Conservation of energy

There are no traces of birds in the sky, but I have already flown. ——Tagore's "Flying Birds"

Several spring warblers compete for warm trees, and new swallows peck at new mud.In the busy study and life of the third year of high school, the books covered the brilliance of 18-year-old youth tightly, and the exercises and examination papers refused to leave any gaps for it.

In the sprint of the last semester, Luo Xintong returned to school with hesitation, fear, and worry. Life in the third year of senior high school was undoubtedly tense and hard. Listening to the sound of books in the room, thinking about the countdown on the blackboard behind him, watching the accumulation of hard work The test papers that are higher than the head, the previous pride and aspirations have disappeared, and the inspirational vows of the year have disappeared, followed by depression and tension.Luo Xintong closed his eyes, and the future scene flashed in his mind.

Luo Xintong shoulders not only his own future, but also the whole family.

The eyes are full of flowers and wild flowers.I'm afraid of the beautiful scenery, so I go back with Iraq.

In April, the peach blossoms are burning and the catkins are flying. The students have no time to stop and enjoy the scenery along the way. The countless examination papers are as light as cicadas, which makes people accustomed to it. There is no cheerful laughter of young people in the classroom. The second-mode exam is undoubtedly the most difficult of all mock exams. Some families are happy and some are sad, and there are very few people who are happy. Seeing the achievements, some people have a target, and some people are disheartened.

Give a candy with a stick. At the end of April, the school will arrange a coming-of-age ceremony for the students who are about to take the college entrance examination. The coming-of-age ceremony is like a ceremony, a solemn ceremony, announcing the students' own growth and the past. Farewell to others, compare what you do with the standards of an adult, establish your own outlook on life, values ​​and society, strictly demand yourself, and strive to realize your own value.

All the third-year students and their parents were sitting on the playground. Luo Xintong didn't tell his mother about his coming-of-age ceremony, but he still subconsciously walked around the parent's desk and couldn't find his mother. He couldn't hide his disappointment.

Waiting for the ceremony to start, the big screen began to scroll to show the childish faces of the students who just entered the school, the figures of participating in the sports meeting, the pictures of studying hard, and the group photos of their parents...

Looking at their youthful years, the students were silent, and some girls secretly wiped the tears from their faces...

Luo Xintong didn't know that Shen Lin was one of the hosts of this coming-of-age ceremony. When Shen Lin, who was wearing a white shirt and black suit pants, walked onto the stage, Luo Xintong still couldn't believe it, until the mellow and familiar words came from his ears. sound.

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"It is another new starting point on the course of life, another milestone on the way of life..."

Luo Xintong listened to the opening remarks read by the host, and watched the solemn national flag dyed and raised in a song "National Anthem". More than a dozen student representatives put on red scarves to express their gratitude to their mentors.

The juniors and juniors of the second year of high school sent their blessings before the college entrance examination and congratulations of adults to the seniors of the third year on the stage.

The teacher came to the stage to express his gratitude and delivered a speech: "Everyone has two births. The first is the origin of life, which is the birth of a person; the second is the maturity of thought, which is an adult. Looking back on the 18 years, the palm prints of time record From the restlessness in the mother's womb to the toddler and babble, we record those innocent smiles and calm tears, and record our continuous progress and growth between every fall and victory. Adult means Be grateful, learn to be grateful to those parents who have accompanied you through 18 years of hard work, they have escaped from their busy schedules, just to witness this most unforgettable transformation with their children. Learn to be grateful to the parents who have brought us earnest teachings Teachers, it is they who use the rain and dew of knowledge to water every child to thrive, and it is they who let us understand the meaning of being human. Learn to be grateful to the best friends around you. The closest support of anger, sorrow and joy."

Listening to the teacher's speech, Luo Xintong thought of his family, his father was one of the few in his memory, and his mother's tenderness and encouragement was more in his memory. Thinking of his mother... with his head buried, he felt a little sentimental, a little lonely, and even more so. There is a little heartache.

Shen Lin stepped onto the stage: "I invite Luo Xintong's mother from Class 33 to speak..."

Luo Xintong didn't hear what Shen Lin said.Fan Wenyan, who has been taking drugs for mental illness all year round, has become a little fat due to the side effects of the drugs, and her movements are not flexible enough, so that she walks very slowly.

Fan Wenyan first searched the audience with slack eyes, and finally fixed her eyes on Luo Xintong, smiled slightly, and said into the microphone in a low voice: "I am Luo Xintong from class 33 Mom, Fan Wenyan..."

There was a burst of applause from the audience...

The applause seemed to encourage Fan Wenyan, and then she said loudly and slowly: "In the winter of 1990, you came to this world, looking at your red, fleshy face, I felt a little strange, you lying on my bed By my hand, looking at your small appearance, I cried, and you tried to open your eyes wide and looked at me, as if you wanted to take a closer look at me, feeling that you and I are closely related in life, and are my closest relatives. From then on, your Every move catches my attention. I grow up with you and let myself continue to grow. When you were five years old, you lost your father. I am just a rural woman with little education. I only know how to farm and do housework. I lost my lover. I once thought of leaving you, but one day you washed the clothes that mother hadn’t washed in time, and holding a small basin, said, "Mom, I washed the clothes and couldn't reach the rope. ", when you were seven or eight, you secretly learned to cook, and you would timidly ask your sister in the city to bring you books. At that time, I was so relieved, and I wanted to do my best to give you a happy home and happiness. Later, with your encouragement, my mother became motivated, and life at home became better and better. When I was in junior high school, my mother made the most correct decision in her life-sending you to study in the city. I know you are right I am very yearning for the world in the city. I am very contradictory and reluctant. I don’t ask you to have excellent academic performance. I just want you to go out of the countryside to see the outside world and see what the world in the city is like for my mother. Prosperous. Sending you to study, my mother felt guilty for you and couldn’t walk with you. My mother often came to your school and Sensen’s house to visit you. Sometimes she just took a peek at you for fear of affecting your studies. Study pressure in high school You are obviously a lot older. I heard from you that you were the host of the welcome party. Your face was full of confidence and high spirits. You made some friends and you have your own ideas. Mom can’t keep up with your thoughts, but mom I think you are excellent, every mother sees her own child as the best... I don't know why, I am sick, very sick, I need to take medicine every day, I have a bad memory, you and your classmates They all took care of me silently. It took me a long time to remember the names of your two friends, Shen Lin and Zhang Xiangyun. I am very grateful and gratified that you have such good brothers. They call me "Mom". I slept for a long time, so long that I felt that I didn’t look at you much and the day passed. For a while, I felt that you were very tired. Although you didn’t say anything, sometimes your clothes were dirty when you came home. I want to help you Wash, you don’t let me, I saw the blood bubbles on your hands when you served your mother’s meal, I don’t know what you are doing, I faintly feel that you are carrying the family, I feel that I am dragging you down, I am very sorry I want you to be relieved, to relieve myself, but I am afraid that you will be sad, and I will do my best to make myself better. After the year, I see you go home and study at your desk every night, I know you are back, I am so relieved that the confident and high-spirited you are back. You didn’t tell me about your coming-of-age ceremony today, but I know that you just want to protect me and don’t want me to be hurt, but child, I can feel your classmates and The teacher is not malicious to me, they are kind, I want to participate in your coming-of-age ceremony, every growth in your life, my mother does not want to miss it. Mom wants to participate in your life, wants to watch you, wants to be with you, so I Muster up the courage to stand here, my mother would like to thank all the kindness and warmth around me, my mother would like to congratulate you on growing up, and my mother would like to wish you no more burdens in your future life..."

After Fan Wenyan finished speaking, Luo Xintong walked to the stage, everyone quietly gave him a way to the stage, Luo Xintong went forward and hugged his mother for a long time...

The audience was silent for a long time, as if time had stopped, there was only a small sobbing sound from the audience, Shen Lin and Zhang Xiangyun supported Fan Wenyan off the stage, Luo Xintong bowed deeply to the audience, and there was a thunderous sound from the audience Applause, everyone's face is full of tears that haven't had time to wipe...