sneak test

With the same sentence:

"Grade Three, Class Five, cheers—"

My eyes suddenly couldn't hold back the tears.

"Can you do it?" The female class held the skirt and looked at me in embarrassment, "This eye is almost swollen, or give up, and no one will say anything about you."

I shook my head and snatched the skirt from her hand: "It's okay, it's just a matter of touching the scene, women's clothing, I can afford to lose."

I turned around and entered the room. The room was empty, and the clothes I had tried before going out were still messily thrown on the bed. I sat down by the bed, and the emotions I had finally stopped surged up again.

In fact, there is nothing to cry about. Yuan Che and I also watched the stars and the moon together. We have been in the same class for more than 1000 days. We have done silly things together and have many good memories worth remembering. Is this not enough?

I said, no matter what, enough is enough.

Why are people so weird, saying enough is enough, but there seems to be a hole in the heart, bleeding profusely, and greedily longing for more to fill it.

I really don't understand what is there to cry about.

I punched him on the leg: "Qin Sigu, don't cry."

There was a knock on the door: "I'm coming in."

Oops, forgot to lock the door.I wiped away my tears indiscriminately, unfolded the clothes, and made it look like I was going to wear them.

Yuan Che came in, he closed the door, just stood at the door, no longer approaching me.He was still so glamorous, completely different from the embarrassed me, he asked: "Want to help?"

I replied: "No, I have to change clothes, can I avoid it for a while?"

The nasal sound seems a bit heavy.

Yuan Che didn't answer my question, but said, "You're crying again."

I couldn't tell whether it was a question sentence or a statement sentence, so I turned my head away from him, and tried to say forcefully: "I really don't need help, can I go out?"

Yuan Che came over and reached out to me, "Don't cry, there are tears on your eyelashes."

What is this going to do?

When I came to my senses, I had knocked off his hand.

I heard myself say: "Yuan Che, the game is over, don't bother you to play the guardian angel again, I don't need help, let alone sympathy."

Yuan Che was stunned for a moment, then said, "But I think you need comfort and company."

Reason and self-esteem told me not to be stupid again, but I couldn't help but go the other way: "Then give me a hug, just a hug."

"Hold as long as you want." Yuan Che opened his hand.

I threw myself into Yuan Che's arms and hugged him tightly, tears began to flood his shoulders.

This really is the last time.

Yuan Che put his hand on my back, "It's okay, everything will pass."

"Yeah." I answered him sullenly.

"Will you still go to the place you said to take me tonight?"

"No, there's no need to go." I already knew the answer.

Yuan Che's voice whispered in my ears: "Okay, then go to bed early."

I leaned on Yuan Che's shoulder and whispered to myself: This is enough.

Will suffice.

I clenched my hands together for the last time, and let him go without hesitation.

22 Epilogue: Running at Night in Southern Yunnan

The punishment I drew was: cross-dressing, asking for a WeChat account of the same sex on the street.

The female class contributed her little fairy skirt, and the Cultural and Entertainment Committee contributed her cosmetics. I don’t know which brother contributed a cowhide hat with ethnic embroidery and a few wild black braids. In an area where gender is blurred, walking alone on the bustling pedestrian street, accepting the baptism of passers-by.The large troops followed from afar, monitoring my movements at any time.

This punishment looks simple, but once I showed my intention to get closer, passers-by all turned to avoid it.

Don't blame them, a person with red and swollen eyes and a different costume walking around in the street is either drunk or crazy.

I belong to the latter, a lovelorn psycho.

I was walking aimlessly when a guy with a film camera on his back came over with a cigarette in his mouth. He was tall and short, with a few scars on his head where no hair had grown, like uneven turf. A bit unscrupulous and handsome, he hooked my shoulders familiarly, and the sparks on the tip of his cigarette flickered when he spoke: "Brother in a small skirt, are you broken in love?"

I didn't pay attention to his arm, and went straight to the point: "Brother, add a WeChat."

He let go of his hand, raised his camera and took a picture of me. The flash light brought tears to my eyes, and he said, "Okay, send you a photo on WeChat."

I rubbed my eyes, and he showed the QR code in front of me, leaned over to my ear: "Don't move, someone in the back should be impatient. He looks like a little brother, his eyes are brighter than a light tube, do you know him?"

I'm out of sorts, what?Toru Hara?

I wanted to look back, but Brother Turf held my neck, and he said, "Don't look back, he is watching. I said, do you like him?"

I hummed weakly, "But I won't like him tomorrow."

"Little skirt, you are short-sighted." Brother Turf said, "Can't you tell? He likes you."

"Impossible!" I said firmly.

Brother Turf clicked his tongue and took off the cigarette from the corner of his mouth, "I'll make a sacrifice, please cooperate, just wait and see."

I was still confused, but the turf brother had already leaned over, his lips almost touching my face.

My hand was held suddenly, and I was forced to sway, and I fell into someone's arms. A familiar voice said, "Don't touch him."

Brother Caopi changed his face very quickly, frowning fiercely: "Who are you? What are you doing?"

Yuan Che said, "His classmate, it's none of my business."

Brother Caopi raised his chin and pointed at me: "He himself said yes, you ask him."

Yuan Che looked at me and asked silently with his eyes.

I want to cooperate, I want to cooperate.I said silently in my heart, and said bravely: "Well, he is a friend I just met, and we are going to drink."

"Huh?" The turf brother trembled, and the cigarettes all fell out, but soon entered the plot, he reached out and grabbed my collar, like a chicken, I huddled under his hand, sneaked a sneak peek and said nothing Yuan Che, who sent it, Caopi brother said: "Yes, classmate, you get out of the way..."

When it was too late, Yuan Che turned sideways and kicked Brother Caopi, Brother Caopi quickly raised his hand to block, there was a muffled bang, and the expressions of both of them changed slightly.

Yuan Che grabbed me who was stunned and ran wildly towards the other end of the long street.

Brother Turf yelled behind us: "Little brat, run fast! Don't let me see you again!"

I looked back, Brother Caopi was standing there, smiling very happily, his big white teeth dazzled people's eyes, seeing me looking back, he raised his hand and said OK to me.

Yuan Che took me through the crowded streets, smashed through the bustling, and stepped on the cement avenue shining like a silver bridge in the moonlight. We drove forward all the way, leaving behind the busy traffic in the world, and the evening shadow of Cangshan Mountain was under the starry sky. With open arms, we step on the evening wind, as if we are the only ones left in the world, and we are heading to the end of the galaxy.

I followed Yuan Che's footsteps until my heart couldn't bear the increasingly violent beating, and my fingertips gradually became cold. I shouted: "Yuan Che, Yuan Che! Where are we going?"

Yuan Che turned his head, the wind blew his good smell, he slowed down, but didn't let go of me, we stopped on the side of the road.

He looked down at me, and something in his eyes made me gasp.

"Qin Sigu." Yuan Che called me suddenly, "I'll tell you something, don't be afraid, okay?"

"Okay, don't be afraid." I noticed the solemnity in his tone, stood up straight, but lowered my head, and the toe of his shoe appeared in my limited vision, "Go ahead."

Yuan Che held my hand a little harder, and he said: "When I was drawing cards, two cards were stuck together, and I just got it. One is a guardian angel, and it has been returned. The other card is here. .”

I looked up, and Yuan Che was holding a card between his fingertips. He looked past it and stared back at me: "Before I show you this card, I have to say something else to make you mentally prepared."

I nodded: "I will listen carefully and never interrupt."

Yuan Che also nodded, took a deep breath, and said: "I have seen more than 3000 red exclamation marks. In the chat box with you, as of nine days ago, you blocked me for a full thousand and thirteen God, every 1/1013, I have something to say to you, I am too embarrassed to speak directly, so I can only tell you on WeChat, it seems to have become a habit, sometimes I also think, I can be so unscrupulous , thanks for blocking me.

"Also, my sister once bought spices and went home to make fragrances. One of them was called lemongrass. She lit it in my room all night, and I was covered with that smell when I went to school the next day. It was very troublesome. , but when you and you passed by, I heard you ask what smells so good, so I changed my mind. Even this time I came out and stuffed a sachet made of lemongrass in the suitcase.

"During the time you participated in the Olympiad training, I could see that you were under a lot of pressure. Unfortunately, grandma was in critical condition and was admitted to the hospital. I was impulsive and wanted to say a few words to you, but after much deliberation, I couldn't explain that I was How did I find out, and what I said probably doesn’t matter to you. In the end, I had to send you a small charge of 500 yuan for the phone call, and send anonymous messages to ask him to contact you more.

"I've done this kind of thing a lot, but that's all I cared about you before. Our relationship only allows me to do limited things, and you don't need to make a sound. Time will naturally settle everything. I never tried to disturb you. Your life, lying on the blacklist all the time is pretty good, I mean it."

Things went completely beyond my expectation. Yuan Che has done so many things, but I and even the whole school really don't know anything about it. The promise of not interrupting anything has long been forgotten. I couldn't help but ask: "Why? I never knew?"

Yuan Che's beautiful Adam's apple rolled, and he swallowed, "Because I never wanted you to know, and never