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With the help of the faint light from the mobile phone, Dai Fei looked at Meng Lei who was curled up on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep at this time. For a moment, his heart was turned upside down as if someone used a stick-uncomfortable, moved, shocked, annoyed, each An emotion wells up in my heart...

Since he was a child, he has taken care of his younger siblings who are nearly 10 years younger than him. He also took care of his grandfather who was paralyzed and unable to take care of himself in bed. He also took time off from school to take care of his mother who often fell ill. For the first time, I really felt the feeling of being cared for by others...

Packing up his emotions, Dai Fei didn't care about his feet, so he leaned on the armrest next to the sofa and carefully squatted down, concentrating on watching Meng Lei who had been staying here without telling him.

The sofa in the ward is not as wide as the one at home, and the narrow leisure sofa can't accommodate Meng Lei, who has long hands and feet. In order not to let himself fall, he can only curl up, bend his legs, and hug him tightly with both hands. holding his arm...

This tense posture is not friendly to sleep, but Meng Lei is probably really tired, and Shi Shifei has not woken up after looking at him for a long time.

Meng Lei, who fell into a deep sleep, seemed to be sleeping unsteadily, but there was an invisible softness more than usual when he was awake.The moonlight outside the window came in softly, reflecting on Meng Lei's tense facial features that usually don't like to stretch out. Because those beautiful red phoenix eyes were closed tightly, Meng Lei looked less so than usual at this time. A cold and hard aura.I don't know if it's because of discomfort, Meng Lei frowned slightly, and his lips were tightly pressed together, as if something important in the dream confused him...

What is it that makes you so frowning, you don’t even let yourself take a good rest in your dreams, are you tired... Thinking in his heart, Dai Fei stretched out his hand involuntarily...

As if treating a porcelain doll, Dai Fei gently smoothed Kai Meng Lei's tightly locked brows with his fingers, again and again, helping the young man soothe him with gentle actions that he didn't know why. melancholy.

Something hidden in the darkness is approaching quietly, like a voice in the depths of a distant valley, pleasant to hear but inaudible, and before it is too late to find out what it is, Meng Lei, who was sleeping, is looking at him in a trance... …

Once, twice, three times, the faster and faster heartbeat jumped out of Dai Fei's chest uncontrollably. Lei's eyes, which were brighter than the stars in the darkness, suddenly became flustered, and quickly withdrew the hand that was still between Meng Lei's eyebrows...

Before he could withdraw his hand, Meng Lei grabbed it abruptly, and Dai Fei's mind suddenly went blank, and his thoughts became chaotic...

Dai Fei didn't know what was wrong with him, he was full of doubts, he obviously wanted to question him, why he was here, why he kept here without telling himself... but he couldn't say a word at this time.

Seeing Meng Lei getting closer and closer, the dazed Dai Fei reacted and backed up, but forgot that he was squatting halfway in front of the sofa at this time, Meng Lei quickly pulled Dai Fei who was falling back into the room. in my arms...

"Be careful, pay attention to your feet." I don't know if it was Dai Fei's illusion, but the voice in his ears was low and gentle, like whispers between lovers, not soft like that tough Meng Lei at all.

Meng Lei is usually cold and hard, but now his embrace is warm, Dai Fei suddenly felt that this person's embrace is very comfortable and comfortable, making people want to stay in it all the time... I was startled by my own thoughts Jumping, Dai Fei immediately reacted, and opened the distance between himself and Meng Lei, pushing and shoving Meng Lei to get up.

Meng Lei didn't move, and looked at him sideways for a while, Dai Fei was very uncomfortable being looked at by him, so he could only touch his nose: "Uh...that...that, you...you help me up first, I My feet...the feet are numb..."

Hearing this, Meng Lei picked up Dai Fei in his arms without saying a word, and put him on the bed.

Just as Dai Fei was about to speak, there was a burst of warmth from his legs - Meng Lei was holding his ankle with one hand and massaging his calf muscles with the other.

Dai Fei, who was just looking for a reason at random, was so embarrassed at this moment that he wished he could find a hole to get in and not come out.But the touch from his feet was too good, and Meng Lei's movements were too gentle, so Dai Fei had to lose his sense of proportion—let's just stay like this...

Meng Lei, who usually looks stinky and hard, is now under the dim light in the room, as soft as if countless layers of filters have been added, and this man is concentrating on lowering his head to help Dai Fei pinch his calf .

From Dai Fei's point of view, Meng Lei's side profile looks like a character who came out of a cartoon, his eyes, nose, lips, chin, and even his Adam's apple are all so beautiful...

Clearing his throat and driving away his unexplained mental activities, Dai Fei asked, "Cough...that...Meng Lei, tell me the truth, where have you been these few nights?"

"Dai Fei, Dai Fei, do you still need to ask more questions?" At this time, Dai Fei finally understood what happened to those whispering nurses in the elevator... In the eyes of those looking at Meng Lei, there was The bloodshot eyes of Meng Lei and the increasingly dark circles under the eyes were hidden in the unspoken words through the door - all this person's careful care of him in the past few days.

"Are you stupid? Didn't you know that your body would be overwhelmed? Didn't you know that although you are young, you can't be so willful? You, what are you thinking? How can you hide it from me like this?"

Meng Lei kept pressing Dai Fei's leg and didn't speak. Dai Fei who was kept in the dark suddenly lost his temper and could only scold him anxiously and annoyed.Seeing that he stayed out of the matter, as if the person being scolded was not his appearance, he was even more angry, and said indiscriminately: "Don't come tomorrow, go back to Tanzhou."

Finally, Meng Lei no longer looked like he had nothing to do with me. The movements of his hands stopped, and Dai Fei didn't move.

Dai Fei's scalp was numb when he looked at him, and he couldn't get angry, so he could only bite the bullet: "You don't want to come tomorrow, go back to Tanzhou, I'm here...I will take care of myself..."

Meng Lei didn't speak, and Dai Fei didn't know what to say. The room between the two of them was extremely quiet. The coughing sound from the ward next door, the footsteps of the nurse's rounds outside the corridor, and even the sound of birdsong from far outside the window clearly audible...

"I see." After a long silence, Meng Lei turned sideways, and then continued to move...

Dai Fei wanted to explain that he didn't chase him away, but he couldn't find out how to express it, so he could only smile sarcastically: "Uh...I...I have no other meaning, you have been out for so long, the company's affairs are all Waiting for you to deal with it, I'm almost fine, I can just have a nurse, besides, I have Yiyi to send me..."

"She likes you." Meng Lei stopped what he was doing and looked at Dai Fei.

Dai Fei was stunned for a moment, and after a moment of panic, he regained his composure, and said with a smile: "The little girl just knows how to repay her kindness. Seeing that I am alone and no one cares about me, she just takes care of me. Don't talk nonsense, spread the word and say yes to me." It's not good to have a lot of girls..."

"You don't like her?" Meng Lei stared straight at Dai Fei, as if he wanted to see through Dai Fei's heart.

Dai Fei was at a loss for words, and continued to pretend to be stupid: "Of course I don't like... er... No, the little girl doesn't like me either..."

Meng Lei seemed to be very interested in this topic, and he still refused to let go: "You know she likes you."

Dai Fei, who was stung in his mind, couldn't pretend anymore, and could only sigh: "Meng Lei, Meng Lei, don't you know that there is a saying that is rare and confused? Many things don't have to be clear and clear. , What are you so persistent about? Your personality is so determined that you will not let go of anything, and you insist on hitting it to the end. You are really worthy of your name, stubborn..."

When Meng Lei heard Dai Fei's words, he didn't know what touched him, and lowered his head: "Well, I won't change it if I'm sure."

Dai Fei was stunned for a moment, thinking that he recognized his own evaluation, and said with a smile: "It's good not to change it after confirming it, but if there are some things, what you insist on may not be right, so you don't change it? "

Meng Lei looked up at Dai Fei, his eyes were like stars, and said firmly, "No change."

At that time, Dai Fei didn't delve into what Meng Lei's words contained at this time, nor did he understand what his eyes at this time represented. He just felt that Meng Lei's eyes were focused, bright, and firm, which made Dai Fei Can't move it away and can't forget it... When he recalled it again, Dai Fei suddenly realized, what kind of mood did Meng Lei say those words to himself at that time...

When Dai Fei woke up the next day, his clean clothes were neatly placed in front of Dai Fei's bed, with a cup of heated milk and his favorite sandwich beside him, but there was no sign of Meng Lei in the room.

Dai Fei thought for a while before recalling that in the middle of the night last night he found that Meng Lei had been staying in his ward for the past few days and hadn't gone to any friends in Yancheng. People go back, what happened afterwards?Why do I vaguely remember that Meng Lei was very angry, and seemed to have said something to himself?Looking at the snow-white ceiling, Dai Fei's memory gradually became clear...

Looking at Meng Lei with a determined face, Dai Fei didn't know what to say, so he could only sigh: "Don't hit the south wall and don't look back... In many cases, it may not bring you any good results. Stone , you are still young, I hope you will not be so persistent in the future, and don't suffer in silence alone. I know that you have been unable to get out because of your ex, and you are not willing to accept others..."

Meng Lei interrupted Dai Fei: "Am I suffering because of my ex?"

"Ah? That, isn't it?" Dai Fei was stunned for a moment, and felt that he had misunderstood something all along, but thinking of Meng Lei's personality and self-confidence that he should not have misunderstood, so he continued:

"That money, and your melancholy personality..." Dai Fei looked at the bewildered Meng Lei, and suddenly thought that he seemed to be thinking about the tragedy of Meng Lei being abandoned by his ex all the time. experience……

Meng Lei approached Dai Fei and asked forcefully, "So, you want money from me, so you want to introduce someone to me, so you often tell me things that you can't pursue in the past, so it's all because you care so much about me. Because you thought I had a painful emotional experience and wanted to save me?"

Pausing for a moment, the tone was heavy: "Are you trying to save me, or yourself?"

"No...I..." No, Dai Fei was very flustered, and wanted to explain that he was not like this, but he just felt, what he felt, he couldn't say...

"I don't have the tragic experience you think, and I don't have any cheating ex." Meng Lei's words made Dai Fei understand, Dai Fei, are you a fool...

Meng Lei looked at Dai Fei with a gloomy expression, and his voice was weak: "So...you care about me so much?"

Dai Fei immediately reacted, quickly waved his hands and said, "Ah? No... no, I just..."

"I see." Meng Lei said in an emotionless voice, "Take care of yourself." Then he walked out without looking back...

When he came back to his senses, Dai Fei wished he could strangle himself to death when he saw the panda doll looking at him with two heavy dark circles under his eyes, and the neat and orderly clothes and food in front of the bed...