disliked, humble love

There were endless speeches on TV, Zhu Jie had nothing to do, so he disassembled a remote control to study.

Xue Ye's medical waist protector, he also wanted to violently dismantle it, stripping the whole waist out of the steel frame.

After studying the remote control, I put it back piece by piece, and finally put the battery in, but I didn't expect it to still work.The male nurse was pushing a small trolley dedicated to the ward, and the grandfather was behind, slightly hunchbacked, with kind eyes when facing her.

"Are you hungry?" Fan Wanguo set up the table with his own hands, "You are an athlete, and you are picky about your food. The dishes made by your grandfather are the ones you loved when you were young."

"Yeah." Zhu Jie was also polite, filled a bowl of rice by himself, pressed it down, and ate it full.

Fan Wanguo poured warm water for him again, with a tone that was half blameful and half loving: "How many times have you told me to drink whatever is in the refrigerator without taking it out, the human body is like a furnace, if you put it out, you will regret it when you get older. "

"En." Zhu Jie said, and began to eat seriously.

There is nothing worth living with yourself and yourself.

"Eat slowly, don't worry." Fan Wanguo looked at the side, "This is Chen Qi, my student's student, you can call him Xiao Chen. He will take care of you and treat you in the future. Zhao Xue's condition is not very good , may be a relapse of depression."

"Hasn't she been alright in the past few years?" Zhu Jie asked, looking at Chen Qi, who was about the same height as him, as if his grandfather specially hired him as a guard.

Fan Wanguo was filled with emotion: "Zhao Xue, I've treated you well, don't always reject her."

"I don't accept it." Zhu Jie told the truth, and Wen Shui dried it in one breath, "I don't accept her, and I won't call her mom."

"She, I don't know how to treat you, but she is very attentive." Fan Wanguo is already old, but he is full of spirit, "She has worked under me for more than ten years. It is really hard to be a head nurse. She has too much brains. Stupid, can't be flexible. Actually, I didn't support her and your father when they had a crush on each other, but I didn't expect them to be able to talk. "

The old man shook his head, and the grandson listened while eating. In Chen Qi's eyes, this scene couldn't be more warm.

"But your father is also very strong, he has no real skills in that position, and no one can sit firmly." Fan Wanguo changed the subject, "When he married Zhao Xue, he asked her to treat you as her own. And don't want children for the time being, I'm afraid you will be left out in the cold."

"Snubbed?" Zhu Jie seemed to hear this word for the first time, "They should give me a cold shoulder."

"Don't talk about big or small, they are for your own good. If you don't raise a child, you don't know the kindness of your parents. When you get married and have children in the future, you will understand the painstaking efforts of your father and me." Fan Wanguo narrowed his eyes, "Being a professor for so many years , survive for a few more years, and the four generations will live under the same roof.”

Zhu Jie put the bowl down heavily. That's right, my grandfather is Professor Fan who is famous in the world, and he is engaged in clinical research on depression and mental disorders.His field is mental illness, from neurasthenia to paranoia, even schizophrenia, countless cases have been cured.He and his students have saved countless families.

Zhu Jie's mood was as heavy as his voice: "I'm full, I want to see my mother."

"Your mother is fine." Fan Wanguo said.

"Don't worry." Zhu Jie didn't go around in circles.At this time, there were several sounds of engine ignition outside the window, as well as several sounds of thank you and several sounds of walking slowly.I don't know which parent brought the child to correct.

I don't know if they are satisfied or not.

Fan Wanguo remained silent, and looked at Chen Qi: "Take up the medicine for this period of time first, and take a bottle of intravenous drip before going to see her."

Zhu Jie was fiddling with the plastic chopsticks, and Chen Qi stood up. The level of proficiency in the operation could be seen as a nurse specially trained by his grandfather.After several years of drips and medicines, this bottle is not bad.The last few bottles cleared up quickly.

"Hit." He stretched out his arm and took the initiative to roll his short sleeves up to his shoulders.

In the afternoon, Xue Ye finished his physical therapy and went home. The three boys were still there, and none of them left.But Zhu Mo fell asleep.

"Let's go, it's cold outside." Xue Ye pulled out a bag of potato chips from his schoolbag and gave it to Su Xiaoyuan, "You like it, I bought it on the way."

Zhang Zhao couldn't imagine that he would spend the New Year's Day at Zhu Jie's house one day. "Are you really good by yourself?"

"I can't, Xiaoyuan don't leave tonight, can you stay with me at my house?" Xue Ye asked back.

"That must not work. Since you are so strong and fearless, we will leave." Zhang Zhao immediately declined. Zhu Jie said that if the big baby hugged Xue Ye, if the backyard caught fire, should he beat Zhu Jie first or go first? Beat Xue Ye.

"Are you all right?" Tao Wenchang asked again. There was no one in Xue Ye's house, and there was another turmoil in Zhu Jie's house. Don't shoot Xue Ye to death all at once.

Xue Ye was annoyed by the questioning. He was really fine, so no one would believe him. "I have something to do. I'm sleepy. I want to sleep after taking the desensitization pills. You guys go back first. I'll do winter training right away. I'll call you if there's anything wrong."

"Are you okay?" Su Xiaoyuan was like a repeater.

"Oh..." Xue Ye couldn't lose his temper with him, "I'm really fine, brother Jie can't break up with me, I'll wait for him to come back. Brother Jie said that I have a family, and he won't lie to me."

Su Xiaoyuan's eyes became hot again, and he quickly lowered his head: "Don't be brave, call quickly if you need anything...Actually, I can stay with you, or I..."

"Yes, he can stay with you." Zhang Zhao said in a harsh tone, "If he stays, I will stay too. We will sleep on the floor together and stay with you."

Xue Ye endured and endured: "Get out of here."

"Get out, I'll get out right away, that's right..." Zhang Zhao looked at the coat hanger, shaking his legs while talking, "Can you lend me and Changzi two down jackets? At night, freeze to death on the broad avenue of socialism."

Xue Ye looked back at Su Xiaoyuan, full of doubts.How could such a lovely person like Zhang Zhao?

After a while, the three of them could be considered to be gone, along with two long-sleeved windbreakers.Xue Ye could finally sit down and rest. He was very tired, so he took out a box of instant noodles and planned to make a bowl of hot water.

The kettle started to whistle, Xue Ye went over with the bowl, and suddenly put it down again.

Brother Jie doesn't let himself eat instant noodles, and doesn't let himself make a living.Xue Ye searched in the kitchen and boiled 5 eggs.

Two egg yolks, five egg whites, and then eaten with instant noodles, maybe Brother Jie won’t talk about it.Xue Ye seemed to have committed a crime. He ate the noodles with the intention of doing something bad, washed up, climbed onto the sofa bed, and closed his eyes to rest.

Mental illness, patients, treatment, interference... God damn mental illness, Xue Ye was angry no matter what he thought, only hated himself for being stupid, being questioned repeatedly by Jie Ge's grandfather, and unable to utter a word.

Now that he has figured it all out, he regrets not saying a few words to him on the spot.Why did you interfere with Brother Jie?I carried the bag for Brother Jie.

The child next to him moved his legs, and Xue Ye opened his eyes: "Are you awake?"

Zhu Mo woke up for a while, but the adults didn't move, and she didn't dare to move either. "My brothers are gone, there is no one at home..."

"They are close and can come at any time." Xue Ye made up nonsense, thinking about Brother Jie. In the eyes of others, he is a wild coward who fights at any time. His character is not good. In his eyes, Brother Jie is cool and handsome. Well, the military training in the first year of high school stood out for myself and kicked myself out of the guard of honor of the flag bearers.Others thought that Zhu Jie was bullying the freshmen, but Xue Ye himself said it secretly, and he didn't want to be punished by the instructors.

"Are you hungry?" He asked Zhu Mo.Zhu Mo's eyes were very dark, and she seemed familiar, very similar to her brother.

"I'm not hungry. Brother Changzi bought me food." Zhu Mo's voice was neither loud nor small, his tone was scared, but calm beyond his age, "Brother Xue Ye, let me tell you, my parents quarreled, and my mother was sick." gone."

Xue Ye's heart felt pain in an instant.My mother is ill, and it's especially hard to say that from a young child.

"Mom is sick." Zhu Mo said slowly, "She is taking medicine. When Mom recovers from her illness, we will take her over. When Dad is no longer angry, we will take Dad over."

Jack's parents?Xue Ye's heart suddenly felt empty again.Grandpa's attitude must be the attitude of Brother Jie's family.In their eyes, he is a psychopath who interferes with Brother Jie.

During the parent-teacher meeting, Xue Ye saw Brother Jie's father, who was tall and majestic, with unkind eyes.He guessed that he was not only crazy, but also a vixen in his eyes.

"Brother Xue Ye." Zhu Mo finally couldn't help it, her nose was dirty, and no one washed her face, "Where did my brother go, I want my brother to go home. I want to be with my parents, my brother and you, Let's live together."

"Brother Jie, he..." Xue Ye wiped her face, "Brother Jie, he went to work."

"Oh..." Zhu Mo leaned towards him, "I miss my brother, my mother, and my father. When will my brother come back?"

Xue Ye didn't answer right away. Brother Jie started a war for himself and his family. Brother Jie is awesome, as expected of him.

"Ahem." He educated Zhu Mo solemnly, "Let me tell you, Brother Jie and I are in a relationship. You may not understand now, but Brother Jie likes me anyway, and I also like him very much. Jie Brother fall well."

Zhu Mo's eyes were bright and he looked very happy. "Brother Jie is fine, Brother Jie likes you, and I like you too."

"Well, so we have to believe him." Xue Ye's eyes are also bright, "Brother Jie and I don't know each other. He keeps his word and never lies to me. Except for the monthly history exam in the second year of high school... Forget it, let's not mention this for now. , in short, we have to trust him."

"Brother Xinjie." Zhu Mo jumped up on the sofa bed.

"Yes, Brother Xinjie. Are you hungry? If you are, I'll serve you sesame oil noodles, Brother Jie's favorite."

"Brother Jie's favorite is also my favorite." Zhu Mo jumped off the low bed and ran towards the kitchen, with Xue Ye following behind.Brother Jie told him to go home and wait, so he waited.If homosexuality is a disease, he is terminally ill and there is no need to save him.

It was nearly 11 o'clock in the evening that the first bottle of intravenous drip was cleaned up.Zhu Jie pulled out the needle himself, left the indwelling needle, and stuck it to the needle port hastily.

"You told my grandfather that I want to see my mother." Zhu Jie told Chen Qi.

Chen Qi didn't talk much, and it's possible that his grandfather told him not to communicate.He came back not long after he went out: "Professor Fan said yes."

Zhu Jie followed him out of the IV room and passed by many wards.There are temporarily hospitalized patients, young and full of youthful faces.After a while, they came to the most rigorous observation room compartment, changed into sterile coats, put on shoe covers, and briefly disinfected their hands.

After entering, there is a hospital bed and instruments that monitor blood oxygen, blood pressure, and heart rate at any time. Next to it, there are ventilators, nebulizers, aspirators, and drip pumps.Fan Wanguo was also wearing sterile clothes, holding a person who was not considered normal in his arms, and whispered to the intensive care nurse to change her daughter's urine tube, keep her skin dry and prevent bedsores.

In his arms is Zhu Jie's mother, Fan Shanshan.

"Here?" Fan Wanguo assisted the nurse to change the catheter, "A while ago your mother used a urine pad, and I was afraid that the replacement would not be timely, so I put on the catheter. This hurts, I'd better use the urine pad later."

Zhu Jie moved his lips, but there was no sound.But his mouth shape is to call mom.

Vegetative, lying in bed for 14 years, every time he was on the verge of death was rescued by his grandfather, and even sucked sputum himself.A few years ago, I accidentally caught a cold, my resistance was poor, and it turned into pneumonia. I have used all the top antibiotics that can be used. Since then, this ward has been isolated from bacteria.Another cold, another infection with drug-resistant bacteria, no antibiotics can save her.

Severe muscle atrophy in both legs.She has sunken eye sockets and a bald head, but it can be seen from the edge of her hair roots that she has a beauty tip.

"I'll do it." Zhu Jie took a step forward.He used to be very afraid of sleeping, and when he closed his eyes, his biological mother jumped off the building in front of him.But later, he slept the most soundly only by the side of his mother who had become a vegetative state.

Later, when he met Xue Ye, no matter how sleepy he was, Zhu Jie wanted to crawl to Xue Ye's side and sleep on his pillow.

"You can't hold her, don't look at her unconscious, she's quite heavy, because she can't exert strength." Fan Wanguo put her down gently, his face changed a few times, as if he had a grudge against someone, "See, did you see this?" It's the consequence of her not treating her, if your mother hadn't been gay, she wouldn't have divorced your father, and she wouldn't have been forced to jump off the building by the disease."

"Homosexuality is a cancer in the world. Why don't you understand after watching your mother lay there for so many years!"

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Here's a rundown of the timetable:

Fan Shanshan lay in bed for 14 years. Jie Zai jumped off the building when she was 5 years old, and she was divorced before the accident.Zhao Xue and Zhu Zhenhai met when Jie Zai was 6 years old and got married when they were 8 years old. It was not an extramarital affair.