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Chapter 9 I have to be myself before I can be your boyfriend

"Baby, don't be angry anymore." Lin Linbei rubbed Chen Siyi's hand, trying to calm him down.

"I'm sorry baby, I was wrong"

"Lin Linbei, do you know where you went wrong?" Chen Siyi pushed Lin Linbei's hand away.

"I shouldn't let you go to the movies." Lin Linbei said tentatively

Chen Siyi shook her head.

"I shouldn't have kept talking when you were angry, instead of hugging you." Lin Linbei continued to guess.

Chen Siyi is going to be laughed at by him, hug you big headed ghost, don't you think that Chen Siyi is such a stingy person?How could he lose his temper because he didn't hug him.

Chen Siyi gave up completely, and Lin Linbei didn't have any ABCD numbers in his heart.

Chen Siyi stopped Lin Linbei from continuing to make wild guesses, looked into his eyes seriously and said, "Lin Linbei, I'm not angry because you didn't go to the movies with me, nor because of other messy reasons."

"It's just Lin Linbei, think about it for yourself. When two people are together, it can never be maintained by one side's unilateral contribution. The matter is very small. Maybe 1000 yuan is really nothing to you. You can transfer money at will. It’s my living expenses for half a month.”

"Usually the trivial money, the money for a meal and a bottle of water, forget it, sometimes it will hurt the relationship between lovers if they are too clear, so I never mentioned it to you seriously"

"But I hope you can understand that in a relationship, we all have to give."

"I have to be myself before I can be your boyfriend."

Lin Linbei understood what Chen Siyi meant, and summed it up in one sentence, he didn't want to spend Lin Linbei's money.The corners of Lin Linbei's eyes drooped, he didn't know why, he just wanted to be nice to someone, how could he become like this.

Chen Siyi sensed Lin Linbei's sadness, and couldn't bear to see his red eyes, but some things were a matter of principle for him and could not be compromised.

Chen Siyi went forward and kissed Lin Linbei's eyes, hoping to kiss away his sadness, "Okay, childish ghost, don't cry, aren't you going to help me pack my luggage? Let's go" Chen Siyi finally chose to end this After a meaningless conversation, he comforted himself that there was still such a long time in his life, and he was not in a hurry to change Lin Linbei at this moment, take it slowly.

Lin Linbei's heart trembled when he was kissed by Chen Siyi. Chen Siyi had a kind of power that could control Lin Linbei's emotions, and his sadness disappeared the moment Chen Siyi kissed him.

Numerous facts have proved that small fights between couples will heat up the relationship. Chen Siyi thought that they would stick together for a while, but Lin Linbei suddenly remembered that he had to pack his luggage and ran away on his own. Going back to Chen Siyi's dormitory, leaving Chen Siyi where she felt lost.

Lin Linbei is actually a very meticulous person, which is embodied in the fact that he is very good at packing things for Chen Siyi.When he was at home, if Chen Siyi couldn't find something he wanted, he would ask Lin Linbei, and Lin Linbei would be able to tell him which cabinet or drawer he put the things in.If Lin Linbei didn't even know about it, Chen Siyi would have given up looking for it, because it must have been lost.

Lin Linbei rolled Chen Siyi's trousers into long strips and put them on the side of the suitcase, put the shoes in a sealed bag and put them in the box, Chen Siyi drank the pearl milk tea delivered by the takeaway, and came over to see if she was there What can be done, I found that Lin Linbei had almost packed it, the whole box was full, leaving no gaps.

Chen Siyi put the milk tea near Lin Linbei's mouth as if rewarding him. After Lin Linbei took a sip, he put down his things and kissed Chen Siyi.Chen Siyi loves to drink milk tea, and they say that drinking too much milk tea will make you fat. Chen Siyi scoffs at this. He drinks so much that he is reluctant to grow such a little meat. It must be a rumor.

Because he had to drive the next day, Lin Linbei went back to his school after dinner. Before leaving, he told Chen Siyi that he would pick him up in the morning. Chen Siyi nodded, kissed him goodbye, and Lin Linbei turned around and left.

Chen Siyi was lying on the bed at night and thought of a problem, that is, he and Lin Linbei are still in a passionate relationship, as long as they see each other, their eyes and hearts are full of each other's appearance, and the love cannot be hidden, so what if the family finds out What to do, although they will know sooner or later, but now is not the best time, he and Lin Linbei are still students, their wings are not yet full-fledged, so they cannot be discovered.

Chen Siyi called Lin Linbei and told him about this matter, and even made a three-law agreement with Lin Linbei. After returning home, he could not kiss him in a crowded place, hug him in a crowded place, or hold hands in front of his family.As soon as Lin Linbei heard this, he immediately expressed his objection, and after some exchanges, he ended the call with Lin Linbei's objection being invalid.

After Chen Siyi made the phone call, she realized that it was already 01:30 in the morning. Chen Siyi hurriedly put down her phone, comforting herself thinking that she still had a few more hours of sleep.

At seven o'clock the next morning, Lin Linbei dragged Chen Siyi up from Chen Siyi's bed with breakfast. Chen Siyi couldn't open his eyes, and felt in a daze that Lin Linbei was putting on clothes and shoes for him, "open your mouth" , Chen Siyi opened her mouth obediently, Lin Linbei gave him the toothbrush, and carefully brushed Chen Siyi's teeth one by one.

When getting into the car called by Lin Linbei to the train station, Chen Siyi was still leaning on Lin Linbei's shoulder and snoring. Lin Linbei knew that Chen Siyi would snore when she was too tired. During the night's review, Lin Linbei was seriously short of sleep. Lin Linbei felt a little distressed, and touched the head that Chen Siyi was leaning on, thinking that he must let Chen Siyi have a good rest when he went home.

When they arrived at the train station, Lin Linbei woke up Chen Siyi. Lin Linbei checked the time, and there was still time.The breakfast he bought was cold, so Lin Linbei took Chen Siyi to the noodle shop near the train station, and ordered a bowl of beef noodles for Chen Siyi, and he ate the cold breakfast himself.

It was the Spring Festival travel season, and the train station was very crowded. Chen Siyi obediently followed Lin Linbei and lined up.Lin Linbei was afraid that people would squeeze him, so he pulled Chen Siyi into his arms again.

Finally got on the train, Chen Siyi and Lin Linbei bought standing tickets and had no seats.After getting on the train, Lin Linbei kept looking for a seat in the compartment, but luckily he found one, so Chen Siyi sat down first, and Lin Linbei stood beside him.

Chen Siyi was actually not feeling well. The exhaustion and lack of sleep during this period made him look very lethargic, his small face was bloodless and completely white.It was not easy for Lin Linbei to find him a seat, so he sat down first.What I didn't expect was that when the train arrived at the next station, a man in his 20s took the ticket and looked at the seat and then the ticket, hesitant to speak.

Finally the man said, "Brother, did you take the wrong seat? This seems to be my seat."

Chen Siyi hurriedly got up and stood up to give him a seat, explained that she didn't have a seat, and apologized for taking his seat.

Unexpectedly, the man looked at Chen Siyi standing precariously, "Aren't you uncomfortable, why don't you sit down first, I can stand and exercise my leg muscles if I have nothing to do."

Lin Linbei said that he could transfer the money for the ticket to the man, but the man waved his hand and said no.

It was only after talking during the trip that the man was named Yu Hang, and like Chen Siyi and the others, he was also studying in Beizhou and returned to Yuancheng for the holiday.Yu Hang told him that he was a freshman in the Department of Foreign Languages ​​of Beizhou University. They took the exam early, and they were not in a hurry to go home after the exam, so they came to Linshi for a tour with a few classmates.

"What a coincidence, junior, I'm also from Beizhou University, but I'm from the Department of Chemistry." Chen Siyi was very excited to meet her junior on the train, who is also a fellow villager.

"We are really destined, but senior, you look younger than me." Yu Hang was very emotional.

Chen Sixi wanted to introduce Lin Linbei to Yu Hang, only to find that Lin Linbei was no longer there. He looked around and found that Lin Linbei was not in the carriage.

"Yu Hang, sit down first, can you look over my luggage for me, I'll go find my companion." Chen Siyi stood up and wanted to go out.

"Senior, don't worry, you can go!" Yu Hang agreed to Chen Siyi's request.

Chen Siyi had an intuition that Lin Linbei would not go far at ease, so she walked to the place where the two carriages connected, where there were usually small compartments for smokers to smoke during a long journey.

As expected, Chen Siyi saw Lin Linbei.Today Lin Linbei was wearing a beige overcoat with a pure black sweater underneath, with a lighted cigarette stuck between the second knuckles of his finger, leaning against the door and looking straight at the passing by the window. The world, I don't know what I'm thinking, the whole person seems alienated and lonely.

Lin Linbei didn't realize that Chen Siyi was looking at him from a distance of more than ten steps. He took a few puffs of cigarettes on his own, took out his mobile phone and checked, but found that there was no news. He thought that Chen Siyi was still having a good time talking with others. , will not find him at all.My heart was sour and astringent, and I was so angry that I didn't even notice that the cigarette butt was almost burned out.

The finger was burned and hurt a bit, Lin Linbei quickly threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, and wanted to wash the burned finger with some water.He looked up and saw Chen Sixi looking at him not far away, with pity in his eyes.

Lin Linbei wanted to walk towards Chen Siyi, but unexpectedly the train stopped at a small station, and many people wanted to get off with their luggage. Lin Linbei and Chen Siyi were squeezed into the crowd, separated by a short distance, but touched Can't touch each other.

Lin Linbei saw Chen Siyi's lips moving, but the carriage was too noisy, he couldn't hear what Chen Siyi said clearly, he seriously wanted to distinguish what Chen Siyi said, Chen Siyi knew that Lin Linbei might not have heard it, so he repeated it several times, " Don't move, wait for me to pass."

Chen Sixi wanted to go to Lin Linbei, but he finally had enough courage to go to him.Even if the crowd is turbulent, he has enough courage to hold his hand.As long as Lin Linbei is by his side, he cannot allow him to be alone.

darling, you know what?I have accumulated a lot of courage before I dare to walk towards you, please stand still and wait for me, okay?Wait for me to walk towards you.Even if one day, we will be thousands of miles apart, you have to believe that as long as you are still in place, I will find your direction and walk towards you, and I will die for it.