Amateur red "mother"

The two of them leaned against each other quietly, and Dai Fei didn't ask Meng Lei any more questions.

At this time, Meng Lei said: "Actually... I have wanted to do this for a long time."

No matter what Dai Fei's reaction was at this time, he continued on his own: "I've been thinking about it since you were in my arms every day when you had an accident in Baiyun Mountain, and you rushed to Yancheng overnight but you were at home with another woman I thought so when I couldn't get through to your phone for several days and couldn't find you... Or, I actually want more..."

The look in Meng Lei's eyes at this time made Dai Fei's five senses temporarily disabled, and he completely lost his ability to respond, so he could only look at him stupidly.

Just when Dai Fei felt that he was about to drown in Meng Lei's eyes and could not save himself, Meng Lei touched Dai Fei's face and murmured, "Actually... earlier."

Dai Fei didn't hear clearly: "Huh?"

Meng Lei's voice was suppressed, and he said in a low voice: "You can only be mine."

Dai Fei thought that what he meant was that he was finally with him, held back his sweetness, and said seriously: "What is yours, I am nothing, why is it yours..."

After finishing speaking, I was shocked to realize that my words were slurred, so I immediately slapped my mouth: "Bah! I didn't mean that, I meant that I am a human, nothing... Hey, forget it, forget it, you can do whatever you want , up to you..."

Meng Lei smiled softly after hearing his words, and then slowly said: "I won't force you, when will you really be mine..."

Dai Fei suddenly exploded: "You...you are filled with colored waste, expired oil paste, all mushy! You, can't you say something else?!" After thinking about it, he felt something was wrong, Asked: "What do you mean by this? What do you mean waiting for me to be willing..."

Meng Lei didn't let him continue to dwell on this question, and took his hand and put it into his open palm, interlocking his fingers tightly. With this movement, the person who wanted to continue to dwell on what he meant by that sentence suddenly After quieting down, she stared at him blankly, her eyes sparkling...

Looking into his eyes, Meng Lei used his sincerity as a knife to engrave his love into Dai Fei's heart stroke by stroke: "From now on... I will always be here."

It turned out that he knew what he wanted...

Dai Fei suddenly thought of his grandfather and grandmother. People in that era were not good at expressing love with their mouths, nor could they express "I love you" nakedly, and it was difficult to even say "I love you".

In that era when you would be criticized/fighted for touching your hand, grandpa met grandma who was in her prime by chance.

Relying on his thick skin, grandpa ignored the gossip of outsiders, and just followed grandma's side without hesitation, carrying out the big plan of chasing love.

The deep love of that era, without romantic romance and exaggerated and gorgeous courtship ceremony, the young grandfather didn't know what love was, and he didn't know where it started. He only knew that this person was the woman I wanted to marry... So, I just relied on My sincerity touched my grandma's heart.

Grandpa often told Dai Fei that grandma had been a beauty since she was a child. At that time, many dudes from the neighboring villages begged their parents to let a matchmaker come to propose marriage to grandma.

Grandma is a proud woman. Since she was a child, she looked down on those official children who wanted to make it to the top only by relying on their parents. She even dismissed their generous marriage proposals. When she was forced to do so, she asked her mother to marry another one.Helpless, parents can only give up.

The grandma who thought she would scoff at the children of the rich family ended up marrying the son of a wealthy landlord at the time—grandfather.

When my grandfather told Dai Fei about this episode behind his back, he always spoke in a half-proud and half-show-off tone. Your grandma chose me out of so many people, and she didn’t like many people with better qualifications than me. ...

Xiao Daifei asked his grandpa how he met his grandma. Grandpa looked at grandma who was sitting on a rattan chair in the distance to enjoy the shade, and told Dai Fei with a gentle expression that he couldn't remember clearly, but only vaguely remembered that side. He was sure that this person was his future lover, and it was at that time that Dai Fei knew the word lover for the first time...

At that time, my grandfather's family was one of the richest families in the village. Not only did they have countless fields, but they also had many large and small properties.Dai Fei remembers visiting his grandfather when he was very young, and his mother would point to the huge and luxuriously decorated courtyard next to it, which was comparable to the ancient palace of waiting in the picture books, and tell Dai Fei that it used to be the grandfather’s house. real estate.

In the era of war, life is like nothing, and the turbulent civil war has caused the whole people to close their doors and deny their own family members.

Life has become an ant, and self-esteem is trampled on at will. A fire lit with pen, ink and paper ignites instantly...

The high-ranking officials who used to make people nod and bow down became prisoners who everyone shouted and beat, the literary giants everyone admired became villains, and the rich and rich became the objects of everyone's venting by smashing eggs and vegetables. The rich man - the grandfather's family on the cusp of the storm, was also locked up overnight from a well-clothed and well-fed family into a dark and small woodshed.

Taking advantage of the fact that he has not formally entered the family, the grandfather intends to let the grandmother leave him, but who knows that in that era when the reputation is innocent, the grandmother resolutely pulled out a piece of red cloth and poured two cups after kneeling at home three times. Rice wine, without the red candles on the high hall, let alone the big red wedding tent, I performed a wedding ceremony with my grandfather who was imprisoned in the woodshed...

Not long after, my grandfather's parents died, and my grandfather was released, but he also lost his home. My grandmother followed him with a big belly, and built a hut with mud and grass on the back hill outside her courtyard. That's it. After sheltering from the wind and rain, it has been several years...

In the first few years, my grandfather was squeezed out everywhere, and the handicraft woodwork he did was also thrown into the stinky ditch by those people. In desperation, my grandfather could only ask his father's friends to find some odd jobs for him.

Later, when talking about this period with Dai Fei, my mother often shed tears and said that grandpa didn’t feel bitter in the days of living under the fence.

Since she lived in a place where water leaks and no light is seen all the time for several years, and the first three babies were all born in that dark and damp thatched hut, grandma's body has been infected with severe wind and cold since then, and it has accumulated in the internal organs for many years. After being cured, when he was less than fifty, he left his children and grandfather away from the world...

At that time, Dai Fei was not yet 11 years old. He saw his grandfather not shed a single tear in his grandmother's mourning hall. He just sat on the rattan chair where his grandmother often rested, watching the children and grandchildren who were crying loudly all over the room...

In the dream, Dai Fei was eating glutinous rice cakes made by his grandparents in the thatched cottage. He was suddenly awakened by his mother's heart-piercing cries. Dai Fei vaguely guessed what happened, only to realize that the pillow had already been wet by himself...

Rural areas need to rely on farming to support a family. In order to prevent the crops in the field from being damaged by pests and weeds and affecting the harvest, every household is equipped with highly lethal insecticides and pesticides. At a young age, Dai Fei was thinking, what kind of courage did he have to make his grandfather drink such an unpleasant thing in one go?

Grandpa didn't have the slightest idea of ​​committing suicide when he went from being a pampered son and young master to being a slave. When he fell from the clouds to the bottom of the mud, he gritted his teeth and carried it over, but why did he choose this way to end his life in the end?

Looking at the uncles and aunts in the room full of tears still hanging on their faces but loudly calculating how much inheritance grandpa left, Dai Fei thought, he should understand that there is a feeling in the world that has no flesh and blood, but is more Bloodlines are more worthy of company...

The grandfather used his own actions to fulfill the promises made to his grandmother and parents, as well as his promise to his lover for the rest of his life, which also reminded the young Dai Fei of a sentence he saw on TV—life is the same as death...

Looking at the person in front of him, Dai Fei wanted to ask Meng Lei, will you be the lover who can accompany me for the rest of my life?He opened his mouth to ask, but when he reached his mouth, he held it back. Dai Fei smiled self-deprecatingly, why did he look like a woman, and became more and more hypocritical...

Dai Fei smiled and looked at Meng Lei: "I suddenly remembered something from the past..."

Meng Lei didn't know why, when he heard this sentence, his expression suddenly became a little uneasy, and his tone was a little nervous: "You remembered the past? What happened?"

Dai Fei noticed that Meng Lei seemed to have a strange expression, he was puzzled, and asked, "It's something about my grandparents, what's wrong with you?"

Meng Lei hugged Dai Fei tightly, and after a while he said, "It's okay, I just want to hug you again..."

Dai Fei's doubts were immediately washed away by Meng Lei's hug, and his heart softened instantly. Recalling the two people's acquaintance until now, he suddenly remembered the misunderstanding caused by the two people because of Qian Qian, so he asked, "Who is Qian Qian?"

Meng Lei's arms around Dai Fei tightened suddenly, and just when Dai Fei thought it was his own illusion, he said slowly: "That was given by my sister."

Dai Fei had never heard Zhang Feng say that Meng Lei had an older sister, and always thought he was the only child, so he couldn't help but ask, "You have an older sister? I thought you were the only child."

Meng Lei: "My parents are important government officials. At that time, they were pregnant with my son, so they sent their younger sister, who was less than one year old, to my aunt's house...to raise her."

In the era when gender was emphasized and family inheritance was emphasized, in order to avoid the "no extra birth" regulations explicitly prohibited by the state, the families of officials who worked in such government agencies would often choose to entrust relatives and friends to raise their first child if it was a daughter. Avoid censorship and give birth to a son.

The daughter who was sent out was raised by someone to help raise her in name, but in fact she gave her own flesh and blood to someone...

After the child grows up, the lucky two families may still be able to share a daughter happily, but... What's more, the relationship between the two families has not only changed from a relationship of relatives and friends at the beginning to a hostile relationship, but the daughter who has been given away is even more hostile to each other ever since. His biological parents hated him to the bone, and they never saw each other...

Thinking of the previous cause, Dai Fei, who can probably guess the consequences, looked at Meng Lei and understood in his heart, I am afraid... For so many years, there is not a single day in Meng Lei's heart that is not self-blaming. Due to the guilt towards his sister, it took him a long time to cultivate his introverted and calm personality at a young age, and he didn't like to show it.

Dai Fei took the initiative to clasp his hand behind Meng Lei, and looked up at him: "In the future, she will have one more brother who loves her."

Dai Fei always felt that Meng Lei seemed to have something very difficult to say, and he wanted to help him relieve his depression, but he was afraid that it was about some private matters in his family, so after thinking about it, he changed the topic: "Of course, Even if she thinks that I am not suitable to be her brother, I will be cheeky, she can only accept it, and cannot refuse."

It took Meng Lei a long time before he spoke with difficulty: "You are so nice, I..."

Dai Fei: "Yes, you have to cherish it. If I find out that you are full of peach blossoms in the mountains and plains in the future, Brother Fei will give you golden scissor hands and let you be promoted to the chief executive of the imperial court."

Meng Lei looked serious: "Never, even if...you don't want me, you won't..." As if thinking of something, he paused for a moment, looked at Dai Fei, and asked, "If...if one day, you find me Not so good, will you..."

Dai Fei laughed secretly in his heart, he didn't expect such a cold and hard person to have such a girlish side, so he patted his head: "What are you thinking!? Brother Fei, am I the kind of person who always gives up? "

Meng Lei's expression immediately relaxed, put away the nervousness just now, and raised the corners of his mouth: "Well, I know you are very specific."

The familiar dialogue made Dai Fei and Meng Lei look at each other and smiled. Dai Fei thought to himself, now it seems that his old matchmaker this month is still quite competent. Although Meng Lei did not let Meng Lei hold hands with the female guests, he is not playing in person what?

I wanted to match him up, but I didn't expect that the red thread had already been tied to the hands of the matchmaker Dai Fei and the male guest Meng Lei on the magpie bridge...