My brother became a love brain

"Yes." Song Dongyang gave me an unexpectedly positive answer.

"why?"

"Besides liking you, I don't know what other choices I would make."

"It's just a nice love story." I turned over and looked at him face to face, "Take off your memory filter, I'm just an ordinary person, it's hard for you to like me."

"Chi Rui." His eyes were bright and warm, and he called my name tenderly and lingeringly.

"What do you want me to do?" My heart seemed to be brushed by a fluffy brush, and my cheeks even felt faintly hot.

"Aren't you curious why I left back then?"

"why?"

"Because you are so kind, and I like you too much," Song Dongyang's voice was soft, like an announcer on the radio before going to bed, "I know I'm sick, and I also know that I may regard you as a short-lived I want to bring you to the island, but I don't want to block your freedom."

"You made me hesitate. At that time, I thought it was because I didn't like you enough, but later I realized that I like you too much."

"And this liking has nothing to do with memory. Strictly speaking, you are my first love in this life."

"I'm really in love with you."

His love words are so sweet, I reminded myself over and over again in my heart that his words were false, he was just lying to me with sweet words, but I couldn't help stretching out a hand, hanging on the edge of the bed.

Song Dongyang understood very well, he also stretched out a hand and held mine tightly.

We were like this, holding hands, he looked at me, I looked at him.

In the end, I broke the silence and said, "Song Dongyang, you have won."

"This is not a war." He reacted quickly and squeezed my hand tightly, "Even if it was, the loser must be me, not you."

"I love you very much."

I still have a lot of doubts, a lot of rebuttals, and a lot of life-threatening questions.But at this moment, nothing matters.

In the world of love, there are only two options: being sober and acting stupid. For Song Dongyang, I choose the latter.I am not even afraid of death anymore, so why am I afraid? I am with Song Dongyang.

"I love you too."

I thought I was going to cry, but managed to smile instead.

"Let's start over."

Song Dongyang looked at me fixedly, as if he was confirming whether this moment was real, and also as if giving me a chance to regret it.

After about a minute, he said, "I won't let you go again."

"Did you let me go?" I asked him with a smile.

"Yes, I have."

Song Dongyang let go of my hand, but quickly ran to my bed, lifted the quilt and got into my arms.

I was still waiting for the second half of his sentence, but I waited until he got into my bed. The hospital bed was big enough for one person, but it was a bit crowded with him added.

I wanted to push him away, but felt that it was meaningless, so I hesitated for a few seconds, and then I reached out and hugged him.

We were covered with the same quilt, so close that we could hear each other's breathing and heartbeat, and the thin pajamas couldn't block the human body temperature at all.

The ice cube that had just formed from the bottom of my heart melted little by little in his breath, and finally turned into a bend of spring water.

"I'm so happy." He murmured.

"Is it?"

I wanted to say "I'm not very happy", but when the words were about to come out, they disappeared without a sound-I was not as unhappy as I imagined.

The long tug-of-war finally came to an end, I chose to stay, and I wasn't so unwilling—perhaps subconsciously, I was still reluctant to part with Song Dongyang.

Love and hate are only between one thought, I still love him.

"Yes, I even want time to freeze at this moment." Song Dongyang kissed my neck softly, docilely and harmlessly.

I closed my eyes and let him kiss, but I grabbed his messy hand and said in a deep voice, "Go to sleep, it's late."

"Good night, my Chi Rui."

"Good night, Song Dongyang."

The sun was warm and beautiful the next day, and Song Dongyang seemed eager to show a signal of "I will not bind you". He took me away from the classical buildings and accompanied me to visit the city.

I am no stranger to this city, but it doesn't mean that I can go to many areas that are not open to the public at will - Song Dongyang can take me in. I paid attention to the reactions of the accompanying staff, and they were very familiar. Obviously, it is not difficult for Song Dongyang to do this.

We walked alone in the almost empty memorial hall, with majestic portraits on both sides, and under each portrait there was a line of names of the protagonists of the portraits, and these names were unfamiliar to me.

Song Dongyang, on the other hand, introduced their past to me, and when he reached the end of the road, he added: "This is the main person in charge of the 'New Exploration Project', and some of them are your close relatives. "

"Oh."

"We can go back to them as heroes if you want."

"It's not necessary." I turned my head and looked at the way I was looking. "They did slaughter billions of people, even if they did it to protect all human beings. Besides, for the vast majority of people on the island, they What is needed is not special attention, but to integrate into the outside society as soon as possible, so that it is safer."

"I would like to follow your order." Song Dongyang bent down lightly with one hand on his chest, but his gaze was fixed on me.

I met his eyes, and suddenly realized that he didn't know what to do, but was asking for my opinion, and gave me enough respect and obedience.

I was a little uncomfortable: "You just make the decision, I'm not your master anymore."

"You will always be my master and the master of all the islanders." Song Dongyang stood up straight and looked at me with burning eyes. "You have the right to do anything to me."

It's nice to say, but it's not that I know that I won't do anything excessive to him.

I watched it for three seconds, and for some reason, I suddenly thought of the past when I messed around with Song Dongyang in front of many people not long after I arrived on the island.

Naturally, I reacted, Song Dongyang lowered his head, deliberately showing his white neck, I restrained my desire//desire for a while, and then realized that I had promised to start over with Song Dongyang, restraint was useless , simply can not restrain it.

So, the blue sky and white clouds, the green grass, and the flat clothes were rubbed into countless folds. Song Dongyang and I did many, many things.

When everything stopped and the sunset dyed half of the sky red, Song Dongyang and I interlocked our fingers and walked forward slowly.

Song Dongyang asked me: "At that time, why did you cover my eyes?"

What he asked was when we were in love just now, I couldn't help stretching out my hand to cover his eyes.

I didn't answer his question, but I gave the answer in my heart.

——Because I don't want you to know how much I love you.

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