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God seems to like to joke with him. When his family was happy, giving him a trip ruined the family. When he should have a happy childhood, he lived in various families and looked at people's faces everywhere. When he got better, the hospital told him that he had a blood disease, and when he had a soul mate, he had no position to be with him, and when he hoped to be healthy, the hospital told him that it was not a perfect match. Because of emotional instability, the bone marrow has a greatly increased recurrence rate, and the condition is prone to extreme deterioration.

What else can he say?

Qi Shuhuan was indifferent with a few reports and bills in his hand.After going through the discharge procedures, I transferred the medical expenses to the kind person who sent me here before going back to the apartment.

The familiar feeling of nausea invaded, Qi Shuhuan covered his stomach with his hands, and then covered his mouth, as if this could relieve his discomfort.

"I fuck you."

Qi Shuhuan cursed a few more words in his heart before dragging his body back to the apartment, his usually gentle face was now full of gloom.

After the National Day, which had been lying in bed for seven days, it was time to register for the postgraduate entrance examination. Qi Shuhuan only remembered it on the last day, and he only remembered it after being reminded by his tutor. Fortunately, he could register online at any time, which saved him a lot of time.

Because the tutor was watching closely, he was also pressed for time, and wandered around the apartment, classroom, library, and cafeteria every day.Four o'clock.The frequency of taking medicine is higher than before, and the life is uneventful, just like yesterday.It's just that Cheng Ran's chat box that he hadn't seen for a long time popped up again one afternoon.

"Shuhuan, I want to see you."

It turned out that it wasn't from Cheng Ran, could Cheng Xiao come out already, would his family allow him to come out to see him?

A long-lost panic surged in Qi Shuhuan's heart. To put it bluntly, since Cheng Ran said those words last time, he still didn't dare to indulge his own thoughts. He always felt that he was unworthy. His pride wears off a lot,

Qi Shuhuan didn't dare to reply to the message, but it was impossible to continue reading, and he didn't have the heart to read at all.He simply packed up and prepared to go back. After going down the stairs, when he turned the corner, he saw a person surrounded by a group of people asking questions. Qi Shuhuan was normal, but his eyes were particularly good. When he saw that it was Cheng Xiao, he quickly retracted his body.

My heart is cold, it feels like stealing something and being caught by someone I like.Qi Shuhuan hurried back upstairs and found a place where there were fewer people to hide after seeing the people around him.

Why did people go downstairs just after the news was sent?Qi Shuhuan took a look at the message again, it was about 10 minutes ago, it should have been posted on the road, but this is Cheng Ran's WeChat, so Qi Shuhuan thought Cheng Xiao was still at home.

He felt that this place was too spacious, so he found a secluded and relatively narrow place to sit, waited for a while, played with his mobile phone, and picked up a book to read. It was about astronomy, no wonder there was no one here.

Qi Shuhuan was sitting on the ground. He was tall, and the position was narrow. His feet were numb. When he got up and was about to stretch his legs, he heard someone's footsteps, and the sound was nearby.

The nervousness came again, Qi Shuhuan kept praying in his heart that it would not be Cheng Xiao, he was not mentally prepared and had no face to meet that person now.His heart was beating very fast, he was a little anemic, and his eyes were pitch black just after he woke up, and he was relieving himself during the summer vacation.

However, sometimes it is useless to pray, what should come will still come.Cheng Xiao turned a corner and saw Qi Shuhuan looking at him with a panicked expression.

The person who hadn't seen him for a long time looked thinner and paler at this time, and his thin face, which had no flesh, was clearly defined.The whole person looks exhausted, how long has it been since he hasn't taken good care of himself?

Qi Shuhuan wanted to retreat, but this is a corner, where would he retreat?He closed his eyes as if in recognition, opened them and lowered his eyes not to look at Cheng Xiao, and looked down at the tip of his shoes, at a loss.Cheng Xiao pursed his lips, and then slowly walked to Cheng Xiao's side to lean against the wall. The two stood there quietly, and Qi Shuhuan could even feel the pressure on Cheng Xiao's body.

"Do you have anything to say?" Cheng Xiao asked.

Qi Shuhuan remained silent, he had nothing to say, and he forgot what he wanted to say because of nervousness.

"Where do you want to hide this time?"

"It's like this every time. You keep everything in your heart and don't tell me. When you encounter certain things, you don't even discuss it with anyone and make your own decision. Can't you rely on me more?" Cheng Xiao continued Said. "I really like you very much. I have never liked someone so much. I wish I could be with you all the time. Even if you read a book, I just stay and I am satisfied. But when you said you broke up, you didn't think about me." feeling."

Cheng Xiao said something by himself, and he was not angry when he saw that Qi Shuhuan didn't reply, but just continued to say what he wanted to say.

Qi Shuhuan became more and more uncomfortable when he was told. At this moment, he felt that his feelings were not as good as Cheng Xiao's feelings for him. Fortunately, he was still complaining about himself before, but how could he feel that Cheng Xiao was more uncomfortable than him.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." Qi Shuhuan murmured, he couldn't stand up, and squatted down against the wall, "I always thought I did this to consider for you, I'm sorry, I have considered many things and people's feelings, but Forget about you alone, really, I think I'm useless, always doing the opposite, sorry."

When it came to the end, Qi Shuhuan's voice was choked with sobs, and if you looked closely, you could see that his eyes were extremely red, and there were little tears swirling in the frame.Cheng Xiao knelt down and hugged him, sighed: "If you really feel sorry for me, can you come back?"

"The only thing I want is to be with you, that's all, don't leave me." She said softly, revealing some pleading, "I've thought about it for a long time, but I don't want to be separated."

Qi Shuhuan thought, what good deeds did he do in his previous life to meet such a good Cheng Xiao.

He nodded, no matter who said he didn't want to leave Cheng Xiao this time, at least at this moment he felt that Cheng Xiao was more important than everything else.Regardless of whether he is promising or not, he is considered a cut.Cheng Xiao hugged her tightly, afraid that Qi Shuhuan would leave in a second.

Qi Shuhuan felt a little tired from breathing, pushed Cheng Xiao away and leaned against the wall, panting lightly, took out two capsules in his pocket and swallowed them directly, the doctor said that it would be better to open the powder to absorb, now he can’t care so much up.It took a while to feel better.Cheng Xiao frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

From the beginning, he felt that Qi Shuhuan's complexion was not good, but he didn't think in a bad direction, but the way he looked at Qi Shuhuan now didn't look like he was simply tired.

Cheng Xiao always thought that after receiving treatment, his physical fitness should gradually improve, but everything in front of him told him that it seemed that it was not that simple.Qi Shuhuan shook his head, he didn't really want to say it, he was a bit speechless.It is true that this disease can be cured by half after receiving treatment, but he deserves to do it all.

Cheng Xiao became gloomy: "You don't want to talk anymore?"

Qi Shuhuan looked at him with a guilty conscience, and said weakly, "I'm a little tired now, and I want to go back to rest. I'll talk to you later." Cheng Xiao was angry, but seeing Qi Shuhuan like this couldn't bear to have an attack, so he had to give up.He helped people back to the apartment.