Conservation of energy

There was a long silence, neither of them spoke.Mom woke up, and both of them agreed tacitly that they didn't mention what happened just now. Shen Lin told her mother a joke, and after the doctor checked his mental condition and confirmed that the patient's condition was stable and he could be discharged, Luo Xintong went to go through the discharge procedures.

After completing the discharge procedures, Shen Lin had already packed his things. The young doctor told the two of them: "You must take your medicine on time, and you must not be stimulated."

When he came out of the hospital, Luo Xintong beckoned Shen Lin to let him go back to his home, but Shen Lin pretended not to understand that his mother was here, and Luo Xintong didn't say anything else.When they got home, both of them were not in the mood to cook, so Shen Lin went downstairs to pack some food. The two of them didn't dare to talk in front of their mother. They both had their own concerns and watched TV with their mother. The old TV screen Sometimes snowflakes appeared and sometimes vertical stripes appeared. They couldn't tell what was on the air. The two ignored the protests from the TV. Finally, mother said that she was tired and was going to bed, so she left Luo Xintong and Shen Lin in the living room. , into the room.Shen Lin who was holding back his words was finally ready to speak, but Luo Xintong walked into the room and was about to close the door when Shen Lin squeezed in with one arm stuck in the crack of the door...

Luo Xintong felt that this action was a bit funny, and Shen Lin would do the same when the two of them had quarreled in the past, but this time Luo Xintong couldn't laugh at all.Shen Lin smiled as if nothing happened.

Luo Xintong took the initiative to speak first: "You go back."

Shen Lin looked at Luo Xintong's face and asked, "Why?"

Luo Xintong then sat at the desk with his back to Shen Lin: "Zhang Xiangyun knows..."

"Huh? So you let me go?" Shen Lin's tone sounded a little surprised, and then said with a hint of sarcasm: "I'm just with you, how is it? I walk upright, sit upright, no Law and discipline, not to mention murder and arson, homosexuality, what happened to homosexuality? I am gay!"

Three consecutive "homosexuals" blurted out from Shen Lin's mouth, causing Luo Xintong's heart to stop beating. Luo Xintong put his hands on the desk to maintain his resistance to these three words, but he did not expect Shen Lin to be so frank and determined. Said he was gay.But what if you're gay?Can heterosexuality last forever?Birth, old age, sickness and death are irreversible. Fuck love, parting, and resentment for a long time. If you can't ask for it, you can get it if you ask for it. Since you can't let go, why bother to force it?

Luo Xintong slowly shed tears, and said softly: "Gay, it just so happens, I am too."

Luo Xintong turned his back to Shen Lin, Shen Lin couldn't see Luo Xintong's tears, and was surprised that the word "homosexuality" came out of Luo Xintong's mouth without a hint of ridicule. Looking at his back, it seemed like he wanted to see a flower from his back.

Luo Xintong stood up and looked at Shen Lin, with tears on his face but waves in his eyes. He smiled slightly: "Since I can't let it go, why should I let it go? blame?"

Shen Lin froze for a moment, a little unbelievable, but when he saw the smile on Luo Xintong's face, he understood everything...

Luo Xintong stepped forward and hugged Shen Lin gently, Shen Lin pressed his shoulders, let him bury his head on his chest, and said, "Listen to the voice." Luo Xintong heard a violent heartbeat... …

A few days later, Zhang Xiangyun called Luo Xintong several times, but Luo Xintong didn't answer. Sometimes he was in class, sometimes he was busy. Luo Xintong felt that he would reply later, but in the end he didn't know why Forgot to go back in time.

One morning, when Shen Lin went out to buy breakfast, Luo Xintong heard a knock on the door, thinking that Shen Lin had forgotten to bring the key again, so he opened the door and said, "Why did you forget to bring..."

If he didn't finish speaking, he made it clear that he didn't speak for himself.Luo Xintong let people in, and Zhang Xiangyun put the two bags of fruit and two boxes of health products on the table: "Well, my mother was hospitalized a few days ago, let me come and see."

"Well, thank you." Luo Xintong's voice sounded calm.

Zhang Xiangyun sat down, looked at Luo Xintong's expressionless face, didn't ask Luo Xintong why he didn't answer the phone, and said falteringly: "Well, I just want to apologize to you, and I didn't do it that day. I know what's going on, I'm sorry..." Luo Xintong smiled, "It's nothing, it's just what you said." Zhang Xiangyun had imagined Luo Xintong's various answers, but he never thought that he would admit it like this.Having prepared a lot of words, Luo Xintong couldn't utter a single word, but Luo Xintong continued to say frankly: "I walk upright, sit upright, do not break the law, let alone kill or set fire. I am gay." Before the sound fell, Shen Lin was pulling out the key, but the key was stuck in the rusty lock and could not be taken out...

Zhang Xiangyun was so startled by Luo Xintong's words that he couldn't find his way at all. It overturned Zhang Xiangyun's three views. What else is there to say? The dishes were taken out from the kitchen, and as soon as they were opened, the aroma overflowed. Smelling the aroma of the food, Zhang Xiangyun's nerves came back again: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet." Shen Lin silently added some water to the pot, threw I got two eggs...

The start of the university is about ten days earlier than that of high school. Luo Xintong will go to the school to report on August 8th. Shen Lin said that he must go with him, but Luo Xintong’s objection is invalid. A few days before the report, Zhang Xiangyun came again , said that he was going to start college life tomorrow, and at the end he wished Shen Lin to be admitted to the ideal university, and finally secretly put a red envelope on the dining table and left...

Ten thousand gold is easy to get, but it is hard to find one with the heart.

Looking at the red envelopes on the table, Luo Xintong thought to himself, what more can a husband ask for in life, and then looked at Shen Lin, with a lover and a confidant, what more can a husband ask for, how lucky he is.

On this day, Shen Lin accompanied Luo Xintong to Qinchuan University to report. It was already autumn and the heat was still unbearable. In colleges and universities, people were sent to the army for military training with their bedding rolls.

Qinchuan University upholds the school motto of "the sea is open to all rivers, tolerance is great", and all the freshmen who have just entered the university are sent to military training. Other schools ask instructors to do military training at the school. Qinchuan University directly throws the freshmen into the army—— It is still a so-and-so army that is more than 100 kilometers away from the school.This "violence" has confused all the students and parents. The parents who sent their children to report helplessly watched their poor children climb into the green army truck that was taller than themselves, and did not dare to cry in front of the children. Turning his head and secretly wiping away his tears, when the car was full, the children and their families waved goodbye to each other, until the distance became farther and farther away, the parents standing where they were and the children sitting in the truck could no longer restrain themselves from crying ...

During the summer vacation, the students were lazy and it was difficult to adapt immediately. The freshmen arrived in the army one after another, and a car of people came down and quickly assembled to prepare. They stood in the military posture for a while, ran for a while, and folded the army quilt for a while. The freshmen are divided into classes and finish shouting slogans at the top of their voices. This day can be regarded as the end of the day.

Many students were exhausted as soon as they returned to the dormitory, and some of them were completely confused. How could they be thrown into the army on the first day of their longing for a beautiful university life?

When Luo Xintong returned to the dormitory after taking a shower, he could smell the mixed smell of various snacks and instant noodles. There were dozens of people, all lying on their own beds, sleeping, making phone calls, and Several people are chatting.Luo Xintong's bed was on the lower bunk, and a small classmate was sitting on Luo Xintong's bunk. When he saw Luo Xintong came back, he quickly stood up and said, "I sleep on your upper bunk. I'm too tired. I don't want to climb up. I'm sorry. Ah..." After speaking, she stood up and climbed to the upper bunk, Luo Xintong signaled that she was fine and continued to sit.Just as Luo Xintong sat down, the classmate took out a piece of chocolate from under the pillow and handed it to Luo Xintong, "Hey, my name is Chen Zijie, from the Department of Physics." Luo Xintong took the chocolate, and said in his heart, another sweet tooth Yes, there was a smile on his face unconsciously: "Luo Xintong is also from the Department of Physics." The two chatted for a while, and Zhang Peng said he was tired and climbed to his upper bunk.Luo Xintong didn't feel very tired, this tiredness was nothing to him, Luo Xintong picked up his mobile phone and prepared to call someone, and the seven or eight unread text messages were all sent by the same person.Luo Xin said the same thing, there were some nonsense such as "have you eaten" and "what are you doing", only the last message had some practical meaning "missing you".Luo Xintong felt a little nauseous, and he didn't usually see people so tired, and it was only half a day apart. Seeing these two words, he shook his head and smiled helplessly, typed a line, deleted it, repeated several times, and finally walked out of the room and dialed. Got on the phone...