came.

Maybe only when old dreams are completely shattered can we start a new life.

Ning Qian leaned on the sofa, quietly thinking about all the things that happened in the past few months, including the accident that night between her and Wen Jin.Think optimistically, the situation is not so bad, she has slept with her own goddess!Ning Qian found various reasons to comfort herself, at least that night, she felt that Wen Jin loved her too, even if it was an illusion.

What happened that night was like cold water pouring from Ning Qian's head to her feet, and it also woke her up.She likes Wen Jin too paranoidly and too humblely, her relationship shouldn't be like this...

So, it's all over.

Ning Qian got up and opened the blackout curtain, the sunlight instantly dispelled the haze in the room, and the haze in her heart should also dissipate.Ning Qian leaned against the window sill, squinting slightly and looking into the distance.

This time, she really didn't want to miss the people and things in the past.

When trying to check the time, Ning Qian realized that the phone was turned off last night, and it hasn't been turned on yet.

At this moment the doorbell rang.

Ning Qian walked to the door with tired steps.

Standing outside the door was Wen Jin. Ning Qian froze for a moment, then opened the door, as if she was angry with herself, the more she avoided, the more she cared. From today onwards, she was determined not to care about Wen Jin, so naturally she didn't have to go around dodge.

The temperature is slightly higher today, with the breath of early summer.

Standing outside the door, Wen Jin could sense that she came in a hurry. When she saw Ning Qian for the first time, she breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm relieved that you're at home."

Turning on the phone, Ning Qian checked that it was eleven o'clock. She didn't go to work and didn't ask for leave. She just disappeared for most of the day, and her phone was full of bombarding messages and missed calls.

The one with the most is Wen Jin.

"Why didn't you go to work today? You didn't answer the phone either."

Wen Jin asked with concern, but Ning Qian answered casually, "The phone is out of battery and turned off, and I overslept when I felt a little uncomfortable."

Ning Qian's indifference made Wen Jin at a loss. She faintly smelled the smell of alcohol on Ning Qian's body. After a few seconds of silence, she still asked, "Why are you still drinking when you're not feeling well? Get a good rest."

"I'll go to the company in the afternoon." Ning Qian said weakly, and didn't say to let Wen Jin into the house, "If Mr. Wen has nothing else to do, go back."

"What's wrong?" Seeing that Ning Qian's lips were dry and white, Wen Jin took a step forward and touched her forehead with his hand, "Do you have a fever..."

"Don't touch me." Ning Qian turned her head away and blocked Wen Jin's hand.

The two stalemate, the atmosphere awkward.

"Qianqian..." Wen Jin didn't want to see Ning Qian like this. Ning Qian used to be optimistic and loved to laugh, but now she seemed to be a different person. Wen Jin knew that Ning Qian was because of herself, and felt very sad, not just Because of guilt.

Ning Qian lowered her eyes, "I'm fine, you can go."

"I have something to talk to you." Wen Jin still had no intention of leaving. During this period of time, she calmed down and thought about it for a long time, and she always wanted to find an opportunity to talk to Ning Qian about her thoughts.

"what?"

Wen Jin stood there looking at Ning Qian, and finally asked, "Can you give me a chance?"

"What opportunity..." Ning Qianming knew what Wen Jin was referring to, so she still asked.In fact, that morning on the bed, when she put down all her dignity and begged Wen Jin to accept her, but Wen Jin said "already married" in exchange, it was as if the relationship between the two of them was completely dead.

"Just treat what happened to him as if it happened to him." Wen Jin explained, not to mention Ning Qian, even she couldn't treat everything as if nothing happened. She knew that the relationship between them was no longer friendship, but in her heart Still can't let Ning Qian go.

"You mean, we date?"

Wen Jin didn't know how to answer, no matter what, they both hurt each other.

Enduring the pain in her heart, Ning Qian asked again, "Do you like me?"

From friendship to love between two women.Wen Jin couldn't answer this question right away. The relationship between her and Ning Qian really confused her.

"You said you want to be with me now, just because we had a relationship, right?" Ning Qian didn't even give Wen Jin time to answer, and continued talking. Recalling that night, Wen Jin seemed to be indulging herself. "Or, your marriage is not going well, and you want to find someone to relieve your loneliness..."

Wen Jin was taken aback.

Annoyed, Ning Qian didn't know how she said these words. Marriage is a scar in Wen Jin's heart, and she is now uncovering this scar on Wen Jin and adding salt to it.

"I was too impulsive, I was sorry for you, I deserve it." When Ning Qian mentioned this matter, her heart ached, she finally calmed down, and now she couldn't calm down anymore, she pushed Wen Jin, "You now Just go, I beg you, I have my life, can you stop bothering me?! I don't like you that much, don't be sentimental, don't you bother me!"

Wen Jin stood silently for a while, and finally just said "have a good rest" softly, and walked away lonely.

The first time she lost her temper with Wen Jin, Ning Qian pressed her forehead against the wall, her heart was blocked for a long time, and she couldn't get over it.It takes time to forget someone, let alone someone she has been thinking about for ten years, and today's talk has reached this point, Wen Jin will never come to her again in the future.

As long as you make up your mind, it's only a matter of time before you let go.

Wen Jin sat in the car and didn't start the engine for a long time.They made it clear at the beginning that nothing happened. In fact, it's the best way to deal with it, but she kept looking for Ning Qian again and again.Wen Jin couldn't help asking herself over and over, she couldn't let Ning Qian go, was it because she liked it?Or are you guilty of the indulgence that night?Or was it moved by Ning Qian's silent company?

Still not calm enough.

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At the beginning of May, Ning Qian left AS, no matter how much news Wen Jin got, her relationship with Ning Qian almost retreated to nodding acquaintances.They said that they would stop disturbing each other's lives, and they did.

Ning Qian did not choose to stay in City L. Although this city is beautiful, there are too many memories that she wants to let go, so changing the city also changes the mood.With Ning Qian's qualifications, it is not difficult to find a job with a decent salary in a first-tier city.

In terms of relationship, Ning Qian still has nowhere to go.I have met several times in my spare time, some are excellent, some are good-natured, some are beautiful, but that's all, no results.24 hours a day, half of the time is busy with career, so there is no leisure to talk about love, and besides being single for a long time, Ning Qian thinks that living alone is pretty good.

It was flat, similar to the days before, except that Ning Qian didn't push the reason for being single to Wen Jin anymore.Some attachments finally began to slowly dissipate...

In May of the following year, Ning Qian returned to L City, and she attended the university reunion every three years. Ning Qian is a nostalgic person and the most popular person in the department.

It is almost ten years since I graduated from college.

When we get together again, many of the boys back then were potbellied, and the girls were all wives, but Ning Qian, everyone said that the more she lived, the more beautiful she was. At the beginning, Miss Ning was not very eye-catching in the design department where there are many beautiful women, but now she is temperamental. The most outstanding one.

Talking and laughing in the box, wine glasses staggered.

"There are still mysterious guests coming tonight."

"Who?"

"Do you still remember Goddess Wen from our department?"

"Wen Jin, I haven't seen you for many years..."

"Really, she's coming too? It's the first time."

After a year, when Ning Qian heard this name, she still subconsciously cared about it, and her ears were quite sensitive.Ning Qian never thought that she would see Wen Jin again at the class reunion, because Wen Jin never attended these.

"Qianqian, haven't you forgotten your goddess?"

Ning Qian smiled awkwardly, forgot to drink for a while, barely considered calm.

The noisy box suddenly became quiet for a while, and then became lively again. When Ning Qian raised her head, she saw Wen Jin standing at the entrance, and she was also looking at herself.

It's been a year, and the other party still looks like nothing has changed.

Seeing that face, Ning Qian was suddenly absent-minded, and her ears were full of chatter, but she couldn't understand a word of the chat.

"Wen Jin, you can sit here." The squad leader stepped forward and greeted warmly, and pulled Wen Jin to sit down next to Ning Qian...