Lingyun Jianghu

"How could Ling'er not think about it? She just doesn't want to part with it. Although love can't help it when it's deep, it's not uncontrollable. I know this feeling, so I know how much she loves me." Ling Yu mentioned Nalan Ling and said The corners of her mouth were lightly raised, saying this sentence to herself also revealed the reason why she could have Liu Qianxun many times but didn't do so.

Liu Qianxun smiled bitterly, showing helplessness, "So she really loves you, so many years have passed, there are so many people around you, only she persisted to the end, and only her love for you is unswerving. "

"It's not easy to love me. Ling'er has suffered a lot these years." Ling Yu sighed slightly, and couldn't count the days. How long has Nalan Ling loved her?It's been so long that my memory is a little fuzzy, more than ten years?

She thought that all the feelings could not stand the passage of time, she thought that the so-called love could not stand the test, but Nalan Ling proved to her what is the real life forever.

While Liu Qianxun was looking for the painful nerves in her leg, she chatted with Ling Yu like a normal person. The two had never had such a heart-to-heart relationship like now. Ling Yu hardly expressed emotion. In the early years, Liu Qianxun couldn't understand and misunderstood. Now that I understand it, I can see it more clearly.

"Ling'er is the only one with your temper. Yan'er is much more worry-free than you. If you have something to say, even though you're full of bad luck, you know how to handle it properly."

"I'm glad I didn't kill your happiness in a fit of anger." Ling Yu took a deep breath, and said that it used to be calm, but now it's just a slight ripple in his life. negligible.

"No matter what happened in the past, we are the best now, aren't we?" Liu Qianxun stopped, raised his eyes to look at Ling Yu, the two looked at each other for a moment, and smiled in relief.

Yes, now is the best time.No matter when the person who is destined for him appears, it is never too late.

"Xun'er~" Ling Yu suddenly grabbed Liu Qianxun's sleeve, with a serious expression on his face.

"Ok?"

"You must heal my leg." Ling Yu was worried that if she had a bad day, Nalan Ling would always live in guilt. She didn't want the rest of her life to be unhappy, with self-blame and guilt forever.

Liu Qianxun understood what she hadn't said, just looked at her for a long time, nodded firmly, "Don't worry!"

Ling Yu's legs are not completely unconscious, but five years of paralysis, which made her body conscious fall asleep, and the broken bones embedded in the flesh had to be taken out, which meant that her legs had to be cut open to see the flesh, and the bones were taken out with a knife .

Ban Ruo and Liu Qianxun had the same ideas. Only by taking out the broken bones can they find a way to grow new bones and correct the misaligned kneecap. This process is very long and painful.

"Will it hurt?" Nalan Ling was worried. Is this going to cut her leg abruptly?

"Why don't I gouge you out a few times and see if it hurts?" Ban Ruo shook the slender blade mischievously.

"If I can replace her, I would like to, but, isn't there that kind of painkiller herb?"

"You can't use that one. Although it's a broken bone, it also depends on her perception of pain. Pain is a good thing, and it's tricky if it doesn't hurt." There were curved knives and sharp needles of different lengths on Liu Qianxun's medical table. Small objects such as silver hooks and silver hooks are about to be used on Ling Yu's body. According to Liu Qianxun's estimation, Ling Yu's leg needs at least eighteen wounds to remove all the broken bones.

"But!"

"Ling'er, you all go out first, don't disturb Xun'er and Ban Ruo." Ling Yu was calm and composed, his skin was bruised, he was wounded by a sword and internally injured, he had never experienced any pain, and he would never experience the pain of life and death.

Nalan Ling refused, she leaned beside Ling Yu's legs, held her hand, and said, "I'm not going anywhere, I'll just stay here with you."

"Be obedient and go out."

"I don't!" Nalan Ling resolutely refused to give in, she wanted to guard Ling Yu every step of the way, even if she couldn't share the pain, at least she could be with her.

Ling Yu sighed deeply, looked at Nalan Qing who had been silent all this time, and turned to Nalan Ling and said, "When you grow up, my words won't work anymore, will they?"

"No, Changning, I beg you, I will listen to you for the rest, can you let me stay with you?" Nalan Ling's tone was close to pleading, Ling Yu shook his head, and his aura instantly cooled down: "No!"

Seeing that the time had come, Nalan Qing pulled Na Lanling over and said, "The doctor must not be distracted. When you were seriously ill, Changning also stood quietly outside the door. Why can't you do this?"

"I…"

"You come out with elder sister, I have something to tell you."

"what?"

"What you don't know, what you want to know." Nalan Qing pulled Na Lan Ling and walked out without looking back. Na Lan Ling turned her head three times a step, looking for Ling Yu.

Ling Yu looked at her, the previous seriousness disappeared, and at this moment, she smiled knowingly, like a spring breeze, entering Nalan Ling's heart, feeling pain and joy at the same time.

Years have changed, and the fallen leaves know autumn, but Shennong Valley has never changed.Under the gazebo, Yun Jin brewed a pot of tea and sat here in a demure and elegant manner.

"Elder Sister, where are you taking me? I will guard the door and wait for Changning." Nalan Ling was a little impetuous, and she couldn't calm down at this time. Thinking of the knife that was about to be scratched on Ling Yu's leg, she felt so distressed that she couldn't breathe , that is a torture, it is too cruel.How can she go away at this time?

"Don't be impatient, why are you still so buoyant in Changning after all these years of experience?"

"If it's Sister Yun who has the accident, why don't you calm down and let me see?" Nalan Ling was not to be outdone.

Yun Jin heard the conversation between the two sisters, and raised her beautiful eyes slightly, "Is Ling'er cursing me?"

"Don't dare~" Nalan Ling dragged out the ending, and sat intimately next to Yun Jin, she rested her chin and looked in Ling Yu's direction, worried.It must be very painful, right?Changning, Nalan Ling held up her palm and stroked the scar lightly, thinking of all the past, she felt heavy.

Yun Jin poured her a cup of tea, and the aroma of the tea gradually calmed down her anxiety.

"Ling'er, you should rest assured that Xun'er and Xiao Ruo are here. Don't forget that they brought you back to life." Yun Jin was calm and calm, always smiling, and the years had never left any wrinkles on her face Well, the Empress Dowager Yun, who once ruled the court, even after retiring, still has a natural royal majesty.

"I'm not worried about sister Xun'er, I'm..."

"You're jealous, aren't you?" Nalan Qing took a sip of tea, and with a smile on his lips, he joked, "I heard that if Yan'er hadn't pulled her, you would have almost made a move."

"I didn't! I just..." Nalan Ling sighed sadly, "I just felt that everything in Changning was my fault, and I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart. If it wasn't for my ignorance back then, why would I be like this."

Yun Jin stroked her shoulder lightly, and said in relief: "Ling'er, instead of blaming yourself now, you might as well think about it. In the future, the years you missed may not be a test, at least it will strengthen each other's hearts, won't it? It's not in vain. Changning painstakingly exchanged blood for you..."

"Exchange of blood? What exchange of blood?"

Yun Jin paused, then shrugged and glanced at Nalan Qing, "Didn't you tell her?"

"Thanks to my wife's slip of the tongue, I have to tell if I don't tell now."

"What? What is the exchange of blood, elder sister, please tell me!" Nalan Ling eagerly pulled her back, she knew that something must have been hidden from her, and she knew that she didn't know what happened when she fainted!

When Ling Yu fell off the cliff, Nalan Ling disappeared after descending the mountain, without seeing anyone.During the five years of searching, Nalanqing never had the chance to tell her that Ling Yu exchanged blood for her back then. After recovering her memory, she should know how much Ling Yu paid for her.

Nalanqing felt that it was time for Nalanling to know everything, and Yunjin's slip of the tongue just gave her the opportunity to speak.

From the time she was discovered with blue pupils to the time she traveled south to seek medical treatment, Ling Yu's body was on the verge of collapse between blood changes and relapses of old injuries.Originally, he could recover well in retreat, but because of Nalan Ling's request to see him, the healing was interrupted, and then he was crushed by the marriage.

She is so stupid!Changning's martial arts are so high, how could he be powerless to resist when he was besieged?Even if she is surrounded by thousands of troops, she cannot be forced to jump off a cliff.

Nalan Ling never thought that all of this was because of herself, her ignorance and willfulness, and her amnesia that hurt Ling Yu once from the inside out.All of Ling Yu's bruises were caused by her, all of them!

These things struck her heart like a bolt from the blue.Nalan Ling stood up, walked to the door of the medicine house in a trance, and leaned weakly against the porch pillar, her heart was turbulent, sorrow, self-blame, like a flood, submerged her.

Suffocation, sadness, heart crushed to pieces, nothing but pain.What else can she do?What else can she do to Ling Yu?God tell her!

Nalan Ling looked up at the sky with a stiff expression, the love she longed for a long time came with Ling Yu's pain.She failed Ling Yu's affection and expectations, and became a heart-wrenching executioner, but Ling Yu never blamed her, scolded her, even if it was the last moment of falling off the cliff, exhausting the last struggle of life, she would save herself.

She is like a statue, neither eating nor drinking, waiting slowly.Morning bells and evening drums, three hours passed, Liu Qianxun and Ban Ruo finally came out of the house, Ban Ruo rubbed his eyes, and said, "I'm so picky that I'm almost blind."

Nalan Ling rushed forward, choked for a while, and couldn't even utter a single question. The emotions she tried to control had reached the edge, and she was afraid that tears would flow like rain when she opened her mouth.

Liu Qianxun seemed to understand her fear, and nodded at her, "She passed out from the pain and is resting, you go and accompany her."

Nalan Ling walked away, her steps changed from hurried to slow, and she became quiet when she reached the house.She tiptoedly closed the door, Ling Yu was lying quietly, Nalan Ling knelt at the head of the bed, with her hand wrapped around her lips, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

What does it feel like to faint from pain?

"The most painful time for you must not be now, but when I said I would marry Chang'an, right?" Nalan Ling muttered to the bed.

"The time when I felt the most pain was when you flicked me away with a palm, and heaven and man were separated forever. But now, at this moment, I really understand your pain. You said I was so hateful, Why don't you blame me for hurting you so much? If you scold me and hit me a few times, I will be happier~ But you are always like this~" Nalan Ling sobbed while talking, unable to fully express those words.

"You always don't say, you don't say anything, Changning~why don't you say, you fool~" Nalan Ling supported her shoulder, weeping, the tears wet Ling Yu's shoulders, and also soaked hers Sideburns, "I have loved you for more than ten years, and I have never done anything for you, but you hurt my roots and legs for me, and you still gave me blood~ Why do you do so much, I don't want you to do it So much, can you ask me to do something for you? But what else can I do? Changning~"

Nalan Ling burst into tears, buried in Ling Yu's shoulder, wanted to hug her tightly, wanted to take out all the love, Na Lan Ling didn't know how else to express love, just thought of all the things in the past, The pain was unspeakable.

Ling Yu seemed to hear her murmur, and opened her eyes weakly. She felt Nalan Ling's familiar breath, and smiled.She heard Nalan Ling's last question, and said softly, "Fool, all you have to do is stay with me for the rest of your life."