disliked, humble love

At 7 o'clock in the morning, Zhu Jie was awakened by the vibration of the mobile phone, and Xue Ye sent a text message.

[Brother Jie, I will arrive at the hospital at 7pm]

There are still 12 hours.Zhu Jie moved his fingers to reply with a good one, and got up to wash up.

The side effects of dripping cerebroprotein solution are dizziness and muscle relaxation, which occur every time.He took a shower and only wore sports trousers. He had injuries on both sides of his body, so he tried the door first.

locked.Zhu Jie turned to go to the window, his shoulder blades were swollen to different heights. 3 and a half floors, jumping is possible, but he just doesn't want to now.

At 8 o'clock sharp, Zhao Xue opened the door to deliver breakfast, and continued to administer IV drips.She turned on the TV, and it was still playing yesterday's set on a loop.

"Did you sleep well?" She saw her son's expression was normal. "This cerebroprotein is used to repair the brain nerves. You have been injected for three years and have never had an attack. Recently, it was my mother's negligence."

"Yeah." Zhu Jie said as if nothing had happened, "Do you have any wontons?"

Zhao Xue fixed the indwelling needle, the lower half of her face was smiling, and the upper half of her face remained motionless. "No, let's go home and eat after the injection. We have everything at home."

There is everything in the house.Zhu Jie didn't speak, but there was only the sound of the TV in the room, but there was a dead silence.After breakfast, Zhao Xue handed over a small cup of lidded liquid, and Zhu Jie drank it down without looking at it.

Bitter, especially bitter, burns from the root of the tongue to the stomach with an irreducible astringency.Zhu Jie claims that he is not afraid of suffering, but the bitterness is not very bearable, it is so bitter that it seems that a hand is pulled out from his throat.

Potassium water, used to relieve muscle relaxation side effects.

"Take it easy after drinking, and don't spit it out." Zhao Xue said with serious eyes, "Take a good rest and don't think too much. Parents will accompany you through this difficult time."

Zhu Jie looked out the window and turned a blind eye, then looked at the nurse's cart with medical equipment, wondering what Xue Ye was doing at this time.

He doesn't stay in bed, he should have breakfast with his parents, eat wontons, sprinkle a layer of dried shrimps, and like to eat soup and water.The expected stomach pain gradually became stronger, and I felt dizzy after the brain protein injection, and I wanted to retch after drinking the potassium water.

As for the composition of this brain protein, Zhu Jie has not studied it until now.What the hell is love? For the last time, whoever hits him in the future will hit him to death.

After Zhao Xue went out, Zhu Jie lay on the IV bed and changed his position. His strong muscles still couldn't block Zhu Zhenhai's blow.He really couldn't beat Zhu Zhenhai, no, it wasn't that he couldn't beat him, it was because he had never met Zhu Zhenhai since he was a child, and he was beaten until he lost his strength.He looked at the corner of the ceiling, picked up the remote control board and smashed the camera.

In less than ten seconds, Zhao Xue pushed the door open, looked around every corner with patrolling eyes, and left without saying a word.

Angry.Enduring the pain in his stomach, Zhu Jie searched for songs on his mobile phone and listened to every little yellow song that Xue Ye sang.It's really Huang, he doesn't even know how Xue Ye found it.

He would put his legs on the desk during recess and sing blatantly.

Zhu Jie licked his lips as he listened to the ugly English lyrics.The bitterness of the potassium water lingers for a long time, and the bleeding of the gums cannot be covered by sucking.

The first kiss with Xue Ye was the smell of potassium water.During the National Day holiday in the first year of high school, the track and field team and the reserve team went to the suburbs of Beijing for training. He left his grandfather's house and went to the No. [-] Middle School to gather for a bus. Xue Ye reserved a seat for himself.

At that time, Xue Ye was much more nervous than now, he always looked at himself carefully with anger in his eyes, and didn't like to talk.Now Zhu Jie finally understands where his anger comes from. After experiencing that kind of shit and then retiring, everyone is angry.

The sun was very sunny that day. Xue Ye said a few words incoherently and then began to look out of the window. The light pierced through half of the ear pinna and he could see the capillaries until he fell asleep.His head was leaning against the glass window, slightly tilted back, his mouth was open.

There was a tunnel ahead, and then the carriage was plunged into darkness. I quickly got up, premeditated for a long time, and the tip of my tongue touched something in Xue Ye's mouth.Harder and wetter than imagined, it turns out that human tongues are not so soft when they touch each other.

After passing through the tunnel, the carriage returned to light, and he sat back in his original position and suppressed his heartbeat with a coughing sound.At the destination, Xue Ye was woken up by himself, drank water in a daze, and said his mouth was bitter.

It is bitter, and the bitterness of potassium water is comparable to the world's most bitter.Their first kiss was bitter and there was no loneliness left.

Xue Ye arrived at the hospital early at 6 o'clock in the evening. In addition to cash, there were two sets of training clothes and a pair of running shoes in the brown bag.Unexpectedly, Zhang Rong was there.

"Why, didn't you wait for Xiaojie, only waited for me to be so unhappy?" Zhang Rong was very tired after following the order, "You and your brother Jie really have the same temper, and there is something in your heart that you can't hide on your face."

Xue Ye quickly raised the corner of his mouth. "Where's Jackie?"

"He has something to do, so he might not be able to come." Zhang Rong gave him a bottle of water.

Might not come.Xue Ye unscrewed the bottle cap silently and took only one sip.

"If he doesn't come, I will come. You are not the only living person in the whole world." Zhang Rong said, her heart was full of holes.In the situation of Xiaojie's family, he has not grown into an anti-social personality, so he is really kind in nature.

Xue Ye didn't answer, and took out an envelope from his schoolbag. "5, I'll give these first."

Inside is the RMB exchanged for blood donation remuneration. The rehabilitation doctor and follow-up treatment of elite athletes cannot be cheap.

Zhang Rong pushed the envelope back. "Don't make trouble, your brother Jie said you are in his charge, you just need to cooperate with the treatment. I want to charge you money, he really fell out with me, you know that temper best."

"Brother Qian Jie?" Xue Ye squeezed the not-thin RMB in his hand.

"Here." Zhang Rong smiled bitterly, "I'm afraid he won't be able to afford it? It's not like you don't know how rich your brother Jie's family is."

Xue Ye nodded, he knew. "How much is the cost after my injury is fully healed?"

"You don't have to worry about this." Zhang Rong said this, but she worried more than anyone else in her heart. Xiaojie didn't have a lot of money, and his name was empty.Where will he find this fee, I am worried.

A female doctor wearing glasses came to recognize Zhang Rong. "How did you come?"

Zhang Rong stood up leisurely, with her hands in her pockets very sassy. "Accompanies a child to get an injection. Why is it you? Director Wang performed the surgery himself. Should I say his life is good or bad?"

Xue Ye didn't move, Zhang Rong immediately kicked his shoe, Xue Ye stood up and bowed slightly to Director Wang.

"Very polite." Director Wang pushed his glasses, "I've seen the X-rays and CT two-dimensional images. It's a pity that the little athlete suffered this injury. The X-rays and expert consultation can save the wrong direction. Come with me. "

"Say thank you quickly," Zhang Rong reminded.

"Thank you." Xue Ye said without thinking, "Isn't it 7 o'clock?"

"There are some patients who won't come for a while." Director Wang turned around and said with a smile, "You still don't want to?"

Xue Ye didn't move. "Brother Jack said..."

"Yes, this kid is not very good at talking since he was a child, don't mind." Zhang Rong smoothed things over, "Let's go."

Xue Ye didn't wink anymore and knew to follow upstairs.The room was not as warm as last time, and a layer of pimples formed on his skin after taking off his shirt. He lay down and waited for the prick. Sure enough, rows of acupuncture needles, alcohol lamps, and electrified instruments were pushed over as if to extract a confession.

"The lumbar muscles are strained, what are you doing?" Director Wang was less talkative than old Li Jian.

"Triple jump." Xue Ye lifted the edge of the lift.

"Just finished the disinfection, it's for nothing. I'm allergic to alcohol, and the skin turned red." Director Wang frowned, "There are a lot of pains on the waist, bear with it."

Xue Ye lay down again, and the alcohol on his lower back was rubbed again and it was instantly cold.He turned his face to the right, facing the door, expecting someone to come in soon.

Zhu Jie returned home with bloodshot eyes, and the door slammed shut behind him.The side effects of using potassium water to fight brain protein also have side effects, muscle spasms, and capillaries in the corners of the eyes burst.

Silent.

"Are you back?" Zhu Zhenhai was still drinking tea, and there was no trace of his hands being seen.Every time the son is treated, he will be honest for a while, and he has lived like this for three years.

Zhao Xue stood at the entrance to wipe the Buddha statue, looking back at her son frame by frame.Zhu Jie also looked at her, Zhao Xue wanted to give a very warm smile, but it was very weird.

"I'm back." He stood in the entrance with his hands in his pockets, his movements were exactly like Zhang Rong's.

Zhu Zhenhai hated him for being like that basketball coach. "When I come back, I will go upstairs to reflect and go to the United States next week."

"What the hell are you?"

Zhu Zhenhai looked at his son motionlessly.

Zhu Jie leaned against the door very tiredly. "I came back to get the bag, but I'm not convinced! I let you be imprisoned for three years because I was willing to imprison myself, and now I don't want to."

"Xiaojie, you're sick again." Zhao Xue came over to help him, "You are my mother's good son, hurry up and take your medicine upstairs..."

"Mom, don't think of a woman..." Zhu Jie pulled his arm away and slapped his backhand, with hatred, without any softness because of his gender, "I don't dare to slap!"

Boom!

Zhao Xue's face suddenly burst into pain, and after taking a few steps back, she couldn't stand still, and fell to the ground with bruised veins on her temples, as if trying to stretch her thin skin.But instead she showed an overly patient smile, looking eerie.

"Xiaojie, you are really my mother's good son, my mother's good son. Mom doesn't blame you, because you are mentally abnormal."

"I'm so normal that I'm dying." Zhu Jie stepped past her like a savage, blood and gender were never in his consideration, women could be beaten, and so could children, staring madly with red eyes.

"Get upstairs now! Or I'll break your legs!" Zhu Zhenhai was furious again, his wife rolled on the ground, and his authority was challenged again and again.The treatment is useless, and the abnormal son has mental problems.

Zhu Jie stopped a few meters away from him to see him approaching step by step, and evaded reflexively, a huge vase came from behind and shattered at Zhu Zhenhai's feet.

Zhao Xue stood behind him expressionlessly.

In just a few seconds, Zhu Jie took out the jar and threw it at Zhu Zhenhai. He lit the lighter with his right hand and let the flame shake from side to side.

"Kill me to death? Come! Zhu Zhenhai, come here! Let's hug each other to death!" Zhu Jie threw the glass bottle, "Didn't you break my legs? Come, come here the fuck! Don't let anyone live!"

"You..." Zhu Zhenhai was stung by the high concentration of alcohol, and his nasal mucous membranes and eyes were the first to bear the brunt, and he could hardly breathe or open them.The source of the fire became his present fear, and he began to back away from the sliver of fire.

"Xiaojie, you are really crazy." Zhao Xue also stepped back, she was careless.

"I'm fucking crazy!" The bloody smell in Zhu Jie's mouth became unacceptable to himself. He took a lighter, Xue Ye's lighter, and avoided the large amount of alcohol on the ground to fight his way out.

On the table is his sports bag, besides this, there is another one.

Zhu Jie quickly straddled the bag diagonally, with the wound on his left hand turned outward. He picked up Zhu Mo, who was sitting at the bottom of the steps like a kid, and picked her up like a bag.He is not a normal person, and has no brother-sister relationship, but the staring at each other that day gave him the urge to take Zhu Mo out of this house.When the lighter went out, Zhu Jie quickly lit it again. Zhu Zhenhai stopped in the living room, and Zhao Xue was in the porch. He couldn't help but wanted to burn the house down, and wanted to throw the lighter into the alcohol.

In the end, he chose to walk out of that door directly.

Zhu Mo didn't struggle or resist, like a puppet, he just hugged his brother's neck for a moment when he was held firmly with one hand.

After a while, Zhao Xue brought a towel to wipe Zhu Zhenhai's face, her eye sockets were swollen. "Call the police?"

"No need." Zhu Zhenhai covered his alcoholic eyes with a wet towel, his hands were shaking with anger, "I'll see how he can live with Zhu Mo! Let his grandfather clean him up, and see how hard his wings can be for a few days."

Xue Ye was so painful that he was sweating all over again.The fire needle is thicker and pierced very deep. It is like being burned at the stake when it burns red again and again and then penetrates into the tendon knot of the adhesion lesion.

"Hiss..." One couldn't hold back Xue Ye's pain.

"Hold on, kid." Director Wang holds the hemostat clamp with 95% burning alcohol cotton ball in his left hand, and holds the needle with a pen in his right hand. The needle tip goes deep into the outer flame.

When she heard the knock on the door, she didn't raise her head: "Zhang Rong, let's see who's here."

Someone knock on the door?Xue Ye pricked up his ears and gritted his teeth. Is it Brother Jie?Jackie is here?

Zhang Rong had already got up, and the moment she opened the door, she couldn't help but embraced Zhu Jie. "Brat, I thought you were beaten to death by your father!"

"I can't die." Zhu Jie pushed her away a little bit, his chest hurt, "Where's the person?"

"It's the innermost needle." Zhang Rong looked carefully and the corners of her eyes were already red, "You went to grandpa's house again!"

"Yeah." Zhu Jie didn't care, "Try the medicine to see if it works."

"Are you crazy!" Zhang Rong scolded him, always talking about repairing you, and never did it once.

"I've gone crazy." Zhu Jie paused, looking down at his legs, "What should I do about this?"

Zhang Rong also looked down, and there was a little girl hiding behind Zhu Jie's thigh, also completely black, looking straight ahead blankly.

Zhang Rong pulled the two children into the house and locked the door. "How did you bring her out?"

"I'm afraid she's dead." Zhu Jie regretted it so much that he left Zhu Mo and went into the house to look for Xue Ye.Xue Ye happened to be resting, and tried his best to prop up his front body on his elbows to look this way.

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye stretched his neck, it was Brother Jie, who only had a light expression for outsiders, and now he smiled like a spring breeze, "Brother Jie, I miss you a little."

Miss myself.Zhu Jie walked inside, faster and faster, and when he got up in front of him, he kissed Xue Ye on the physiotherapy bed as he half got up.He gritted his teeth and hugged him, embracing the little light that helped him break free from the darkness, for fear that this little light would go out before his eyes.

He no longer cared about other people's feelings, he only cared about Xue Ye.

The eyes are red, the mouth is bitter, Xue Ye is his own.Zhu Jie let go of the kiss without any scruples. Time passed by, and when he lowered his head again, he realized that Xue Ye's chin was very red, and he had pinched him severely.

"Brother Jie, your mouth is very bitter." Xue Ye moved his numb tongue, and when he looked up, his Adam's apple was exposed, and there was a purple spot in the middle.

Zhu Jie thought for a while, and put his thumb against the purple patch. "Did I just kiss?"

"This?" Xue Ye didn't know how much he had been kissed, "It's okay, brother Jie, kiss me, I'll just wear a high collar, kiss you, I..."

Then he stopped moving, and Brother Jie was lying on his left shoulder and biting.

"Brother Jie?" Xue Ye didn't resist, he knew the pain was bitten, but he was willing.

"Yeah." Zhu Jie licked his wound, and smiled close to his face, "Yeah, it's just that I really miss you."