Finale

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Xu Weihan looked back, Xue Ting had let go of Lu Chunyan's hand, and his sleeves were gathered on the scar.

The doctor arrived soon, and after seeing it, let them send Lu Chunyan to the hospital as soon as possible.This place is in the mountains, and it takes an hour to drive out to the hospital, Xu Weihan was stunned and asked: "Is it serious?"

"It should be appendicitis, but it can only be confirmed after going to the hospital for a laparoscopy."

Xue Ting looked down at Lu Chunyan, frowning slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.

After Xu Weihan heard what the doctor said, he turned his head and was about to tell Xue Ting that he would send Lu Chunyan to go, but Xue Ting took one of Lu Chunyan's arms, gently stroking him up, and he heard Xue Ting ask: "Would you like to go?" Are you driving?"

Xu Weihan nodded, Xue Ting said: "Let's go together."

Lu Chunyan was probably confused by the pain, and murmured a name all the way in the car.

Xu Weihan heard him calling Qiuyao, raised his eyelids, and saw the person sitting on the other side from the rearview mirror, he licked his lower lip, and whispered: "Your name is Qiuyao, right?"

Xue Ting's voice was steady and unwavering, and said to Xu Weihan: "You made a mistake, I'm not Qiuyao."

"then you?"

"I was just passing by."

Xu Weihan opened his eyes slightly, looking a little surprised.He is not like a passerby.

When they arrived at the hospital, Lu Chunyan was put on a stretcher and then moved to a push bed. There was a lot of noise in his ears, probably because of the pain, and the voices and footsteps of those people became confused and indistinct.He tried to open his eyes, and saw the hazy light, the light right in front of him.

Tears secreted from the corners of his eyes, and countless needles were inserted in his throat. He wanted to scream, to beg, to call Qiuyao's name, to read his regrets, and to cry and say, I was wrong, I was wrong Yes, Qiuyao, I was wrong, please come back, okay?

No one answered him, he saw nothing, the light gradually faded, and everything about him, including his entire life, sank into the abyss.

After laparoscopy, it was indeed acute appendicitis, and surgery was arranged immediately.When Lu Chunyan woke up, Xu Weihan was beside him, seeing his eyelids move slightly, he immediately stood up from the chair.

"Spring banquet, are you awake? How do you feel?"

Lu Chunyan felt weak all over, Xu Weihan's voice seemed to be far away and very close.He opened his eyes and looked elsewhere, as if looking for someone.

In the end, after finding nothing, Lu Chunyan slowly closed his eyes, his throat was hoarse and his voice was weak, "I'm a little tired."

Xu Weihan then said: "I'll call the doctor over."

Lu Chunyan may not have heard clearly, the eyelashes drooped on the lower eyelid.

Xu Weihan walked to the door, turned his head and glanced at Lu Chunyan who was on the bed.In his memory, he had never seen Lu Chunyan like this before, and when he thought of the name that Lu Chunyan kept shouting when he was unconscious, he felt somewhat uncomfortable.

Xu Weihan sighed, opened and closed the door lightly, the corridor was brighter than the inside.

The long and narrow bed turned into a sinking swamp, and Lu Chunyan couldn't move his body.He felt tired, very tired, his whole body seemed to be drained of energy.

His psychiatrist Chen He said that he was sick, a psychological problem, which controlled his brain, made him loathe himself, and made him unable to live a normal life.

Many times he couldn't get up from the bed. On rainy days, he listened to the sound of the rain outside the window, tick tock.He leaned against the quilt in a daze, thinking drowsily, what would that child do if Qiuyao was there?

On rainy days, what Qiuyao likes to do most is move a chair to sit on the balcony.The rain fell on his face, but he still looked very happy. Children often say that they like rainy days, and the sky is watering him.

At that time, he only thought that Qiuyao was still a child, and he had some wild and unrealistic ideas, but now that he thought about it, all of these were taken for granted.Qiuyao is not human at all, the rain poured on the branches and leaves, and wet the whole trunk.

He should have known, when Qiuyao showed ignorance of the world, when he couldn't find any information about Qiuyao, he should have known.

Thinking about this over and over in his mind, the door seemed to open, and he heard the sound of the door being pushed open and closed, and his body moved.

A few footsteps approached, but Lu Chunyan did not open his eyes.When someone approached, he smelled sandalwood, his heart tightened, his eyelashes trembled, and when he opened his eyelids, he saw Xue Ting's face.

Looking at each other, Lu Chunyan looked at him dully.Xue Ting lowered his head, his eyes fell on Lu Chunyan's haggard face, he moved away slowly, and finally stared at Lu Chunyan's wrist.

"After Qiuyao left, have you had a good time?"

Confusion appeared on Xue Ting's face, from the memories he saw, he only knew that Lu Chunyan had a crush, and that person was Xu Weihan.The entanglement between them is like a big mountain, which keeps Qiuyao thousands of miles away.

Xue Ting said in a low voice: "Xu Weihan's leg has recovered, and you also know how much he cares for you. Since you like each other, why are you not together?"

Lu Chunyan didn't know how to answer, his indecision, words and deeds had all rotted to the point of poison in his stomach.

He actually wanted to tell Xue Ting that his liking for Xu Weihan had become a habit, it was like a seed that had taken root in the soil and slowly took root, if he wanted to get rid of it, he had to peel off a layer of skin.But now, he has been stripped of his bones and blood. He understands that liking a person is not about being satisfied with gentle treatment or money and material things. Liking is about wholeheartedly dedicating and dedicating one's entire life to this love.

Qiuyao did it, but Lu Chunyan was too late.

Xu Weihan stood at the door, listening to the voices in the room.He heard Lu Chunyan say: "I often dream about Qiuyao. Whether that dream is good or bad, it is much better than reality." Lu Chunyan pursed his dry lips and said in a hoarse voice: "I miss him so much. .”

"But he's not coming back."

Xue Ting tilted his head and looked at him, Lu Chunyan opened his eyes, as if he had suddenly despaired, his eyes were bloodshot.He coughed, curled up in pain, and wanted to say something, but he couldn't speak because of the pain.

Xu Weihan couldn't bear to listen, so he opened the door and walked in quickly, picked up the water glass on the table, put a straw in it, and handed it to Lu Chunyan's mouth.

Lu Chunyan drank water and stopped coughing.Xue Ting looked at them with this feeling, and it was this feeling that Qiu Yao was afraid of.

No matter what they say or do at any time, as long as that person appears, Qiu Yao becomes an outsider.

Another emotion gradually emerged in my heart, an anxious and unbearable emotion.It's not Xue Ting's own, but that silly peach living in a small corner of this body.

Xue Ting raised his hand and pressed it on the left side of his chest, his knuckles tensed, and he suddenly spoke with a hoarse voice, "Lu Chunyan..."

The person on the bed was startled, the familiar tone made him shiver, he looked over Xu Weihan towards Xue Ting, his eyes touched the familiar.The body seemed to have fallen into a lake in the sea of ​​spring breeze flowers, the whole world disappeared, only a few steps away, the gaze that touched the heart remained.

Qiu Yao did not disappear.