disliked, humble love

Xue Ye felt a tension he had never felt in more than ten years.

Brother Jie knew this tone of voice for a long time.

Xue licking you is so fucking smart.

"I know." Zhu Jie didn't move for a long time, "Tell me, if you don't tell me, I'll ask Zhang Rong to investigate."

"I said, I said." Xue Ye leaned against the bed, smelling like he had vomited all over his body, "Don't check me, Brother Jie, I used to be a triple jumper, and my grades were barely passable..."

"Get to the point." Zhu Jie interrupted him.

Xue Ye was panting with difficulty. He said that it was too long and he was short of oxygen. "Oh, the important point...the team doctor...their business, I didn't..."

"Big trouble?" Zhu Jie guessed.He knows Xue Ye's violent temper that would rather be broken than jade.

With a single-minded EQ in his head, he is 14 years old, and his ability to deal with crises alone is zero.

Now, at the age of 18, my ability to deal with crises is about zero.No progress at all.

"Speak slowly." His fingers went around the ear and raised his chin, helping to lift it up to prevent shortness of breath.

"Hmm." Xue Ye once again suspected that he had been penetrated, panting intermittently, "I don't want to be fooled by those idiots... Then what, I ran away and tried to contact the outside. After that, there will be an important match, and I don't know why. ... drank it in."

"Xue Ye." Zhu Jie looked straight ahead, with the heels of his hands supporting his face like a neck brace, "Don't you have your blood checked for important games? How did you drink it?"

Body special students, athletes, the most taboo is to take the water given by others.

"No." Xue Ye retorted, trying to prop up his neck but his shoulders were sore and sore, "I never drank what others gave me, I just opened it myself, Brother Jie, you believe me. I raised an objection and reported it after the game, but after a game There are too many black-box operations in the game... Brother Jie, you know better than me."

Zhu Jie was silent for a while, his palms sweating. "Well, speak slowly and catch your breath."

Black box operation.I can still drink the water I boiled myself, and the oral muscle relaxant is probably injected with a needle.The sports circle is not as clean as the track and field. Zhu Jie himself has been influenced by his ears and eyes since he was a child, and he has heard a lot.Each one more amazing than this one.

At the age of 14, Xue Ye was still a student in a sports school, and it was the first time he entered a training camp at the provincial team level.Sports has always only looked at the results without asking the source. As long as the amateur team is strong enough to play the provincial team, it can still be swept.

A coach recommended that the level should be comparable to that of the peers of the provincial team.Zhu Jie moved his numb shoulder, his fingers were covered with sweat.

Xue Ye said that he went to sports school since he was a child, and he must have the same ability as a professional athlete at the age of 14, and he was exposed to this industry at the age of 3 or 4.The sports world has two sides. It is said that children are not suitable for professional training before their physical development. Internally, ultra-young screening is the norm.

Xue Ye was a boy who was thrown on the track and field since he was a child.

"Do your parents know about that?" Zhu Jie subconsciously slowed down his speech.

The messy bangs on Xue Ye's forehead were pushed aside. "Know."

"and then."

"I can't move them." Xue Ye said in a low voice, "Mom and Dad tried, tried their best, but it didn't work. If it gets worse...My parents said that it was me who was hurt by this incident. Then I withdrew from the competition, followed by the high school entrance examination , went to Hequ No. [-] Middle School."

To retire.Zhu Jie felt a heavy feeling in his chest. "What happened before the high school entrance examination?"

"Brother Jie, why don't you check me?" Xue Ye was particularly resistant to this word, "It's useless to check, and there is no evidence for what happened a few years ago, so I can't find the result. I am not the first, nor will I be the last. .”

Indeed, Xue Ye was right.There is no evidence of what happened a few years ago.Zhu Jie covered half of his face with his palm: "Okay, don't check."

Just don't check.Xue Ye's neck muscles immediately relaxed, and the rapid metabolism of muscle relaxants in the blood caused him to always want to close his eyes.But every time I close my eyes, I always think of Brother Jie giving him mouth-to-mouth artificial respiration.

So fucking handsome.Xue licking you is worth it.Ribs can be broken.

"What are you thinking?" Zhu Jie lazily leaned against the head of the bed.

Xue Ye's eyes began to blur. "I miss Brother Jie, you... save me today."

"Really?" Zhu Jie was very interested in the word rescue, and his breathing calmed down, "How can you thank me for saving you?"

"Ah?" Xue Ye hesitated, but did not dare to say.

I'll give you artificial respiration next time something happens, is that okay?

This is what happened to Brother Curse Jie, not to mention opening his mouth.

Besides, Brother Jie doesn't need his own artificial respiration, so if he makes him sick, he won't have a chance to treat him as a lick.

Zhu Jie's vision was fixed on Xue Ye's sleepy face. "Don't think about it yet, I'll go buy food and you just lie down."

"Oh." Xue Ye nodded with a raised face, watching Brother Jie put on his pants and change into casual clothes in front of him, the vibration in his chest seemed to be still there, clear and powerful.

It's mouth to mouth with Jackie.Xue Ye raised his hand to touch his lips, touching them carefully, imagining the sensation of touch.

Zhu Jie looked back at him and then gently locked the door, still saying Do Not Disturb.

The cafeteria was not allowed to take out, so he went to the Japanese grocery store on the first floor of the hotel to pack, and while waiting for the meal, he took the whole thing apart and recalled it.

Su Xiaoyuan never gave him anything to eat, the muscle relaxant can only be taken with water.The mouth of the bottle is not removed, and the injection method is also used.But the remaining half bottle of water had already been spilled, and Xue Ye didn't draw blood.

Water is not important, even if there is a problem with water, it can't prove anything.Only after a blood test can it be reported to the sponsor for investigation.Otherwise, the sponsor would not have accepted such a difficult task.

"Hello, your takeaway is ready." The head waiter of the restaurant delivered the packed lunch box, "I wish you a pleasant meal."

"Thank you." Zhu Jie pulled back his thoughts, stepped out and took out his mobile phone at the same time.

"What's the matter?" Zhang Rong just came out of the training center, "You should be competing."

"Help me find something." Zhu Jie said bluntly, and the words he had just promised were wiped out, "Help me find a team doctor, girl."

Zhang Rong turned to youth basketball education after retiring from the game. She resolved dozens of quarrels with ignorant children and did not get tired of talking to this one. "It's already difficult to check a coach, but you still need to check the team doctor? Xiaojie, how capable do you really think I am?"

"Zhu Jie."

"Okay, Zhu Jie." Zhang Rong stretched the neckline of the sweatshirt, "It's not that I won't help you, my ability is limited. You play hard, and I will fix you if you mess around like this."

"Do it." Zhu Jie walked through the crowd in the lobby, "If you don't help me, no one will help me, whether you want to help or not."

Zhang Rong's tense face was slightly moved. "Let's put this matter aside for now. Let me ask you, did you hide the fact that you took Xue Ye to the competition?"

"Probably." Zhu Jie stopped in front of the elevator door, "What about the relationship between my dad?"

"You're looking for death." Zhang Rong frowned vigilantly.

"Use my father's person." Zhu Jie said, "You help me find it, and if you ask, just say that I want to check."

"If I touch your father's relationship, he will know that you and I have been in touch." Zhang Rong rubbed the space between her eyebrows with her middle finger, "Be patient with a knife in your heart, and you will bear the consequences."

"You talk a lot." Zhu Jie hung up the phone and entered the elevator, and went back to the door of 1906 again to see an unfamiliar person.

Su Xiaoyuan, a high school transfer student, basically never spoke.

"Why are you here?" Zhu Jie approached him.

Su Xiaoyuan was pushed once to improve his memory, so he took a small step back. "I want to come and see Xue Ye, but I didn't knock on the door."

"He doesn't need outsiders." Zhu Jie stared at him from top to bottom.

Xue Ye gave him a bag of potato chips, man.

Su Xiaoyuan did not confront him head-on. "Then tell me if he's okay, when can I see him?"

"Does he want you to see it?" Zhu Jie asked back.

"You...you are unreasonable." Su Xiaoyuan's fingers tightened on the hem of his trousers.

Zhu Jie looked down at him. "Why should I be reasonable? Hurry up, lest Zhang Zhao run in front of me looking for a fight."

"If you dare to hit him, if you hit Zhang Zhao, I will fight with you." Su Xiaoyuan clenched his fist, a very delicate fist, "You...can you take care of Xue Ye?"

"Can you?" Zhu Jie asked again.

"I..." Su Xiaoyuan opened his mouth in vain, he really couldn't, if something happened, he couldn't run a few steps, "Come here, I have something to tell you."

"Not interested." Zhu Jie took out his key card and prepared to enter the house.

"Xue Ye was hospitalized during the summer vacation."

Zhu Jie was shocked. "Su Xiaoyuan, say it again."

"He's in the hospital, it's about the summer vacation." Su Xiaoyuan took another step back, his voice as soft as his movements, "You tell me somewhere else, and I promise him that he will never tell anyone else, or we will break up the relationship."

break up?Zhu Jie looked back at 1906, a layer of real pain passed over his skin.He followed Su Xiaoyuan for more than ten meters and never left again. "Tell me what happened to him."

It was Su Xiaoyuan's first close contact with Zhu Jie. Xue Ye always said that his brother Jie had a good temper, but in his opinion, Zhu Jie was an aggressive and oppressive boy, completely different from Zhang Paopao, and he should not be messed with.

He gasped. "Xue Ye suffered a back injury. He told me when I went to see him in the hospital."

"Injury to the waist?" Zhu Jie's mind was blank at first, the blood in his body rushed to the heart, his hands became cold and numb, "Which hospital? Have you visited him?"

"Well, we made an appointment to go boating together after the college entrance examination." Su Xiaoyuan nodded, "He said he was beaten, but I don't know why."

Was beaten.Zhu Jie turned his head, and his tongue slid across the inner wall of the mouth to push up, forming a bulge.

"Who did it?" Zhu Jie turned around, hesitated for a moment, his voice was as crisp as the thinnest paper, "Is it serious?"

"Seriously, I was shocked." Su Xiaoyuan nodded. He guessed right. Zhu Jie never disliked Xue Ye at all. "His waist was injured and he couldn't stand up. He could only lie down. He said it was a problem with the lumbar spine. I Been to see him a few times, the last time he was getting out of the hospital and was just standing upright."

Su Xiaoyuan waited for Zhu Jie to ask again, but Zhu Jie didn't, just grabbed the Japanese tablecloth in his hand.Is he angry?No, he just froze there.

"He didn't let me tell, so I didn't even tell Zhang Zhao. Don't let it slip, or we will break up." Su Xiaoyuan looked in the direction of 1906, and continued to be the whistleblower, "I touched it, I can’t touch it, but it hurts when I press it down. Feel it too, and if you say it’s out, don’t sell me.”

He waited for Zhu Jie to say something, but Zhu Jie remained silent.Turning his face away, sweat slipped from behind his ears.

"You feel right in your heart, Xue Ye likes you so much. But why didn't you wait for him after the college entrance examination... If you waited for him, he would definitely call you if something like this happened during the summer vacation." Su Xiaoyuan mustered his strength He has the courage and is ready to call for help at any time, "We tried to persuade him, but he didn't listen. After dinner, he went back to wait at the gate of No. [-] Middle School. I don't know what time it will be. Anyway...don't say I told you, otherwise he will Really break up with me."

Zhu Jie still didn't speak, just glanced at himself seriously and turned away.It was only then that Su Xiaoyuan realized that he had said something wrong. His expression just now showed that he was eager for Xue Ye to break up with him.

Tao Wenchang was watching the replay of the game in 2020, and Tang Yu was sorting out the data, and the atmosphere was not relaxed.

"Eh? Who is knocking at the door at this time?" Tao Wenchang stepped on his slippers to open the door. It must not be the white team.When Xue Ye's incident broke out, the first team and the second team held an emergency meeting. They are forbidden to walk around tonight and all are locked in the room to prepare for the game.

"Why are you here?" It was Zhu Jie, and Tao Wenchang was completely shocked, "Aren't you watching Xue Ye in the room?"

"You go!" Zhu Jie grabbed Tao Wenchang's collar and stuffed him with a daily food packing bag, "Change the room tonight."

"You're fucking sick!" Tao Wenchang really wanted to do it.

"The muscle relaxant is almost metabolized, and there will be slight muscle weakness tomorrow. Pay attention to his breathing rate." Zhu Jie took off the bracelet that kept jumping red, which made him upset. "He has taken diuretics, and he will go to the bathroom at night. Tomorrow morning Let him sleep if he can't get up."

Tao Wenchang was almost furious and pushed him against the door, who knew what the fuck was going on with this guy. "You don't know how to take care of yourself. Do you think Xue Ye needs me to watch at this time?"

"Tao Wenchang." Zhu Jie backhanded his fist away, and the muscles on both sides of his throat showed a slight convulsion. "Xue Ye was wearing my clothes when the accident happened."

Hold.Tao Wenchang let go in an instant.

No one wanted to harm Xue Ye, but Zhu Jie came here.Just the wrong person.

Zhu Jie stared at him, and all the people in his eyes were Xue Ye.Xue Ye slipped out of his arms, the water splashed all over the floor, and he almost missed his foot slipping.

"Call the team doctor!" He tried to pick up Xue Ye but the two fell down together. "Xue Ye? Xue Ye! Can you hear me?"

"Brother Jie." Xue Ye yelled for the last time and then didn't speak again, his neck seemed to be broken and tilted backwards.I opened my mouth again and coughed, and water began to flow out.

"What the hell did you feed him!" His first reaction was to ask Su Xiaoyuan, but he soon realized that something was wrong.He immediately laid Xue Ye flat and began to feel the left carotid artery, the pulse was still there.

Then put your finger under your nose to find a breath, no more!

He was stunned for a second, not only sweating, it seemed that the blood all over his body was pouring out from the pores.He leaned in to listen with his left ear, and then looked for the rise and fall of the chest.At the same time, keep touching the carotid artery.

It seems to be gone.Asphyxiation and cardiac arrest.Finally, something exploded in his heart, completely exploded.

"Team doctor! Call the team doctor!" He tore Xue Ye's T-shirt and unbuttoned his trouser belt while roaring. At this time, more water overflowed from the nostrils and mouth, flowed down the jaw and dripped down to the neck.

Oh shit!He lifted his wet chin, lowered it without hesitation, and cleaned the foreign matter in his mouth mouth to mouth.Inhale and exhale.

Xue Ye.He kept recalling the common sense of first aid, fearing that something might happen to him, he could even draw with his eyes closed where the major arteries and important blood vessels were.The water in the mouth turned into a mixture, and the color changed from transparent to cloudy.He picked up Xue Ye's face and sucked it out one mouthful at a time. After sucking, he blew his mouth and nostrils until all the foreign objects in his mouth were cleaned up.

Xiaoye, don't sleep.He pinched the bridge of Xue Ye's nose and blew in to test his airway.

People don't respond.He immediately pinched Xue Ye's nostrils tightly, covered Xue Ye's mouth completely with his lips, and blown with all his strength to expand his chest.He let go, listened, and played again, all in chaos.

Position on the xiphoid process, and start pressing with both hands vertically.Once, twice... Xue Ye's face kept passing before his eyes, sandbags, paper strips, socks, wrist guards, knee pads, pens, water bottles, antiperspirant, mung bean soup, little yellow duck... rushed into him like a wave mind.

Xue Ye finally coughed twice vigorously. The sound he coughed out was really nice.Zhu Jie stared at his unopened eyes, wiped the dirt off his face, and hugged his head tightly.Until the team doctor came, I didn't want to let go, and didn't dare to let go.

"Tao Wenchang." Zhu Jie pulled back his thoughts again, clenched his hands into fists, "You go."

Tao Wenchang dug something out of his eyes, some uncontrollable emotions almost tortured Zhu Jie to death. "It's okay to go, but why are you looking for me?"

I wish Jie to see Tao Wenchang again. "Because nobody helped me."

"Okay, I'll go." Tao Wenchang was extremely satisfied.Zhu Jie has no friends. He has no virtue to take care of Xue Ye. It is unprecedented to be able to say something for Xue Ye.

Cool!Such people who have driven themselves to death and refused to admit it should dare to come out, fuck their love, get married where they are, and give them money.

But...someone wanted to harm Zhu Jie, Tao Wenchang was not surprised, what happened was that it was better than directly harming him.Tao Wenchang couldn't help trembling. Tomorrow's 1500-meter final, Zhu Jie's state will be hiccupped.

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Su Bao: I'm such a scumbag, I actually betrayed Xue Ye.

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