Young Emperor, he doesn't want to be reborn

01

In the tenth year of Ansheng, on September [-]th, Feng Yanzhou finally returned to the capital with an army of [-] after defeating Roulan, punishing its lord, and forcing him to surrender.

At that time, the people of the capital lined the road to greet each other, and the civil and military officials even set up a celebration banquet early, just waiting to celebrate the triumphant return of the regent who really ruled Daning.

However, after Feng Yanzhou led the soldiers into the city on his behalf, he went back to the Prince Regent's Mansion to take a shower and change clothes, and then hurried into the palace.

He was away on an expedition, and he hadn't seen the young emperor in the Ruiyang Palace for more than a year. Even though he received peace letters from his subordinates from time to time, he still missed and missed his Sophora japonica in his heart .

Especially in July, when I saw the unsafe message in the safety letter, "Your Majesty and the girl went out of the palace in private clothes, and the lantern at night will be assassinated, fortunately nothing happened." If it weren't for the hatred of destroying the country and slaughtering the city, Feng Yan Zhou almost lost his horse and turned around, and stopped leading the army to attack Roulan.

Afterwards, although he used his troops with great speed, smashing all the way to the capital of Roulan, and leaving the follow-up surrender and other matters to his subordinates, when he returned to the capital, it was already late autumn.

Feng Yanzhou was thinking that Liuying, which only existed in summer, he could only take his Sophora Flower Immortal to see next year, and stepped into Ruiyang Palace full of expectations.

However, he never expected that the imperial doctor who greeted him would be beaming with the good news that the Empress Zhonggong was pregnant.

My niece has been married into the palace for more than six years, and now she finally got her wish, Yu Si, how could this not be a happy event?

The Empress of the Central Palace has never come out, but his Sophora Flower Immortal is an emperor but has no children, Yu Gong, why shouldn't the whole world celebrate this?

But Feng Yanzhou couldn't say he was overjoyed. After hearing the news, he accidentally pushed down the shelf, but he couldn't even force himself to laugh.

Even though, he had thought and hoped that his Sophora Flower Immortal could empathize with Yuan'er, and he knew that if the pair of young children could be in love with each other, it would be their entangled three-person world that would be the last. good result.

But when this day really came, Feng Yanzhou felt that there seemed to be a rare treasure in his arms, but now he was going to give it up to others.

It was more like a hand was pulling at his heart vigorously, trying to tear off a piece of flesh from the apex of his heart.

He has inexplicable anger rising from the bottom of his heart, but there is even more fear and loss in the face of loss.

But that obviously should not belong to him.

Back then, he had reprimanded the other party for being shameless, but how could his own reluctance and nostalgia today be dirty and contemptible? !

But no matter how unbearable it was, Feng Yanzhou still wanted to ask his Sophora Flower Immortal if he had finally given up and put him down after a long wait.

But how dare he and how could he say this under the current situation.

All he could ask was a self-deceiving one, "Yuan'er conceived, is it really His Majesty's flesh and blood?"

Feng Yanzhou tried his best to conceal the panic and pleading in his heart, he couldn't even know what kind of expression he had on his face, nor could he control it.

After seeing the other party laughing and saying, "The empress and I have been married for six years, and the empress has just conceived. This is a great joy, and the emperor's uncle should also be happy." Feng Yanzhou felt that the apex of his heart The piece of meat was finally torn off.

It's not because of the words spoken by his Sophora japonica fairy, but because of the hatred that sinks into the eyes of the other party, so that he can't mistake it, let alone deceive himself.

Feng Yanzhou is like a person who is about to drown, trying his best but in vain, trying to find a trace of past tenderness from the eyes of Chu Huaijin in front of him, but all he can read at this moment is the ability to All the blood in his body was frozen with cold resentment.

As a result, the regent who had just returned from victory ended up running away in panic like a bereaved dog.

02

For the next three years, Feng Yanzhou still dreamed of the Sophora japonica Immortal who no longer belonged to him, but he never dared to ask what happened in the palace, and he seldom stepped into the palace where the emperor and empress lived. harem.

He was afraid of some things, if he heard it with his own ears, saw it with his own eyes...

The black and dirty fire of jealousy that was burning more and more intensely in his heart would burn everything uncontrollably and drag everyone into the abyss.

03

Feng Yanzhou summoned back most of the people he had placed in the palace, but he did not expect that a disaster would arise because of this.

Xue Yingchuan, the king of Pingdong, has always been ambitious. The imperial court issued an order to cut down the vassals, so he rose up in response to the order, linking the west and north counties, and the three vassals to rebel together.

Feng Yanzhou had expected this matter a long time ago, and the suppression of the rebellion was methodical, but he never expected that Xue Yingchuan, a poisonous snake, would take advantage of his negligence to have contacts with the young man on the dragon chair, and even fall into the building. At that time, he announced the two letters written to him by the innocent and credulous emperor to the world.

It is also fortunate that Yanzhou has been in charge of the country for twelve years. Ningguo has changed from internal and external troubles, full of desolation, to today's rivers and seas, and a hundred wastes are prosperous. Even in many places in this world, only the regent is not known. .

Even if he wanted to change his country's surname at this time, it was as easy as pie.

Otherwise, based on the words of resentment towards him in the imperial pen letter, Xue Yingchuan may use this to play the banner of "the side of the Qing emperor".

If he got to that point, his Sophora japonica Immortal might really be driven to the point of no return by the ambitious King Pingdong and some of the courtiers in the court who wanted to overthrow him.

04

Looking at the two letters found from Xue Yingchuan's residence, Feng Yanzhou felt mixed emotions in his heart.

Although he has the heart to seek the country, and the time is not far away, he never thought that after that, he would remove the blood of the previous dynasty.

Even, after becoming the princess and son-in-law of the new dynasty, the young couple should live a more carefree and happy life.

But looking at the letter in his hand, the hatred between the lines made him startled, and the fear and uneasiness that filled the paper made his heart ache.

Feng Yanzhou wanted to stop caring what Yuan'er would think when he knew about it, so he rushed into the Ruiyang Palace, cut open his chest, and showed his heart to the Sophora Flower Immortal.

Let him see whose name is engraved on this heart.

05

Feng Yanzhou originally planned to take it slowly and gradually repair the rift between the two of them.

However, Yuchan, his maid who stayed by the young emperor's side, sent a letter saying that his Sophora Flower Immortal actually wanted to die, and wanted to hold a banquet with poisoned wine and take him to the underworld together.

Feng Yanzhou listened to the guard's report, his expression was normal, but his heart was filled with fear and helplessness.

He was afraid that if he didn't know this time, what would happen if his Sophora japonica died; he was even more afraid that if he could stop this time, what would happen if he couldn't stop it.

For the next few days, Feng Yanzhou couldn't sleep at night. It wasn't until the day before he was going to the feast of life and death that he murmured to himself: "If he really died once, he might regret it. I'm afraid..."

Thus, the poison hidden under the bed that had been seized was replaced with a drowsiness drug.

Feng Yanzhou just waited until Chu Huaijin "resurrected from the dead", he had to explain everything clearly to his Sophora Flower Immortal.

He doesn't beg this person not to hate him anymore, he just begs him, don't worry, don't be afraid, don't... dare not even live.

06

After three years, the night when Feng Yanzhou stepped into Ruiyang Palace again, it was midsummer.

He looked at the stars all over the sky, and for some reason, he suddenly remembered the firefly that he had never been able to see.

Therefore, Feng Yanzhou, who still doesn't know what will happen that night, can't help but hope in his heart that maybe after many years, his Sophora Flower Immortal will put down his grievances, and he will have a chance to take him to the riverside , Look at those dots of fireflies.

07

However, there is no "years" to wait between them.

"The crown prince is not of the blood of the Chu family. The regent does not need to kill the roots in the future. He should leave this son for Yuan'er." Chu Huaijin, the last emperor of Daning, finished speaking, and took the poisonous wine in his hand three times. drink up.

It was only after a moment of astonishment and stupefaction that his regent finally realized what the Sophora Flower Immortal had said.

This is to say...

Feng Yanzhou's heart was like a drum beating, half of his mind was still in disbelief, while the other half was already full of ecstasy.

But at the next moment, he watched helplessly as the person in front of him was bleeding out from the seven orifices.

That was actually the same symptom as the poison hidden under the imperial bed that should have been confiscated long ago.

Feng Yanzhou hugged his pagoda flower fairy in his arms in a daze, but instinctively called for the imperial doctor, but the poison was extremely poisonous, and before the imperial doctor arrived, the only person in his arms was Last breath.

The moment Chu Huaijin was poisoned, he had already lost his vision and hearing. The pain spreading from his abdomen to his whole body made it difficult for him to make a sound. It was only at the last moment of his life that he yelled. A cry for help came out.

Those were words he could neither hear nor remember.

But it was Feng Yanzhou's voice that kept repeating every night in his dreams in this life and in the next life.

He said, "Jiang Yuan, save me."

08

That was the first time Feng Yanzhou heard his name from the mouth of his Sophora japonica fairy.

That was also the last bleak cry when the jade shattered.