Amateur red "mother"

Since I was a child, I have seen the poultry that is loyal to its owner trying to survive, but in the end it was polished to a cold and ruthless sharp blade to end its life. I have also seen the big black cattle raised in captivity to feed the whole family because they are old and can no longer farm. Seeing the tears falling from Grandpa's eyes when his limbs were bound and unable to move.

Maybe those bloodstains were too shocking, or maybe Hei Niu's tears were too shocking. Since then, Dai Fei has become a lay disciple who does not enter the Buddhist temple but only eats vegetarian food.

Yam fungus, broccoli, carrot, lotus root and ribs soup, looking at the three dishes and one soup on the table, Dai Fei smiled knowingly: "I will never be able to leave you, Lao Zhang."

Zhang Feng raised his head and handed him a pair of chopsticks: "Are you flattering or confessing your love?"

Dai Fei took the chopsticks and said with a smile: "Are you saying that you are a horse? Haha..." After a while, he continued: "But even if you are a horse, you are also a thousand-mile horse."

"Well, you're right, let's eat."

It is rare for Zhang Feng to cook. Even though Dai Fei had no appetite, he pretended to have a big appetite and ate two bowls. When he wanted to serve soup, Zhang Feng suddenly said:

"You're going to live alone for a while."

Dai Fei's hand holding the soup spoon paused, and after a while, he continued to serve the soup.

Zhang Feng's cooking is really unpalatable, but since he is a working elite and disabled, he is willing to cook such a meal for me, so I have to swallow it, Dai Fei thought while drinking the soup.

After drinking a full bowl of lotus root soup that deliberately did not taste like pork ribs, Dai Fei wiped his mouth and said with a smile:

"Of course I want to live alone. We're not husband and wife. Could it be that you still want to be in love with me forever?"

Zhang Feng looked at the position of his ring finger, and said slowly:

"That woman forced her to die... I, I have no choice. He knows that I live here and where I work, so I can only leave."

"I have already handed in the resignation report, and I will leave tomorrow. I can't tell you where I am going right now, because I haven't made up my mind yet, let's go wherever I go..."

Dai Fei looked at him and didn't speak.

Zhang Feng seemed to be looking at Dai Fei and himself through Dai Fei, his eyes were empty, as if he was talking to himself:

"You said... How can someone do this. In order to get a person, parents and family members don't want it, even their life..."

"Heh... I used to watch those TV dramas, those people who were infatuated and made mistakes because of their love, and they couldn't find peace. I even joked that the screenwriter had too much brains and the plot was too bloody..."

Lowering his head and helping his own glasses, Zhang Feng continued to speak slowly:

"It turns out that art comes from life, this sentence is true..."

After saying this, Zhang Feng let out a long breath, as if spitting out the carrion that had been embedded in the bones for too long to take root and sprout:

"I don't want to become a demon, and I don't want to make others feel uneasy because of myself... So, the only thing I can think of is to quit this drama and no longer play any role in it."

Listening to his almost choked voice, Dai Fei was speechless for a moment, knowing that what Zhang Feng needed was listening, not powerless comfort, so Dai Fei just looked at him silently.

"The only thing I'm worried about is you, you have to take care of yourself..." Zhang Feng let out a breath, calmed down, and looked at Dai Fei and said.

Looking at Zhang Feng at this time, Dai Fei thought to himself, is time sentimental or ruthless to people?

Among the hundreds of millions of people, you and I don't know each other at first, but somewhere and when an invisible red thread binds the two of us tightly together, and we become the same people who live and die together in this world. A pair of people... For such a life, the years seem to be sentimental.

But if there is love, why even the only person in this world who allows me to perceive real emotions, let me know that the original heartbeat can have different frequencies, is also determined to give up...

Dai Fei vaguely remembers that when he was young, adults and children in the village would always move small stools and line up to the house of the only uncle with a black and white TV set to watch those long-form soap operas that have been cited as classics to this day. During the heart-wrenching parting scene, Dai Fei, who was still very young at the time, thought to himself, if I were the male protagonist, I would definitely not let such things that cannot be loved happen to me and the person I love.

When I was young, I didn't know the pain, but now I am a character in the play...

In the face of those who can't love, others can lightly say "cut the seven emotions and cut the six desires", but they don't know that what is cut is the heart, and what is broken is the bone...

Dai Fei suddenly remembered that the man seemed to be called Gu Yao. When he heard the name from Zhang Feng for the first time, Dai Fei was stunned for a while. The Emperor Yao, since ancient times, the emperors have always been ruthless...

Looking at the light in Zhang Feng's eyes, Dai Fei felt inexplicably uneasy in his heart, thinking that he had recently been infected by Huang Dong and started to study classical Chinese and began to think wildly...

Afterwards, Dai Fei began to notice something was wrong. Zhang Feng never got angry with the employees, but in front of everyone in the company, a little girl under his command scolded and ran out of the office crying.

He never said the word tired to himself, but repeatedly told himself half-jokingly that he was going to take a solo trip.

In the winter of the second year after telling him that person's name, Zhang Feng brought back a strange man, but it wasn't Gu Yao... Smiling, he introduced to Dai Fei that he was his boyfriend.Zhang Feng spoke nonsensical words, but there was no smile in his eyes...

After that, it was the normal work and commute, business trips and entertainment, day after day, without any disturbance.

Until one early morning a year ago, Zhang Feng came back uncharacteristically smelling of alcohol, shouting that person's name...

After waking up the next day, he locked himself in the house for a day without eating or drinking. When Dai Fei knocked on the door and didn't respond to him, Dai Fei knew that the dramatic love story between him and Gu Yao was finally going to end. It's time for the curtain to close.

It's just that what Dai Fei didn't expect was that he thought Zhang Feng and him had broken off the plot a year ago, but he didn't expect that his self-deception is still to be continued, and the old love is not over...

Dai Fei thought, what kind of person can make Zhang Feng, who is so proud and so lonely that he doesn't bow his head for anyone or anything, become so humble...

It's just that now, it seems that Zhang Feng has lost his sense of how to continue the plot and how to end the drama, so he came up with such a bloody ending for the protagonist...

Looking back at his only friend in front of him, Dai Fei put away the joke: "

You don't need to make trouble with yourself for the sake of others, after all, without you, robbery, murder, rape/rape/theft are bound to happen in this world.Just because you happened to be at the scene and didn't save the victim in time, you shouldn't feel that you should surrender yourself. "

Sighing, Dai Fei fixedly looked into Zhang Feng's eyes: "If this is your decision after careful consideration, and you feel that this is the only effective solution at present, I will not stop you, but I hope that time will not Too long...Of course, you don't have to worry about me, I will work hard, live a good life, sleep better than anyone else, eat more than anyone else...you know, I'm not like you, who make things difficult for others Myself, I'm not that stupid, life has been in a hurry for decades, happy year is a year, as a human being, being happy is the most important thing!"

Zhang Feng looked at him and smiled slightly: "Well, a happy year is a year... makes sense."

"Hey, Grand Scholar, are we breaking up?" Dai Fei knocked on the table and changed the subject with a smile.

Zhang Feng was stunned for two seconds, then came to his senses, and grabbed the chopsticks from Dai Fei's hand: "Scattering, what is it? This is practice, understand?"

"Oh...so that's the case, then I wish Xiongtai an early return to his hometown!" Dai Fei immediately said with a smile.

Zhang Feng clasped his fists and said with a smile: "Okay, the green mountains will not change, and the green water will flow forever..."

"Let's meet again in the future!" The two said these words in unison, and then looked at each other and laughed...

There is a kind of relationship in this world, there is no chromosome with the same root and same index, and there is no union of soul and body until death, but there is a spiritual union beyond blood and love, such is the case with Dai Fei and Zhang Feng .

Originally, he wanted to ask Zhang Feng if he wanted to buy him some famous Yancheng moon cakes to satisfy his hunger on the road, but Zhang Feng said, "That's right, you can go on the road when you are full." Dai Fei immediately dismissed the idea.

When saying goodbye, the two big men patted each other's arms under the gaze of all the probing eyes, and said to each other to take care of each other. When they were about to enter the station to check the ticket, Zhang Feng called Dai Fei who was about to turn around and leave, and said:

"Feifei, don't hide, you won't be able to see many things."

Dai Fei didn't understand the meaning of his words, and wanted to ask him what he meant, and if he could stop talking so half-hidden, but Zhang Feng only left a sentence of "self-enlightenment" and turned away gracefully... …

Dai Fei with a dazed face was left behind, stunned on the spot, racking his brains to think about the meaning, until his feet started to cramp before realizing that it was getting dark, so he hurried home.

When I got home, I washed up and lay on the bed. Looking at the room with four white walls, I suddenly remembered something. I hurriedly brought over my mobile phone that I hadn’t answered all day. I saw that there was no incoming call or message showing that it was from the name of Meng Lei... …

That's right, it's rare for a beauty to take the initiative to come to the door. It's impossible for any normal man to be indifferent to a beauty. What's more, after this meeting, the two of them should have officially entered into a romantic relationship after seeing the group photo...

For some reason, Dai Fei uncharacteristically didn't turn off his phone, but just put it in silent mode...

Tell yourself, go to sleep, there is a meeting to be held tomorrow, Mr. Dong has urged me several times to make an appointment, and tomorrow has to be put on the agenda.Also, Mr. Zhou from Ninghai City is not particularly satisfied with the copywriting design of the new brand, and Mr. Cai from Yuncheng... and...

When Dai Fei got up the next day, washed up and reported to the company, he found that he had left in a hurry and forgot his mobile phone when he entered the door. Hold meetings, use computer emails to contact customers, arrange time to meet with Mr. Dong, sort out new customer demands, consumer feedback materials, and ask team members to send reports on brand planning cases of new cooperative customers to themselves...

When he looked up, he found Ai Yiyi standing in front of him, Dai Fei looked at her with a smile: "What's the matter, Yiyi, what's the matter?"

Ai Yiyi has made great progress. In just a few months, she has become the only new member of her team who has been promoted to a two-star employee by Marketing Director Sun Zhiqi.

In Judian, employees who are less than a year old will not participate in the star assessment, not to mention jumping to two stars, which shows that a top student is a top student.

Facing other people, even at the company meeting, Huang Dong was there in person, Ai Yiyi was just quiet and low-key, but she was no longer as embarrassed as before when she first joined the company, but in front of Dai Fei, she was still the one who could only blush She looks shy.

Looking at Ai Yiyi who was standing in front of him hesitating to speak, Dai Fei understood her thoughts in his heart, but he just thought that the little girl had watched too many martial arts dramas and insisted on imitating the "promise with her body" in it. I don't even know, when she meets someone she likes, she will naturally get rid of this gratitude complex, after all, she is really powerless to respond.

Ai Yiyi looked at him, and said shyly, "Leader, you, don't you go back to your hometown for the Mid-Autumn Festival?"

Dai Fei was surprised that he didn’t go home to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival, which was already known and taken for granted by everyone in the company, so why did he come here to make sure? Could it be that he felt that his operation was very good and wanted to learn how to use it?

Thinking so in my heart, I still opened my mouth and said:

"Well, yes, what's the matter? Is there a project that needs my help to follow up?"

Ai Yiyi seemed to be worried about being told by her boss that she was a vegetarian, and quickly shook her head: "No, I can complete the project by myself... Well, I sent you a message and you didn't reply to me..."

Dai Fei immediately realized that there was nothing wrong with speaking in person, so he could only send a message to tell himself, who knew that he didn't have a mobile phone, so he couldn't see it.

"My mobile phone is at home, what's the matter, just tell me directly, don't make me look like the emperor reviewing the memorial, and I have to submit it to all the officials before I can hear the people's voice?"

Ai Yiyi looked down at her feet, for a while, as if she had decided on something, she raised her head and said courageously: "Team leader, I can accompany you..."

Dai Fei was stunned for a while, like a person who lost his way in the jungle, suddenly found a gurgling stream flowing in front of him, and happily wanted to jump down to cheer, but he couldn't bear to destroy the clear spring, so he had to give up.

When he regained his senses, Dai Fei smiled: "No need, you really think of me as a lonely old man who stays behind in an empty nest? I'm busy with the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I have an appointment with a client to meet, and I will bring you special products when I come back. "

What Dai Fei said was not a lie, he did make an appointment with Mr. Dong from Tanzhou, but it was not on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, but after the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Ai Yiyi looked at him, not doubting him, so she could only say in a low voice: "Then remember to rest carefully, don't..."

Don't want anything, she didn't continue to say, and Dai Fei didn't ask any more.

Returning home with a body that was squeezed into a pancake, Dai Fei thought about the happy and cheering faces of the two-day mid-year meeting, and wondered whether they were cheering for the holiday or for Reunion cheer, or both...

Sitting in a daze, the vibration frequency of the phone in the room came over, and the depressive sound of rubbing and shaking was very clear in the empty room, like pressing on the heart and beating, which suddenly made Dai Fei feel a burst of panic...