confused abo

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In the dead silence between the two sides separated by a mobile phone and the two-hour flight, it was Xiao Xiao's crying that broke the silence.Pei Zhuo felt that he couldn't even sit still, he couldn't help crying, Chi Liangxiao was in a hurry, put his phone aside, picked up the crying Xiaoxiao from the crib, and patted the baby's soft back Coax him to sleep again, no time to take care of the phone call.Pei Zhuo leaned on the wall, staggered to the bathroom, entered a cubicle and locked himself up, covering his mouth to keep from crying.The buzzing in my ears disappeared, and it became a question raised by the ethics professor during the day, why did the omega actively ask alpha to enter the genital/reproductive cavity during estrus, and why they couldn't give up their abdomen after pregnancy Middle boy, is that love, or is it just a genetic appeal.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Pei Zhuo cried heavily.He didn't know how many "sorry" he said, and he knew that he was inexplicable for no reason, but he really couldn't control his emotions.

He didn't wait for any response from Chi Liangxiao, but Xu Ning, who couldn't find him, knocked on the door, but Pei Zhuo didn't even have the strength to stand up, and the people outside could only hear him crying inside.It was Ye Ruize who kicked open the door. I don't know if he moved too much. When the door was blocked, Pei Zhuo smelled the pheromone of sandalwood fragrance. He stared in fear. When Ye Ruize approached, he was suppressed by the pheromone and couldn't move. He could only let him hold himself in his arms, cuddling up as if they were close.

"Where are you going now? Should I, should I call Chi Liangxiao?" Xu Ning quickly followed Ye Ruize, just in time to catch Pei Zhuo's hanging phone, and saw that the call just ended on the communication page was Chi Liang Xiao called.

"Isn't it obvious who made him fall into this out-of-control situation?" Ye Ruize also saw the name "Chi Liangxiao", and couldn't resist Pei Zhuo's hug again, and he didn't let go when he got in the car .He asked the driver to drive to the hotel where he was staying, and then called the assistant to ask him to arrange for a psychiatrist to come over urgently. Pei Zhuo didn't speak the whole time because he couldn't speak at all, only tears kept streaming. He looked up in horror, Ye Ruize Staring tenderly, as if announcing that there was nowhere for him to escape.

Pei Zhuo closed his eyes, but in the dark, he could still smell sandalwood, which was exactly the same as Chi Liangxiao's, but it was Ye Ruize's again.He heard many voices, and the one he would never admit was Lu You.Yes, Lu You is here, maybe she really can't wait to see him as Chi Liangxiao said, so she just showed up.She was crying, to be precise, crying, she said that she went to see Chi Liangxiao, and the pheromone of that alpha was the same as that of Ye Ruize.

"He always remembers you, Ruize." Lu You's sobs were not obvious, as if he paid attention to etiquette even when crying, "Otherwise, how could he have slept with an alpha who had never graduated from college, and gave birth to the child, Rui Ze, you should go and see that kid, his eyes are just like yours."

Pei Zhuo yelled "nonsense", but he didn't even have a figure in the dark, let alone make a sound.He also doubted his own reality and existence, whether he had auditory hallucinations, because Lu You looked down on Chi Liangxiao a year ago, and Ye Ruize looked down on her ten years ago.She is also an omega, and she knows that good looks can bring only a one-day companionship, not a long-term marriage, so the life she planned for Pei Zhuo early on is indeed to study, but not to acquire knowledge, but to acquire A high enough diploma, so that he is more likely to be picked as a partner by an alpha above the middle class.She sent him to study in the humanities which was not very practical, and did not interfere with him getting a Ph.D., but she refused to allow him to go abroad to escape her control.She polished Pei Zhuo so much that she could only stay in the ivory tower and help him find a marriage partner after he became a teacher.In her vision, Pei Zhuo should marry an alpha with a bright future, then leave the job to prepare for pregnancy, give birth to at least two children for alpha, focus on nurturing and caring for the offspring, send them to prestigious schools, and repeat her fate, the fate of omega.

He thought he had jumped out of this fate. When he fell in love with Ye Ruize, when he failed in blind dates again and again and rejected the people Lu You wanted him to marry, he thought that he would eventually break away from the symbiosis with Lu You and be truly independent on his own. .

But he underestimated Lu You's paranoia, he is 34 years old, and Lu You is still introducing him to someone.The new blind date location is a restaurant on the second floor of a star-rated hotel, which was chosen by Lu You himself.Lu You also specially rushed over from T City to say that he was sending Pei Zhuo there, all the way talking about how much assets this alpha had, and that he had never married anyone. Alpha was very satisfied with Pei Zhuo's conditions. After the meeting, he got straight to the point, saying how much money he would give Pei Zhuo every month, and what meetings Pei Zhuo needed to attend with him. Other than that, they would not interfere with each other.

Pei Zhuo has met this kind of people before. They do have some money, but their social status is not enough to be a celebrity, so they simply enjoy themselves in time, find many lovers, and a partner who can take them out.Of course Pei Zhuo did not agree, the reason for his refusal was the same as others, it was difficult for him to have children at his age.

No alpha doesn't want children, especially those from wealthy families.Pei Zhuo originally thought that Alpha had heard his subtext, but in the subsequent communication, he kept a polite distance.But Alpha seemed to be very interested in him, when he got up apologetically, Alpha said ambiguously, maybe today.

Pei Zhuo didn't understand at first, until he went into the bathroom and found that his pocket was empty, cold sweat broke out on his gradually hot back, and he finally understood why Lu You changed the perfume in the car, and why he hugged him before getting out of the car. hit him.

He took out his mobile phone to call the ao rescue center, only to find that the hotel was half an hour's drive away from the nearest rescue center.Residual sanity made him hold the back of his neck, go to the front desk and get himself a room where the pheromone wall made sure he wouldn't be harassed.But this is not a long-term solution, he needs an inhibitor, or an Alpha to mark him.

Trembling, he took out his mobile phone again, and was about to dial the number when an unfamiliar number called in.Pei Zhuo's hands were shaking, and he pressed the connection with a swipe. Chi Liangxiao greeted him vigorously: "Good afternoon, Pei Zhuo!"

Pei Zhuo was so hot that he couldn't speak, Chi Liangxiao said in a low voice, "Did I bother you? Then I'll hang up."

But he didn't hang up, as if he was very worried, Pei Zhuo couldn't hold on any longer, he gasped, which was heard by Chi Liangxiao.

"What's wrong with you?" Chi Liangxiao's voice changed, very alert and nervous.He guessed that Pei Zhuo should be in heat, and asked, "Do you want me to contact the rescue center for you, where are you now, Pei Zhuo, are you okay..."

It was the first time Pei Zhuo heard someone worrying about his own safety so uncontrollably, his mind was already hot, so he told Chi Liangxiao the hotel and the house number.During the 15 minutes of waiting, Pei Zhuo had already drank all the water and beverages in the room, even the wine, but he was still thirsty, hot, sweaty all over his body, and seemed to be exhausted.When Chi Liangxiao knocked on the door, he was on the verge of fainting. As soon as he opened the door, his body and the smell of green tea all rushed towards Alpha.

"... I injected the inhibitor before I came here, and I brought it for you." Chi Liangxiao's eyes were red, but he still controlled his instinctive impulse, helped Pei Zhuo to the bed, and wanted to inject him with the inhibitor. Pei Zhuo smelled it The sandalwood on him.

His arm flinched back, and the suppressant fell to the floor, the tube shattered, and the liquid melted into the blanket.He clumsily kissed the pheromone carrier, tears, wine and sweat on his face.

He heard the vague figure ask him if he knew who he was, and Pei Zhuo said yes, he was the one running towards him, and his pheromone was sandalwood.

Pei Zhuo opened his eyes.

In the unlit room, the only light was the moonlight leaking through the arm-width curtains, and a word popped into Pei Zhuo's dull mind: lunatico.

man on the moon.

Pei Zhuo looked at the bright moon, his thoughts were clear, the people on the moon were mentally ill.

He saw a new light again, the door was pushed open, someone came in, and the sandalwood of alpha in the darkness floated into reality.Pei Zhuo was terrified reflexively, shrinking his sideways body, not daring to turn his head, and when the footsteps landed on the bedside, he called out in alarm, "Don't come here."

Alpha stopped in his tracks and stood silently behind Pei Zhuo.

"I don't like you." Pei Zhuo stopped crying and said to Alpha, "Please let me go."

The alpha didn't move, didn't say a word.

"I have a family now, I have children, and I have an Alpha. We... we have to re-apply for a marriage certificate at the summer solstice..." His voice became more and more trembling.

"Things are not what my mother said, the child's eyes are not like yours, I didn't use him as a substitute, except for the estrus period, I didn't..." Pei Zhuo still cried, "I didn't, I didn't... ..."

He felt a slight tilt on the side of the bed, and Alpha sat down. Pei Zhuo didn't dare to turn around, and flinched back in horror. As soon as Alpha's hand touched his shoulder, he wrapped himself up and buried his face in the bed. Pillow, falling into confusion of thinking again.

"Don't touch me," he pleaded bitterly, those words shouldn't be said to Ye Ruize, but he just said them, he didn't want to pretend anymore, he was always in pain, never happy.

Alpha finally spoke: "I always thought that you were also comfortable."

Pei Zhuo's crying stopped abruptly.

Alpha continued: "I always thought that you slept with me during estrus because you trusted me."

Pei Zhuo turned his face from the wet pillow, saw Alpha's eyebrows and eyes clearly, and Chi Liangxiao said: "I always thought that there was always a little bit of you that liked me."

"...I'm sorry." Pei Zhuo's tears were all dried up, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Chi Liangxiao could no longer say "it's okay" as he did that night two days ago.

"I have to go, I'll get to the border in a few hours," he put his hand on Pei Zhuo's quilt to help him twist it, and said wearily and slowly.

Pei Zhuo didn't hold back.Regardless of his wishes, he is no longer eligible to retain.

"Take care of yourself, Xiaoxiao..." Chi Liangxiao looked sideways, and couldn't see the emotion on his face clearly, but his shoulders trembled slightly.

"Do you want Xiaoxiao? If not...if not, let him follow my mother first."

"Yes." Pei Zhuo said softly.

"Of course that's the best," Chi Liangxiao sniffed, and said, "He'll follow you, and he'll definitely study hard." He stood up, and the moonlight fell on his shoulder, which had two bars and a star on it. .

"Anyway, thank you for giving me a chance a year ago," these were the last words he said before leaving, "but Xia Zhi, I can't come back."