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Chapter 15 Don't leave me alone without you

Chen Siyi didn't go home last night, he was afraid that his parents would notice his loss of soul, he wanted to go to the hotel to get a room to spend the night, but Yu Hang didn't feel at ease to let him stay in the hotel alone, so he led Chen Siyi away. Back to his apartment in the city center, let him spend a sleepless night in the guest room.

Chen Siyi was grateful for Yu Hang's care and companionship, and thought that it was not so bad, losing Lin Linbei, at least he still had his parents and friends.When I woke up the next morning, I found that my phone had run out of battery. I asked Yu Hang for a charger, and when I turned on the phone, dozens of missed calls popped up instantly.

Chen Siyi calmed down all night, looking back, she was indeed too impulsive.For so many years, Lin Linbei's kindness to him is unquestionable, and after being together, he is loved by thousands of people. Chen Siyi thinks of the eternal flowers blooming in the glass cover, the New Year's gift, the fireworks on the night of the first kiss, he thinks of this world Everything in the book may be fake, but Lin Linbei's love for him will not be fake.He should give Lin Linbei a chance to speak, Chen Sixi silently decided in his heart to call Lin Linbei back later.

The doorbell rang suddenly and quickly, which startled Chen Siyi who was in a daze. Yu Hang went out to buy breakfast in the morning. He might have forgotten his key, so Chen Siyi hurried to open the door.

Lin Linbei stood at the door. Although they hadn't seen each other all night, Chen Siyi felt that Lin Linbei had lost weight.

"Baby, can you not leave me?" Lin Linbei looked at Chen Siyi with red eyes, every look seemed to be stolen, wronged and sad.

Chen Siyi calmed down and saw Lin Linbei was stirred up again, and said calmly, "Let's go out and talk."

After Chen Siyi sent Yu Hang a WeChat message, she and Lin Linbei found a quiet coffee shop and sat down.

"Two cups of black coffee, thank you," Chen Siyi said to the waiter who came to entertain her.

Chen Siyi's face became a little hot from Lin Linbei's gaze, and she didn't dare to look directly at Lin Linbei's research, so she pretended to casually look at the trinkets on the table and said to Lin Linbei, "Lin Linbei, I just listen to You said this time, you only have this chance to explain."

Lin Linbei told Chen Siyi all the ins and outs of the matter. He could understand why Chen Siyi was angry and changed places. If Lin Linbei saw Chen Siyi setting up a wishing lamp with a strange woman, he thought he would Either he would kill himself, or he would kill that woman.But he is still different from Chen Siyi, he will not be willing to leave Chen Siyi, but Chen Siyi can turn around and leave at any time, and start over.

"So you mean that you were passively arranged for a blind date." Chen Siyi breathed a sigh of relief and at the same time felt a little sour. That woman could be arranged by Lin Linbei's parents to be with Lin Linbei, but he was in a crowd It takes a lot of courage to hold Lin Linbei's hand in any place, life is so unfair.

Chen Siyi sighed, feeling a little lost, Lin Linbei carefully observed the changes in Chen Siyi's expression like a child who did something wrong.Seeing that Chen Siyi's brows were no longer tightly furrowed, Lin Linbei boldly held Chen Siyi's hand, and said anxiously, "Baby, this kind of thing won't happen again in the future, if it happens again, I will punish me for losing you."

Punishing me for losing you is the cruelest oath Lin Linbei can think of for him.

"Then, let's not take this as an example"

"Mrs. Chen, don't be dazed. Go and pay the bill. I haven't had breakfast yet. Let's go have breakfast."

Lin Linbei drove Chen Siyi to eat Yuancheng rice noodles near his alma mater. The students had not started school yet, and there were not many people in the shop. The boss brought two bowls of steaming rice noodles in a short while.Chen Siyi whispered to Lin Linbei, "I have eaten so many rice noodles, but this one in No. [-] Middle School is the best"

The fragrance of rice noodles not only grows on Chen Siyi's taste buds, but also deeply imprints in Chen Siyi's memory along with that period of youth that will never return.Two or three rice noodles, thick soup made from big stick bones, topped with minced meat fried with beans, let Chen Siyi remember it for many years.

After breakfast, it was still early, so Chen Siyi proposed to go to No. [-] Middle School to reminisce about the past years.Although the school has not officially started yet, the senior three students have already started classes for the college entrance examination in June. There are a few students wearing blue and white striped school uniforms carrying books on their backs on campus. Chen Siyi thinks of his high school days with Lin Linbei.

At that time, they also wore blue and white school uniforms every day. At that time, they always felt that the school uniforms were ugly and looked forward to taking them off every day. Unexpectedly, after taking off the school uniforms for a few years, they would still be moved when they saw the same school uniforms.Chen Siyi saw Lin Linbei and himself in school uniform through their youthful faces.

There are traces of Chen Siyi and Lin Linbei's presence in every corner of the campus

In winter, there are figures of them running and doing exercises on the campus track.The running boys in No. 1200 Middle School run 800 meters before morning self-study and [-] meters after evening self-study.Chen Siyi was a little hypoglycemic. When she gritted her teeth and insisted on running in the morning, Lin Linbei would slow down and hold his hand in front, leading him to run forward. If she couldn't run anymore, Lin Linbei would accompany Chen Siyi to finish the rest of the walk. number of laps.Chen Siyi looked at Lin Linbei's wind-blown hair as he ran round and round on the rubber track.

Walking through the boulevard, the basketball court also has Chen Siyi's sweaty youth. Lin Linbei also looked at the children playing on the basketball court and said to Chen Siyi, "When you were on the court before, no matter how many people there were, I could always see you at first sight." ".

"You have such good eyes, Lin Linbei," Chen Siyi replied with a smile.

"Because I only have eyes for you, Chen Siyi, can you?"

"what?"

Don't leave me alone without you.

...

The misunderstanding in Chen Siyi's heart was completely overturned, and the time passed day by day. Soon the vacation of the two of them was over, and after returning to school, both of them were in the second semester of their junior year.

Chen Siyi was walking on the Beizhou campus with a book in her hand. The trees on the campus sprouted new buds, and the air was filled with the breath of spring.It has been more than three years since winter went to spring, and Chen Siyi will graduate from university in one year. He actually likes Beizhou, a city with four distinct seasons. It has the tolerance of a big city and the gentleness of the old days engraved in history.

Today, Professor Li, the teacher of Chen Siyi's laboratory, asked him if he would like to continue his postgraduate study with him. If Chen Siyi wanted to, he would be recommended when he was recommended to graduate students this year.Chen Siyi was a little hesitant, so she had no choice but to tell the professor that she would go back and think about it seriously.

Regarding the future, Chen Sixi didn't think so far, but the question before him was that if he wanted to study in Beizhou, what about Lin Linbei?It's not that Chen Siyi has no confidence in Lin Linbei, it's that he knows Lin Linbei's family situation too well. His parents only have one son, and the family business is so big. Lin Linbei's parents have let him participate in the store for many years. Isn't it just waiting for him to graduate and let him take over the burden?

Lin Linbei was responsible for Yuancheng, but Yuancheng was not the place Chen Siyi wanted.Chen Siyi felt irritated for a while, because he couldn't find the optimal solution to the problem in front of him.

When eating in the evening, Lin Linbei saw that Chen Siyi didn't have much appetite, and picked up the food in front of him for a long time, but didn't put it in his mouth. He asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Chen Siyi repeated the professor's words to Lin Linbei, and Lin Linbei said happily, "Isn't that good, at least the graduate school can save you so much hard work."

"Linbei, if I continue my graduate study at Beizhou University, what will happen to us in the next three years?"

"Baby, we won't be separated. I'm already looking for an internship. After I graduate, I'll find a job in Beizhou. Then we can rent a house near the school and live our lives." Lin Linbei said His eyes were shining when he was thinking about the future. Chen Siyi looked at the light of hope in his eyes for the future, and began to have pictures in his mind.

"Then what about Lin Shu and Aunt Lin?"

Chen Siyi thought that Lin Linbei's parents were a little frustrated, but Lin Linbei told him firmly, "Baby, don't worry, I will solve it."

Chen Siyi felt that he should trust Lin Linbei and his ability to solve problems. This difficult problem that he couldn't solve should be solved by two people. Besides, there is still a full year before graduation, so there is no need to rush.

After Chen Siyi made a decision, she called her parents, who were very supportive of Chen Siyi's decision.Chen Siyi's family is a very traditional family. Chen Siyi is always afraid that if they find out what happened between him and Lin Linbei one day, they will kick him out of the house, so he always hopes to face it one day later.

...

It was a rainy day when Chen Siyi participated in the selection of the research institute. He stood at the door of the meeting room and waited to be called like the students who were recommended together. He stood in the corridor and watched the rain wash away the asphalt road. self-introduction.

When he was called, he took a deep breath and said cheers to himself before pushing the door open.After introducing himself, he calmly answered questions from the dean and other professors. After answering some academic questions, a silver-haired teacher asked him why he chose to study in graduate school. He hesitated for a while and said, "I like The feeling of taking a molecule drawn on paper and putting it in front of me through a step-by-step reaction.”

This is the last question. Chen Siyi smiled at the man waiting in the lobby of the teaching building under an umbrella, and Lin Linbei also looked at him. The two of them looked at each other from a distance.

Chen Siyi didn't care about other people's strange eyes, and ran towards the one she loved.

"Is it going well? Baby" Lin Linbei asked while hugging Chen Siyi.

"There should be no problem," Chen Siyi happily said to Lin Linbei.

Lin Linbei was happier than Chen Siyi. He felt that the future was coming towards him step by step, and he knew that Chen Siyi would definitely go well.Many people choose postgraduate entrance examinations to find a job after graduation, but Lin Linbei knows that Chen Siyi is not. He chooses postgraduate study only because he really loves this subject.