return with a song

Fifteen years ago, Zhang's mother gave birth to a pair of twins in this hospital, but one of them had heart disease since childhood, while the other was very healthy.So what should have been a cause for celebration was overshadowed by the illness of one of the children.

Ever since she was sensible, the hospital Zhang Keyan is most familiar with in her memory.360 days a year, she may need to spend [-] days in the hospital.Knowing the pain of being unhealthy since she was a child, Zhang Keyan especially cherishes the days outside the hospital.

Sometimes, God closes the door and blocks the windows, but accidentally leaves a small gap, so that the sunlight can enter the dark world through this gap.For Zhang Keyan, this sunshine is music.One time, Zhang’s mother rarely carried Zhang Keyan and Zhang Kexin, who were still young, to the shopping mall to buy children’s clothes. When they passed by a musical instrument store, someone was playing the piano. At that time, Zhang Keyan was attracted. After the sound, I began to cry until I heard the sound of the piano again.

After that, Zhang's mother invited someone to teach Zhang Keyan how to play the piano.Although in poor health, Zhang Keyan's talent on the piano amazed her teacher.So when she was able to rest at home, playing the piano for her family became Zhang Keyan's favorite entertainment.It was also the happiest time for the Zhang family.

Because of illness, Zhang Keyan received more attention from her parents, and because of her health, Zhang Kexin was always subject to stricter requirements.But this does not mean that Zhang's father and Zhang's mother ignored Zhang Kexin. On the contrary, because they knew that the younger daughter was unhappy and did not want the eldest daughter to be unhappy, the two did not ignore Zhang Kexin. Instead, they believed that Zhang Kexin needed to bear more Although her responsibility is strictly required, it is better for her in other aspects.Also because of this, in Zhang Keyan's eyes, the kind parents became a bit harsh in Zhang Kexin's eyes.

However, the relationship between the sisters is very good. Zhang Keyan cannot go to school because of illness, and Zhang Kexin will come back after school to tell her sister what happened at school and bring her interesting toys.Therefore, there will always be double copies of things at home. As long as Zhang Kexin has some, she will give Zhang Keyan one copy. If there is only one copy, Zhang Kexin will always take the initiative to give it to Zhang Keyan, even if Zhang Keyan doesn't need it.

In this way, despite Zhang Keyan's poor health, because of the teaching and love of the Zhang family's parents for the child, and the two sisters who are well-behaved and sensible, life is ordinary and happy.Until one day, Zhang Keyan's heart disease worsened again when she was nine years old, and the doctor gave a diagnosis that she would not live for 15 years unless a heart transplant was performed.

And on this day, in order to make his daughter happier, Zhang's father went to the flower and bird market near the hospital, bought a pot of green plants and kept them in the ward.After arriving at the flower and bird market, Zhang's father glanced over and found nothing he particularly liked, until he walked into a corner inside and saw a lonely pot of green plants in front of an old man in a cloak.

This potted plant looks more vigorous than other plants, and the verdant leaves made Zhang's father want to take it back when he saw it.So he walked up to the old man, intending to ask the price.Going forward, Father Zhang realized that the old man was not as weak as he imagined. The evidence was that the eyes were so sharp that people could ignore the age of the owner of the eyes.

"How do you sell this potted plant?" Father Zhang asked politely, ignoring the other party's uncomfortable gaze.

"This plant is not for sale." The old man replied hoarsely.

"Why put it here if you don't sell it?" Zhang's father was a little puzzled.

"Waiting for someone with predestined relationship." Although a little impatient, the old man answered his question.

"Then see if I'm a destined person? My daughter is not in good health. I think it will make her feel better when she sees some green plants." Father Zhang sighed. After so many years, although he said that he hoped that his daughter could live a long and healthy life, But in fact, the subconscious mind also knows that the daughter may not live for a long time, and sadness is inevitable, but in Zhang's father's eyes, what is more important is to allow the daughter to experience more beautiful moments while she is alive.

After hearing this, the old man pondered for a while and asked, "How many daughters do you have?"

"Two, they are a pair of twins. Although the younger one is not in good health, they are very sensible. If possible, I am willing to trade my life for their health." Having said this, Zhang's father's expression softened some.

The old man thought for a while after hearing this, and then said: "For the sake of your two daughters, you can take this potted plant away."

Just when Zhang's father picked up the plant and got up to leave, the old man stopped Zhang's father again: "Wait, this plant is quite special. If you want to keep it, whether it is at home or in the hospital, it must be kept in the sick little one." The girl's room." Father Zhang nodded indifferently, indicating that he knew about it and left.

After seeing Zhang Keyan, Zhang's father put the potted flower in the ward, but Zhang Kexin said that he liked the potted plant very much, so Zhang's father asked her to take it back and raise it for a few days.

After Zhang Kexin returned home, he looked at this plant for a long time, so long that he forgot why he couldn't restrain his inner impulse and wanted to bring it back.

But to Zhang Kexin's surprise, this potted plant actually bloomed, and there were still two blooms.

What kind of magic is this?Although Zhang Kexin is sensible, she is still a child at this time, and the first reaction to see the incredible phenomenon is still the child's idea.

In order to satisfy her curiosity, Zhang Kexin reached out and touched the two flowers. At this moment, a voice rang in her ears: "Do you want to save your sister?"

Hearing the voice, Zhang Kexin immediately looked around and found that there was no one around, "Are you talking to me, little plant?"

"Yes, I am the plant in front of your eyes, you sign a contract with me, I will save your sister."

At this time, the young Zhang Kexin didn't know what price to pay for signing the contract. He only knew that his sister would become healthy after signing the contract, so he followed the voice's instructions without hesitation.

For a relatively long period of time on this day, Zhang Keyan did not get sick, and Zhang Kexin still went to school as usual, taking care of her younger sister. The life of the Zhang family was as calm as before, until one day, Zhang's mother looked at the little bear she bought. , said to Zhang Kexin: "Why did I buy two bears?"

"Mom, this belongs to me and my sister. When I was born, I would have two little bears!"

"Oh, yes, you still have a younger sister." Mother Zhang seemed to realize that she had two daughters.

This kind of thing didn't only happen to Zhang's mother, but the people around gradually began to confuse the two sisters.This is not to confuse by pretending to be each other as before, but to confuse two people thinking that there is only one person.Even Zhang's mother's shopping gradually became one share, sometimes for Zhang Keyan, and sometimes for Zhang Kexin.

Zhang Kexin just thought that everyone was joking with her at first, but when she grew up, until the year she was 15 years old, everyone gradually started calling her Zhang Keyan, and when they called her a lot, they even thought that she was Zhang Keyan , My health is not good.Until one day, the doctor told her to have an operation. She agreed, thinking that she would have a healthy body, but she didn't want to. This was just leaving her heart to her sister.

In the end, Zhang Kexin became a kind heart donor. Her name only exists in the hospital. Her parents thought she was a stranger after hearing this name. Everyone only had this impression of her, and no one felt Oddly enough, no one wants to investigate.Zhang Kexin knows that in the future, no one will even remember her. Her younger sister Zhang Keyan has become a combination of two people, and she will be forgotten by this world. Only she remembers herself, and there will always be only one person.

Zhang Kexin was afraid of such a scene. He didn't want to disappear in the memory of his family. However, her heart had already been given to her sister, and she couldn't live as a normal person.But her obsession with the world kept her wandering in this hospital, sojourning her consciousness on the plant that signed a contract with herself, and this potted plant only appeared at home and in the hospital, so the little girl has been wandering in these two places , no one could see her until Su Yu and Gu Xiuran entered here.

"Since this is the case, why did Zhang Keyan keep saying that she is Zhang Kexin in the villa?" Su Yu was a little puzzled.

"Maybe it was because Zhang Keyan already had Zhang Kexin's heart at that time," Gu Xiuran explained, "The person who appeared in that villa should be Zhang Kexin's memory. It was completed, but since Zhang Kexin had been forgotten at that time, and Zhang Keyan must have the characteristics of heart disease, so in her memory, Zhang Kexin was sick. So Zhang's mother said that her daughter was in poor health before. Very good, a heart attack was detected suddenly."

"What you said is generally correct," Zhang Kexin did not deny Gu Xiuran's speculation, "but there is one thing that is different from what you said. In the villa, Zhang Keyan remembered that she had a sister named Zhang Kexin, but she never saw it. I had my own sister, and my heart is in her, so she can be aware of my existence, but she found that she is gradually forgetting about me, so to remind herself, she said that her name is Zhang Kexin."

Speaking of this, Zhang Kexin shed tears: "She is the one who remembers me the longest. At the beginning, she was the same as me. She could see two flowers on the potted plant, but slowly, she Tell me, there is a flower that is disappearing, and I knew at that time that when she can only see one flower, even she will forget me." Zhang Kexin covered her face with her hands, and raised her head after a while .

"But because I signed the contract, although I lost my body after the operation, my consciousness will always be trapped on this plant. You just said wrong. I didn't actively want to stay, but was forced to bear it. I watched my family, my friends live, and they didn't even remember me. Then I waited until I was 15 to have surgery, and I had to go back to the year I was nine, and go through the process again, and the cycle repeated. "

Zhang Kexin's voice gradually became sad: "Do you know that the most sad thing about people is not forgetting, but being forgotten? You live with them, but they forget you again and again in the process. There is no end, and even want to I can't even get rid of it. Sometimes I think, if I didn't sign the contract at the beginning, it would be better, would the result be better like this. "