Step by step ABO

Ni Xiangping confronted him for a long time, raised his eyes, and his eyes wandered to Qiu Songqi's face.Qiu Songqi's eyes were on fire.Ni Xiangping knew that he was sincere at the moment.

After hearing these words, Ni Xiangping began to retreat in his heart.

To Ni Xiangping, trusting Qiu Songqi and not believing him are not mutually exclusive.

Ni Xiangping understood that he had believed him, and forgave him again in his heart.But reason is telling me that I can't repeat the same mistakes again.

What kind of mistakes will repeat, Ni Xiangping didn't think clearly, think carefully, Qiu Songqi had never said such a thing before.

Qiu Songqi never mentioned what he was busy with day and night, never mentioned that he knew Ni Xiangping's hard work, never mentioned his feelings for Haihai.There is no repetition of mistakes.

If it doesn't exist, can you let go of your concerns.

Ni Xiangping immediately stopped his thoughts.He hated himself for letting go of Qiu Songqi repeatedly.A candy can coax yourself well.

It's fine when you're in a relationship, but it's still the same after you get married, and it hasn't changed after you get divorced.Ni Xiangping doubts that his expectations for Qiu Songqi are too low, and it is easier to achieve.

Or Qiu Songqi, no matter what he does, he will not hate him from the bottom of his heart.It's just that there will be disappointment that can't see the margin, as if roaming in the sea, occasionally seeing an island and thinking it is a mainland.

Ni Xiangping was disappointed that he hadn't made progress in the past few years, he hadn't learned to gain wisdom from a pitfall, fell down on Qiu Songqi and got up strong by himself.

This time, he was pushed down by Qiu Songqi and helped up again.Immediately my heart softened.

Ni Xiangping lowered his eyes and stared at the floor. There was about [-] centimeters between the toes of the two pairs of shoes.

"Xiangping." Qiu Songqi yelled at him again, and took half a step forward, so the distance became more than twenty centimeters.

"Let's go." Ni Xiangping stepped back a little, sighed, and compromised, "Open the door."

"Okay, okay!" Qiu Songqi's eyes lit up happily, and the sparks inside turned into small light bulbs, and he took half a small step forward to hug Ni Xiangping, and his chin naturally rested on his shoulder, "Okay."

The tone of the last word "good" dropped, and Ni Xiangping was still burning, and his head was very dizzy. Hearing this word, the nerves at the root of his ears pulled the back of his neck and numb.

Like an electric current that was about to penetrate the spine, it was abruptly interrupted by Ni Xiangping.

Ni Xiangping sat in the back seat with Haihai, leaning his head on the headrest of the car, from this angle he could see the bridge of Qiu Songqi's nose.

The light came in from the car window and dazzled the contours of his face, like a round of holy light.The tiny fluff can be seen even closer.

But even so, Ni Xiangping could tell that Qiu Songqi was getting old.

The outline is not as rigid as before.

In fact, he is also old, and both of them are old.

"Go to sleep for a while." Qiu Songqi glanced at the rearview mirror, but didn't see Ni Xiangping's face, only his slanted shoulders, and the white collarbone socket was shallowly recessed, "I'll call you when we arrive."

Ni Xiangping shook his head, he hadn't been in Qiu Songqi's car for a long time.Whenever anything happened before, Qiu Songqi either asked Ni Xiangping to drive by himself or asked the driver to pick him up.

Qiu Songqi rarely drives by himself now.Back then, they all liked to go for a ride in a car with the sunroof wide open, along the riverside of the city, all the way to the outskirts of the city.

Ni Xiangping wanted to watch it a little longer and remember it.He stared at it for a moment before closing his eyes.

"Sleeping?" Qiu Songqi saw that he hadn't responded for a long time, and looked back a little, Ni Xiangping closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Just sleep.

After he fell asleep, Qiu Songqi also calmed down a bit, closed the driver's window, and after a while, Qiu Songqi could smell the familiar fragrance of flowers.

Rose.It seems to be planted all over the yard.

If only I could drive the car now until the end of my life.

"Xiangping, I miss you very much these days." Qiu Songqi looked at the dingy asphalt road and slowed down a bit, "When will you move back?"

Qiu Songqi did not expect a reply.

Divorced with Ni Xiangping not long ago, Qiu Songqi knew that he hadn't done a good job with concepts like "it only takes 21 days to form a habit".

At least he has not been able to get used to eating tomato scrambled eggs every day—even now there is an additional dish of fried pork with chili that he has studied for a long time before learning.

He couldn't get used to being alone in a bed.Waking up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom is afraid of being haunted. The house is very big, and the bigger it is, the emptier it is.

Ni Xiangping's heart trembled with his eyelashes, and he opened his eyes slightly, but he couldn't see Qiu Songqi's expression.

"Don't you want me to go to that community?" Ni Xiangping asked lightly.

"You...didn't sleep..." Qiu Songqi gasped, "Oh, um, um, you won't go, besides, there's no comfort at home anywhere. Right, hehehe..."

Qiu Songqi laughed a few times, scratched his head, and pinched his earlobe uncomfortably.

"Qiu Songqi, but..." As soon as Ni Xiangping opened his mouth, Qiu Songqi braked sharply, and a truck came in from the right.

Ni Xiangping leaned forward at an angle due to inertia, and immediately supported Haihai who was sitting next to him with his left hand.

"You, you'd better pretend that I didn't say it." Qiu Songqi let out a long sigh, he knew that Ni Xiangping was going to say the words "already divorced" again.

He stepped on the accelerator as if resigned to his fate, and the car started slowly again, but there was still a brief silence in the car.

"Why is Haihai's face hurt?" When Ni Xiangping supported Haihai, he realized that there were one or two red marks on his face.

"Oh, the kindergarten teacher said that she was bullied by children. I was so mad at the time. Do you know her attitude, as if saying that our son deserves it..." Qiu Songqi felt angry when he thought of this, and babbled In fact, he didn't care too much about the attitude of the kindergarten teacher, he just wanted to be angry.

But he couldn't find anyone to vent to, so he couldn't pull out those yellow-haired boys who bullied Haihai and beat him up.The teacher becomes the scapegoat.

"It's not the first time." Ni Xiangping lightly touched Haihai's wound, and felt that it was almost healed, with a thin layer of red scab attached to it.

"Why didn't you tell me? I'll go back and educate those teachers." Qiu Songqi muttered and complained, "How can there be children fighting in the kindergarten?"

"Hmm." It was said.

Ni Xiangping nodded and changed the subject: "Let's discuss one thing."

"Say."

"I want to take Haihai to live in City A." Ni Xiangping stated this sentence calmly, his eyes drifting out of the window.Kapok trees rush by.

Qiu Songqi froze for a moment, didn't quite understand, and asked in surprise, "Why did you make this sudden decision?"

It wasn't sudden, Ni Yilan went to live in City A after Shen Chi'an passed away, Ni Xiangping was the only close relative, and he wanted to go to accompany her.If we live closer, the two of us can take care of each other.

More importantly, Haihai will start primary school in just over a year.

City F has insufficient resources, and there is no elementary school for special children.

At present, Haihai is just a toddler, which is okay—he doesn’t need to learn too much.

But once he enters the stage of compulsory education, it is impossible for Haihai to adapt. His intelligence is much lower than that of ordinary children, and his living ability is not enough.

There may not be ordinary primary schools willing to accept such children.Although they don't have the right to quit Haihai's education, the key is the attitude of other children towards Haihai in the future - Ni Xiangping doesn't think it will be good.

Just like Haihai would be bullied in kindergarten, he will also be bullied in elementary school.

And City A has a [-]/[-] treatment center that provides a full range of services and education for children with autism. Ni Xiangping really wants to move there.

Ni Xiangping told Qiu Songqi exactly why he wanted to move there, but Qiu Songqi fell silent.

He almost fully agrees with Ni Xiangping's idea.But his company is here, Qiu Songqi said: "Then how can I see you? It's too far away. Besides, what do you mean..."

"I don't mean anything else, just because Haihai has to go to the round-the-clock treatment center." Ni Xiangping interrupted him, "And I don't want to be too far away from my sister."

"You know I'm unlikely to follow." Qiu Songqi said.

"Well, it doesn't matter."

"Xiangping, are you really not going to live with me anymore?" Qiu Songqi asked in a low voice, but Ni Xiangping didn't hear clearly.

"What?" Ni Xiangping asked subconsciously.

Then he looked at the road ahead and turned into the place where the funeral was held. His thoughts were interrupted and he ignored what Qiu Songqi said just now.

He pointed to the fork in the road on the right, where the lawn was covered with wild flowers: "Here we are. Right here."

"I won't go in. You go." Qiu Songqi turned off the ignition, absent-minded, "My son and I are waiting for you in the parking lot."

"It will take a long time. You can go back first, I will trouble you these few days. I will just take Haihai with me." Ni Xiangping unbuckled Haihai's seat belt, and the seat belt shrank back without any nostalgia.

Ni Xiangping carried Haihai out.

Qiu Songqi was shattered by Ni Xiangping's birthright, and when he thought that Ni Xiangping was going to move to City A, and he had no reason to stop him, he felt depressed for a while.

He opened the car door and left the driver's seat, and hurriedly followed Ni Xiangping: "Let me hug you, have you had a fever yet?" He forcibly took Haihai out of Ni Xiangping's arms as he spoke, and Ni Xiangping saw the troubled look in his eyes.Ni Xiangping was also helpless, but there was nothing he could do.

"It should be back." Ni Xiangping looked away from his eyes and stopped.

Qiu Songqi stood in front of him, holding Haihai in his arms, looking at Ni Xiangping, without saying a word.

After a while, Qiu Songqi plucked up the courage to ask: "Do you have to move?"

Every time he got serious, his voice was hoarse and unbelievably hoarse, his head bowed like a child who made mistakes.

"I can't help it. I'm not trying to hide from you, so don't think too much. I want to think about Haihai." Ni Xiangping said calmly, speaking very clearly.It was so clear that Qiu Songqi couldn't refute.