Confused Megu

Qi Tan froze for a moment, the blood all over his body rushed from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, his breathing was weak, and he suffocated for a moment.

With four eyes facing each other, staring at each other expressing love, Qi Tanyi vaguely recalled the vague and long-lasting memory from those hazy and depressed eyes, and it was like a red-hot iron tongs deeply imprinted in his heart. A dull pain like a brand mark.

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That was the first time he experienced the feeling of heartbeat. The object he was facing was a man, a handsome and handsome man in his 30s.

Qi Tanyi even felt that he was sick. It's not that he hasn't dabbled in novels and comics about pure love between men and men, but he never thought that this kind of thing would happen to him.

Every gesture of this man fascinates him, and every frown and smile is enough to disturb his mind. Qi Tanyi felt that he might be dying of illness, otherwise, why would his heart be pounding like a deer when he saw him? A very straight guy, why did he bend all of a sudden?

It was from the third day of the trip that Qi Tanyi had this feeling.

According to his usual living habits, Qi Tanyi will sleep until he wakes up naturally at six or seven o'clock in the morning, but it may be due to the psychological pressure caused by not getting on the bus on time yesterday. I feel chilly and numb in my arms, and if I move a little, it seems that something is involved.

As soon as Qi Tan glanced around, he saw that he was holding hands with the clinical man, his hand was tightly clenched, and the slight movement of his fingers made the man frown, and the clenched hand became more and more uneasy. Blushing, inexplicable blushing.

The morning sun was shining on the screen window, Qi Tan took a serious look at this man for the first time, his heart beat for a moment, it is understandable that this man is extremely handsome.

The facial features on the sculpted face are exquisite, the eyes under the slightly raised eyebrows are tightly closed, the bridge of the nose is straight, the lips are thin and cool, the body is strong under the protruding Adam's apple, and the two uppermost parts of the pajamas One button is not fastened, Qi Tanyi can see the slightly bulging chest muscles, and his figure is also very good.

Qi Tan swallowed a mouthful of saliva, lay back on the bed again, stared at the two hands clenched tightly, with a sweetness in his heart, and fell asleep again as it was still early.

From this morning, the way Qi Tanyi looked at this man changed slightly, and since then this man has abandoned his sense of alienation and become closer to him. At first he took care of him like a big brother, but gradually changed. Taste, and even gave a few valuable gifts when buying local jade and jade halfway, and gave them over in a way that Qi Tanyi could not refuse.

This morning, because my mobile phone was left in the hotel, I had to take the bus that had driven five kilometers back to the hotel. Naturally, I was unanimously stared at and complained by the passengers.At this time, the man glanced at the passengers in the car with sharp eyes. It may be that the aura was too strong, so he fell silent for a while, and even the tour guide smiled to smooth things over.Qi Tan was very grateful to him.

In the evening, due to his forgetfulness, he lost another piece of clothing, and the man gave himself one of his shirts.When wearing it on his body, Qi Tanyi could smell the scent of lemon, and felt a little bit of joy in his heart.

And when he appeared in front of him wearing his loose shirt and bare|bare legs, Qi Tanyi inadvertently noticed that the man's eyes looking at him were inexplicably deeper, Qi Tanyi seemed to have discovered something at this moment.

On the morning of the fourth day, Qi Tanyi got lost, and because of his confused nature, he only found out when the man called him, so he was very embarrassed when facing the man, and I don't know why the man hugged him for a long time. Five or six minutes long.

The two big men hugged each other in broad daylight, naturally attracting other people's attention, Qi Tanyi wanted to push him away but was hugged even tighter, he had no choice but to pretend to be a quail and hide in the man's shoulder to avoid others gaze.Suddenly, he felt his neck itchy, and the warm air from the man's breath hit his neck, and Qi Tanyi felt like his whole body was on fire.

In the afternoon, the man borrowed his water glass to drink water, aiming at the place Qi Tanyi just touched two seconds ago, Qi Tanyi watched the man's throat roll and drank the remaining water in the glass, and finally turned his head thinking it was Qi Tanyi Qi Tanyi sipped the cup several times where he couldn't see it, and Qi Tanyi confirmed his guess, but he was very happy in his heart, but his joy turned into sadness, and he lost the water cup, but it didn't affect his good mood at all.

On the fifth day, Qi Tanyi learned that he was going to be separated tomorrow, so he purposely lost the performance ticket out of the desire to test the man, so he took him to a famous local bar. Tan Yi secretly grabbed the man's hand, in exchange for the man's sudden tight grip, Qi Tan Yi knew that he had made the right bet, this man had the same thoughts as himself.

In a bustling bar, in a dark corner, the two people's eyes are facing each other more than a thousand words, holding hands, lips touching, two hearts entangled together, at this time the surroundings of the two are very quiet, they can only listen to each other's beating hearts.

Back at the hotel where she stayed, Qi Tanyi saw the man hastily merged the two beds into one, guessing in his heart what would happen to the two of them next, and silently prepared for it, who would have thought that the man just fell in love with each other? Embracing and sleeping, Qi Tanyi could feel the man's firm grip on him, but was surprised that the man didn't make any other movements.

That night, Qi Tanyi snuggled into the arms of the man and had an incomparably sweet dream.

The sixth day was the day of separation. Both of them were on the plane in the afternoon. During the days together, the two of them had no other personal information to disclose except their names.At this time, the man told himself that he is a company executive who needs to travel frequently, and this time he will go to the United States, and the Shishi Airport where the two met is not the place of work, the real work address is the imperial capital, as for the specific The address, the man did not disclose.

As a senior fresh graduate, Qi Tanyi had no information to keep secret, so he told the man his information in detail, and the man also promised himself that he would come back as soon as he came back from the United States in two months. Looking for himself, Qi Tanyi believed him, and indulged himself once before leaving.

Heaven fails to fulfill man's wish, and man fails to fulfill man's heart.

After Qi Tan got off the plane, he received the news that his father was hospitalized. He lost his mobile phone on the way to his hometown in a hurry. He hurriedly reported the case and continued to drive home. Since then, there has been no news from this mobile phone. The only connection with this man was broken.

The graduation thesis was sent to the tutor by email, and it was passed in one go. After Qi Tanyi graduated, he left the city and went to the imperial capital after his father recovered. In any case, he had a little luck in his heart, maybe he would Waiting for myself in the imperial capital.

The imperial capital is vast and densely populated, and I have been here for nearly three years. I have guessed countless times that maybe the two will meet by chance in the subway, or on the street, or in a small restaurant, or in an inconspicuous street corner. However, all of this is an unknown.

The hope of meeting again is slim, so Qi Tanyi gradually gave up hope. The relationship came to an end at the very beginning. Qi Tanyi engraved it in his heart and buried it deep in his heart. He only occasionally heard about Yunnan, Lijiang, and ancient towns. I'll be stunned for a moment, but it's not enough to make a wave in my heart.

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As the man's breath approached, Qi Tan pulled back his thoughts, looked at the man again, with respect in his eyes, lightly grinned his lips, and smiled politely: "Long time no see, Mr. Mi."