I sell my ass to support my sweetheart

"Have you anything to say to me?"

Gu Nian pinched my face and asked.

I looked up at him and stretched out a trembling hand.

Gu Nian closed his eyes.

I said: "add 500".

Gu Nian's eyes opened suddenly: "I still don't forget to ask for money at this time, I really overestimated you."

After finishing speaking, he pushed me aside, angrily pulled the quilt on me, wrapped me into a ball, turned his back and fell asleep angrily.

In the darkness, I squinted at the swaying tree shadows outside the window.

Gu Nian's breathing was very uneven, I knew he was not asleep.

Finally said: "What kind of relationship are we now?"

He didn't answer me.

I continued: "Strictly speaking, we should be regarded as nurturing relationships."

He lay there motionless and I knew he was listening.

He said again: "There are some things I've wanted to say for a long time. It's impossible for me to fall in love with you. I didn't in the past, I won't now, and I won't in the future."

I said this tonight after careful consideration, at the risk of missing school.

The reason I have reached this point with him is nothing more than the failure after the college entrance examination, and the fact that I am short of money, and I need money to study.

I told myself, this is nothing, labor income, it should be.

I put myself in the position of a working proletarian.

Earn the money you deserve.

All I pay is my body, I don't sell my feelings.

But Gu Nian is obviously not, he obviously has feelings for me that go beyond a mere business relationship.

I'm going to make it clear to him, I have to make it clear to him.

"You and I... like this."

I continued: "It's because I want to continue my studies. When I graduate, I will leave you."

I spoke out what was on my mind.

If he can’t accept it, gets angry, and decides not to give me a dime, then I’ll quit this school, go to the street to shake milk tea to support myself, and then go to the class and take the college entrance examination again after saving enough money. It's not bad enough, how bad can the situation be.

I'm just a little sorry for Grandpa.

The university I was admitted to was gone.

I tucked my head into the quilt, regardless of whether Gu Nian heard it or not, I said everything I needed to say anyway.

Gu Nian lifted the quilt from me and said, "You finally spoke your mind."

His tone was more desolate than angry.

"Don't worry, I'm worried that I have no excuse to send you away. I don't want to go out to play, I'm afraid of getting sick, so I chose you! What do you think I like you?"

"I'm cheap! Isn't that the biggest advantage?"

I replied with my eyes wide open.

Gu Nian went outside to see where he could find a clean and cheap guy like me!

Speak with conscience!

Gu Nian lay down silently, opened the quilt silently, got in silently, and closed his eyes silently.

"Tch, pretend to be asleep if you can't talk!"