disliked, humble love

Zhu Jie and Zhang Rong looked at each other, and the atmosphere was not very good all of a sudden. "It's really you..."

Xue Ye held the lighter, not knowing whether to light the candle or not.What does it mean?Zhang Rong and Brother Jie's mother know each other?

"Let's talk about the birthday first." Zhang Rong continued to hold the candle and raised the drink as usual, "Xue Ye, I wish you a happy birthday. I will help you figure out a way to participate in March. The suspension period has passed. It should be There is a chance."

"Thank you." Xue Ye quickly accepted the favor, and was going to trouble Zhang Rong to use his contacts again.

Zhu Jie withdrew all his hostility, and swallowed the cake without saying a word, unexpectedly calm.

The cake is very big, and it can be tasted that it is quite a high-end cream, which is too much fancy and high-end that I bought for Jie Ge.It is also beautiful, clean and pure white, but Xue Ye can't appreciate it, he likes to be gaudy and colorful, so Brother Jie always says that his clothes don't look good.

I usually don't dare to eat high calories, but today Xue Ye made an exception and became the king of big stomachs.

I thought that if my parents were gone, my birthday would become an ordinary date in the future. Even if the society gave the meaning of Valentine's Day, only my parents would regard it as the child's birthday.But I am not alone, my family is still there.

Zhu Jie stopped him when he was eating the third piece. "Aren't you afraid of holding on? Your stomach is getting bigger."

"I'm afraid." Xue Ye was already full. "I eat this once a year. After eating, I will run around. Anyway, there are no flowers for birthdays, and the cake must be full... Brother Jie, can I ask you a question? "

"Ask." Zhu Jie also indulged and ate the second piece.He didn't celebrate Xue Ye's birthday, and he caught up with winter training every year.This is the first time today, he accompanied him as a boyfriend.

Xue Ye licked the little fork: "Is the chocolate specially for you..."

"Xue Ye." Zhu Jie pretended to cough and covered his chin, "Ask again, I'll just drag a girl to get the certificate, do you believe me?"

"Believe it, believe it, I believe it, don't take it, I believe it is not enough." Xue Ye really didn't dare to ask, Brother Jie was too aggressive, he did what he said, and if he really got anxious, he couldn't end it.

My husband has become someone else's, miserable.

Zhu Mo didn't remember it until he was halfway through his meal, and hurriedly said, "Brother Xue Ye, happy birthday."

"Yeah." Xue Ye nodded, happy for his 19th birthday.

After dinner, Xue Ye took the initiative to ask Ying to wash the dishes. Zhu Jie and Zhang Rong sat opposite each other. The subtle tension formed a dense net between them. Neither of them spoke, as if whoever spoke first would lose.

It is not so much to see as to observe.Zhang Rong observed Zhu Jie's eye sockets. They were deep, with high browbones, and his eyelids were not wide but filled with vigor, which was very similar to his mother.

Especially the tip of the chin, which is very similar.Zhang Rong showed a slight smile: "What do you want to ask?"

"A lot." Zhu Jie was so aggressive that he was so aggressive that he couldn't ask. He remained silent until Zhang Rong laughed again.

"My mother jumped off the building because of you, didn't she?" Zhu Jie's neck was visibly red with anger.

"No, I don't know why Xiaoshan jumped." Zhang Rong closed her eyes, no one knew what was the last straw that crushed a person, "Is there anything else you want to ask?"

Zhu Jie shook his head, and after a few seconds, he asked a sharp question: "My mother doesn't like my father, does she also like me?"

"Here... come, take a stroll with me after dinner." Zhang Rong stood up on her own, about the same height as Zhu Jie, "Xue Ye, take Mo Mo downstairs and go for a drive."

"I'm not in the fucking mood for a ride." Zhu Jie didn't move.

But Zhang Rong said: "By taking advantage of Xue Ye's birthday, I will also make up for your gift."

What's the situation?Xue Ye stood stupidly, his hands were covered with dishwashing liquid foam. Brother Jie nodded to him, and then he started to prepare. While putting on a down jacket, he wore basketball shoes with his narrow ankles hooked.

After getting into Zhang Rong's car, Zhu Mo fell into a semi-sleep state from the chattering little sparrow.When her brother came back, she nestled in Zhu Jie's arms with peace of mind. When she arrived at Zhang Rong's house, she was completely asleep and didn't wake up while holding her.

Putting his sister lightly on the sofa, Zhu Jie turned his head and looked at the simple basketball court outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

It was already dark, and the indoor lights illuminated half of the infield, as if adding a layer of filter called memory.Here, Zhang Rong taught him how to play a big center, taught him to smash the ball, and taught him to dunk.

Xue Ye didn't ask anything, but he knew that something was definitely wrong.He walked up to Zhu Jie and lowered his head slightly, sending his face over.Immediately, a hand reached out, brushed his bangs affectionately, and touched his face with the whole palm.

Brother Jie likes to touch his face very much. He stretches his palms from the side of the nose along the flat cheekbones to the roots of the ears, and wraps his five fingers around his chin.It is as if a blind man discerns portraits with his sense of touch, very carefully and carefully.

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye took a breath, "Is there something wrong?"

"Well, actually, my mother..." Zhu Jie was about to explain when Zhang Rong came over and handed something cool to him.

"Promise your 18th birthday present, little bastard."

Zhu Jie just glanced at it and stopped looking at it. He turned his face to look at Xue Ye, his heart was pounding, as if he had done hundreds of leapfrogs.The degree to which the heart muscle contracts depletes the concentration of oxygen around it.

It's two keys.

"This community was just developed 15 years ago, and the housing prices in Beijing have not risen too much, 8600 per square meter." Zhang Rong poured herself a glass of soda, "That year Xiaoshan was preparing for divorce, and said that if she bought a house closer, she could be a neighbor. We paid the building selection fee together. By the time the market actually opens, something has happened to Xiao Shan.”

"Xiao Shan?" Xue Ye frowned slightly, "Who is it?"

Zhu Jie pinched the bunch of keys, with a knife in his eyes: "It's my mother. My grandfather's name is Fan Wanguo, and my mother's name is Fan Shanshan. Zhu Mo's mother... is called Zhao Xue, and she is my father's second wife. Rong is my mother's girlfriend."

Hold.Xue Ye was shocked.Girlfriend... Is this girlfriend the kind of girlfriend I understand?Or ordinary female friends?

Zhu Mo's mother is the second, not a sibling.

Zhang Rong didn't look at the two of them, and said directly: "This row has the best Fengshui. I chose No. 01, and Xiaoshan chose No. 02. She also said that the yard will be opened up during the renovation, and the garden will be doubled in size. I met your mom when she was 24 and already starting for the first team, and she was 20 and in medical school."

"How do you know each other?" Zhu Jie asked.

Xue Ye was silent, looking at them in disbelief.It's the kind of girlfriend who falls in love!

"How do you know each other...Xiao Shan is my fan. Every Saturday I train at the Dongdan Gymnasium. She often comes to watch games with her classmates. Your mother is your grandpa's precious daughter. Your grandpa is so obedient. In fact, I am not obedient at all, so I will be the same as you...Let's not talk about this, do you want to go and see your room?" Zhang Rong asked.

"Mine?" Zhu Jie didn't believe it, "My room?"

Zhang Rong saw his unbelief, and could always see through this little bastard: "Your mother can't do business, she went all the way to medical school, and gave birth to you at the age of 25, and she studied while studying for the next few years. To make money, I want to do early childhood education. I paid 30 yuan for the rent at the beginning, and the rest is earned by Xiaoshan. You will pay me back slowly in the future. Let’s go, take a look at your house, and take some time to replace the head of the household with you name, so I can do business with Xiao Shan."

"Brother Jie?" Xue Ye was stunned.

"Go, have a look." Zhu Jie took Xue Ye's hand, not remembering how he got from No. 01 to No. 02.The conjoined small duplex is exactly the same as Zhang Rong's apartment.

The door is open, the interior is not rough, but there is no furniture.It is white on all sides.

own room.

"It's time to clean up for you in advance." Zhang Rong went to open the window to ventilate. "It has been vacant for 15 years, and I can finally live in it. If I knew that the house price had risen so exaggeratedly, I would have bought another one..."

Zhang Rong was talking to herself, maybe she was happy, maybe she was hiding her panic.The house that had been vacant for 15 years did not wait for the real head of the household, but the head of the household's child did.It is no longer a room, but has become a home, although 15 years is too long to wait, but it has waited.

It is luckier than itself.

For a few seconds, Zhu Jie was completely frozen.He seemed to have traveled through a space-time tunnel, and traveled back to a sunny spring day 15 years ago, when two women held all the money in their hands and looked at the apartment types in a newly developed community.

They should have seen the model room, have they imagined how to arrange it together?

"It's funny to think about it. Tell me, does Xiaoshan have a premonition that you will fall out with your father sooner or later, so arrange your escape in advance?" Zhang Rong opened a glass door, here, and her own house Their basketball court is only separated by a wall, but it is such a wall that they cannot cross it openly.

"Your mother has no motor skills. If you teach her a three-step layup tens of thousands of times, she won't be able to learn it. She will smirk when she runs to the basket on the last step. Let me help her shoot." Zhang Rong turned around slowly, "How is she now? Sample?"

Xue Ye listened quietly, his hands were numb, Brother Jie was too nervous.It turns out that Brother Jie is also a person without a mother.

"I can't wake up." Zhu Jie held the key in one hand and Xue Ye in the other, with reality on the one hand and deep love on the other, "Today I want to extubate her."

"Extubation..." Zhang Rong nodded thoughtfully, "You really hate her, don't you?"

Zhu Jie said nothing.Hate her, hate her, even if she is determined to die, she will not look at herself for the last time.

"I should hate her, and I hate her too. I have been with her for ten years. I officially retired the year she had an accident. I stopped playing. It's boring." Zhang Rong put her hands in her pockets, with a heroic profile, "I know your mother Back then, my hair was as short as yours. She was tying her shoes on the seat, and I spun a basketball to tease her."

She taught Xiaoshan's son the same turning skill, and Xiaoshan's son taught Xue Ye.

"Does my dad know you?" Zhu Jie asked, imagining what Zhang Rong looked like when he was young.It may not have been a coincidence that she retired the year her mother died and became her own basketball coach two years later.

It is not accidental to make up a birthday for myself every year.

"Fan Wanguo and Zhu Zhenhai didn't know it was me, and I retired, so they couldn't find out." Zhang Rong leaned against the French window, "So how did you know?"

"When I first met you, I guessed it." Zhu Jie replied. When I was more than 5 years old, my grandfather told himself that your mother had a girlfriend outside, and it was that girlfriend who forced her to jump off the building.He didn't know if his guess was right, he didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to be too kind to Zhang Rong.

Maybe he also has resentment towards Zhang Rong.

"My mother likes to sing, but she is tone deaf and has never sung correctly." Zhu Jie tilted his head back, revealing a little bit of grievance unexpectedly, that kind of expression belongs to children, from this aggressive The strong face flashed a shock, "When I first met you, you also hummed that song, and the tune was exactly the same as hers. You learned it from my mother, right?"

"Just because of this?" Zhang Rong really didn't expect, with a cheerful smile coupled with a lonely shake of the head, "In a blink of an eye you are already 19 years old, and more than 20 years have passed like this, I don't feel it." She smiled for a while, "Qianqian Quege right?"

Zhu Jie didn't speak, as if no one wanted to impress him.

"In the future, there will be thousands of songs, floating on my way in the distance. In the future, there will be thousands of evening stars, brighter than the moon tonight. They are not as beautiful as this night..." Zhang Rong hummed, low and out of tune, Not a word on the tune, 15 years of empty house, she didn't wait for the college student who taught her to sing Cantonese pop songs.

That year, she used the basketball as a racquet and tried to shoot. She failed to make a shot, but she picked up the ball and said, husband, why are you so tall.

At night, Zhu Mo slept at Zhang Rong's house, and Xue Ye followed Brother Jie back to the dormitory.He used to not understand why Zhang Rong was infinitely tolerant to Brother Jie, and Ai Wu and Wu Di took care of himself and Zhu Mo, but now he understands.

So fucking shocking.

"Brother Jie, your mother is really..." But Xue Ye was also very sad, as uncomfortable as missing a gold medal, "Is she really a vegetable?"

"Yeah." Zhu Jie hooked his wrist with his backhand, "My mother likes women, and my grandfather is a professor of psychiatry. After treating my mother, he treated me. In his time, we were all crazy."

"I think he is sick! Stupid..." Xue Ye almost cursed, "Brother Jie, don't be sad."

"It's not sad, I'm used to it." Zhu Jie grabbed his hand, "Xue Ye, do you like me?"

"I like it." Xue Ye's voice was moderate.

Zhu Jie especially wanted to hear: "Who do you like?"

"I like Brother Jie." Xue Ye's natural sleepy eyes were shining, "I like you."

1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds... Zhu Jie pulled his collar hard: "Thank you for liking me so much."

"No thanks, Brother Jie, you are handsome, who doesn't like it!" Xue Ye smiled, "No, we are just right, how did your grandfather know?"

Zhu Jie didn't say a word because he didn't admit that he liked Xue Ye for three years. "have no idea."

"Brother Jie, you are too miserable. Fuck me, I should have beaten your grandfather away that day!" Xue Ye was heartbroken, "After that...will he still tear us apart?"

"He dismantled his, we don't separate." Walking quickly to the dormitory, Zhu Jie let go, "I didn't expect my mother to leave me a suite, and now there are 3 important things. Buy a mobile phone, and the league will give it to you Sign up, and..."

"Is there a big make up tonight?" Xue Ye unzips the down jacket, revealing a naked body and a waist inside, "Brother Jie, I'm ready, fully automatic."

"I'll fucking believe you one more time and I'll crush you to death." Zhu Jie grabbed the back of his neck and walked upstairs, fighting like brothers, but they were talking about something that made people blush.

"Brother Jie, I was wrong, I really moved, I will really move next time." Xue Ye rushed up with bare shoulders, "I didn't even touch the flowers for my birthday, so I gave it to someone else..."

"It's vulgar for a man to collect roses." Zhu Jie disdainful, and Xue Ye may be talking about this matter for several years.Looking up, I saw a piece of warm bright red at the door of 412.

"Fuck." Xue Ye was so sour, "Whose is it?"

"It must be mine." Tao Wenchang came out of the house, with a pair of professional high jump spiked shoes hanging around his neck, and was sending a WeChat message.But his hands trembled like Parkinson's, and it looked like he had been abused by Huang Shiren for special strength training.

Several sports students from the dormitory surrounded him, and in an instant, Tao Wenchang became the brightest kid in Building No. [-] of the Sports Institute.

The author has something to say:

Masako: I am finally going to reach the pinnacle of my life!

Dairy: Brother Jie, I am so sour.