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"More..." Qi Shuhuan said softly. Seeing him like this, Cheng Xiao dropped his rationality and moved his lips together. At first, he still kissed him lightly. Biting him, Qi Shuhuan frowned, held Cheng Xiao's face and counterattacked, and cautiously stuck his tongue into Cheng Xiao's mouth clumsily.

Cheng Xiao changed from active to passive, staring blankly at the person who was trying to get it, thinking to continue to develop like this, but in the end reason still prevailed, Qi Shuhuan is now a drunk person, if he really does this After that, after Qi Shuhuan woke up, he also became cold.

Cheng Xiao hurriedly pulled the man off his body, and found that Qi Shuhuan was more out of breath than he was. He didn't know whether it was alcohol or something else. His fair face was blushing, and he looked at him innocently.

Cheng Xiao swallowed, put down Qi Shuhuan and rushed into the bathroom by herself.When he came out again, Qi Shuhuan had already fallen asleep on the sofa, and the clothes he picked up were thrown on the ground again.Cheng Xiao's mind cleared up, those little Jiujiu didn't dare to fight anymore, they just picked up their clothes, carried Qi Shuhuan into the room and went to sleep.

On the second day, Qi Shuhuan really didn't remember some things, but only vaguely remembered that he drank some wine, and when he just woke up and saw Cheng Xiao, his first reaction was to see if he was wearing clothes or not. Luan X, when he saw that the clothes were still the same clothes, he cursed himself secretly, what was he thinking.

A few days ago, Cheng Xiao bought a Christmas tree and some Christmas decorations, all of which were delivered home. It was the first time for Qi Shuhuan to play with these at home, and he was very happy.It took almost all morning to decorate the apartment.There are a lot of orange LED lights hanging on the original white wall according to the pattern, and the large potted plant next to the TV has become an evergreen tree decorated with star lights. The original green plants are moved to the flowers and plants. Together.

"It's the first time I've made these at home." Qi Shuhuan said. "Isn't it a bit inappropriate for us two big men to do these things?"

Cheng Xiao glanced at him and shook his head.

Qi Shuhuan smiled, and sat on the blanket to tidy up some wrapping papers that had just been opened, "You said that you are such an excellent person, why did you become a broken sleeve. If this is placed among the girls, it must be very popular."

Cheng Xiao said nothing, but silently cleaned up some rubbish on the ground.

"The one who can be with you must be very happy and lucky."

"Aren't you with me now?" Cheng Xiao said.

"It's not the same. What I said is together is another kind of together." Qi Shuhuan's eyes suddenly darkened, and he changed the topic later when he felt that it was inappropriate to continue talking.

"By the way, Cheng Xiao, I remember that your English is very good."

"I studied abroad when I was young." Cheng Xiao said, put the garbage aside and hugged Qi Shuhuan from behind: "Don't change the subject, what did you mean just now? Did you reject me?"

"No."

"Is that agreed?"

"nor......"

Cheng Xiao was a little tired, and turned Qi Shuhuan around with hurtful eyes: "What are you caring about? I ask you a question, and you must tell me the truth. Okay?"

Qi Shuhuan hesitated for a moment, then sighed: "Okay..."

"First question, do you hate me?"

Qi Shuhuan shook his head.

"Second, do you like me? What I want is the truth. You know what I like when I say like."

Qi Shuhuan's heart is very complicated, and he looked at Cheng Xiao with eyes that were not very daring to look at Cheng Xiao, and said very seriously: "Maybe I like it. But Cheng Xiao, we are not children anymore, we are together if we like This kind of talk is actually not suitable for us. You still have your family, you only have one son in your family, does your family know that you like men? If they know that you like men, what will they think? Have you thought about this question? "

"You can ignore the feelings of others, but you have to take into account the feelings of your family, right? Modern society is so realistic, even though many people express support for people like us, but more are contempt, irony, and disgusting, The older generation doesn't understand people like us, and no matter whether others support or deny it, the person who bears the sweetness with his lover is the person involved, and the person who bears all the consequences is also the person involved."

"Do you know what I mean?"

"I also want to be with the person I like very much. Regardless of the eyes of the world, I also want to protect the person I love, but I can't ruin other people's families because of my own selfish desires. You are really good and excellent , but the more excellent I am, the more afraid I am. I am afraid that even if we are really together, I really love you very much, but one day you will give up on me because of what? What should I do? We can afford it Is this the consequence?"

Qi Shuhuan talked a lot in one breath, and said that in the end he didn't have the strength to talk anymore.It wasn't long before my throat got sore last time, and now I feel a little difficult to breathe.But this is caused by sadness.

After a long time, Cheng Xiao said, "I'm sorry, I didn't take this into consideration."

Qi Shuhuan thought Cheng Xiao was going to give up, smiled helplessly, and was about to get up and leave, but was held back by Cheng Xiao.

"Sorry for worrying you so much. I don't know what my family thinks, but, apart from not knowing what my family thinks, the only guarantee I can give you is that I won't leave you, no."

Qi Shuhuan looked at him with slight surprise in his eyes.Cheng Xiao continued: "Also, is what you just said true? Maybe you like me? You, in your heart, also want...?"

Cheng Xiao didn't continue to say the following words, Qi Shuhuan also knew what he was talking about, he had already said it, and it would be useless to deny it. "I just said that I also want to be with the person I like, but it's not reckless."

"I know, but I really like you very much. In the previous 20 years, you were the first one to let me do this except for my family. Just take it as a chance for me?"

Even after saying so much, Qi Shuhuan is still hesitant, will he really not hurt others?

"Give me some more time, and I'll think about it."

"But you have been thinking about it for many days, from your last time to now."

"Then give me a few more days, and if you don't, I won't think about it."

"..." Cheng Xiao found that he really had no advantage in Qi Shuhuan's place, and Qi Shuhuan's words were greater than everything he thought of. "Then, give me a kiss?"

"What? Don't push yourself too far." Qi Shuhuan's face blushed instantly. It was the first time that a big man was told to kiss him by another big man.He glared at Cheng Xiao, got up and left.When closing the door of the room, he said: "Remember to clean up the garbage on the ground, and I want to eat fish tonight, any method is fine."

"receive."

After closing the door, Qi Shuhuan sat down on the floor covered with blankets along the door, covering his face.

What did he just say?Now he regrets whether he can do it or not, he has been hiding it for a long time, and he actually said it all because of his emotions at the moment.

But thinking about what Cheng Xiao said later...

Qi Shuhuan showed his face, damn it, his impulsiveness was about to kick his reason away.