Conservation of energy

The next day Luo Xintong woke up early in the morning, the long-term biological clock has been used to waking up early, drank two bottles of beer last night, a little tipsy, but far from drunk, but woke up the next day still Feel a little groggy.

Shen Lin woke up earlier than Luo Xintong.Luo Xintong was on vacation, but Shen Lin still had to go to school, so he sent his senior away, and he himself was a senior.

He was already fully dressed and ready to go to school. Seeing Luo Xintong waking up and sitting on the bed in a daze, Shen Lin leaned forward and said, "I've bought breakfast, you can eat it by yourself later, take a good rest first, I'll be back early."

"Um"

Shen Lin turned around and left. Just as she walked to the door, she came back and kissed Luo Xintong as if thinking of something, and smiled: "I almost forgot."

This time it was really gone.

On the night of last year's Yuan Dynasty, the lights of the flower market were as bright as day.On the head of willow branches on the moon, people make an appointment after dusk.On the night of the Yuan Dynasty this year, the moon and lights remain the same.I don't see the person from last year, and the sleeves of the spring shirt are wet with tears. ——Ouyang Xiu's "Birth of Cha Zi Yuan Xi"

Luo Xintong felt an unreal but unspeakable sweetness, how long can the days of being together day and night last?After waking up and washing up, I saw that my mother had already woken up. After eating the breakfast bought by Shen Lin, the two of them had a conversation with their mother, and then went out.

Luo Xintong is going to find a job during the summer vacation. Sometimes when the body is busy, the mind will be empty.What's more, I am also very tight financially, and I need money for college tuition.Luo Xintong went to the Pedestrian Street to find a job distributing leaflets. It was the Pedestrian Street where the two of them bought clothes last time. They worked for two hours in the morning and two hours in the afternoon, and were paid [-] yuan a day.

Every day while working while waiting for the results of the college entrance examination, near the end of the month, the test results finally came out, with a total score of 750, Luo Xintong scored 689 points in the test, which is considered a very good result. Luo Xintong was not very surprised. The estimated difference is not much.Shen Lin was very happy after knowing this result, and excitedly discussed with Luo Xintong which school and major to fill in, but Luo Xintong was not very interested, and only said that he would ask the class teacher and Luo Zhengwen tomorrow.

Shen Lin's idea was to let Luo Xintong apply for UCAS. When he first talked about his volunteering with him, he always showed his yearning for Tsinghua University. UCAS and Tsinghua University are both in the capital, and Shen Lin made no secret of his desire to walk side by side with his lover. .Luo Xintong knew very well that the last time he told Zhang Ziqi that his choice was "Qinchuan University", he didn't just say it casually. Even if his score could not be 100% admitted to Tsinghua University, it would be no problem to be conservative with UCAS, but in the capital Firstly, the cost of university is high, and secondly, it is too far away from home to take care of his mother. The cost of living is too high to take his mother to the capital to go to school. Luo Xinheng will also be going to high school soon, and getting him into a better school requires money.So staying in the province and Qinchuan University is the best choice for Luo Xintong.

Luo Xintong didn't want to tell Shen Lin his plan. If Luo Xintong said "he's a little scared" last time, it was just a little bit, but now after learning about Shen Lin's ideal university, it became "he's scared".

Sometimes Luo Xintong is not good at expressing himself, but he can't compare with Shen Lin's eloquent tongue.But this inexpressible life has a delicate mind, and wants to be comprehensive and comprehensive in everything.But how can we cover everything?How can it be well protected?

A few days later, the students went back to school to fill in their volunteers. As soon as they entered the classroom, Zhang Xiangyun sat next to Luo Xintong. The students talked about their intentions, volunteers and majors. When asked about Zhang Xiangyun, he talked about himself first. His wish: "Qinchuan Normal University, I can only get this score with my score. Besides, most of the teachers are good. In a few years, I will be full of peaches and plums like my mentors..." Zhang Xiangyun knew Luo Xintong's Score, surrounded Luo Xintong with a few classmates, leaned on the table, pushed Luo Xintong's arm with his hand, and asked, "Are you applying for Tsinghua University or UCAS?" Luo Xintong shook his head, Zhang Xiangyun frowned and continued Said: "Peking University is a bit of a mystery. If the major is not good, it's boring..." "Qinchuan University" Luo Xintong interrupted Zhang Xiangyun, Zhang Xiangyun almost fell off the table, his face was full of astonishment: "Are you kidding me?" No" is the answer in the affirmative.

Zhang Ziqi was going to apply for the Architecture Department of Southeast University. She knew that she would not be able to pass the exam for the Architecture Department of Tsinghua University, so she had always aimed at Southeast University. At this moment, she was sitting next to Luo Xintong, and she obviously heard what Luo Xintong said. , and said in a low voice: "The physics of Southeast University is also quite good."

The teachers also entered the classroom. They were very satisfied with the results of the college entrance examination. After three years of walking together, they finally gave each other a perfect answer.

Zhang Xiangyun was full of thoughts about whether this person had taken the wrong medicine, so that he didn't listen to what the teacher said. Does Shen Lin know his wish?Thinking of Shen Lin, he hurried out of the classroom.

Shen Lin was still in class, Zhang Xiangyun made a report to the teacher, saying that he had something to do with Shen Lin, as soon as Shen Lin left the classroom door, Zhang Xiangyun dragged him to the balcony.

"Do you know Luo Xintong's wish?" Zhang Xiangyun's tone sounded irritated.

Shen Lin paused, thinking that the man hadn't made a clear statement to him, so he shook his head.

"Qinchuan University."

Shen Lin thought he heard it wrong, staring at Zhang Xiangyun's eyes, Zhang Xiangyun anxiously repeated "Qinchuan University" loudly

Shen Lin went upstairs fiercely, rushed into Luo Xintong's classroom, and pulled him out of the classroom regardless of everyone's eyes.

Except for Zhang Xiangyun, in fact, none of the other students felt that there was anything wrong with Shen Lin pulling Luo Xintong. After all, it is normal for people of the same sex to hook up and call each other brothers. Fan Wenyan was called "Mom".But Zhang Xiangyun knew that the relationship between the two was not an ordinary brotherly relationship, as if trying to cover up something, he said: "Luo Xintong's mother is sick, Shen Lin took him back to have a look..." He felt weird lying about it. , but fortunately everyone knew that Luo Xintong's mother was in poor health, so no one cared about this flawed wording.

Luo Xintong was dragged all the way to the school gate by Shen Lin. Shen Lin called a car and pushed him in. He didn't know why Shen Lin was so furious all of a sudden. When he got off the car, Shen Lin didn't say a word, grabbed Luo Xintong came home, this was the first time Luo Xintong came to Shen Lin's home, before he had time to take a closer look, Shen Lin vigorously pushed him into the room, Luo Xintong looked at Shen Lin who looked like an enraged lion , dare not say a word.

"why did not you tell me?"

The words of deja vu lingered in his ears, Luo Xintong thought of the last time he and Zhang Xiangyun dropped out of school without telling Shen Lin, thought of Zhang Xiangyun going out suddenly, and then Shen Lin...

"I am afraid"

"What are you afraid of?" Shen Lin grabbed Luo Xintong's collar and let out a wild roar.

Luo Xintong thought about what he was afraid of?

He was afraid of being found out about his ulterior relationship with Shen Lin. He was afraid of being pointed at the spine and saying something like "a madman gave birth to a pervert". He was afraid of all kinds of difficulties in the future. …

But he was even more afraid of losing Shen Lin...

He suddenly thought of the sentence Zhang Ziqi said, "Go after someone you like, tell others earlier, don't wait until others are gone, and then regret that you spoke too late."

He seemed to have been fighting against himself for too long, his clenched fists gradually loosened, he hugged Shen Lin desperately, kissed Shen Lin's cheeks and lips full of anger, and said vaguely: "Shen Lin, I Love you."

Shen Lin was gradually softened by the kiss, and slowly hugged Luo Xintong's back until he tasted a bit of bitterness at the corner of his mouth...

No matter how hard your heart is like steel, it will turn into soft fingers.

Shen Lin felt that the person standing beside him for too long was a little unsteady, so he lay on the bed with his support.There were still tears on Luo Xintong's face, Shen Lin felt heartbroken, couldn't help regretting that she had pushed him so hard, kissed him on the mouth as if to please him, and said softly: "You don't need to say what you are afraid of , then can you tell me why you want to go to Qinchuan University? You obviously have a better choice. "

Luo Xintong shook his head, choked up and said: "I have no choice, I want to stay in Qinchuan, stay at the seaside, my mother, my brother, and my grandfather need me, at the seaside, the expenses are much smaller, I can take care of my mother, You can also go back to the countryside to see your younger brother and grandfather. If you go to other places, the tuition and travel expenses and living expenses will be too expensive. I originally thought that I would take my younger brother to the beach next year for him to go to high school...

This is the first time that Luo Xintong confides in front of Shen Lin his difficulties, difficulties, helplessness, and responsibilities to his family.It has never been possible to have both fish and bear's paw.What's wrong with Luo Xintong?The person who was wrong was me, I was too stupid, I didn't understand Luo Xintong's thoughts, I was helpless in the face of the difficulties of my lover, I hated myself for being small and powerless, Luo Xintong, who seemed to compromise with life but was struggling to live, let Shen Lin felt distressed.

"I'm sorry." Shen Lin kissed his hair and continued to say in a low voice, "But why didn't you tell me?"

"I'm just afraid that you'll be angry, and it's not that I won't tell you." Luo Xintong tried to explain and continued: "Besides, I haven't filled it out yet. I just haven't figured out how to tell you..."

There is always a person who can soften another person's heart with a few whispers.

"Then listen, you have to tell me what's going on in the future. No matter what you think, whether you think about it or not, you must tell me immediately. I don't want anything about you to be discovered by me secretly. Someone told me, I hope you told me everything about you..."

"it is good."

The author has something to say: Back then, we filled out the college entrance examination volunteers before the scores came out. I was not that good. I think everyone silently made it up as Sichuan University.