Snow country

Xue Sheng on the stage was so dazzling that it was suffocating.

Wearing a knight's uniform, the other side of his sight should be the beautiful, lofty, mighty queen, but all he can see is the prince beside the queen.He guarded the prince, even if the prince didn't look at him for even a second - in the eyes of the noble prince, the knight's life should be his property.

Therefore, even if the knight died at his feet, the prince did not stop for him.That is not human life in the eyes of the prince, and an identical substitute will appear in the next second.

But for the knight, that's his god.

He stretched out his hand, trying to grab the prince's elegant robe, just to take another look at his highness.But he failed—he, like all those who died for the prince, became a nameless, miserable symbol.

But the knight is the star of the show.The light hit the knight, and the knight raised his head and smiled like a dying swan.He didn't struggle, he wasn't crazy, he just squinted his eyes and smiled as if relieved.He himself understood that his love for His Highness was not just simple loyalty.But he is not qualified to say that word, and he has no chance to say that word.He knew that his name would never be known by His Highness.

"My Highness, I will curse you forever and ever." He smiled and said the most decisive oath, "I curse you for the rest of your life not to know what it feels like to have your heart trampled on by others."

Is this a curse?Maybe it's called a blessing.Even if you don't know love all your life, but at least you haven't been humiliated, your life can be considered complete.Because that is a prince, an existence that will shine forever.No need to remember the names of the one or two knights.

Even thinking this way, Zhang Xiao was still attracted by Xue Sheng's crazy and obsessed smile.He took one last look before slowly turning on the light.

The play is over.

The show was, of course, a huge success.Pulling the whole crew to an izakaya near the school, the president generously said that he would treat everyone to a good meal.

And ultimately, alcohol.After a few glasses of wine, everyone's attention was long gone from the dishes on the table.Quietly aiming at the prey that he had been looking for a long time ago, he approached that person.Looking at each other, the two of them had disappeared on the dinner table before they knew it, and no one could detect it.

But these have nothing to do with Zhang Xiao.Half of the wine that was poured with the others was reduced by half, but he just pretended to sip it, and the rest was poured into the wet wipes on the table without anyone noticing.Picking up a skewer that few people patronized, he took a small bite, and he uncontrollably turned his gaze to the center of the crowd.

"Senior, so whether you are above or below, tell us!"

"It's not good for a girl to ask such a thing directly?"

"Hey, senior is so stingy~ You agreed to perform with us even though you are so busy, can you tell us about this?"

Xuesheng smiled, but cleverly changed the subject.The girls around were amused by him, but only the boys who liked those girls were jealous.But he didn't seem to feel it, poking the side dishes in the bowl with his chopsticks, his eyes that were not raised were full of carelessness.

Zhang Xiao couldn't help thinking of the elf he had glimpsed in that snowy night.He had not communicated with Xuesheng alone, so he had no way of verifying whether it was Xuesheng whom he met in a hurry that night.But he knew that even if there was such a chance, he would not ask.

After all, Xuesheng that night was very different from everyone's impression.A doctor who is about to graduate from a prestigious school and returns to his hometown to inherit the hospital that was crowned with the Kitazawa family, Xue should be a member of the winner group.

Even if he has a different sexuality from most people, he will be a social elite admired by everyone.How could such a person sit alone in the snow and weep?

Zhang Xiao chose not to think about it anymore, and just took that picture as his own dream.He knew that Xuesheng would graduate soon, and they would not meet again after that.He talked to his familiar friend, picked up his backpack and went to the bathroom.

When someone shoved him into the cubicle, Zhang Xiao's first reaction was that he had just washed his hands and hadn't dried them.He could only look up blankly, and was pressed against the door by the elf in front of him at an absolute disadvantage.He didn't know the elf's intentions, so he could only pursed his lips, waiting for the man to speak.

"I saw you." Xue Sheng raised the corners of his lips.He touched Zhang Xiao's cheek with his fingers, "Are you my companion?"

It was clearly a question, but there was certainty in his tone.Seeing Zhang Xiao nodded quietly, Xuesheng raised his eyebrows: "I thought you would deny it."

"I just won't take the initiative to admit it." Zhang Xiao has always been honest with himself, he just doesn't like the feeling of others talking about his private life.

Xue Sheng responded with a nasal voice, as if looking Zhang Xiao up and down.After a while, he laughed: "You are such an interesting kid. Today's lighting is well operated, I should thank you."

"No. It's senior who acted well."

"But do you think this is a good script?" As if anticipating what Zhang Xiao would say, Xue Sheng quickly answered, "Do you think the scriptwriter really understands what we are thinking?"

What should he answer?Zhang Xiao didn't understand.

Xuesheng smiled and leaned into Zhang Xiao's ear: "Don't you think those girls just define us by their imagination? If the face they imagined in the story is not your appearance, it is not my appearance, Then in their eyes, what is the difference between us and the group of male elder sisters in Shinjuku [-]-chome?"

Zhang Xiao pursed his lips and did not speak.

"Don't speak? Or do you think it's hard to express? Then it's no problem to speak English with me." Xuesheng raised Zhang Xiao's chin, and Zhang Xiao raised his head reluctantly to meet Xuesheng's eyes.Xuesheng's appearance is really good-looking. It is really amazing that he has not been discovered by scouts, but went to a famous mansion to finish his studies in a proper manner.His fingers are slender and well-articulated, and Zhang Xiao can easily imagine the appearance of this hand holding a scalpel.

The pale and perverted face is quite in line with some people's fantasies about him.

"No." Zhang Xiao finally said, "Maybe it's because I haven't learned the language well enough, and I don't understand it thoroughly enough. I just think that senior doesn't want to hear my answer."

He saw Xuesheng was stunned for a moment, then he smiled softly.With some strength, Xuesheng's thumb kept rubbing against Zhang Xiao's lips.This way clearly carried some hints, but Zhang Xiao didn't resist, just raised his head slightly.His slightly shorter height allowed him to naturally respond to Xue Sheng's gaze, allowing Xue Sheng to torture his light-colored lips to turn an ambiguous red bit by bit.

He may be thinking of something, or he may not be thinking of anything.He calmly watched Xuesheng leaned down and blocked his lips.Xuesheng's eyelashes are really long, Zhang Xiao can even feel the itchy touch.

He put his arms around Xuesheng's back, and slowly closed his eyes.

I hope the present Xuesheng has at least remembered his name.