Walk towards the sun

Only Xie Yang and Tang Jun were left in the dormitory, Xie Yang tossed and turned on the bed and still couldn't fall asleep.

"Brother Xie? Brother Yang? Can we sleep well?"

"Old Tang, Brother Jun, I want to ask you a question."

"It's an emotional problem again. Quickly ask. I still have to sleep. I'm so sleepy." After speaking, Tang Jun yawned a lot.

"How did you find out that you liked men in the first place?"

"I don't like old men. When I found out that I like Yu Bofan, we were both elementary school students."

Xie Yang turned around and faced him: "Then you are in puppy love."

"Unrequited love, he didn't like me at that time, anyway, I just want to be with him every day, I'm happy to see him having fun, and I get angry if he plays with others. That's the way elementary school students like a person, How complicated can it be?"

"Then, that, did you two have, just, when."

Tang Jun was tired after hearing his question: "You want to ask us if we have done it?"

"Do? What to do?"

Tang Jun also turned around: "My God, Xie Yang, why are you so innocent, what else can you do, love."

Xie Yang just wanted to ask when the two of them confessed to kissing, and if Tang Jun would be hard when he looked at Yu Bofan, why the direct scale was so big?Xie Yang sat up suddenly: "No, what I want to ask is, ah, forget it, have you two ever done it?"

"No, Yu Bofan went to school early, one year younger than me, not yet an adult. Besides, we are not in a hurry, we have agreed to go to Beijing to go to university together."

"It's great to go to Beijing together."

Tang Jun stared at him: "Hey, what exactly do you want to ask?"

Xie Yang felt that the question he wanted to ask might be a bit low-level for Tang Jun: "Oh, it's nothing, don't ask any more, you can go to sleep."

"Hey, why are you like this? All right, I'll know if you don't tell me. Tell me, what did you do to Teacher Qin? Did you kiss him or not?"

"Nothing, curiosity killed the cat, go to sleep." After saying that, Xie Yang lay down again.

"Don't talk about falling down." Tang Jun turned and faced the wall, "I still suggest you let nature take its course, and the last time Teacher Qin came to pick you up, I asked a little bit more, he had a girlfriend before, is it straight? Easy, good luck to you."

Xie Yang's voice came in a low voice: "I know, I have seen his ex-girlfriend."

"What, have you seen it?" Tang Jun turned around again when he heard the sound, feeling like he was playing a tape, "When, is it beautiful? The two of you are still in love or what?"

"In the second day of junior high school, I met that time. Qin Xing was quite indifferent to her, but she spent the night at Qin Xing's house."

"Staying overnight doesn't mean anything, as long as there is no contact later, I think Qin Xing should be quite serious about his relationship."

"Well, go to sleep."

Tang Jun pulled the quilt over his head.

"I kissed him last night while he was drinking too much, and kissed myself hard."

"Fuck, big brother, are you still asleep?" Tang Jun was about to fall asleep when he woke him up again, "Ah, what, you kissed Qin Xing? And kissed yourself hard? "

"Well, I can't see him now, I'm afraid I will behave unnaturally."

"My brother advises you, why don't you let this matter go first, we are all in the third year of high school, and the end of last semester is about to come, and the college entrance examination will be taken soon after coming back next semester. After all, the college entrance examination is quite important, so don't delay your studies. , shall we move the center of gravity back first?"

"It won't be delayed, don't worry, I'm just a little messed up."

"Don't be messy, really, you can confess your love to Qin Xing after the college entrance examination, besides, I think Teacher Qin must like you too." Tang Jun comforted.

Hearing this, Xie Yang sat up again: "Huh? He likes me? How do you know?"

"I don't know if others can see it, but I can do it, brother. Qin Xing is neither your father nor your brother. He treats you as if he is his own son every day. He cooks for you and makes up for you. What is it like to make you a cake on your birthday?"

Xie Yang retorted: "He is also very good to others, not just me."

"Believe it or not, anyway, I'll tell you that he definitely likes you, but maybe he hasn't realized it yet, or we bet 200 yuan."

"What about the quality of outstanding students?"

"If you want quality, outstanding students want to graduate and fall in love right away. Let me do the math. Yu Bofan still has 123. Damn, he still has 5 months before he becomes an adult."

It is the beginning of November now, Xie Yang will have his birthday next weekend, and he will be an adult in a week. In this comparison, the gap between people is really big. Feeling happy, Xie Yang sighed in his heart after comparing himself.

On Xie Yang's birthday, he called Tang Jun and the others to come to the house to play together. Now Xie Yang is a little afraid of being alone with Qin Xing. He is always afraid that he will be unnatural. After dinner, Tang Jun will go back to the dormitory, and Xie Yang will go back with him, Tang Jun whispered Tell him not to, it's too obvious.

When Xie Yang was taking a shower, his cell phone rang, and Qin Xing called him: "Xie Yang, call, Peng Qi!"

"Get it for me." Xie Yang called out from the bathroom.

Qin Xing opened the bathroom door and handed it to him. Xie Yang and Peng Qi chatted for a while, then handed the phone to Qin Xing.Before Qin Xing put the phone back where it was, he received another text message, "Don't be so unnatural, if you leave with me tonight, Teacher Qin will definitely suspect." The pop-up message of the text message showed this, and the following Qin Xing couldn't see it anymore. He suspected something. Qin Xing automatically completed the next few words. He would definitely suspect that you were avoiding him, why you were hiding, because you liked it.Qin Xing didn't dare to think about it anymore, but the words that appeared on the screen already hit Qin Xing's head like a bomb. Qin Xing thought of Liang Hao's phone call, and didn't know if he was thinking too much.

Xie Yang came out after taking a shower and wiping his hair. Qin Xing glanced at him: "I just had a text message from you."

"Peng Qi, I just told him that I was taking a shower, so I won't tell him anymore, he..." Qin Xing kept staring at Xie Yang's movements, and when he saw Xie Yang's phone unlocked, he stopped and stopped talking.

"Is it Peng Qi's text message?" Qin Xing asked casually without looking at him.

"Ang, yes, nothing important, just chat."

Why is Xie Yang lying, what is Xie Yang covering up?Why did things happen so suddenly?When did Xie Yang start to like himself?Qin Xing had never been in such a mess in his mind before: "I'm going to bed first, I'm a little tired, you should go to bed early too."

"What's wrong with you, do you have a headache? Have you caught a cold again?"

"No, it's okay. I'm sleepy. Just sleep and I'll be fine." Qin Xing didn't pay attention to what Xie Yang said, and went directly into the bedroom by himself. He didn't dare to look into Xie Yang's eyes.

Yes, why didn't he realize that Xie Yang looked at him differently from other people, pure and warm, but since when did this start, and Xie Yang is already very restrained, if there is no restraint, thank you What else does Yang want to do?Or, has something been done and he just doesn't know it?On the day of the celebration, he drank some slices. It was the honey water that Xie Yang made for him, and it was also the clothes that Xie Yang changed for him. Why did Xie Yang leave early the next morning without saying hello?

Countless questions are bombarding Qin Xing's brain, he can't think, he doesn't even dare to think, what should he do next, as if he doesn't know what to do, he should keep a distance from Xie Yang, Xie Yang will take the college entrance examination in half a year , what can he do so as not to affect Xie Yang?

And Xie Yang, who was separated by a wall, also began to regret and regret. He carefully looked at the time when he hung up Peng Qi's phone and received Tang Jun's text message. It was only a few seconds before and after. Did Qin Xing see it? Qin Xing asked him who sent the text message, Qin Xing would never ask these questions before. Qin Xing, you saw it, and knew he was lying, so did Qin Xing already know that he liked him, or started to doubt?So is Qin Xing avoiding him now?Xie Yang leaned on the sofa, covering his face with his hands.

At 6 o'clock the next morning, Qin Xing hadn't heard the sound of Xie Yang getting up to wash up, so he decided to pretend that he didn't know anything. Before Qin Xing opened the bedroom door, he heard the sound of the door closing outside. Look, the slippers are at the door, Xie Yang's schoolbag is no longer there, Xie Yang has fled.

Xie Yang spent two weeks reflecting on his behavior that night, and felt that he might be a bit of a loser. After all, Qin Xing didn't say anything. It's very likely that Qin Xing didn't know at all. Maybe he didn't see the text message. .So far, Xie Yang has resumed the frequency of going home once every two weeks.

Qin Xing's strategy was to temporarily pretend that he didn't know anything. He didn't dare to talk to Xie Yang rashly, for fear of affecting Xie Yang's emotions, but he warned himself that he needed to keep a distance from Xie Yang. If Xie Yang really treated him What's his idea? He can't let Xie Yang get deeper and deeper. Even if Xie Yang is really gay, that should be the problem he will face after he goes to university. There are so many excellent people in the university, and it may just be that Xie Yang hasn't met yet. If he meets the girl he likes, then all the problems will be solved.

There were only ten days of winter vacation in the third year of senior high school. Fang Ting still asked Xie Yang to go to the south to celebrate the New Year together, but Xie Yang refused on the phone.

"My mother called me during the day and asked me to go to his place for the New Year, I"

"Very good, let's go."

Xie Yang didn't finish his last sentence at all. He wanted to say that he refused the call, and that he would spend the New Year with Qin Xing in City C this year. He didn't expect Qin Xing to interrupt him halfway through the conversation. He didn't understand Qin very well. What does it mean that the line is fine: "En?"

"New Year's Eve in the south is also very fun, you can experience it, and you should also try to integrate into your mother's new family, otherwise you will always be like this, and she will be very embarrassed."

Xie Yang was stunned by his high-sounding words at first, then he looked at Qin Xing and smiled bitterly: "Yes, I think so too."

"Then, have you bought a ticket?"

"I bought it, tomorrow afternoon."

"Me tomorrow afternoon"

"You're busy with your work, don't send me off, I'm such an old man, I can't lose it." Xie Yang stood up, "You watch TV by yourself, I'm going to the house to pack things."

Qin Xing lay back hard, threw himself into the sofa, and sighed. Was it too obvious that he refused just now? The disappointment in Xie Yang's eyes made him feel uncomfortable, and the sound Smile wryly, no, it should be ridicule.

Xie Yang didn't go to find Fang Ting, but went back to City B by himself. On the night of New Year's Eve, Xie Yang watched the fireworks outside, but still couldn't hold back and sent a text message to Qin Xing. You are right, the New Year in the south is also Very lively, happy new year.He cooked a pack of quick-frozen dumplings for himself, he felt full after eating more than a dozen, and there was half a plate left. Xie Yang didn't tell anyone that he was back, not even Jiang Zhe and Peng Qi.At one o'clock in the middle of the night, Xie Yang had fallen asleep, and Peng Qi sent a voice, I miss you.

The next morning, as soon as Xie Yang heard the voice, he called Peng Qi and asked him what happened to him in the middle of the night, but Peng Qi didn't say 456, just pretended to be fooled.