Conservation of energy

Shen Lin felt like he was stepping on clouds all day long, floating unrealistically. Luo Xintong obviously understood what he meant when he was dazzled by anger yesterday, but what did he think afterwards? , How do you see yourself as a person?

He didn't beat himself half to death, and even acquiesced in following him home, did he count as giving himself the right to enter the house?But did he accept himself or did he give himself a reprieve in his heart?Wait for a while before kicking him out?

Then he thought about why Luo Xintong suspended his studies to work and tortured himself so that he was not a human being, a ghost or a ghost, because he was short of money?Thinking of Luo Xintong's frighteningly thin body and the open wounds on his hands, lack of money doesn't mean he would drop out of school and torture himself so hard...

Shen Lin sniffed and sneezed a few times, and couldn't help cursing in his heart, who the hell missed me, and then Luo Xintong's face appeared in front of him again...

In the evening after school, Shen Lin sneaked to the door of the fast food restaurant again, and saw Luo Xintong in red overalls serving tea and water to someone, and went in by mistake, found a corner for himself to sit down, and nodded absent-mindedly. Luo Xintong pretended not to see the food, the serious working state, Luo Xintong had seen it since Shen Lin entered the door, but he just pretended not to see, the fast food restaurant was full of people, Shen Lin sat there for several hours, Luo Xintong Sometimes Xintong would pass by him to clean up the table, but he didn't take a look at him in a daze, he didn't pretend he didn't see him, he just pretended that he was transparent and invisible...

After finally waiting for Luo Xintong to get off work, Shen Lin also followed Luo Xintong one after the other. Shen Lin followed Luo Xintong to the door with anxiety, Luo Xintong took out the key and prepared to open the door, Shen Lin was relieved. With a sigh of relief, Luo Xintong opened the door, and was about to shut Shen Lin out, but Shen Lin stretched his palm in...

"Hey" Shen Lin smiled rascally, then entered the house and closed the door behind him.

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Luo Xintong didn't bother to pay attention to him, and went into the bathroom to take a bath. Shen Lin crawled at the door and eavesdropped on Luo Xintong taking a bath, until the sound of the water stopped, he rushed to the dining table and sat down...

When Luo Xin came out, she saw Shen Lin who was pretending to be reading a book. She took a hair dryer to dry her hair and went into the room. She closed the door with a bang. Shen Lin...

Shen Lin walked into the bathroom, there was still water vapor and faint fragrance from Luo Xintong's bath just now, Shen Lin found a few strands of Luo Xintong's hair on the ground as if seeing a treasure, and dried them with a towel together After sweeping his face, Luo Xintong appeared in the bathroom out of season...

Shen Lin looked at Luo Xintong with a pale face as he took away the shorts he forgot in the bathroom just now, and felt that in Luo Xintong's eyes, he was a wretched and perverted person...

This wretched pervert came into the room after taking a shower. The lock of the room had been broken for 800 years before he moved in. Just when Luo Xintong closed the door, it was just a display. Shen Lin slowly lay beside Luo Xintong...

In the early morning of the next day, Shen Lin ran out to secretly match Luo Xintong's house keys. Luo Xintong woke up early and found that there was no one in the house. He had just scooped a cup of rice from the rice jar to cook porridge, but Shen Lin opened the door , and brought a bunch of breakfast, Shen Lin saw that Luo Xin had gotten up, and explained falteringly: Let’s forget about the breakfast yesterday, so I went downstairs to buy it...

Every day after school, Shen Lin goes back to Luo Xin's home to buy good meals for his mother. Mentally ill patients must insist on taking medicine twice a day. Shen Lin coaxes his mother to finish taking the medicine every afternoon before going to the fast food restaurant where Luo Xintong works. In the corner, reading and doing homework, occasionally looking up at Luo Xintong's busy appearance. After get off work at night, Shen Lin usually followed Luo Xintong home with a unilateral smile. As if it never happened, the two formed a tacit understanding, and kept silent, only occasionally at night when the two were lying in bed, Shen Lin would get angry when approaching Luo Xintong...

One afternoon Luo Xintong came home early from the construction site, heard the sound of a key being inserted in the keyhole, picked up a book he was reading and rushed to the door, the door was opened and he was surprised to see Shen Lin's chiseled face...

"Well, I have a key." Shen Lin scratched his head.

Luo Xintong asked in bewilderment: When did it happen?

Shen Lin smiled: When I went out early in the morning to buy breakfast...

Luo Xintong gritted his teeth, thinking that this person is really shameless.

Shen Lin moved a chair for Luo Xintong, indicating that he had something to say to him, and Luo Xintong sat at the dining table, waiting for Shen Lin to speak.

Shen Lin actually had hundreds of questions in his heart that he wanted to ask Luo Xintong, but he didn't know where to start, so he thought he was avoiding the important ones and said lightly: Well, I plan to work with you in a fast food restaurant after school.

Luo Xintong: Why?

Shen Lin could hear that Luo Xintong was a little upset, and said in a low voice: Aren't you short of money?

Luo Xintong said: What does it matter to you if I lack money?

Shen Lin: I want to help you

Luo Xintong shook his head and smiled faintly: I don't need it.

Shen Lin was silent for a while, yes, Luo Xintong never asked for help in the most difficult time, why should he accept himself, Luo Xintong never even showed that he needed help in front of himself or anyone, he would rather be tired every day He has to follow a dog, his hands are full of blood bubbles and he doesn't ask anyone for help or complain. He gritted his teeth and carried his life alone. Even Luo Zhengwen didn't know that he was working part-time. A special person, what kind of person am I?Shen Lin fell into the question that made him entangled thousands of times, who was he, and who did he think of himself.

Shen Lin stared at Luo Xintong's human heart, which even X-rays couldn't penetrate, but Shen Lin tried to see through the heart, including the internal organs, with the naked eye.

Shen Lin felt that something was blocking his chest, and if he didn't move it away, he would be suffocated to death by that thing, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and said extremely firmly: You don't need it, but I need it, who the hell is that? i love you.

Luo Xintong...

Luo Xintong's head was buzzing after being bombarded. Obviously, he did not expect Shen Lin to be so straightforward. First, he was too busy with life and study every day to think about Shen Lin's thoughts. Second, he felt that the two of them were both Man, he used the excuse that Shen Lin was only sympathetic to him. Shen Lin was still young and couldn't recognize himself for a while, not to mention that he had a girlfriend not long after Chinese New Year...

Luo Xintong didn't expect that he would kill himself here today, and that layer of tattered window paper was blown away by the wind, and it was all uncovered...

As if trying to hide his guilty conscience: I am a man, we all are.

As if hearing something funny, Shen Lin couldn't help standing up from the chair, looked down at Luo Xintong, and laughed loudly: Yes, I'm a pervert, don't tell me you've been with a pervert for so long I don't understand what he's thinking!

Luo Xintong felt that he was laughing at himself for being shameless, and he felt that he was indeed shameless.

He obviously knew what others meant to him since that kiss, why didn't he make it clear at that time and not let him go?Why do you allow others to enter your house time and time again?Why do you want to play hide and seek?Why not hide away?I simply want to be a prostitute and also want to set up a memorial archway, deliberately posing in front of people, and when others really come, I will act like a chaste and nine-strength person. I am greedy for the warmth of the lights, but I am afraid of being burned by the flames burn……

Life is only a few decades, and it goes by in a blink of an eye. Now that you love it, you can follow your own mind, no matter who he is...

Luo Xintong stood up and tried to approach Shen Lin, but the distance was only two or three steps away. Luo Xintong felt tired after walking for a long time, and grabbed Shen Lin's sleeves with both hands as if looking for support, as if wasting his time With the last bit of my strength, I lightly touched that person's lips, just touched the water, and let it go...

Luo Xintong rushed back to her room...

Shen Lin stood like a sculpture, feeling that the scene just happened was just an illusion, touched his lips, and didn't realize what happened until he heard the door close with a "bang". Can't you give yourself a plot hint first?

He smiled, he was greatly comforted by such a brief touch, and his heart was joyful and sweet, even if he were to die at this moment, he would have no complaints.