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"Sorry." Ni Xiangping cried for a while, wiped the corners of his eyes, and gently pushed Qiu Songqi away.

"So, when are you going to City C?" Qiu Songqi raised his hand to wipe Ni Xiangping's tears, but Ni Xiangping turned his head away, so he had no choice but to pinch his earlobe and squat in front of Ni Xiangping.

Ni Xiangping looked at his small movements, as if... Shiba Inu.

He felt better and replied: "Tomorrow, my sister is not here, so please take Haihai with you. I will be back soon."

Qiu Songqi wasn't sure if he could take care of Haihai, but when he asked Ni Xiangping what to do, he probably wouldn't let him take care of him.

Since it's your own child, it shouldn't be difficult to take it with you.Ni Xiangping seems to help Haihai take a bath, take him to and from school, feed him, and sleep with him...

Qiu Songqi thought about it, and was even more unsure if he could take it well.

"Then I'll pick you up tomorrow morning." Qiu Songqi said, "Send my son to kindergarten by the way."

"He's going to the treatment center tomorrow." Ni Xiangping stood up, and Qiu Songqi said "Oh", and stood up with him. Ni Xiangping went to clean the sink, and Qiu Songqi was watching beside him.

"Do you have something to say?" Ni Xiangping asked.

"Well, I never took him alone." Qiu Songqi looked at Ni Xiangping nervously, afraid that Ni Xiangping's next sentence would be "forget it".

Ni Xiangping made concessions faster than anyone else.

"You never took him with me." Ni Xiangping smiled helplessly.

"That……"

"Call me if you have any questions. It's just that Haihai doesn't eat spicy or salty food. You don't know how to cook anyway. Just take him to a restaurant to eat. He's not that delicate. Eat on time after every meal." Medicine, you can’t use the shower in the shower, you have to use the bathtub..."

"Wait." Qiu Songqi interrupted him, took out his phone, and turned on the recording function, "Say it again."

"..." Ni Xiangping raised his head silently, his eyes stayed on Qiu Songqi's face for a while, he looked very sincere, staring at himself, telling himself sincerely that he really didn't know anything about Haihai .

Ni Xiangping sighed inwardly, he didn't show his sense of loss, in fact he wasn't very lost either, just got used to it.

He said, "I'll send it back to you."

"Yes, yes." Qiu Songqi agreed.

For the first time, he felt that he was really useless.

Frustrated, he turned off the recording function, and the screen jumped to the home page of the mobile phone, which showed that it was past two o'clock in the morning.

"Well, Xiangping, go to bed." Qiu Songqi said casually, "It's getting late."

"Okay, let's go then, see you tomorrow." Ni Xiangping turned and left the kitchen, and turned off the lights before Qiu Songqi came out.It seems that there is no such person.

Qiu Songqi stood blankly at the junction of light and shade between the kitchen and the living room, and then Ni Xiangping entered the bedroom without nostalgia and closed the door gently.

"See you tomorrow." After Qiu Songqi finished speaking, he went to the living room and sat for a while, looking at the place where Ni Xiangping lived.

Whether it is the size of the space or the furniture, it is not satisfactory.When Ni Xiangping and he first renovated the house, they had very high requirements for furniture. The sofa should be leather, the tables and chairs should be mahogany, and the cups, bowls and spoons should be ceramics instead of stainless steel.

But just now he saw that the tableware in the kitchen was made of stainless steel, and the sofa he was sitting on was made of cloth, and it seemed to be a bit old-fashioned, without much elasticity.

I don't know if he is really used to living here.

Before Qiu Songqi left, he took out a tissue, found a black pen from the table, and wrote on it: I really hope you will consider re-moving.That apartment is really nice.

The sky was slowly brightening, and when the moon and the sun seemed to appear together, Ni Xiangping didn't wake up, but just fell asleep.

When the sun swallowed up the last ray of moonlight, Ni Xiangping woke up.

Lu Cheng called Ni Xiangping at five o'clock in the morning, saying that he had already arranged the funeral overnight.

Early in the morning, upon waking up and hearing this sentence, Ni Xiangping suddenly felt uncomfortable in his heart, perhaps because he didn't sleep well all night.

He didn't intend to get up from the bed yet, and after lying down for a while, he washed up and went to the living room, where he saw the tissue that Qiu Songqi left on the table.

Pick it up, read each word several times, and put it back in place.

Then someone knocked on the door.

"Xianping. It's me."

Qiu Songqi came early enough today.

Ni Xiangping opened the door to Qiu Songqi despite his sleepiness: "You are here. Haihai should be awake, I'll go take a look."

He just woke up, washed his face and brushed his teeth but couldn't wake up.

The consequence of not sleeping all night is that the head is dull and the voice is hoarse, like the rustling of leaves blown by the wind.

"It's okay, I'll just wait."

Qiu Songqi looked at Ni Xiangping intently, his heart beating faster.

He had indeed not seen Ni Xiangping like this for a long time.Ni Xiangping was wearing white pajamas. The pajamas seemed to be made of cotton. After washing too much, the hem of the clothes rolled up and there were many wrinkles. The trousers were black shorts.

The inner side of the arm is a little whiter than the outer side, and it looks very soft. Maybe it's because white things are easy to make people have beautiful fantasies.

like clouds.

Many years ago, when Qiu Songqi was a department manager, he was not comfortable with his schedule and had to leave very early in the morning.

Ni Xiangping originally worked later than him, but he would still get up with him. Before Qiu Songqi left, he would tie his tie, nestle in Qiu Songqi's arms, begrudgingly coquettish, tiptoe to reach She kissed Qiu Songqi's chin and bid farewell to him.

Ni Xiangping is gentle, and Qiu Songqi has no more suitable words to describe him. At this moment, he seems to see Ni Xiangping from a few years ago.

It is also possible that Ni Xiangping has always been like this, and did not exist a few years ago.It's just that Qiu Songqi never got up early with him.

After so long, I have forgotten Ni Xiangping's gentleness.

Qiu Songqi also doesn't know why Ni Xiangping always sends Haihai to school so early, since the child is young, he probably doesn't want to get up early.

He always felt that Ni Xiangping was unwilling to stay with him for a while.Since he didn't want to, Qiu Songqi didn't force him, as if he was angry, and then ignored him in the morning.

Everyone sleeps in their own way.each from its own.

Later, each will do his own thing.At night, Qiu Songqi also came back later and later, basically seeing that Ni Xiang was either already asleep or about to go to sleep.

"Take it." Ni Xiangping gave Qiu Songqi a card when he was in a daze.

There are a few large characters on it: Sun Kindergarten Parent Transfer Card.

There was a photo of Haihai below, he looked at it for a while, but he hadn't seen it before—it turned out that there was such a thing as a pick-up card.

Ni Xiangping seemed to have given it to him a few times before, but lost them all, thinking that it was not something that was absolutely necessary.He didn't care.

So this card looks like new, and the card surface is still reflective.Qiu Songqi guessed that it was a replacement.

Haihai's photo should also be a recent photo.The tender face occupies almost [-]% of the photo.

"I sent you some things to pay attention to on WeChat. If you have any questions, you can call me."

"You didn't block me." Qiu Songqi was a little surprised.He has been afraid to send Ni Xiangping on WeChat, fearing that he has already blocked him, and it would be useless to send it, lest he let himself be lucky.

If he knew that Ni Xiangping didn't block him, he wouldn't have to wait for him to answer the phone.

"Never." Ni Xiangping shrugged.

Qiu Songqi was at a loss for words, and scolded himself in his heart, he probably had the heart of a villain.And a little secretly happy.

Seeing him in a daze in the living room early in the morning, Ni Xiangping had no choice but to go to the bedroom alone.

"Haihai is awake." Ni Xiangping found that Haihai had sat up.

Qiu Haihai's sleep quality is not good, and he often wakes up earlier than Ni Xiangping. Children at this age tend to snooze a little bit, but Haihai always wakes up because of a little movement.

I asked the people in the treatment center, and they said that this is a normal phenomenon. Eighty percent of children with autism have trouble sleeping. Unless they are very tired, they will wake up easily.Therefore, pay special attention to the sleeping environment of Haihai.

But Haihai's situation is always better, but he likes to get up early.

Ni Xiangping folded the quilt for him, Haihai woke up and sat quietly on the edge of the bed, purely in a daze.

He glanced at Haihai, exactly the same as Qiu Songqi in the living room.

Soon after, Qiu Songqi came in from the bedroom door and came to help Ni Xiangping change Haihai's pajamas.

"Actually, it doesn't have to be so early. The kindergarten shouldn't be open, right? It's only six o'clock."

"Haihai usually wakes up earlier than me." Ni Xiangping said calmly.

Qiu Songqi was stunned: "How is it possible? He is still so young, and it is said that children usually sleep for more than ten hours."

"Have you forgotten that he has autism? As much as I hate to say it, he is."

"So you have been..."

"It's nothing, just get used to it." Ni Xiangping smiled, "Haihai wakes up very well in the morning, don't worry, he won't bother you, it's okay if you can't get up these days."

"That's not what I meant..." Qiu Songqi said.

Qiu Songqi squeezed Haihai's arm, and then looked at him carefully. He hadn't seen him for a long time. Qiu Songqi missed this son.

It's just that sometimes I don't know what to miss.The contact with Haihai is really too little.Little is known about him.

Haihai seems to be gaining weight.Hair is also long.It was fine and black, Qiu Songqi stroked it and rubbed it.

Ni Xiangping took good care of him alone.

Qiu Songqi paused his hands before smoothing his hair.

Will Ni Xiangping be very hard?

Thinking about it, Qiu Songqi felt sorry for Ni Xiangping.

It's useless to scold myself in my heart.

Seeing Ni Xiangping up close last night, he felt that Ni Xiangping had lost a lot of weight, and his eyes were full of tiredness.

But Haihai, he felt that Haihai's face was more shiny than before.The meat is firmer again.

Children grow up really fast.

In four years, Haihai has grown from being so small to being so big.But I seem to be a person who drinks the fragments, and has not participated in his growth.

"Xiangping." Qiu Songqi looked at Haihai and called out to Ni Xiangping.

"Huh?" Ni Xiangping folded the quilt, put it on the head of the bed, and turned to look at him.

"sorry."