disliked, humble love

Brother Jie didn't go to the assembly?Xue Ye didn't believe it.Soon Tao Wenchang called, saying that Sun Kang, Bai Yang, and the coach were all looking for someone, and it was true that they were not in the field.

Tao Wenchang hung up the phone. He took it for granted that Zhu Jie must be with Xue Ye, but it turned out not to be.Where did he go?

Xue Ye crushed the egg yolk in his mouth, swallowed it, and the feeling that his throat was sucked all the way seemed to be still there.The organizer released a lot of family tickets, and the bustling crowd around them paled in an instant.

Jack isn't there?Could it be that you regretted it and ran away?A heavy shadow was cast over Xue Ye's heart.

Impossible, Xue Ye immediately denied it, if Brother Jie regretted it, he wouldn't leave a note.He took out the little note and looked at it, the handwriting was very illegible.

Brother Jie doesn't like to use WeChat, but he often puts notes in his schoolbag to remind him of temporary changes in training time or venue.

Where did that person go?Xue Ye absent-mindedly rushed to the volunteer workstation to assemble. The stands were almost full, ushering in the busiest day.As is customary for big games, the closing day was more chaotic than the opening.Parents from all corners of the country seemed to speak in unison, pulling him to ask the same question.

How do I go to the bathroom?How do I get to a certain grandstand seat?Can you help me take a picture?

Xue Ye didn't look at it during the closing ceremony, and Tang Yu was too busy.Just sat down to drink water and stood up again, the closing ceremony was over, and the volunteers led the crowd to evacuate in an orderly manner.

Just before 12:1906 noon, a huge sports event came to a successful conclusion.Xue Ye dragged his heavy legs back to the hotel. In [-], there was still a suitcase packed by Brother Jie.He started to pack his things, and the phone rang sooner or later.

"Hey, it's me. Are you all packed?" Zhang Rong parked the car in the parking space, feeling back to the winter when she took Xue Ye to the hospital.

"Yeah." Xue Ye put his bag on his back and pulled out the handle of the black suitcase.

Zhang Rong's memories were brought back to reality by Xue Ye's voice. It was difficult for this child to force him to say a word. I really don't know how Xiaojie communicated with him. "Then come down and wait for me at the main entrance of the hotel."

"Thank you." Xue Ye couldn't help but clenched the lever tightly and slammed into the door of 1906.

Where did Jack go?

He went to 2020 first, and gave Tao Wenchang all his room card and accompanying documents. "You can help me check out, and then say hello to the driver of No. 3 car, I'll leave early."

"Aren't you going back to school?" Tao Wenchang saw that he was lonely, wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask further.

Judging from the number of ways this game disappeared, the most likely situation is that Zhu Jie had a brain twitch yesterday and dealt with Xue Ye, and when he woke up today, he developed the self-loathing of a straight man, which led to a ruthless tragedy .

His mother began to fluctuate periodically again, crazy.

"No." Xue Ye put his red and white team uniform on his body, and looked at Tang Yu again, "I will sort out the photos and send them to you as soon as possible."

"No hurry, no hurry." Tang Yu didn't dare to ask. No one could understand Zhu Jie's temper. Yesterday's public show of affection was beyond his comprehension.His astonishing resistance to homosexuality is not pretending, is he regretting it?

"If you have anything to do, you can call me, I will answer anytime." Tang Yu said.He can't help in matters of relationship, Zhu Jie is too bullying.

"I'm fine." Xue Ye shook his head, unconsciously biting the collar of the high collar of his uniform while waiting for the elevator.He stepped out of the main entrance of the hotel lobby, and a black car stopped in front of him.The window of the co-driver was lowered, and Zhang Rong was inside.

"Put your luggage in the trunk. I'll take you to the hospital first." Zhang Rong got out of the car. She was taller than the college athletes who passed by, and also taller than Xue Ye.

"Yeah." Xue Ye turned back into a taciturn boy, and he didn't recognize the car model.He knew Big G. Brother Jie asked him if he was handsome after seeing the photos. He said he was handsome, but Brother Jie said he would buy it after the college entrance examination.The car door knocked on the back of his hand when putting the suitcase, and he closed the trunk painlessly, opened the rear door and sat in.

Looking out of the window without moving, there has never been a quietness before.

Zhang Rong smiled dryly at the rearview mirror. "Why don't you sit in the front? Brother Jie has something urgent at home, and he'll be back at school in two days."

Is it home?Oh, that's fine.Only then did Xue Ye react a bit: "Brother Jie won't let me sit in the passenger seat of someone else's car."

Come on, it's Brother Jie who won't let me go.Zhang Rong had no choice but to step on the accelerator and set off towards the hospital.

At 12:[-] noon, the car stopped in front of the house. Zhu Jie took one last look at his phone, got out of the car and entered the house.Both parents were there, and the living room was dead silent.

"I'm back." Zhu Jie put the key away under the gaze of the two.

"Well, I just sat down too." Zhu Zhenhai was drinking tea, and sat in the middle of the sofa. On the coffee table and the porch cabinet was an eight-armed and six-eared double-faced Buddha made of raw stone with sky eyes, which was half a meter high. "Sit, Your mother is cooking. Went to your grandpa's house?"

"Go." Zhu Jie pulled a chair and sat down, flung out the phone, not looking directly at Zhu Zhenhai, "I'll go upstairs if it's okay."

"I have something to do, your mother is cooking for you." Zhu Zhenhai put down his teacup, his face was tense, and his breathing caused his broad nose to bulge and his chest to rise and fall.

A well-dressed woman stood at the door of the kitchen like a sentinel and looked at her son. Her black hair was parted in front of her forehead and tied back.In his hand is a plate of fried vegetables and bowls and chopsticks.

"Mom." Zhu Jie looked back sideways, "You need me for something?"

"It's okay, I'm afraid you're not used to eating outside." Zhao Xue's gait was light and there was no sound of footsteps, nurses are used to hiding footsteps, "Are you tired? Your father and I should have gone to see it, and we couldn't get away. Come, try taste."

Zhu Jie's face was also tense, his profile looked like Zhao Xue's, and his demeanor was more like Zhu Zhenhai's.He picked up a piece at random, and put down his chopsticks after swallowing. "Are you okay? It's okay. I'm going upstairs now."

"Xiaojie." Zhu Zhenhai stood up. He was born as a confrontational athlete. He has retired for many years and his physique is not inferior to that of his son.

"What's the matter?" Zhu Jie leaned on the back of the cold chair and watched him come.

Zhu Zhenhai moved a lot, and put away the mobile phone on the table. "Did the game go well?"

Zhu Jie didn't move and didn't even look at his phone. "It's okay, I won."

"Nothing else?"

"No."

"I heard that someone gave muscle relaxants underwater?" Zhu Zhenhai stroked his cuffs, revealing a series of rare Tibetan eyes.

"Really?" Zhu Jie and his father looked at each other for a short time, and then looked away for a moment. He took another bite with the chopsticks, and finally threw the chopsticks, "I don't know."

Zhu Zhenhai sat opposite, checking his cell phone in front of his son. "I heard that he was still injured. The person belongs to your school."

"Not sure." Zhu Jie has always been impatient at home. Out of the corner of his eye, there is a stone Buddha statue with eight arms, six ears, and two faces. "Just tell me if you have anything to do. I'll go upstairs to rest if I have nothing to do. My stomach hurts."

"It's good that it didn't hurt you. Your grandfather and I were both athletes, and we've seen too many ghosts and snakes from all walks of life. I should have reminded you earlier." Zhu Zhenhai clicked on any one, and scrolled up the chat history, "What are the arrangements for the afternoon?"

Zhu Jie crazily misses the reality of waking up this morning with someone in his arms, the circle of milk that he secretly licked last night, and the sound of brother Jie biting Xue Ye's throat.

"Back to school."

Zhu Zhenhai took advantage of the situation and asked: "Don't worry, has the leg injury recurred?"

"No relapse." Zhu Jie stood up indifferently, "I went back to school in the afternoon to write the inspection, but the driver picked me up too early, and I was criticized for not attending the closing ceremony."

"A broken closing ceremony." Zhu Zhenhai's silence was very deliberate, "Go upstairs and rest, the driver will pick you up in the afternoon."

"En." Zhu Jie stepped up the steps, and the gastric mucosa suddenly felt like a spasm.He suppressed his nausea, walked up, and pushed open the bedroom door, and it was pitch black.

Zhu Zhenhai was still checking, and the phone screen stopped in the blacklist of WeChat's private address book.He purposefully opened a note called XY, and the reply to the most recent one was "one sentence".

Going up, it's Jiege good night.

Further up, it was the boy who asked if he could still be an ordinary friend and wait for me at the school gate after the English test.

Further up, it was my son who replied, I am a straight man, and I hate homosexuality.

Going up, Brother Jie, I like you, especially you.

Zhao Xue brought a cup of tea silently. "Don't check, it's definitely blocked, just like last week."

Zhu Zhenhai began to check recent contacts and text messages. "Check the hotel video to see who Xiaojie lives with these days. The one in high school..."

"My son is genuinely gay. He is not normal. I reminded you that even if you have a girlfriend, you can't believe it." Zhao Xue reached out to him, "Give me the phone."

Zhu Zhenhai sighed, men's intuition is indeed not as good as women's. "Arrange for him to go abroad as soon as possible."

"It's late." Zhao Xue looked at the phone, "WeChat records can be restored, if Xiaojie still keeps in touch with him, we can't hide it."

"Then check the text messages, go through all the communication records and messages." Zhu Zhenhai emphasized his tone, "Check him, everything under Xiaojie's name must be checked, and the school will also check. Look at his attitude just now, thinking that he is going to school. If you can play in college, your wings will be hard.”

"I remember his name is Xue Ye." Zhao Xue understood, "You didn't listen to the junior high school asking you to send your son abroad. Is there still such a thing now that the junior high school is gone?"

Zhu Zhenhai's expressionless face was twitching all year round, and an astonishing disgust appeared in his eyes. "Going abroad? There are more homosexuals abroad, so you can rest assured that your son is not under your nose?"

"It's useless to look under the nose, it's not normal anymore." Zhao Xue said, "True homosexuality is born, and he can still be locked up in high school. How do we send it now?"

The atmosphere of the conversation suddenly dropped to freezing point, and the air seemed to be frozen.

Finally, Zhu Zhenhai picked up the teacup. "Send them out and separate them first. Our sons can't like men. Homosexuality is a cancer in the world. One of them will die."

Xue Ye was lying on the physiotherapy bed and felt sleepy. It was like experiencing a dream in just a few hours.Filming, consultation with experts, and formulation of individual treatment plans... In the end, the experts who consulted elite athletes actually suggested conservative treatment, and no one advocated surgery.

Xue Ye couldn't even think about being a doctor for a master athlete.

"How is it? Is it cold?" Zhang Rong covered it with a white sheet. Xue Ye seemed to have only one tendon in his head. The doctor ordered him to take off his clothes and wait.

"Sleepy." Xue Ye told the truth.

"Don't worry, these are the top authorities in spine surgery. Before I retired, the whole team's injuries were supported by these old beasts." Zhang Rong best understands the pain of retiring due to injury, "You may be lethargic. It's about the lumbar spine."

Xue Ye's eyes were sore from sleepiness. "real?"

"It's possible, it depends on the progress of your treatment." Zhang Rong frowned at the band-aid on his shoulder, "Sleep if you're sleepy. Xiaojie always thought that the reason you changed departments and didn't report for work was because he didn't wait for you. Say, he thought you were depressed."

"I won't be depressed." Xue Ye tightly clutched the phone and other information, the willpower of the athlete, resigned to fate and not to admit defeat.

"Okay, I know you're good, go to sleep, and the doctor will fix your spine when you wake up." Zhang Rong stretched out her hand and wanted to brush his bangs, but Xue Ye didn't want Xue Ye to hide, "Why don't you let me touch it?"

This kid is really hard to contact.

"No." Xue Ye shook his head, lay on his left forearm and remained silent, finally turned his face and fell asleep.

One sleep is two and a half hours.

The attending physician came to see if he fell asleep and did not wake him up. Zhang Rong accompanied him and waited until 6 pm.The physiotherapy room is a single ward, and the doctor came again to remind Zhang Rong that she must wake up in half an hour.

"Okay, I'll call him." Zhang Rong agreed, and these doctors have been friends for 20 years.Just as the door was closed, there was another knock, but this time it was particularly urgent and violent.

Zhang Rong was confused and helpless, her eyelids twitched after taking a deep breath, it must not be Xiaojie.The door opened, and the boy holding the door frame was all in black, round and with a bar, and there were signs of broken capillaries in the corners of his eyes.

"Where is the person?" Zhu Jie was sweating with his huge black sports bag on his shoulders.

Zhang Rong suddenly lost her voice, and looked at each other outside the door. When the child grows up, what should come will still come.

"It's serious. It's a record to be cured by these people for 8 months." Zhang Rong let him in and locked the door in the next second. "Have you been to grandpa's house? Xiaojie, let me ask you something." ..."

She immediately shut up.

Zhu Jie squatted in front of the physical therapy bed and waited for someone to wake up, his expression suddenly relaxed.Xue Ye was clearly asleep, but he felt someone coming, and his breathing gradually increased and became uneven.

There was only one desk lamp turned on in the room, and as the last light of the setting sun fell, the profiles of the two children were engulfed by huge foggy shadows one after another.But within a few seconds, Zhang Rong saw two pairs of eyes at the place where the shadow was heaviest, looking at each other shiningly.

"Brother Jie, didn't the coach punish you?" Xue Ye blinked and smiled, lying on his stomach with his head tilted, his eyelashes stuck to his reddened lower eyelids, and his bangs draped limply on the edge of his eye sockets.

"Not straight." Zhu Jie brushed away those disobedient bangs, looking for a not-so-clear and slightly flat beauty tip.

Xue Ye is very good-looking, and he doesn't want to let outsiders see it.

"That's fine. I'm still worried that the coach won't let you participate in the closing ceremony." Xue Ye stopped laughing halfway, "Brother Jie, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"Traffic jam, I ran here, maybe I'm a little tired these two days." Zhu Jie's eyes were terribly red.Xue Ye won't guess randomly, so he doesn't need to misinterpret himself.

"It's quite red, does it hurt?" Xue Ye wanted to reach out, but he didn't dare.

"It hurts." Zhu Jie said bluntly, "Do you have medicine?"

"No." Xue Ye shook his head, propping up his front body, "Brother Jie..."

"Say." Zhu Jie had a full view of his haste and nervousness, "Xue Ye, if you dare to say that you regret it, I will convince you now."

"I don't regret it." Xue Ye shook his head sharply. He glanced at Zhang Rong hastily, and pulled Zhu Jie's clothes towards him, "Brother Jie, can we stay together in the future?"

"Yes, I can do it if I say yes." Zhu Jie said, and then he held Xue Ye's face and kissed him.